Furst :DDD

segund :'D

>>84345132
Based Furst poster. Better than report-anon trying to get the jannies to delete this thread. Not that he would, but he usually posts first.

To my Daughter.

Be a good girl, and do you chores, or else I'll spank you. Or, if you do your chores I'll spank you, and more. Break down your tasks into ten minute breaks. They add up, and you'll get everything done you need to do.

Love, Dad.

>>84345188
I have talked to him before here. He helped with a med issue I was having. Didn't ask for anything. Just helped. And from what I've seen he writes letters to Maria and then 1 -3 (more likely a same fag) start pissing themselves and make a shit ton of posts. If they would just stfu then he would stick with whatever he wrote Maria and be done.

>>84345200
No not how IP works. You can log into 4chan on a different device but if it's the same landline Internet then it's going to register the ban no matter what device you use.

>Like Mike.
I never said you were like Mike. What I said is Mike is fine and 47 is a whiny little bitch who pisses himself whenever Mike posts and it's annoying to see.

>Fake suicide
No, I saw those posts when he was gone and the person did a timestamp to show it's some foid and not Mike. 47 is the only one pissing himself and most likely you are 47 so there is no point in talking to you because you are fucking delusional and obsessed with Mike.

Like I said. I have only seen 1-3 people who don't like Mike , but all have the same typing style and all show up at the same time, so I think it's just a single same fag.

He's right to defend himself. Wouldn't you if some same fag narc larp anon pissed himself and started crying whenever you were just trying to write a letter? I don't even see it as that deep. 47 clearly is an obsessive bitch and has some issue that causes him to stalk others like Mike and schadenfroud. I wouldn't be surprised to hear 47 is who doxed mike as 47 is who doxed schadenfroid here.

>>84345344
You are stupid. Honestly I don't want to put the effort into telling you how and why you are stupid or how ban evasion work. FYI 4chan passes don't help with that retard. Not gonna waste time responding further.

>>84345344
I sincerely doubt 47 is the one who doxed you/him, retard. 47 is just the last person that commented with a name so you attached to it. And even if he did dox you/him, good.

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New Thread. New subjects. Anyone bringing up Mike, or 47 after this will be struck by Aryan White Lightning.

>>84345344
47 didn't dox me. i haven't been doxxed on here in, like, well over a decade now. all current info and photos are things i posted myself with my trip

>>84345423
aw man, fuck

>>84345433
Go do your tasks!!!
*Strikes you with lightning*

>>84345433
>current info and photos are things i posted myself with my trip
So, every time a nude photo of you was posted it was just you reposting it huh?

>>84345461
are you actually mentally retarded?

>>84345399
If you followed the actual conversation you'd see that you are projecting your assumption on that anon. He called Mike retarded for spending so much on pass.

47 doxed schadenfroid before. Idk about Mike. I do know 47 same fags about him though. Makes posts acting like he is him.

Doxing is never good.

>>84345433
I found it on the archive. 47 did. Sorry but that is true

>>84345632
You're getting a double dosage. *Strikes you down with two blasts of lightning*. No one in this thread has been doxxed. Shut the fuck up.

>>84345651
47 doxxed schadenfroid a while ago. Idk who doxxed mike and posted his pic. We can drop the topic but you should know the truth.

>>84345673
he literally didn't. there's nothing in the archive when i search my info. what the fuck are you talking about?

>>84345360
>4chan passes don't help with that retard.
Not him, and you both sound stupid, but you can only VPN post with a 4chan pass. It makes it easy to ban evade if you're willing to pay the price.

>>84345651
>doxxed
schadenfoid doxxed vocaroo anon and doom. 47 doxxed schadenfoid.

>>84345673
*strikes you with lightning again*
A photo is not a doxx. You absolute moron. Good lord.. Did it include a full name? Birthdate? Home address? Place of work? Any sort of payment information? Or any sort of additional identifiable/verifiable information? No? Then it's not a doxx. It showed some basedjak looking dude with painted nails which is mentally what everyone already assumed he looked like anyway. If he liked Maria that much why is he sharing photos of himself with women online? I swear this is becoming the retard containment thread instead of the schizo one these days. It's so painfully obvious it's you Mike.

>>84345686
I found it, so I know it's there. Doom and 47 are talking about doxxing you.

I'm done talking about it. Sorry that happened to you.

