ready for the weekend? edition
What's the best tolerance cycle for edibles? I find myself going on 2 day benders starting off at 10mg and ending at 60-120 which means I usually have to take a week long break which is fucking boring.
Yeah, last weekend of boozing for a while. Gotta drop ~10 lbs.
>>84331538there's no winning. it is what it is. everything is the best when you wait at least 3+ days between sessions.
>>84331454Anyone tried DPT + syrian rue or other MAOi? How much lower dose should I take than without MAOi?
Acid + ket tomorrow. Done it last week as well, was the first time I combined the two and it was quite something. More acid this time.Need to get more of both. And more drugs in general. Gonna get myself weed for the next 2 years again. Done being sober. Tried to find people but it's all just a big nothing. Can't connect with dudes, it just doesn't work, and the rare foid that comes by strings you along for a month and then drops you. I don't want to spend the next years waiting for the right person to come by. When I do drugs I get ideas for art that I could make so at least that's something rather than nothing.
looks like we missed the boat
Daily lyrica use is already making my tolerance skyrocket after just 3 days. 1g feels like 100mg. I'm not even running into shit when I walk or mis-typing on the phone anymoreAlso we got literal knuckledragger trailer dwellers itt. Pic related. Can't make this shit up
>>84331968What boat
You guys should check out my slowed and chopped remixes, they're good when you're crossfadedhttps://m.youtube.com/%40causticchasm?si=xSBidRzgrOlAtnWK&fbclid=PAb21jcARGBMlleHRuA2FlbQIxMQBzcnRjBmFwcF9pZA81NjcwNjczNDMzNTI0MjcAAadfJ34SBfEnIa-gO9NLMe1cxImbdM4OREd2G61X286B5hjdx08bEYvhfrjkBw_aem_zvuej-mkEoWd-CihANtRmg
>>84332148hey that's meno i'm a regular middle class guy. i just don't brush my teeth regularly. once a day back when i still interacted with people every day.
>>84331538I crushed 400mg last night and didn't feel a thing. Edible tolerance gets high fast. Your best options are either take long breaks between use or get the high powered delta/thcp gummies that are on the market now. I got to deltastuff.com and get the sugar hills gummies, they taste amazing cause of the terps and actually work
>>84332166How are you a middle class guy yet you don't interact with people or have proper hygiene? Are you the crypto dude who lives in his car
>>84332185work from homeif i interact with people that day i'll take a shower and brush my teeth, otherwise i only do those things every 2-3 days
>>84332195I recommend you take care of your teeth. You don't want to lose them and thats the path youre on. Whats your job if I may ask?
>>84332287we're in the drug thread, nobody here is very much concerned with their healthand no i'd rather not
Friday night pizza time! While high on edibles.Have a great weekend fellas.
>>84332739Damn, I'm looking for remote work with my associates degree and can't land anything
>>84332869Looks great, cast iron za is amazing
How long can meth be detected with saliva tests? Seems unless you are a regular user it is 2 days max
>>84331454I was posting on the last thread a few moments ago, what happend?Anyway mailed my psychiatrist.First issue: I asked them to write me a taper plan for Anti-Psychotics and have a full month without. I plan to do Morphine and MDMA, but framed it as "I forgot how it was before taking them and it scares me" and "Taking APs isn't a short-term treatment, it's for life and so I want to know for sure that this is what I want", which is convincing, I think. Worst case I'll take my meds again.Second issue: my psychiatrist found and recommend a specialized psycologist to work on my case in parallel to regular psychiatric care and I said no. I gave reasons such as that I think they're not equipped well enough for my case and that it's above their paygrade. I added that, when you look at it, all of psychology is basically just saying the right thing to the right person at the right time while psychiatry is about attacking symptoms with meds, which I believe is more productive of an approach.Last thing: I wrote Lyrica was gifted to me by a friend and that taking some of it got me out of bed. Even more, I was active and social with family, which is plain fact. This drug can do what no other drug could do and truely help me. I asked an increase of Clonazepam from 0.5mg to 1mg and a box of 300mg Lyrica a month. We'll see how it playes out.So I asked to stop meds I need to use every single day (helpful meds, too), insult the whole field of psychology and then I, not a doctor mind you, request a script for a max dose of a med that "helped me" when I took it illegally. Tbf the mail starts with me giving due thanks, respect, and appreciation both for helping me so far and for giving me their medical opinion. Each issue/request/paragraph ends by me encouraging them to give an opinion if they agree with me or not.
>>84332869Looks great! Good weekend, anon.
>>84333131no you weren't anon that thread has been archived for hours
Achievement list 1.0 !!!!I might add more things, I might not, if someone wants to add something to it or change things up then go ahead :pThe font is Fira Sans Extra Condensed
>>84333248where's the "wake up to puke all over the floor but you don't remember how it got there" achievement?
>>84333318Fuck I really should've added a memory loss achievement and a puke achievement
>>84332161ayy that's my nao/ibuki image I made while on dxm >w<
>>84333131If you're selling them the raw unfiltered truth you're not gonna get what you want. You can't trash psychology or talk about getting drugs. You should also take their advice and work with the people they suggested. You have been doing so well for your case but this post makes me think you're gonna get fucked
>>84333248This is so bad for the soul to meme and glamorize addiction and make it a game
Kratom, weed and butt fuck kind of day
>>84333539I probably grabbed it from one of these threads when you posted it then! Hope you don't mind. May I use it in my work if I credit you?
>>84333653Why is it always shoving stuff up your ass in these threads. I get it we're all fags here but can you keep it to yourself?
