Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supporthello people in my screen >How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
Here's a bunch of helpful links for u> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
what do you guys think about that manhwa?
Hello everyone. Hope you're all doing well this evening. Today was very lazy but that's okay.>>84321194>i guess i did have some choclate eggsWere they nice? I'm glad that chocolate eggs are a thing there as well.>what was it again? a concert?Yes. Although most of my memories are of afterwards when everyone put their fumos together and took pictures of the cosplayers.>thought about starting to write down the color scheme recipes for the miniatures i'm painting, so maybe that counts for something.If I can write down anything at all I consider that a success, even if it's something like that.>these days i usually go for a ritter sport, but for some time vivani dark whole hazelnutsI've never heard of either of these but I'll keep my eyes peeled. Although thinking back my Aunt who lived in Germany might have sent some ritter sports over when I was a kid. Like the small variety pack ones.>>84325879"I really should read this at some point"
Going back threads now. I'm "playing" Fate/hollow ataraxia since visual novels are the only games I can handle these days>>84325960>ai-bros use that word as well.i suppose in the end both are shitty results>as i started looking into it even for a bit, i lost every bit of interest that might have been left.I had a bit of interest in ai in the past, but the modern take on it has me a bit annoyed since most ai developers arent even doing development or fine tuning but just calling shit put out by a company that does all the heavy lifting and that's where I fizzle out and become disinterested>not like any of that covid-money went into my pocket.Both you and I made the mistake of worrying about groceries, unlike the smart folks at big business who thought about those low interest rates as being the perfect time to borrow a million dollars. Kinda came back to haunt them, which is why the economy sucks now, but hey poor people are still the ones getting fucked over>highest religious holiday for christians actuallyAlways odd to me Americans especially dont care much for it, but more proof American Christianity being a front for big business interest and certain lobbies i won't get into>time well spent.Takes me back years. Still holds up so well too. Though I forgot how comically weighted some sides are at winning certain maps. I always remember pick clones or rebeles any Kashyk map, but then random other maps empire just sucks on. Not fun times then>guess he's been burnt too often as well?he likes Fate supposedly and actually pushed me to get into it after i dropped after the og old series. He disliked one other light novel adaptions (Fate/Apocrypha) and said it sounded stupid after mentioning one of the villains being a gothic lolita girl in strange fake. I honestly think Fate is one of the few series he has something of a waifu in and doesn't like anything she's not in. That's my theory at least.
>>84320183>still take a while for prices to come down. Ayeah. honestly, it's going to be a bad thing when it finally does come down.>None of the big AI companies are making a profit since the models are so obscenely expensive to make.I don't even necessarily mean AI companies, but companies investing in it with 0 idea what they want other than reduced costs. They're looking for a golden ticket because things are bad and a lot of bad decisions have been made. AI companies just need people dependent on products then to try charging them what they want. Shit will blow up bad>Maybe I will.at this point my life, i feel sick even thinking about eating that much chocolate one sitting> face-to-face with an armed washing machinecan almost mentally picture this and it's horrifying>we've had this conversation before.i am repetitive, especially when it comes to birds>this bird is fucking terrifyingIf i hear one of these outside, I'm gonna think i need to call the police>>84325664heyo cat how's it going?
heyaI got a tooth extracted today, one of the top wisdom teeth so ig I'm even dumber now ^^it went well desu I expected my tooth to put up more of a fight, kinds disappointed in him Besides, my uni is telling me I'll probably get kicked out which yep, I knew that,I thought about maybe trying to extend things but I wouldn't pass anyway and I'd have to pay quite a lot to get it extended Rn I'm gonna eat some tasty stuff and chill out I thought about watching some movie but eeh not feeling like it just gonna watch yt btw I posted that map I was working onI didn't get an answer from the original author unfortunately tho >>84325879I haven't finished itI read a bit of it (I think I got to chapter 60?), though it was pretty funny because somehow everything always had to end badly for hooniAnd those are my thoughts>>84325960hayaI'm alright ^^>was very lazy but that's okay.yep you need to rest too!!>>84326372hello>only games I can handle these dayswhy?
>>84326522>top wisdom teeth so ig I'm even dumber now i got all 4 taken out years ago so I'm very lacking wisdom D:>my uni is telling me sorry you have to deal with that. I think if you don't feel like you can give another chance, sometimes might be better to accept and think things over than go back. I think a lot of people think uni is what they should just do my default and it messes up a lot of people who lose money but don't really feel it>gonna watch ytwhatcha watching?>why?easy to stop playing whenever and walk away since it's just text on a screen.