>>84345692
That's what the anon was saying. That Mike is just paying for pass @ $30 a billion times with vpn. I assume mods just ban pass accounts on suspicion.

>>84345706
Not him. Don't start that mental illness please.

I'm done talking to you about it. All I'll say is that following the chain there is much more than you seem to know.

I do think posting pics of other is doxxing. The pic was prob not from him talking with another but ripped off his discord or other social.

You're not supposed to be doing what you've been doing. You know who you are. You know this isn't how you're supposed to be, you need to improve yourself. You've fallen short of your potential so many times, you've almost forgotten who you used to be. The future will be different, that's for sure. But you will get through it, you've gotten this far. Just try to be the best person you can be, and try to be better than you have been. The past is the past, you can't change that, but you can set yourself up for a better life in the future. Don't worry too much, it'll work itself out.

>>84345743
post the link. i'd love to know what you think doxxing looks like that doesn't include any of my info. is it just them saying the words 'they doxxed me'. i genuinely want to see this

>>84345772
Fuck that. I thought it was shitty of 47 to do to you so I mentioned it. That's enough. You deal with it, not my problem and I'm done with you.

>>84345785
right. exactly. keep fighting ghosts, man

>>84345766
>I think
I don't care what you think. That is not doxxing. Objectively speaking. You are wrong. Stop bringing attention to yourself Mike or you'll just get banned again. No one cares if you want to write a letter to Maria. Just shut the fuck up, and stop lashing out at other people while you do it. Playing the pathetic victim when people understandably get tired of your antics. Pretending you know the "truth" while not citing any actual evidence doesn't magically make you right. You are in a constant state of psychosis which makes it easy for people to rattle your cage. Get a grip.

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>>84345090
Dear Lucia,

I'm so sorry that I couldn't see you when I could. I know you've probably went back to Italy by now, but I miss you. I really wish we could have spent more time together. In another life I guess. Have a slice of that italian pizza for me. I barely paid attention in that class, but Te amo.

Love, Matt

>>84345694
Don't forget about Slog, she was really mean to him and shared his username on the board too.

>>84345802
Not him. Fuck off. Literally just pointed out that 47 did dox schadenfroid. I don't give a fuck past doing a good thing so she knew. 47 is a fart in the wind. You can huff all you want. I don't care.

It's also not healthy being obsessed with Mike and makes me think you are 47.

I'm posting on my home wifi mods can see I'm not him just based on my state

>>84345767
Heard and understood

>>84345850
Shut up Mike you fucking retard. Jesus christ.. No one talks like that but you. It is easily identifiable. The only person obsessively bringing up 47 is you. Stop letting him live rent free in your head like the boogeyman.
>>84345838
Speaking of the boogeyman. We all know that's why he spiraled, and became the villain he was. Truly a tragic sight to behold.

>>84345802
You are the one with psychosis. I am the second person you have gone after with accusations. You are delusional and obsessed. I'm done talking with you. Get medicated.

>>84345878
Oooo a patented double-Mike reply.. I must have really pissed you off. Maybe I'll get a triple.

>>84345873
Not him. Mods can see I'm on my home wifi and I think that also says location. I'm done talking with you And your delusional lashing out

>>84345884
Shut up you retard. Go build some crackhead furniture.

To R.
The pain is not going away... I'm willing to be miserable. I'm paying back. I'll pay with years of tears even though I can't cry. How long has it been just tears for you? All your life? And past that awful day, all your future life perhaps. I cannot forgive myself for failing you because of that. I am a horrible person for not trying so much harder. I'm horrible for having doubts. I'm horrible for not begging you when I could and instead getting angry for how you hurt me. I know I deserve to be hurt. You gave me your soul. You never even assumed that you could do anything other than to please me. Even when I asked you what you want it was all just trying to please me. You could have just said everything to me. All that you want. I would do things I was afraid of. I know you didn't understand, but I wasn't running away from that talk. I really just needed time untill I would do everything. You might think I wanted to enjoy and have my dreams come true with you. But really I wanted to give you the whole happiness. All the ways I wanted you to smile and enjoy every moment. And tell you that we'll always be together. So we would never have to worry about the world. If only I was honest with you and myself, you wouldn't suffer that much. You might be so miserable right now. I can't forget it. I can't accept that you're back to looking at the ceiling being a half bloodied living corpse. At least you didn't forget how to laugh. I hope so. I can't handle the irony, I'm looking for you where I can't find you. And I'm haunted. I hope you see all the objects of your obsession have the same face in your dreams.