>>84333651I'll do it anyways, look at the one I made for weed :D>>84333658>creditit's an anonymous image board, use it all you want :P
>>84333737Thanks for being such a weird fun person. I just really hope you're not using drugs like the game you made. Its really not a joke
>>84333186>no you weren't anon that thread has been archived for hoursWell, at least a few hours ago... Sue me.>>84333645>If you're selling them the raw unfiltered truth you're not gonna get what you wantI was truthful about the Anti-Psychotics and lied about taking Lyrica only a month, but I'll always lie about recreational drug use as I have been from the very moment the psychiatrist took my case. Besides that, it really does help me and improves my quality of life, or else I'd not ask. Will I abuse it as well as use it as medicine? Yes. But that's for me and you to know. I also get Ritalin and abuse it, but wrote that the script can be canceled as it won't get me out of bed, forget talking with family. Also I really look down on psychology and ment what I said. It's theraputic theater with a pocket-full of behavioral tricks that may or may not work as intended or at all and it relies heavily on the preformer and crowd.>You have been doing so well for your case but this post makes me think you're gonna get fuckedEvery day is hell. The APs don't cure anything, but make it all more manageable and so I've said in the mail. Stopping may cause some hardship,yes, but not much to make two weeks to a month without unbareable. I put a lot of thought into what I said and have my own health in first and drugs after.How would you know how well I've been doing?You'd not believe the fucked-up personal hell I go through every single day on good days. Let me do a bit MDMA and Morphine ffs, it'll be back from unchecked hell to kinda workable hell in less than 4 weeks anyway.
>>84333248I didn't read it all first to last, but I can still applaud the creativity and effort. Last thread made it seem like every one will have the same icon, but you used unique images with each one! And to think of a full list that's also relatable to drug people at every level is fantastic. Good job, we need more OC like that.
what is this stuff ?
>>84333662I'm not really ashamed at all that's probably why. I love my bf we're monogamous and in love and high as fuck on kratom and weed
>>84334169im high on weed and 7oh
>>84334175Love that
>>84333879Wait, I may have you confused with the guy who is trying to sue a ward for wrongfully holding him. Sorry. Still, you should know better than to say shit like psychology is bullshit to them. Its the truth but its exactly what will get you labeled as a drug seeker or non-compliance
>>84334192Till the high wears after two hours and your arm goes numb and you feel like youre on fire while ice is running through your veins at the same time and you just want to kill yourself to make it stopDon't worry, I just ordered another pack myself. I can't leave the shit alone. But now I make sure to have suboxone on hand for the immediate withdrawals
name a better strain than SLURRICANE.protip: you can't
>>843342397oh was werid for me. sometimes i would get bad withdrawals and throw up the next day and other times it would take 2 days after the last dose to feel sick
>>84334268shit, my perfectly crafted spoilers! has it always been like?
>>84334239Oh I take a very very small amount of kratom so my tolerance is nonexistent. I never really get any side effects cuz dose is so low
>>84334301one 7oh pill and im high for 4-6 hoursi think its 60mg
>>84334139Psychedelic truffles possibly? It's hard to really tell from the image quality but that's my best guess.
my plug send me messages every time that i don't buy from him for over 3 weeks lowkey romantic
>>84334268the other day i tried white horse that was primoooooblue lobster also a personal fav
Lyrica makes all my worries melt away... Until they come back. I wish it could last forever.
Plug isn't awake but I need 10g of speed. Hopefully tomorrow. Fuck orthodox Easter.
>>84334268Strain names are all bullshit. All that matters is the potency and terp profile. Stop acting like a teenager
>>84334887He must be shitty at his job
>>84335194Same. I wish tolerance wasnt an issue too but thats every drug. Lyrica is the only thing that let's me socialize with ease
>>84334344I would pass out. I stick with 20mg doses. Still get bad withdrawals. Possibly from redosing so much. Idk how its lasting that long for you. I have to keep popping it every 2 to 3 hours
having ideas about modafinil analogues to have just in case i need to hop off kratom
>>84335428Isn't that stimmy? How would that help you get off a downer? Or do you use white vein exclusively?
>>84335466i just really like stimulants. it would make any kratom withdrawal a breeze
>>84335471Hmm, stims would make me even more anxious and paranoid while withdrawing from an opioid, but hey, have at it
I wanted to share an experience that happened to me this past Friday. At 2:40 PM, I took 160mg of propranolol and 10mg of zolpidem.I had amnesia, but from what little I could remember, I recall it being the happiest moment of my life in 2026. I couldn't feel any emotion or emotion, like a robot. For some reason, the few memories I do remember seem strange, but it doesn't matter. I don't remember exactly what happened, but I remember that feeling was incredible!I was at work when this occurred; I didn't intend to get high. Normally, only doses of 30mg or more of zolpidem cause me to have amnesia, and as for propranolol, the maximum dose I had taken was 80mg, with the maximum daily limit being 640mg.I only regained consciousness at night, while I was still working. I haven't yet researched why this happened, but I intend to repeat it several more times.
>>84333248These were my achievements.
>did DPH consistently for like 3 years in college>just now learn that my grandma has alzheimer'sWell. I'm fucking screwed.
Anyone ever heard of Akuamma? Instagram is shilling me extract capsules claiming it helps with pain relief and anxiety. Probably bunk tho I figure
>>84335841Why would you want to be in a nightmare for 3 years straight? How many meetings with Hatman did you have?
>>84335713You are insane and going to give yourself a seizure. Stop abusing beta blockers and zebras and do real drugs. Fucking smoke a blunt man. Anything would be better than what you're doing
>>84335841I need antihistamines for sleep and am just assuming that boomers with all of their wealth will fund a cure or treatment for alzheimers. There is already medication you can take like galantamine which helps and is also OTC.
>>84335955ChatGPT told me that seizures with propranolol are rare and usually only occur when using more than 1500mg; at therapeutic doses, seizures are rare.
>>84336008Can you please not use fucking chatgpt for drug advice? At the very least ask here, or go to psychonaukwiki. You're going to win a Darwin Award at this rate jfc.
I've marked the ones I don't have for brevity.
>>84336011>psychonaukwikiThere is no information about propranolol in Psychonaut; I searched on Erowid, but found very little information.