>>84325664hello catbro! how was your day?>>84325879hey anon!>what do you guys think about that manhwa?i've got little to no experience with them. i've tried some webtoons, but the once tried weren't that great when it comes to the art or sequential storytelling. you got any recommendations?>>84325960hi discanon!>Hope you're all doing well this eveningi'm just glad i'm home. had a really long day. glad we're close to the weekend.>Today was very lazy but that's okay.lucky you. ^^ >Were they nice?they were filled with something that was a bit too sweet for my taste. i think i like the solid ones more. what brand did you get?>Yes. Although most of my memories are of afterwards when everyone put their fumos together and took pictures of the cosplayers.sounds like a great fan event. :D might look stupid for asking, but what's a fumo?>If I can write down anything at all I consider that a success, even if it's something like that.that's a good way to look at it. maybe i'll do something like a hobby diary. that might even motivate me.>Although thinking back my Aunt who lived in Germany might have sent some ritter sports over when I was a kid. yeah, i'm german and those are all german brands. depending on where you live, you might find an aldi somewhere (it's a sort of supermarket), but i don't know if they have the same products. and you're probably right. ritter sport usually comes as a square cocolate bar, but they have those smaller variety packs as well. do you remember how you liked them?
>>84326372>>84326372hi officeanon!>visual novels are the only games I can handle these daysfair. i wouldn't know which to play, but they're a nice low-energy way to engage with something.>the modern take on it has me a bit annoyed since most ai developers arent even doing development or fine tuningi guess it's an equivalent to building your own game engine instead of licensing one from another company? if so, i'm sure it has it's merits, but doesn't really move anything forward or rewards unique ways of looking at a problem.>Both you and I made the mistake of worrying about groceries, unlike the smart folks at big business who thought about those low interest rates as being the perfect time to borrow a million dollarshehe, yeah. i really had a good laugh when watching gary stevenson's iran war video and how you can protect yourself from the economic fallout. his answer was quite blunt and honest: own the resources. he has quite a lot of his money investet in oil, so this whole ordeal is just making him more money.>poor people are still the ones getting fucked overyeah. i think it's the being poor part that really becomes an issue. :/>Always odd to meit's the whole resurrection thing, i think, but i'd be lying if i said i fully understand the theological reasoning behind it.>more proof American Christianity being a front for big business interest and certain lobbiessure, but even here people place more importance on the big bunny that hides eggs and presents instead of that jesus guy, i feel.>I always remember pick clones or rebeles any Kashyk map, but then random other maps empire just sucks on. Not fun times theni guess, but where's the fun when everything is just a walk in the park?
>>84326372>I honestly think Fate is one of the few series he has something of a waifu in and doesn't like anything she's not in. That's my theory at least.maybe. i've never liked series that change the cast too much from season to season. just shows me that i don't need to invest too much emotion into it.>>84326522>I got a tooth extracted today, one of the top wisdom teeth so ig I'm even dumber now ^^you're still the smartest cat i know. by far.>Besides, my uni is telling me I'll probably get kicked out which yep, I knew thati know how that feels. though i paid for it as long as i could, since it was worth it for other social benefits. the system here is pretty stupid.>Rn I'm gonna eat some tasty stuff and chill outhope it doesn't bother the area where they removed the tooth from too much. what did you get?>I thought about watching some movie but eeh not feeling like it just gonna watch ytmakes sense. sounds like a day to just turn off your brain and watch some stupid stuff.>btw I posted that map I was working onwhere did you post it?
>>84326425>it's going to be a bad thing when it finally does come downHow so? Low demand?>companies investing in it with 0 idea what they want other than reduced costsAh, I see. I wonder which industries are actually saving money with it. I know some places need to hire an AI janny to make sure it's working right, meaning the cost savings probably aren't even that good.>i feel sick even thinking about eating that much chocolate one sittingSometimes I wonder if it's a good thing that I've retained my sweet tooth?>If i hear one of these outside, I'm gonna think i need to call the policeI read that they're harmless, but they look and sound like they can break every bone in your body with minimal effort.>>84326522Glad to hear your tooth extraction went okay.Do you think you'll give graduating another shot later on? Your credits won't expire so you could try again in like 20 years.>just gonna watch ytAnything interesting on the docket?>yep you need to rest too!!I need to work as well...>>84326835>had a really long day. glad we're close to the weekend.I slacked off too much and I'm going to have to crunch for the next week or so. Take it easy on the weekend for me...>what brand did you get?I got a mint Aero egg. If there are still some left I might grab a Cadbury one. That would be quite nostalgic for me.>what's a fumo?The little Touhou plushies. >maybe i'll do something like a hobby diary. that might even motivate me.That's a great idea! Better than mine, which was spending way too much money on the diary so I felt obligated to use it.>you might find an aldi somewhereMy mother shopped there when I was in the UK but the closest one to me now is in Australia. I think I got milka bars from there a few times.>do you remember how you liked them?I think I liked the hazelnut one the most. As a kid we had a really big advent calendars with pouches and the chocolates sent over from my aunt would be put in there. She'd send over kinder stuff too.