>>84345873
Idk what delusion you have concocted in your head about 47 and him. I really don't care. Just pointed out that 47 doxxed schadenfroid. I did my good deed. I'm done with you.

M

Meow

M

Projecting. Going on about mike like a crackhead in the alley. Now your muttering about furniture. Fuckin faggot talk to yourself and keep attacking others delusional cunt

>>84345884
>>84345894
Aren't you supposed to be banned? What did you officially get banned for, anyway, Not Mike of the Many Devices/VPNs

>>84345929
Not him. Blah blah go away

>>84345884
mike, you've been saying 47 doxxed me for almost an entire year now. it's literally in the archive with your name and trip. you are the only person who has claimed this. you are god's sloppiest samefag. i don't know what else to tell you. please keep my name out of your mouth

>>84345929
I want to know why too. I mean if Mike is going to post regardless he could at least lore drop why he got banned. In his own autistic "totally not me btw" way.

M

Meow Mewo Meow

M

Mikeuckold Marianthru

I didn't want to know how it felt to be attacked and chased around here like mike is. Fuck I can't stand this experience at all. Like I told you to fuck off several times and you keep chasing. I'm going for a jog. You are difficult to even be around with your incessant badgering.

>>84345929
>>84345942
>>84345952
Mikes literally not even here and you are being a delusional creep.

This is creepy of you. I don't know how he puts up with that. I can't even be around you for a half hour.

No din dins kitten >_< aw r u a sleepy baby r u an going to sleep now okay talk 2 u tmrw lols ily
:skull: :wilted_rose:

>>84345968
Sounds like Mike is a pretty popular guy like a subtle underground tough guy maybe I've misjudged him all along and really he's a subtle unsung antihero keeping the evil 47 schadenfoid or whoever is currently speaking is the enemy at bay

>>84345982
Idk man but shadefoid and 47 would cum themselves repeatedly if they got a hold of mikes dirty boxers for their closet shrine of him.

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>>84345968
less than two months until the one year anniversary of this shit. you really 'lost interest'

>Ummm it's really creepy that you have the bare bones of pattern recognition skills, and are able to verify that I have said these same exact things before multiple times using my identifiable name, and trip. I'm not going to be here for awhile, and will definitely not continue posting to defend myself.
Go paint your nails, and take some deep breathes. Lol fucking dork.

>>84345997
You do have some big bazooka tits though. It's not often when he's right. But when he is, he is..

>>84345997
Retard. Where do you think I first saw 47 did that. And then I looked it up. Now fuck off

>>84346020
you looked up michael's fucking imagination??

>>84346006
No it's creepy that you crack head piss and shit everywhere attacking passerbies and muttering delusions of this mike anon.

You can say what you want about your "recognition" but it is delusion. You've accused 2 different people now in this thread.

You are creepy.

>>84346036
Damn. Not creepy enough to repel you though.. Guess I'll have to up my game.

>>84346043
Fuckin show up and bounce on it creep

>>84346048
Why do you have to make everything gay Michael? I know painting your nails is kind of fruity, but don't mistake my shitting on you for flirtation. This is textbook narcissistic behavior. Assuming criticism of you is actually someone fliting with you. You should jog to a therapist's office.

>>84345992
>>84345997
Why are you both still here, flagellating yourselves like this?

>>84346077
Mike likes to feel pretty for his future e-wife. Are you really going to judge his lifestyle?

>>84346090
>Are you really going to judge his lifestyle?
When he starts shitting up my threads? Acting like a retard? Yes. Yes I will. I'm all for building confidence. Better than building the alternatives he's been known to do.

you piss me off. not in like a real way, but in a conceptual metaphysical way. i want to lock you in one of your little welded saw contraptions and make you take lithium from a battery.

>>84346099
Hey man, here's an idea to compromise. Maybe Mike can make his own threads and fuck off there? Do you think that has ever been suggested to him?