>>84336023pubmed, wikipedia, .gov websites, even fucking r*ddit is better than using a lobotomized text predictor for drug knowledge
Lightly drunk.Loving the vibes.Really wish I had shrooms.Let's see what we can do.>>84335886Pain relief yes.No mental effects.>>84334139Snowballs.(Schwag) weed covered in THC-A powder.I'd recommend against. Usually highly contaminated garbage they're trying to upsell.For good and ill we're close to the most efficient point in the development of weed growing and extraction so solvent based concentrate & dry sift are becoming incredibly cheap with bubble not far behind.>>84333017Week.>>84331538Once every 4 days.
>>84336067>pubmed, wikipedia, .gov websites, even fucking r*dditI'm going to sleep soon, but thanks for the information, I'll look it up when I wake up.
>>84336067actually the main problem with using llms for this bullshit is that all it knows is wikipedia, eroid, psychonautwiki, etc. these places have no real experiential information. things that are uncomfortable, things that people don't say, things that you have to learn the hard way, street knowledge. llms are limited to internet nerd "experimenters" and the likes, "drug nerds", people who are "into pharmacology". very narrow section of society honestly. and it's all transient. there is a high turnover for this shit. it's all just children.
Is there anywhere I can get a dmt cart for less than $100? I'm broke and suicidal and I can't make my own. :(
>>84336322I think ebay has some
>>84331454Yes. 2 packs of 2 mg Clonazepam A bottle of liquid Tramadol A pack of 150 mg 56 tab Pregabalin A whole supply of Buprenorphine (2 mg sublingual tabs, no Naloxone added, pure bupe)I'm already high as balls and I'm taking a stroll through the city, though I feel drunk-like and high on 400 mg trammy with no tolerance (plus Pregabalin and Clonazepam doing its thing).
>>84333131Dude do not admit to taking meds you aren't prescribed to a psychiatrist like that, they seriously look down on that. Don't be surprised when they say no to your request for more klonopin.You say every day is hell. Do you have shelter or are you homeless? Do you have enough food to eat? Are you in physical pain from any injuries? If not, it sounds like you have it better than many people in the world today. If you are depressed or you feel bad mentally exercise is extremely helpful, try to do 30 minutes of cardio 3-5 times a week. Getting a job can help with your self esteem and rewards you with money. I know it sounds boomer tier but try this stuff. Don't get strung out on benzos, for your own sake. You are gonna find out getting off of them is HELLISH.
fuck, a parcel with some tech stuff i really want was supposed to come monday but its coming today and there's no time estimatewhich means i have to wait before i can go out for grocerieswhich means i have to wait before i can drop acidwhich means i might miss afternoon stroll in the sun while peaking and i'll be taking acid so late i will be up until tomorrow morning and it's gonna ruin my weekendFUCK. please make this shit come soon
>>84336841This. No matter the doctor, DON'T EVER TELL THEM you're taking meds that weren't prescribed to you, like benzodiazepines or opioids - not only you're nearly guaranteed to get nothing from that category, you'll have "benzodiazepine/opioid addiction" written into your docs in the system, meaning, no doctor will prescribe benzos or opios to you anymore unless ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY. Be VERY fucking careful and don't run your mouth with psychiatrists.
just dosed some oral 2c-b, feeling good
>>84336855Can't the package just be delivered woth or without you
>>84331454Is taking 30mg of pseudoephedrine with 2nd plat DXM a bad idea?Not taking pseudoephedrine to add to the high or anything, I just have a cold.
>>84336841I'm pretty sure he, like many others here, are addicted to anti-anxiety drugs JUST to get out the house because of insufficient socialization during their formative years. Now, they're physically adults, but mentally children unable to take control over their own lives, let alone create a family of their own. I guess nature does have a way of destroying the population of males that exhibit even a single behavior that would make it hard for them to create/hold relationships in REAL LIFE. Just fyi, whatever streamers you watch are NOT your friends. This is called a parasocial relationship, where one person believes they have some sort of a relationship to a person they know only through watching their streams/videos, while the other person doesn't care about their existence at all, they do care about the steady flow of cash from streaming - it's their job and they treat it as such. When I see Internet randoms referring to various known people that stream by their REAL NAMES, not nicks, you can instantly detect a parasocial addict. They believe themselves friends, friends close enough they can talk to the streamer using their name, like you do with your good pal. Imagine being this disconnected from reality.
>>84336906Have a good trip Anon, 2C-B is apparently great. I only did 2C-P from the 2C-X group of psychedelics and, boy, this was the most hardcore (and the longest) psychedelic experience in my life.
>>84336766if you're not joking what are they called? I'm sure they have to disguise it as something else.
>>84336949Shouldn't the dxm give you cold relief by itself? Worst case scenario you have a runny nose for a couple hours. Skip the pseudo
>>84336960You started off really strong about the benzo addict->lack of formative socialization->eternal child link but then went hard in a completely different direction. Parasocial relationships exist especially when the person is giving the streamer money but I really doubt they actually believe they are friends with the streamer. But then again, there are ewhore Simpsons who think they're really an ewhores bf just because they send them half their paycheck every payday.
>>84337058They're called barnacle modulators. You have to search in the antiques section to find them though
>>84337080>Simpsons *simps
>>84337071>Worst case scenario you have a runny nose for a couple hoursThat's my entire issue, it's annoying.
>>84337085Okay good troll bro lol. I actually checked and everything too.
>>84337119I'm sorry but you made it so easy
>>84337113Toughen up buttercup
>>84337120Saturn meds had 1g dmt carts for $100 before it got shut down (voluntarily) this week so I'm just bummed that I missed my opportunity.
>>84337132I am sorry that you missed out. Maybe just order some straight dmt and smoke or vape it yourself?
>>84337149Can't figure out how to buy crypto without kyc bullshit. that's why I'm restricted to clearnet sites like fractal elephant but their dmt vapes are so expensive, half a gram for almost $200.