>>84326829>I'm very lacking wisdom D:o.O>sorry you have to deal with thatit's okay I'll probably be alright ^^>uni is what they should just do my defaultyep it's annoying >whatcha watching?funny stuff :>I like charborg a lot, I recommend if youre bored https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=NHBFY-D1bwM>easy to stop playing wheneveooh do you have to walk around often? why? because work?>>84327009hello hello o/how was your day?>still the smartest cat i know. by far.^^ thanks I still have one wisdom tooth left ao maybe because of that >worth it for other social benefits.I thought about doing that because train tickets are cheeper but desu I'll save more by not paying for the extension than on the train tickets since I don't use trains often anyway >hope it doesn't bother the areadw ^^it doesn't hurt at all>what did you get?so I made some grilled cheese sandwich and now eating some strawberries >sounds like a day to just turn off your brain yep yep>where did you post it?https://gamebanana.com/mods/667677
>>84326945hey yuanon, how are you?>i wouldn't know which to playlooking back I've played more than i thought. I'm mostly doing in since I'm on a Fate/Type Moon in general craze. >his answer was quite blunt and honest: own the resourcesin general, having enough money to not have to worry about things goes a long way in life!> the theological reasoning behind it.I get that part. Resurrection is single most important event in the entire Christian worldview. Birth is important, but really doesn't mean much if he just showed up is my understanding of it.> the big bunny honestly, always been the most terrifying part of the holiday for me. Santa is okay, but keep the giant, anthropomorphic rabbit man away from me>where's the funnot being too easy is fine. Giving you an unwinnable battle is not fun though. Spending the entire match running from the island on the other side of the water because rebels took both command posts 2 minutes into the kashyk docks match is not fun>>84327009>never liked series that change the castfate isn't so much a series in a strictly connected sense. Characters overlap and show up time to time, but each entry is fairly standalone save for the same lore and rules. So it very much is a series you could like one or two entries and not the rest, but he said he liked the Babylon anime which is where I call bullshit
>>84327098>How so? Low demand?those parts aren't going down till AI setbacks happen like I said. That's the only thing economy is holding onto. If the bubble burst the talk about happens, it's going to a disaster. Employment opportunities are already non-existent and hiring is lower than the 2008 recession. > AI janny to make sure it's working rightthe thing is, it's useful in some ways, but you need to mostly know how to use it and that's the thing a lot of places get wrong is the decision makers who insist it needs to work are the ones who know least about it. >wonder if it's a good thingmakes it easier to enjoy life i suppose>I read that they're harmlessI was joking since the audio sounds like what you'd expect to hear at night at that wrong side of town pop pop> every bone in your body with minimal effort.don't mess with some birds, just look at cassowaries >>84327142>I'll probably be alright sure it will. Just hang in there. Hope the annoyance stops soon>charborg a lot, I recommend if youre borednever heard of him, but apparently he's played kenshi before and that itself is pretty cool>walk around often? why? because work?yeah and other stuff to attend to at home. Hard to sit down and play a game especially one that doesn't let me stop and resume whenever easily
>>84327098>I slacked off too much and I'm going to have to crunch for the next week or sothat's rough. good luck with that. o7>Take it easy on the weekend for me...it'll be the easiest weekend to be ever had! (*^*)9 jokes aside, hope you can get most of it done this weekend, so next week won't be as bad.>I got a mint Aero egg. If there are still some left I might grab a Cadbury one. That would be quite nostalgic for me.ah, that bubbly chocolate stuff. it's a nice, crumbly texture. i think only milka ever made a bar like that here, but i haven't had (or seen) one in ages. i remember eating a lot of cadbury when i was on vacation in the uk with family and friends. the curly wurlies were my favorite.>The little Touhou plushies.noted. where does the name come from?>spending way too much money on the diary so I felt obligated to use it.gonna treat yourself sometimes and when it helped you get started, it's money well spent.>the closest one to me now is in Australia. I think I got milka bars from there a few times.probably not worth it to head there just to shop at a discounter. ^^ probably the most popular brand here and the chocolate i had the most as a kid.>I think I liked the hazelnut one the mostalways a solid choice for most brands, i feel. can't go wrong with hazelnuts.>As a kid we had a really big advent calendars with pouches and the chocolates sent over from my aunti had something like that to. those are awesome. :]>She'd send over kinder stuff too.very big here, but even though it uses a german word as their brand, it's actually from italy. great stuff, though.
all cozy n in bed ^w^>>84327098fumo>think you'll give graduating another shot latermmm maybe if I go back I'll have to actually start a few semester earlier because I haven't passed on eof the classes>interesting on the docket?you can see link here >>84327142>need to work as well...you can rest without work but you can't work without rest >>84327293>Hope the annoyance stops soonwe'll see >never heard of himhe's a cool guy but he doesn't stream nowadays >played kenshi beforeyep you can look up vods on yt >stuff to attend to at homelike dinner? or dog?