All because some redheaded dyke started stall queening me

The thing is an extra at their disposal and its mission on acid is to make me marry bad and let retard slobber cock for ten picks on speed and infinite sobbing. The rents are half ass breed wit fags with two tone meat haver slackjaw and toad. It had to be stopped by the toad of doom. Shores it's normal. It's cute for frowning there on speed with a dire need to be holocaust with ten pigs of my dick with leprosy and skinnings though, steed meat for the girls liked items and strife for the holohoax. Want a lobotomy like me for Aang simple as Vin scapegoats me? Blue skybox, tenpenny give you a leucotome bitch! Simple as. Crier of blood need the needle still on sniper at war there? You do that BULLSHIT with Egaydur, I have to give you one on tea Billie knows she is the holocaust and you got the man on acid two pin and him jerking his cock for Billie to Aang on speed, tenpenny whored and skin and hit the pipe, speed bitch shears, it's just that Billie is the one and scoop lobotomy is nix, fools like me are a blight but a dreamer, let's get on with it, pure tea and me after, Jameson is about to go the way of the drain, I want the dream and to do you mid but I keep getting a skinning for easy times of ace and sprees, make me think of deserving cancer of the brain on pills. Sherm at ease, hood is Garys so blue she I must eschew, peace and cheer cause Ima get you on beer

playing weed jerking games video high off

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>>84346107
You know. I don't think anyone has ever asked him to make his own thread before. Ever in the history of these threads. Maybe his own letter thread where he humbly writes about his lost love Maria. I think that would be a smashing idea.
>>84346106
RUN MIKE RUN!! AHHHHHHH! DON'T END UP LIKE ME PLEASE!!

>>84346090
Are you saying Mike is her sissy gf?

>>84346107
Mike hasn't even made a post. She is delusional and I'm petitioning her to stop and use the letter thread and write an actual letter.

i wish you all would flirt, cheat and erp on each other in different threads

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I believe I called for silence in my Mike thread

>>84346286
Maria paints her bitches nails and talks about boys in bed

I can't believe he's dead..

>>84347355
Who is dead fren?

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>come to see if my broke ex came to beg
>see a bunch of chuds glazing some guy named michael

the absolute state of utobitha

>>84347596
He deserves every bit of it.

>>84347676
kissing men is not a virtue

>>84347694
Correct. Not sure why you're bringing up gay shit again Mike.

>>84347705
my bad I thought you were defending him for some reason

>>84347714
All good. Check your blood sugar playa. Get some grub.

>>84347705
I don't think any of this has anything to do with him and you are just bully

84346077
>Why do you have to make everything gay Michael? I know painting your nails is kind of fruity,

84346090
>Mike likes to feel pretty for his future e-wife. Are you really going to judge his lifestyle?

84346286
>Are you saying Mike is her sissy gf?

84346525
>Maria paints her bitches nails and talks about boys in bed

84347596
>see a bunch of chuds glazing some guy named michael

84347545
>He deserves every bit of it.

84347694
>Kissing men is not a virtue

>>84347811
Mike deserves to be bullied relentlessly.
>You are a bully
Yes.

I don't know if it's even in your mind at all that it could be me. At this moment in time is it in your mind at all? It should be me. It could be me in your mind. Forever.

M

I am begging for some structure. A day an hour a something. Please please please
My brain is fried and I keep getting crushed

M

>>84347852
Just don't break him ok?

>>84348015
What am I? Maria?

>>84348018
Idk. You know more than me.

>>84348033
I don't know. You seem awfully invested to all of a sudden be bashful about it. Do you cruise letter threads just to monitor who's getting bullied? Then speak up at arbitrary times? If you really don't know why say anything? Could it be possible this person deserves the treatment they receive? Hmmmmm

I was born to industrialise but I my whole life is in the wrong post code I was 97% of the blessed initial conditions but I'm gonna die before jackpot I hope this is a simulation so the viewers can be as blueballed as I am iykyk I tried my best ACK

>>84348065
I don't know nothin!

>>84348334
Alright. Well I'm going to keep bullying who I want to bully. Have a nice night.

>>84348435
If you could even find him ..

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>>84348585
Are.. Are you okay?

Is there a Gnarles somewhere in these chans? I am reminded of you when these trees are budding, pretty sure they are oak desu.

>>84348595
Define "okay" what does this mean in 2026?

H,

It's been 2 years and even though you cheated on me you're still something I think about every day. I told you everything that would happen. I told you what you would do to me. I told you what would happen to you, too. You never believed me on any of it. But, not once have I been wrong.
Not a single time.
I once told you I wanted nothing more than for someone to prove me wrong. You said you wanted to be that person. I think that's the worst of all your awfulness, really. And now I don't think anyone ever will.
At some point I have to finally accept no one ever will, and just get this over with.