>>84337194is anyone even able to buy without kyc anymore? that's probably harder to do nowadays than just finding someone who will sell drugs to you straight up
>>84337194Theres several apps that you can use to buy crypto. Theres a couple specifically for monero I believe and if you just need btc you can use cashapp or PayPal now. Just search Monero app sorry I forget the name at the moment
>>84337206There's plenty of "ATMs" in my area where you can just put cash in and scan qr of your wallet address without giving any other info.
>>84337206Exactly. I haven't figured out the telegram nonsense but more people use that than darknet shit nowadays.>>84337208Maybe I'm. stupid but this is news to me. how does it work??
>>84337226We aren't all so lucky.
>>84337226no way those are still a thingthey have some form of verification now, governments have cracked down on this shit>>84337229the point is even if you buy with kyc, by using monero they can't know what you do with it
no seriously i'd like to see what it takes to get crypto anonymously in this day and age, if there's one thing the government hates more than drugs, MUCH more than drugs, it's money laundering.
>>84337238I live in a retarded eastern "europe" country, there's no way the government will ever crack down on anything here. It requires absolutely no verification under 1000 euros per single transaction, you just put the money in.
>>84337257Bro google search monero app
>>84337238>even if you buy with kyc, by using monero they can't know what you do with itokay I'm a retard. enlighten me on how to get monero pls by.>>84337257isn't cashapp pretty much able to launder money?
>>84337266what about ityou will have to pay with real money at some point to get the XMR, how do you do that anonymously?
>>84337275If you really want to use a prepaid card
>>84337272Cashapp is the shit I use it as my bank and get my pay early, they let me borrow like $500 line of credit with a tap and I can buy bitcoin in app
>>84337281idk if you guys actually know if the shit you're saying works or if you're just talking out of your ass
>>84337300Works on my machine desu desu
>>84337335what doeswhich appwhich prepaid cardshow do you get the prepaid cards, with cash in a shop?
>>84337339Bro I'm not gonna teach you how tk tie your shoes you've never bought a gift card before?
Wait what's to stop me from selling drugs and using gift cards to launder the money?? I'm suspicious that they'd just let you do that.
>>84337384DO NOT REDEEM THE GIFT CARD, SAAR!!!
>>84337406LmaoOriginal laughter
i'm looking at the monero.com app right now there's no way to even buy xmr with fiat at all, much less use a prepaid card to do ityou are talking out of your ass until you give details on how you do it
>>84337427I didn't say the monero.com app, I said to search for a monero app. Boy I hope you're already on something and not this dumb
>>84337442name the app that you use faggot nigger, monero.com and cake are the ones that pop up if you're asking me to guess which one of the 100 others support your flow you can go fuck yourselfprobably some 3rd world nigger talking to me right now
>>84337448Look dawg, I'm sorry I forgot the name of the app, I only used it on my last phone and havent made a dark web purchase since. It could have been cake but I'm sure any of the others will do it too. I live in Kansas City Missouri. Name calling won't get you your dmt
>>84337384>hello, dear glowies, yes I just was gifted $10000 of gift cards, why are you asking? No suspicious activities at all.
>>84337460Why would you report it
>>84337459Nta but cake doesn't work for me as far as getting monero is concerned and I'm assuming the app existed BEFORE kyc was implemented. suffice it to say that it's no longer as easy as you think although I wouldn't condone the rudeness of the other anon.
>>84337463the bank would report it you absolute mongoloid
>>84337469You're probably right I don't even know what kyc is and assumed you guys were just dumb
>>84337472How does the bank know you got a gift card?
>>84337475well thanks anyway but this does circle all the way back to me wanting to buy a dmt cart and not knowing how so if anyone else has any ideas let's hear em?
>>84337479I'm assuming you're trolling atp but banks literally comb over your transactions to look for anything suspicious and afaik there are automatic alarms in place for depositing a certain amount of money in one day without explanation.
>>84337493You're immensely paranoid if you think they give a shit unless you're moving hundreds of thousands spontaneously several times a month
>>84336841>do not admit to taking meds you aren't prescribed to a psychiatrist like thatI was clear that I will always lie about recreational drug use to medical professionals. I did admit to recently take 600mg one or two times a week, but in the past I told about taking Ritalin in much the same way, so I think it's safe.>Don't be surprised when they say no to your request for more klonopinI get plenty and was testing water so a no is fine.>Do you have shelter or are you homeless?My disability cover the rent of a small place.>Do you have enough food to eatAll week long.>Are you in physical pain from any injuriesNo my pain is all mental.>you have it better than many people in the world todayNot many, some. It huts real baaad.>exercise is extremely helpfulNothing to the sever psychotic dlusions I assure you.>Getting a job can helpI literally can't hold a job. I have 100% inability to work on official record.>Don't get strung out on benzosI currently do benzos once a week. I did take some daily for 3 years in a row, but stopped without any withdrawals.Thanks for suggesting helpful advice, I'm just very and truthfully sick, is all. I had time to come to terms.
>>84334228>you should know better than to say shit like psychology is bullshit to themI was trying to be honest.>its exactly what will get you labeled as a drug seeker or non-complianceNo thing as non-compliance you can be flagged as a danger to self and/or others and drug seeker.I am not a danger as noted by my psychiatrist and did my best to avoid being a drug seeker.Not the best, but my best.
>>84334887I have at least two that bug me every week and it's downright annoying. I tell them I'm all set and they go "All set? Oxy? Ket? Fet you anything? I have it all". Sheesh.
>>84337621Tell them to flip burgers
>>84335194I experience Lyrica in much the same way. Doesn't last forever, but does a good long while. Evening til late morning after. I'm not complaining.
>>84335206>I need 10g of speedHow much do you usually pay for this much?