>>84327142>>84327142>how was your day?it was rough. long day, still a bit sick, lots to do. glad it's bed time soon.>I still have one wisdom tooth left ao maybe because of thati don't even have any, so as long as you keep it, you'll always be smarter than me.>I'll save more by not paying for the extension than on the train tickets since I don't use trains often anywayalways good to do the math and make the sensible decision.>it doesn't hurt at allgood. hope it stays that way.>I made some grilled cheese sandwich and now eating some strawberriesuhh, that's nice. jealous. :D>linkthanks. i'll save it and maybe check it out anothet day.>>84327170>how are you?a bit down, but today was rough, so that's kinda how it goes.>I'm mostly doing in since I'm on a Fate/Type Moon in general craze.if you're having a good time and it scratches that itch, what's not to like? have fun!>having enough money to not have to worry about things goes a long way in life!i wonder why not more people think of it! :0 to be fair, he's not talking about what individuals should do, but what people should advocate for in politics to avoid that the biggest part of society falls back into poverty. he just uses himself as an example to show how certain things work (and what people who aren't on your side are already doing).>really doesn't mean much if he just showed up is my understanding of it.probably sums it up quite well.>keep the giant, anthropomorphic rabbit man away from meit's one of those things you just accept and better not ask questions about. or else...>Spending the entire match running from the island on the other side of the water because rebels took both command posts 2 minutes into the kashyk docks match is not funi suppose that's true, but i don't remember it being much of an issue. than again, it's been a long time since i played any of those games, so maybe i'd think about it differently now.
>>84327170>So it very much is a series you could like one or two entries and not the rest, but he said he liked the Babylon anime which is where I call bullshitmakes sense, but i don't think this approach is something i enjoy. never liked it when series like digimon or games like final fantasy did it, either. i think i need a strong main cast that stays i focus. i guess that's also why i can't get into long running shonen. at some point the characters i enjoy get dropped and i can't force myself to stay with the series when that happens.
>>84327537>cool guy but he doesn't stream nowadaysi think a lot of people phase out of that. Can be demanding and more fun to do things on your own time than try to schedule when to stream>u can look up vods on ytforgot how janky this game was lolhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PSo8VHWWNYc>? or dog?part that and other chores I need to get to>>84327573>so that's kinda how it goes.sorry to hear. Hope tomorrow is easier for you>have fun!thanks. This one is long I've heard and have another visual novel to get to so will keep me busy>who aren't on your side are already doingI feel like anyone who has the money to do these things is guaranteed not to be on anyone's side other than their own> i don't remember it being much of an issue. than again,i love the games but have grievances with a few maps (stupid shield bunker included), but obviously not so bad since i played recently enough and had a lot of fun. original is definitely better than 2 by a mile>>84327579> i think i need a strong main cast that stays i focus. i think it boils down to liking the formula. I don't like Final Fantasy really, but have to treat the games as almost different series if you think along the lines you mentioned. Whereas something like Dangranronpa I like even though you know characters are different each one. though i do wish I'd get to see my favorite fate servant again which is one thing that always grates me with that series when some get special treatment>why i can't get into long running shonen. long running shonen you might also deal with characters being reduced to a more laughable/weaker version of themself just getting shoehorned in as well, which is another issue and a point in favor of only making things as long as they need to be
slepoh also today I got some metal bar thingies to do push-ups so my wrists won't hurt yay>>84327573>was rough:<sorry to hear thatmaybe you could get some sick leave?>as long as you keep itso until the end of this month ^^>hope it stays that way.it probably will>that's nice. jealous. :Dyep could make some food urself tomorrow maybe even for breakfast >save it and maybe check it out anothet day.okay :>>>84327874>think a lot of people phase out of that.well he never really was like a professional streamer just a guy messing around so many he just got bored of that>janky thisyep hehe once he got an army of many cats
>>84327874>Hope tomorrow is easier for youshould be, but you never know. the joys of retail.>This one is long I've heard and have another visual novel to get to so will keep me busyhow long is it? i guess the simpler they are in their presentation, the longer they can be.>anyone who has the money to do these things is guaranteed not to be on anyone's side other than their ownthere are some people with money that are aware of the issues with the current system and are trying to change it, but, as always, it's hard to convince people to make any meaningful changes, no matter how beneficial those might be or who's advocating for them.>original is definitely better than 2 by a milei can't even remember which one i played. do both have a conquest mode?>Whereas something like Dangranronpa I like even though you know characters are different each onei suppose it is different for games or series where there's lots of characters dying and when you know that going into it, it's ok. i just don't like it when i'm engaged in a world and the characters and then everything is switched around for no apparent reason without me knowing it going in.>i do wish I'd get to see my favorite fate servant againshould have bought more merch :p>you might also deal with characters being reduced to a more laughable/weaker version of themselftrue, though that's usually mechanically the same as being dead in those. i'm all for better pacing and definitve endings in media in general.>>84328161>slepgood night! will slep, too.>today I got some metal bar thingies to do push-ups so my wrists won't hurt yaylet's gooo! :D how are those push ups coming along?>maybe you could get some sick leave?just got a few hours tomorrow and then it's the weekend. should be alright.>so until the end of this month ^^finally even, then. ;D>could make some food urself tomorrowmaybe even for breakfastmaybe i could. need to get some groceries anyway. heading to bed. good night.