>>84337630What dose do you take? I take 1g to 1.5gs and it keeps me well all day and often time stimulated enough to go without sleep into the next day. I have actually had 3 day sleepless lyrica benders like this. But I'm only prescribed 300mg a day so I run out fast
>did weed basically every day for ~3 months>take a few days off>expecting to feel some sort of negative effect/withdraw that people go on about>Was maybe 10% more difficult to get to sleep since my favorite time to smoke is after work and before bed>have slightly more vivid dreams>slept a bit less soundly>2 days later literally feel totally normal and fineLike how much do the people who complain about how hard it is to stop using weed have to be using?Cutting weight or doing no fap has FAR worse feelings than this. Was it all scare mongering?If this was the worst of it then I will continue to enjoy weed (in moderation) without fear. It's a nice to have rather than a need to have. Like chocolate or playing a video game I like.
>>84336067>using a lobotomized text predictor for drug knowledgeGoogle AI is fairly good when I ask about drug info. Sources are always linked in a botton at the end.
>>84337648There is no such thing as cannabis withdrawal. Cannabis is not addictive. These are cold hard facts.
>>84337671Lmao you're retarded dude it imagines the sources like 50% of the time. Google ai is the worst ai out of all available right now. And none of them are good.
>>84336112IF you wake up.Fify.
>>84337672I mean I felt something, it just was really mild. I think the people who go on about withdraws are people who spend all day everyday intoxicated, so being not high takes getting used to for them. It's less proper drug withdraw and more a adjustment period.Like even caffeine withdraw comes with headaches, fatigue, and mild muscle pain. Something given to toddlers and has no restrictions. But weed, which is still illegal for some dumbass reason, in my experience ain't much of anything. Slightly shit sleep for a day, maybe two. Oh no, better give it irrational levels of scrutny and fear monger about how new weed will totally drive you insane, along with other nonsense news stations are paid to lie about.
>>84337427> prepaid cardIn my cunt you can walk to a post office and charge up to 660$ iirc, maybe more, a card that is for all intents and purposes Visa. You can dispose of the card or recharge it. My friend would burn cards to use on DNMs and this wasn't the thing that got him busted.
>>84337678>Google ai is the worst ai out of all available right nowfalse. MicroSlop's AI is objectively proven to be the worst commercial grade AI on the market right now. Like by a wide margin. Which is saying something given how bad google's is.
>>84337739Damn, I kinda wanna see it for myself now
>>84337626I keep trying while being nice and not burn a bridge. They really want my money though.
>>84337080Plus, the e-whore simps or "female streamer" simps tend to require their object of affection to be "pure", as in has no sex currently with ANYONE (except them), because the parasocial nature of their obsession makes them treat the v-tuber/female streamer/e-whore as a woman, that they're able to win over by sending her the biggest paychecks and being "the nicest, yet intriguing guy" but they don't realize that very behavior they exhibit evokes visceral disgust in women.
>>84337788I gotta say if I had tits a pussy and an ass I would do the same damn thing to those fucking losers. Run their goddamn pockets
>>84337672>the unpleasant signs and symptoms you experience after ceasing to use this drug aren't withdrawal becease BECAUSE THEY JUST AREN'T OKAY??!!
>>84337638I buy 56X300mg boxes on the blackmarket and do a whole blister pack once a week, which lasts me 3-4 weeks. So 4.2g at a time. I always fall asleep for a full night and am up 4-6 hours later than my bedtime. If I'm after stimulating effects I dose 1g-1.5g like you.
>>84337811Psychosomatic. You fucking pussy
>>84337816Wow! Thats a high dose. Interesting how it changes from stimulating to sedating the more you take
>>84337824>cannabis receptors do not downregulate with repeated overstimulation like all other receptors do because they just don't i'm not an addict i'm not an addict i'm not an addict i'm not an addict
>>84337833Downregulation does not automatically equate to withdrawals, only tolerance
>>84337830Dose makes the poison is a saying for a reason.A lot of drugs behave differently at different doses.
>>84337738>and this wasn't the thing that got him busted.
>>84337678Idk what to tell you, it gives me fairly straight data about the odd drug I find named ITT including chemical structure, pharmacology, and the conditions it usually is prescribedto treat and I couldn't find a fault yet. I use it out of comfort as I can pull it halfway up my phone screen with a single tap and it will overlay my current app without exiting. All it does is look at the first few Google results. I wouldn't say it's bad.
>>84337672Weed is both physically and psychologically addictive, it's just a nicer version of dependency. Google it.
>>84337863Are you being paid to say this right now? Answer me truthfully you jew rat
>>84337877>Google itFucking Google it he says
>>84337720>Something given to toddlersI agree with you, but who gives babys caffeine?
>>84337889Badasses, thats who
>>84337889You never seen a mother give her baby cola or sweet tea?Or a dad give their kid a bit of mountain dew?
>>84337941Yep, just thinking about it takes me right back home to the trailer park
>>84337949Was the ghetto for me, lol.
>>84337949>>84337990Niggers and rednecks need to team up against the government. They're both poor and both have the same enemies. If only low IQ people could communicate in a manner above chimp level
>>84337856He ordered 10g of weed and was raided by a joint force of military and regular police. They found a plant and his dad took all blame and spend a week locked up. The friend had all three severe regular charges dropped and got a single light military charge (military law is a whole world you can specilize in as a lawyer in service and all drugs charges are treated as minor light offences).He was dishonorably discharged after 4-6 months in baby's first prison. Most inmates sit for disobeying orders, so no violent felons at all.We spoke every day on the phone and he sat with a boy who was famous on the news for a while for firing out of order. All the boy wanted was the cred you get when you kill a terrorist. In fact he did kill a terrorist, yes, but this one was neutralized and laying unarmed with hands behind his back. Shot him right in the head with an M16 only half a meter away.Publically he got prison as he did discharge his weapon unlawfully, but in truth he was let out every day morning til 8-10pm and was basically walking a free man who sleeps in a cell. Only people who sat with him like my friend know he got fake prison time, everyone else believe he was punished harshly. Truth is, he's one of many. Only he was recorded while the others shoot the kneecaps clean off some teen who got too close to the fence.
>>84338005This happened in America? Over 10g of weed?
>>84337830It's straight forward. I feel up or very drunk. It shifts the other way cleanly at the 2.5g mark, I think.
>>84338032Damn. I just can't afford to experiment with those doses with my current script. Gonna ask for more, any amount more would be nice. This is such a good drug. It makes me feel functional and sociable and NORMAL for the first time in my life. But like I said, I'm speaking from only having experienced 1-1.5g max
>>84337880Not a Jew, more of a dog with issues than a rat, and yes I am truthful. Is it hard to believe I use it out of comfort? AI is AI and this one looks up Google first. I've herd Elon Musk's AI curses and shit.
>>84338058God help you man
>>84337885I did back when I first heared. Now I believe it.
>>84338069The Easter bunny is real. Google it
>>84338014No, Israel. The kneecap thing is true, a combative smoked weed with me and tell me all about guarding the fence in Gaza. He also would raid regularly and said everybody flee after the stun grenade pops "like roaches". He spoke with a far loik in his eye and a hand on his rifle he used 2 days ago on some rioting kids that he left bleeding on the ground. I'm not politically anti IDF or anything. Just a thing people do a lot and a mentality given to them. No camera. Clean shot 20 or so meters away. The thing is, shooting people who are over the red line (5 or so meters away from the fence) is purely legal to do and it is then where the only things stopping you are morals and better judgement. Killing a terrorist (sometimes "killing an Arab") is a common achievement every combative wants to get.Supposedly the ones who do get mad pussy.
>>84338172Kikes do shit like this and then are surprised noone likes them
>>84338063There is no God, but thank you. It's not a big deal.
>>84338184The vast majority of people dislikes combative mentality and service culture for this very reason. Nobody here is truely a fanatic "Kill all Arabs" person save for a few who are disliked pieces of shit. I still don't know what "Kike" stands for apart for a slur you call Jews.
>>84338215>I still don't know what "Kike" stands for apart for a slur you call Jews.That's exactly what it stands for, shlomo
>>84338083It is a fact that weed causes both physical and psychological withdrawals, just very lightly compared to other drugs. If after looking it up and reading up you still think otherwise, I'll be happy to hear you out.
>>84338227Not a Jew. Please don't call me one, I hate it. Also my mother named me a name I'll be able to use abroad without sounding Jewish.
>>84338227>>84338215Kike stands for kikel, the mark jews made instead of a T when registering at Ellis Island. They refuse to write the letter T because it resembles a cross. They hate Christ that much. Thats why they got called kikes. Its not a hate slur is an observation. Israeli anon, I'm sorry that happened, but every jew is a piece of shit. He deserved that and more and so do you. Unless you completely denounce your race and religion and convert to Christ
>>84338249How the fuck you gonna be an Israeli and not a jew nigga
>>84338249>Please don't call me oneA baptized Jew, a forgiven thief, a treated horse - all have the same price.
>>84338234Every study that ever claimed what you purport was funded and manipulated by either big pharma, tobacco, or alcohol. Follow the money. They put out a new anti weed study every fucking month. We never moved past reefer madness
>>84338273Bro spitting
>>84338262>They hate Christ that muchBtw they don't even use "+" in Israel because of that. Jews are hilariously neurotic.
>>84338303You can't make this shit up fampai
>>84338262>Its not a hate slur is an observationI did not know that. If so, it became a slur since I've only seen Jew haters use it.>and so do youI absolutely refuse to be called a Jew and be considered one of them. I am not a Jew in any way apart for the hatefully intrinsic way you use to decide who's a Jew and who isn't, which I disagree with. To be a Jew is solely a question of religious faith. I am not religios and thus am not a Jew, full stop. Truth is living here is hard and turning Judaism away is met with boos and seen as betrayal on one side while STILL being called a Jew by the other is hard. I don't deserve any of it, but I endure as I must. Do understand I've to refuse again and again, so pretty please, will you stop calling me a Jew?!>Unless you completely denounce your race and religionI don't think it's a race, but yes.Fuck Jews, they only love themselves.>and convert to ChristHey, now. The Jew who prays to Yehova is just as wrong as the dummy begging Christ for mercy in the afterlife. Fact is there is no God or gods, only men, and nothing happens after you die.What subsection of Anti-Jew is also a Christian?
>>84338273>A baptized Jew, a forgiven thief, a treated horse - all have the same priceNot a Jew. Jews aren't baptized. A forgiven thief may truely walk a free man. A treated horse is pulled aside after a look in the mouth if bad.
>>84338264Because I don't believe in their God.
>>84338552You sound like a decent individual, I suppose. You don't seem to know which way is up or down and are having a crisis of identity. But turning away from judaism and zionism is a huge step forward in becoming a better or even good human. I will forgive your atheism as it is the price of your rejection of judaism. It is a race however, you must understand this. I empathize with you. Continue down your path as hard as it may be and you will be a good person regardless of your genetics. >What subsection of Anti-Jew is also a Christian?National Socialists, mainly
>>84338604So you are a secular jew. Still a jew.
>>84338604If you're mother is Israeli you are jewish. I am not saying that as an insult at this point. It is simply the way it is because jews themselves demanded it be so throughout history and have maintained this stance. They do not truly accept converts who aren't Israeli as real jews, so its more than a religion.
>>84338605>having a crisis of identityNo, I'm pretty settled in.Thanks, I suppose.
>>84338615Secular humanist.Fify.
>>84338618No, only a religion. Anyone saying otherwise is either a Zionist or Anti-Semite. I am tired of talking about this.