>>84328245slepe tight!
i think i'm gonna actually break it off with my therapist today. one last appointment, then i'll send the email later. i'll take myself to the ER tonight or tomorrow for possible stitches. i'll end up talking to a shrink for sure. hoping they'll do bloodwork. gotta call out of work if i wait until tomorrow though
>>84327293>That's the only thing economy is holding onto. If the bubble burst the talk about happens, it's going to a disaster.That's true. That'll be lots of fun to go through... Hopefully it won't be a global problem like 2008.>the audio sounds like what you'd expect to hear at night at that wrong side of townMaybe you could get one as a pet to keep the rent down.>cassowariesYou can see how birds descended from dinosaurs looking at them.>>84327404>good luck with that. o7Thank you. Hopefully it won't be too bad.>hope you can get most of it done this weekend, so next week won't be as bad.We'll see what happens. 4000 or so words in a week shouldn't be too difficult.>it's a nice, crumbly textureIt'd been a few years since I had it, so it was very nice. Even if it cost about 11 euros since it was imported.>the curly wurlies were my favoriteMy parents would always remind me those used to be huge.>where does the name come from?In Japanese the onomatopoeia for fluffy is mofu. I'm pretty sure it's a play on that.>it's money well spentTo be fair it worked, because I'm on diary five now.>probably the most popular brand hereIt's pretty tasty so I can understand why. The Oreo one is very nice.>can't go wrong with hazelnutsIt seems pretty rare to find hazelnut chocolate in the UK (or here), so I'm quite jealous of the Germans in that regard.>i had something like that to. those are awesome. :]I don't think they're very common in the UK. Now that I think about it, it's probably a German thing that my aunt brought over for us. Are they common there?>even though it uses a german word as their brand, it's actually from italyThe more you know... I've been living a lie. Did you ever get one of those really big kinder eggs for Christmas?
>>84327537>fumofumo>if I go back I'll have to actually start a few semester earlier because I haven't passed on eof the classesYou can always try again at another university. Your credits are transferrable across Europe. You could probably finish it off doing an online correspondence course.>charborgI remember watching that guy's RuneScape videos years ago. Good stuff.>you can rest without work but you can't work without restVery true. That's a good way to think about it.>>84328359I hope whatever your planning goes okay, anon.
>>84325664how deep do you have to cut before you're like 90% sure there will be a scar?what cutting depth is safe to have a >90% chance of no scars?
mornin everyone howdy?>>84330133depends where Cuts on the hands don't leave scars easily but on other parts of the body even light cuts (enough to bleed) leavea themat least that's the case for me
Hi anons, I'm probably gonna cut today for the first time in around 1.5 years. Tried leaving a relationship that i'm not happy in but the girl convinced me to stay and kinda just refuses to break up.I feel miserable no matter what i do. I tried meds, therapy, psych ward, going out with friends, talking to people, sleeping around, focusing on my hobbies. Eventually i get bored of everything and go back to feeling like shit.I hope life is going better for all of you. Or at least will get better eventually
>>84328161> like a professional streamerfor me it's hard to define what that is anyway lol>he just got bored of thatit takes time anyway since need to do it regularly to get a following of people. less convenient>once he got an army of many catsin kenshi?? Didn't even know there were any lol>>84328245>the joys of retail.wishing you luck>how long is it?the fate one is like 60 hours apparently. Witch on the Holy Night is only half that, but still at a couple hours a week I'll be busy a while>simpler they are in their presentationi mean, it's sprites overtop of still images usually. Doesn't get simpler than that. Length goes to how long they need for the story being told>no matter how beneficial those might be or who's advocating for them.many people advocating against changing anything, so even powerful people have their work cut out>do both have a conquest mode?yeah they do. the original didn't have space maps or heroes (which is my least favorite thing in 2 since they defeat the point of the game). First also released before Revenge of the Sith so maps only covered up to the Clone Wars(no Coruscant or Mustafar like 2 which really tried to connect to the movie since it came out around the same time).>lots of characters dying and when you know that going into itIt just dawned on me both series I mentioned are technically killing games... Japanese like that formula it seems since even JJK has turned into that>everything is switched around for no apparent reasonI'd say this is actually what happened to me with chainsaw man so i get it. Even if it made sense, story into something I (and frankly most people) no longer cared about>should have bought more merch I bought every figure there was but I'm only one person! I just spent over 200 dollars on a figure for one of the characters in the new Fate so if they don't add her to Grand Order I'm going to riot.
>>84328245> mechanically the same as being dead in those. Not sure what is worse in the end. Having them actually dead or written in the story still to remind you that they stopped be relevant 100 episodes ago thanks to power scaling>>84329300> Hopefully it won't be a global problem like 2008.I think world economy is too interconnected for it not to be, especially since the fault would be in an area predominantly impacting mega corps.>Maybe you could get one as a pet to keep the rent downpolice would get called first night and probably kill me and the bird because they think they're going into a warzone> how birds descended from dinosaursget velociraptor vibes looking at them>>84330708heya cat, have a good day>>84330774Hi anon, to be blunt, she can't force you to stay. At that point you just need to cut contact. If someone is forcing you into miserable decisions, she isn't looking out for your interest and staying is a waste of time and energy for both of you.
just a itsy bitsy bump
>>84330774I know it's really, really difficult but there comes a point when you just have to cut people out of your life when they're doing more harm than good. This is something I'm all too familiar with.>>84330831>I think world economy is too interconnected for it not to beTrue, but I think other countries might be alright - or at least more alright, since all the major players are headquartered in the US.>probably kill me and the bird because they think they're going into a warzoneCouldn't even blame them desu.>get velociraptor vibes looking at themDid you have a favourite dinosaur as a kid?
hav a bumpster B)
I wanna watch a movie but idk what to pick>>84328245>will slep, toohope you slept well>those push ups coming along?have done any yet ^^because I was kinda busy but maybe I'll make some today >few hours tomorrowhope it went okay >maybe i coulddid you?>>84328359hey anonwhy?>>84329327ellohow's it going?>always try again at another universitytrue maybe I will one day>Good stuffyepp ^^ >That's a good way to think about it.rest is important!>>84330774hellothat's sounds like a problem for sure But you definitely shouldn't stay in that relationship, you should find a way to end itMaybe you could just meet up somewhere and talk and you should tell her how you feel and that you can't be together anymore >>84330794heyahow r y today?>hard to define what that is anyway lolI'd say when someone has a schedule and sponsorships>regularly to get a following of peoplehe actually had a pretty large following on twitch >Didn't even know there were anymaybe it was a mod
>>84325664total hoonie love(i didnt like the manhwa itself but hooni is a good character)
>>84332349> I think other countries might be alrightanyone's guess. I know other countries are heavily in AI, it's not just a US business thing. >Couldn't even blame them come to thing of it, knowing police in my area, they might just avoid the area and hope it sorts itself out while harassing teens driving by their high school ever so slightly too fast. > favourite dinosaur as a kid?maybe spinosaurus because i thought they looked the coolest and was neat they swam a bunch>>84332736>how r y today?other than very hungry, i am good, how are you?>twitchto this day, i have never once viewed this site>maybe it was a modmaybe, there's a lot wild ones out there. feel cats are too normal to be in kenshi
>Is there anything bothering you right now?i feel stressedi tried to reply to the previous thread and found myself banned for a post i didn't make, felt lazy and didn't make the reply again. now it's time.>>8430088hey officeanon>what kind of routine you trying to doi'm mainly going there for stretching but might do other stuff aswell (i didn't go yet.. and i'll get extra busy next week..)>as shitty as possible so no one wants to move here anymoreoh so you were serious when u said that cuz i totally forgot some of trump's politics for foreigners. i really forgot that. been a while since i read anything serious about the US politics>Still getting comfortable with work. Not too bad though.how are you now?it's almost been a week>>84306126 >got a similar feeling.hope you're feeling better now>I hope things pick up soon!thanks! i hope the same for you>but I'm at least 70% there now.i wish you the best, man>>84306301 >hm maybe it's like magnesium deficiencyhonestly i dont remember if that was mentioned in the last blood draw i had but ehh it doesn't happen that much recently and i dont think i drink that much caffeine>when I had to go drive to uni like two monts agolol i guess you feel free now right?>I do hope you get to have a lot of free timethanks!>You got like summer vacation?more like summer studies lol>I stopped for a while because uni got too tiringaha>do you?yeah some things>but we don't have sandstorms hereohhh okay!
>>84333404hey rm>myself banned for a post i didn't makeit happens. Or when I get disconnected from internet and post from my phone it's very common>stretching but might do other stuff aswellwould take advantage if you have any interest. >politics for foreigners.not just them, but people born here too. economy was getting shitty because of tariffs, now it's 3 times as shitty because of a war no one wanted or supports.>read anything serious about the US politicsI genuinely hate both parties here. It would be more amusing if I lived somewhere else since I think this country deserves whatever bad things happen to it at this point >how are you now?still taking in a lot. That's how any job like this is, but getting more comfortable with what to expect and so on. Getting work done.
decided to watch inglorious bastardsit was a fun watch>>84333314true!Btw how are you anon?>>84333376>than very hungrywhy are you hungry? get sum food right this moment!>how are you?pretty alright ^^just chilling >feel cats are too normal to be in kenshiig they're not bug like enough >>84333404heyowhy are you stressed??also, yep the ban thing happens >dont think i drink that much caffeinehm I wonder what it could be then?>guess you feel free now right?a bit but still a bit stressed I have this feeling like I should be doing something or I'll run out of time but there's really nothing I have to do I don't know why I have it hopefully it leaves me >more like summer studiesim sorry fren ;w;>yeah some thingswhat sorta stuff?