>>84338672You're tired of being blatantly wrong
>>84338659That's even jewier
>>84331454been clean 2 months. I have been drinking tho. I kinda wanna get some crack ahhhhhhhhhhhh
Got a free 4 pack of a caffeine electrolyte beverage off insta and accidentally punctured one of the cans while opening it so I had to drink it to stop the leaking. This is after I have already popped 600mg caffeine and 1g lyrica. So now my face is tingling and I did a bunch of push-ups and popped 1mg klonopin and 500mg more lyrica to try to calm down. More push-ups may be needed
>>84339750So you haven't been clean for 2 months
>>84339750It seems like it would be better to have alcohol at night and wake and bake when you are feeling hung over with weed
>>84340078Also got a $20 oz of thca shake which I again accidentally ripped through while opening the package. Its probably like 10% but they threw in a free thcp infused preroll so idk. No matter what its getting smoked.Was expecting some 7oh today but sadly it appears I'll have to wait till Monday for it to come in. I need to get suboxone for the inevitable withdrawals anyways. I hate that I got hooked on this gas station heroin pill bullshit
>>84340087Weed, Gatorade, and once I can start holding down food and liquid without puking, ramen. This was my go to hangover "cure" when I was an active alcoholic
>>84333131Why would you do such a thing, dude?
>>84340122feel like i need myself an actual knifesomething about the times...like i just feel like i need to be armed to be outside nowadays ya know?except some of these are illegal to own in my country, like ones that shoot out the front
>>84340207I got that big ass knife, a pair of brass knuckles, and a hi point. Always take one of them with me when leaving the house depending on where I'm going. It literally doesn't matter where you live anymore. People are fed up with the epstein class bullshit and losing their goddamn minds in public every day now
>>84333131i liked reading that last paragraph.
reminder that if you take acid it will turn you into a tranny
>>84340278I used to take and sell a lot of acid and it never gave me thoughts about anything related to my gender. Just the complexes of humanity and a connection with the planet and God
>>84340278can confirmnot a tranny but definitely more gay now
>>84340308You were gonna fag out with or without the acid
>>84340293I didn't have tranny thoughts before the acid, every time I take it they get worse. Explain that.
>>84340341You were mindraped by porn, my condolences
>>84340341Acid just brings you closer to yourself. You obviously have gender dysphoria issues. How you choose to treat that is up to you but its not the acids fault. If taking acid makes you feel bad just don't take it. You were gonna feel bad anyways.
>>84340359I don't watch porn anon
why are there so few people doing acid here anyway? it's always been my goto...
>>84340341When I took acid, I experienced psychosis and a variety of other mental maladies.I had much better experiences with mushrooms
Guys I fucked up. I was praising zopiclone in the last thread. Big mistake. I ended up buying 20 x 7.5mg. I thought hmmm this is a good idea, I'll just take 1/2 a pill when I have bad anxiety, I know, I'll take half right now for the drive home. Actually let's just park by the sea and we will go for a long exploratory walk. And it was a nice walk - I ate heaps of foraged food (walnuts, apples, a fig), and walked around the little seaside village until [SCENE MISSING]!!!Holy fuck I don't actually know what happened. I don't even remember driving home. That was Friday. Guess what else I did? Something productive??? NO! I brought a Q of meth. I'm just reconstructing the timeline now. I had ZERO recollection from walking round that village (Friday midday) until about Saturday 11am. That's like a whole fucking 24 hours. I didn't even know where the meth came from. It's only TODAY (sunday) that I went back through my messages and then got flashes of buying it. Some guy on a longboard. I have 1.5 zopiclones left. I was hallucinating so bad Saturday evening when it got darker. Like hardcore hallucinating. I went in the bathroom and it was dark and the razor light was rapidly moving around my visual field, like attached to this alien cord. It was like an entity. Plus all manner of weird shadow people and things kept going see-through, like I could see the world behind solid objects. But it wasn't like LSD hallucinations it was like straight up, seeing things that aren't there. Anyway I didn't sleep all Friday night. Why? Cos I took like 200 fucking mgs of meth. I remembered snorting it, just eyeballing lines. Saturday I felt like death, I literally masturabted ALL DAY. I'm not exaggerating. Just jerked my limp, shriveled, weirdly hard dick. I wasn't even horny it was just for anxiety relief. I felt like I had been hit by a truck. God I was so fucking high on meth on friday night, just fucking SPUN. I can't believe I took so much zopiclone. I need to sleep.
>>84340470>Big mistake.always stories starting with that when drugs are involved
>>84340393Psychs are a bigger commitment than most drugs and rightfully scares many normies off
>>84340470You the same guy who took all that beta blocker? You're gonna die nigga
>>84340602commitment how?for me it's the opposite they seem like the only drugs you can as a normie because low addiction potential
>>84340618Uh, its a 12 to 24 hr long mind bending experience in which you feel things you've never felt before and see things you've never seen before, all the while digging deeper inward than you've ever dug into your own psyche. Of course some people can't handle that.
>>84340618It's not something you can do recreationally on a friday night like alcohol or weedIt's a spiritual experience, where you deal with stuff like ego dissolution. The only recreational use of psychs is microdosing shrooms
>>84340636yea but then you get used to it or you discover that you can take mild doses and it just because "that sweet saturday every once in a while".i will agree about the length of it, and having to plan around taking it, but that's not scary it's more of an inconvenience
>>84340653Some people have such bad experiences their first times that they can never get to that point. A lot of people have compartmentalized mental illness and/or trauma that they aren't prepared to confront once the acid hits
>>84340645i must be the only person who knows you don't have to trip balls and just take half a tab casually on a weekend you don't have plans for and just enjoy yourself that day
>>84340685You're not the only person there's plenty of people who dose that way but you just have to understand that some people will have a bad reaction even on a small dose
what's meth like will one hit really fuck me up for 2 days? I've only done coke/crack
>ive only done crackthis is why drugfeel is the best general on 4ch
>>84340716In high school some nigger with a gun came to my grouos hangout spot and gave us all "free molly". We all took it. It was pure meth, the nigger was trying to get us all hooked. I was up for 2 days with massive anxiety and constant impulsive thoughts of stabbing people with a knife
>>84340710fair enough, i was just addressing this belief some people have that taking acid must be a special ceremonial occasion to get in touch with god, only to be done every 10 years as the stars align, when to me it's just a high that lasts the entire day and i get to be more creative and music sounds godly and that's it
>>84340734Yeah, you can choose to do either. I hate the "guru" types who just nuke themselves with massive doses and claim to be enlightened because of it
>>84340729but did it feel fun
>>84340757No. I didn't even feel the impulse to masturbate. It was a very uncomfortable experience
>>84340729How did you deal with your friends and family at the time?
>>84340865I avoided my dad once I had to go home to his apartment. I'm sure he knew something was up.
>>84340917It reminded of when I had a weed brownie at my friends place and my mom picked me up, and so I just pretedned to be really sleepy on the car ride home and went straight to bed after. She knew something was up, but I masked my anxiety with drowsiness
>>84340716It depends on the amount you take but yeah I've never gone less than 24 hours up from meth. Have you ever tried mdma? Like railed lines on it? It's like that except you remove all the fake lovey dovey bullshit effects (I actually can't stand mdma for how fake it is) so it's like this pure rushing clarity. Waves of physical euphoria, mental clarity, calmness, etc. This lasts for a few hours then wears off leaving this sort of dyshopric afterstate where objectively you are still high as fuck, but you actually feel like you're on a comedown. So you take more. This is where you start getting SPUN and WARPED. and you'll start doing weird fucking shit -> porn, trannies, jacking off, ironing the carpet, etc etc. Redose redose it goes on and on. The whole time you barely eat or drink which makes the comedown even worse. You're looking to be up for 36-48 hours at this point. Which is where I normally cut it off and drug myself to sleep with antipsychotics + benzos. Then you wake up physically and mentally drained and want to die and need more drugs just to take the edge off. It's highly toxic poison.My first time I did meth I IV about 70mg and I have never in my life felt as physically good as I did then. I could hardly breathe and just sort of slumped over. Then I walked around feeling like I had just been reborn it was incredible. I took meth maybe 7 times since then it's never been worth it. Even that first time wasn't worth it.
>>84340936Well that was probably not fun but objectively a more manageable situation than getting dosed with meth
>>84341037When anons say their first experiences with drugs was IV it just freaks me out like how do you start at the finish line like that. I took mounjaro every week for a year to lose weight and just poking myself in the gut with that was mentally taxing each time
>>84340203I tought about it a lot.
>>84341056Yeah, sorry I was just curious how you dealt with it because that was a strong memory of mine
>>84341262Sorry for being cunty I didn't really mean to come across that way I just meant it matter of factly. I'm autistic sorry
>>84341291Do you have any more stories from when you were hanging out with your friends back in highschool?
>>84341459Nothing really special. Looking back on it we were all just a mess. Drug addict teenagers with no direction hanging out in the chief asshole's basement because his mom didnt care how much weed we smoked or nose we made. He was such an asshole. But we rode together like we were best buds just for the sake of the mission of getting fucked up. We stole from each other constantly and just pretended it wasnt happening. I fucked my girlfriend on his bed and didnt clean his sheets. When he got into xanax he started shoplifting and driving like a retard and nearly got us killed flooring the godfamn pedal so much. Sometimes we would all just get stoned and watch efuct vids on his big screen TV. We were really sketchy and none of us speak to each other anymore, the separation was immediate after graduation it was like we were prisoners finally getting freed. Strange days
>>84341685None of the group went to jail, as far as you know?
>>84341706A girl who would come by that the chief asshole wanted to fuck went to jail and became a lesbian but she wasnt really in the circle just stopped by to tease chief asshole. They never fucked
>>84331454Why is diazepam such an underrated benzo?Every conversation I've had about benzos people would always overlook diazepam for k-pins/xanax or something else.It doesn't get the love it deserves.
Ok my socially retarded autism brain just caught up.The whole "doing coke in the bathroom" thing is explicitly a coke thing because the chemistry and economics of cocaine mean people will ask for a share but you won't want to share.Other substances are either much cheaper or a much bigger commitment or both.
On Wednesday, April 8th, I went to a psychiatrist to get a report stating that I don't have schizophrenia or depression. The psychiatrist told me it would take less than 6 months to get this report. So I'll have to schedule other appointments.I went to a private psychiatrist, the first private doctor I've ever seen in my life; until now I had only seen doctors from health insurance plans and public doctors. Compared to my other psychiatrist, right in the first consultation he asked me basic and important questions, questions that my former psychiatrist neglected or took several consultations to ask. Questions like if I was taking any medication, what my hobbies were, if I drank alcohol or smoked nicotine, and several other questions. /drugfeel/ was right when he told me that private doctors were the best.I need a report stating that I don't have any of these illnesses to sue the psychiatric hospital that admitted me against my will, accusing me of having these illnesses.Sorry for only informing you now.
>>84341954In my country, benzodiazepines like diazepam and lorazepam are much cheaper than other benzodiazepines like clonazepam, alprazolam, and bromazepam. My favorite benzodiazepines are alprazolam and then bromazepam. The worst benzodiazepine I've ever taken was lorazepam.I was recently wondering if I should buy 300 diazepam tablets precisely because it's a cheap benzodiazepine, but I'm still undecided.But answering your question: I prefer alprazolam to diazepam because the effect of alprazolam lasts longer and because the effect is stronger.
>>84342025Thanks for reporting in! And yeah, private doctors are so worth it.
Anyone ever mix DXM with shrooms?
>>84342041>The worst benzodiazepine I've ever taken was lorazepamI've heard this from multiple people, it's one of the few benzos I haven't tried. But literally every person I've met who has tried it has only had bad things to say about it.What's so bad about it in your opinion?
>>84331454drunk n trying to get my buddy to get some coke so I can have a reallllll good night prayers he says yes