i don't think playing/watching horror stuff before sleeping while stressed was a good idea>>84333763>Or when I get disconnected from internet and post from my phone it's very commonmaybe it's a good chance to take a break from 4chan for a while>now it's 3 times as shitty because of a war >I genuinely hate both parties here.i was about to ask you if you think things are gonna be better when the other party takes the lead but maybe you already answered?>I think this country deserves whatever bad things happen to it at this pointthat's pretty much an interesting opinion cuz i don't see citizens in the US saying such stuff like i only see people from other countries xDdid you lose all the hope in the government?>but getting more comfortable with what to expectwish you the best!>>84333887>why are you stressed??studying matters i suppose>hm I wonder what it could be then?who knows? :O>like I should be doing somethinghmmm maybe if you were used to feel like this maybe you unconsciously have that feeling now?>hopefully it leaves mehopefully :D>what sorta stuff?uhh some videos and a lot of stuff really i dont remember
>>84334200>was a good ideawhy? are you scared now?>studyingso the usual :<>maybe you unconsciously have that feeling now?yep it might be that>some videos and a lot of stuff wanna talk about it?
>>84334295>are you scared now?that's not the case but psychological horror with stress might cause bad dreams or smthnmaybe especially when the show/game is related to a special event in one's life>so the usuallol>yep it might be that:]>wanna talk about itnot really i dont have much to say lol
Instead of working I spent like 5 hours playing on a private server for a Children's MMO that I played as a kid. Today was a good day.>>84332736>how's it going?I'm doing well. Feeling pretty good.>maybe I will one dayBest of luck if/when you do.>rest is important!It is. I can barely function if I don't get enough.>>84333376>I know other countries are heavily in AI, it's not just a US business thing.Yeah, it doesn't bode well knowing that lots of industries bought into something that could feasibly stop being offered because it makes no money.>maybe spinosaurus because i thought they looked the coolest and was neat they swam a bunchFor me, it's the stenonychosaurus because I saw a creepy render of it evolved into a human when I was a kid.>>84333404>found myself bannedSome 10 years ago I found out I got warned for making a post on /fa/ asking which cigarette brand was the most fashionable, which is odd because I have never posted on that board in my life.>hope you're feeling better nowYeah. It was long enough ago that it wasn't too sad.>i wish you the best, manThank you. I don't want to speak too soon but I think the worst is over now. I wish you the best too!
>>84334337>might cause bad dreams or smthnI'm not sure that's very likely but maybe you could watch something cute and nice instead now?>dont have much to say lolthat's alright how was your day btw?I just sat inside all day>>84334371glad it was a good day ^^wanna say what game it was?
>>84333887> inglorious bastardsall i remember is the bojourno scene where the guy is pretending to be italian. part kills me lol>why are you hungry?just burning a lot of calories thinking and working out but hadn't gotten a chance to eat yet but i finally did and am good>ig they're not bug like enoughthey have dogs, but scary ones. Man the atmosphere on that game is unlike any other. I quite like it, but a draining game to play>>84334200>while stressed was a good ideashould probably quit if you haven't already> good chance to take a break from 4chan for a whilei only post here so can't say i need one >are gonna be better when the other party takes the leadno and it wasn't when they were. Democrats were out of touch and spent years pushing issues no one cared about ignoring how bad things were while focusing weird identity politics issues no one with a job has time for. Both are garbage and equally as corrupt, appealing to equally delusional voter bases.>did you lose all the hope in the government?i never had any faith in it to be blunt. I was never patriotic and never will be. I have more friends who are from and still loyal to countries that are basically enemies of the US, so technically speaking I don't even care about others from my country the way people have that sense of connection and honestly have nothing but negative views of it's place in the world
>>84334371>Children's MMO what was it anyway?> could feasibly stop being offered because it makes no money.i don't think it's going to stop, but distribution and pricing could change too. That's the part of all this I'm waiting for is when those companies need to generate money, what will the fees look like vs what they wanted to save and so on. I don't see how you can do business safely if you're relying on an external firm to run your core business processes. Seems absolutely self destructive, and I'm saying that to dismiss the technology. >stenonychosaurus pretty neat reason. I think I was partially influenced by that third, terrible Jurassic Park movie where the only thing good about it was the spinosaurus looked pretty cool. think i had a toy dinosaur of him
>>84325664>>How are you doing today?Pretty tired>>Any plans for today?Just figuring out my career plans.I quit my wagie job due to knee pain. I got another wagie job, but I'm still holding out for better.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?My life is going down hill fast and I feel like I don't get to see my friends anymore.Passing my class is going to rely on passing the last test and I have no idea how I'm gonna pull it off.>>84326522hi cat>Rn I'm gonna eat some tasty stuff and chill out good choice after getting a tooth pulled.
>>84329300>4000 or so words in a week shouldn't be too difficult.it probably shouldn't. bo slacking off, though! :<>Even if it cost about 11 euros since it was imported.jeez, that's rough. well, not like you buy them on the regular, so it's ok, i think.>My parents would always remind me those used to be huge.are your parents sure they weren't just smaller back then? shrinkflation is a bitch, though. should be banned.>I'm pretty sure it's a play on that.hm. makes sense. thanks for explaining.>The Oreo one is very nice.they've got quite a lot if flavors now. way more than when i was a kid, that's for sure. i think my favorite is the big bar with a cookie inside.>It seems pretty rare to find hazelnut chocolate in the UKhow strange. i guess we just have a lot of those things? and here i thought that stuff grows everywhere.>Are they common there?yes, very. the most common ones are just boxes with 24 compartments containing chocolate you can get at most stores and then there's ones you fill yourself with whatever you want. friend of mine always makes one for his girlfriend. companies tried to make "easter calendars" a thing, but i don't think it took of. coworker of mine even made a ramadan calender for one of her nephews. it's a thing here.>Did you ever get one of those really big kinder eggs for Christmas?i think i did, but not that often. maybe even just once. had loads of the small eggs, though.>>84330774damn. sorry to hear you're stuck in that relationship. i want to tell you to get out of there, but it's easier said than done. :[ and thanks. i hope your life will get a bit brighter, too.
>>84330794>like 60 hoursdamn. that a lot of fate, but i get it. my first playthroughs of souls-games clock in at around 100 hours, but i'm very slow and look for stuff in every nook and cranny.>it's sprites overtop of still images usuallyyou really should try somnium files if you want to have a visual novel with a bit more going on in that regard.>Length goes to how long they need for the story being toldmakes sense, but i thought they'd have a more consistant range. swinging between 30 and 60 hours seems a bit wild to me. are they priced differently?>the original didn't have space maps or heroesi think i played 2. i remember there being heroes.>Japanese like that formula it seems since even JJK has turned into thatwell, they did invent the whole battle royale thing, so it must speak to them as a concept.>I'd say this is actually what happened to me with chainsaw mansorry for your loss. always sucks when that happens. :/>so if they don't add her to Grand Order I'm going to riot.as you should. you're a loyal fan after all and they need to cater to you. or else...>>84330831>Not sure what is worse in the end.i'd say having them around. when my favorites die, i usually take that as a sign that i should just stop watching and move on. harder to justify that when they're still somewhat around.>>84332736>hope you slept wellthanks. it was alright. will try again now. ;D>have done any yet ^^ because I was kinda busy but maybe I'll make some todaymaybe try to make it a habit before sleeping or after waking up. just a few to get into it.>hope it went okaysame. week was short, but draining. glad it the weekend and that there's no plans.>did you?just got some rolls and crossaints for breakfast. nothing fancy.>>84333404hi rem!>i tried to reply to the previous thread and found myself banned for a post i didn't makehate it when that happens to me. >:[going to sleep now. will try to be more active tomorrow. see ya!
eep timenite^^
>>84334790> that a lot of fatecraziest thing is I'm considering going to play the original as well since there is technically no anime adaptation of the 1st route and they cut a lot from the movies.>souls-games clock in at around 100 hoursthose are dense games and I think 100 hours for an RPG isn't that crazy thinking over the games I put in that kind of time into.>somnium filesremember you mentioning and maybe I'll give it a look since it sounded good. Don't get me wrong though, I like the very still ones well enough>thought they'd have a more consistent range.I think the two Fate visual novels skew longer but there's a lot of fan service and silly stuff on the side going on in the one I'm playing now.>are they priced differently?priced about the same. I don't mind since get the money worth either way. Was like 20 dollars for each respectively and I don't mind giving money to type moon>i think i played 2. which is a good game, I'm just disappointed even when I was a kid I think the 1st had much better designed maps even if the second had a lot of cool new mechanics. >must speak to them as a concept.deeply concerning>sorry for your lossagain, we're just not pretending that second half with the completely new cast happened these days>they need to cater to youif there's one thing I know about them is they almost always release characters that have waifu value since they make money on those so I should be fine. Just need to save up as much free currency as I can. I saved almost 3 years straight to pull for a character I liked and it was the most satisfying gatcha moment ever>harder to justify that when they're still somewhat around.hoping they'll come back and do something being left disappointed instead..
>>84334629hey cynic, sorry things sound like they're doing rough>I quit my wagie job due to knee pain. hope you get something that isn't as problematic > feel like I don't get to see my friends anymore.relatable. Hard to make time for things that work with anyone else these days> going to rely on passing the last testwish you luck. What has you worried about it?>>84334828gn cat