J

>>84345090
You were born crying
I was born farting

You were born in chains
Called a silver platter and curfew

I was born hauling ass
-- Brick-shit-house carting

>>84348684
This. Define okay.

>>84348684
I'm not looking to play this game with you. If you want definitions look in a dictionary. If you want to say something then say it.

>>84348758
You don't sound okay, anon. Have you considered trying therapy?

>>84348781
Yeah, but I think ultimately it's a waste of money when you can buy the books on the subject, read them, and then diagnose yourself accordingly. Going further and reading on methods of dealing with specific issues that resonate with you. I think therapists can serve a purpose, but if you have the drive you can rectify anything by yourself.

You guys were fucking weird today. I can see some larp imitations but it's whatever.

I know you have done the bait of similar photos before. The point is to test for a reaction but I feel that is only a deficit because it shows distrust , misleading, and why the fuck are you throwing wasp nests at me to see how I react to being stung.

So no, I won't react. I'm going to dismiss the trial. It's been enough years anyway and I've stayed here for you. That along with who you know me to be when we were together is enough.

I know it's enough for me to know you. I dwell there. I love you and hope you had a good Sunday.

I know for a fact that once you are here for our trip then we will be good. No more of any of that bullshit down south.

Can you fucking stop trying to fuck with me and just say what you really want? Cut this fag shit out, we're adults

Sout of da bordahh
down Mexico way

That saturday forward

They don't want to talk they want a reaction.

Like I said. That saturday forward. None of the poison here or down south. Start from there and build with each other from now. I wont change how I percieve or our path based on words here. As you can see and have experienced, we are targeted by the texas fag. You know the way forward and it's direct with me.

You'll see it when you see it. No more.

Then she sighed as she whispered, "Manana"
Never dreaming that we were parting
And I lied as a whispered, "Manana"
'Cause our tomorrow never came

The fact of the matter is that I simply don't believe you're going to do anything. You only got a big mouth that's all. Pero que ladra no muerde

>>84349811
Exactly the bullshit I was talking about. That's why it's that Saturday forward with us.
.
>>84349768
By it, I accept her on a plane into my arms.

>>84349819
It won't come to that. Let's not talk about the line I won't have to cross.

Where a penis once stood remains a stub
I, Mike, have a penectomy.

I can't blame you.
I struggle to love me too.

I can't handle the banter.

-C

>>84349872
Mods please ban this post. Ban evading.

>>84349955
>Mods please ban this post. Ban evading.
I am the hero of /r9k/

>>84349999
4 9s. Angel numbers say that Mike is nearing reunion with Maria. Guidance to the soulmate love by the Devine. It asks Mike to be patient, understanding, and caring of her. The in this reveal they will have each other but he needs to have the same faith in her today as he will have every day forward.

>>84350035
I will finally get to meet Maria's boyfriend

>>84350095
Mods must be asleep. Please ban this faggot for ban evasion when you get a chance. Thanks!

Remember when we were dating and you'd fall asleep on the phone , happy, at peace and excited for tomorrow with me. When you found out I'd read my book to you while you slept before I drifted off.

>>84350305
I lack the mental deficit to properly Mike larp
Banning me will only get me closer to the next gordita to enter my heart

>>84349819
Post your initials big dawg

>>84350341
Mods will ban you for evasion and it will be grand

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>>84350540
I'M HERE MOD! TAKE ME NOW!

G

i miss you. i wish it could've worked out. I hope you get out of there. I hope that you finally do what you have to do with your family so that you can move on. im probably always going to be sad about how it ended but im not as suicidal now. i wish it had felt to me like you had cared, rather than abandonment. i most likely will always think about what could've been as i sit in my empty apartment.

-M

Picked dry lip and pulled. Split the corner of my lip clean open. Fuck me. Fucking hurts.

>>84350634
Larp fag. Mike doesn't know Gracie (to my knowledge) and lives in a house.

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Finished my Disco Elysium run (sober, boring, sorry cop) yesterday and I can tell the writers know a thing or two about hitting rock bottom, lel.
I let my main suspect get away due to being merciful but it turned out that it was the right decision since I found the real perp later. The visual representation of the decision tree must be insane.
I've decided to not boycott ZeroParades since it would be unfair to the majority of the people involved in the development of the game(s). I won't let a bad egg ruin my favorite hobby, especially since there are not many games like DE out there. The voice work in ZP is way worse compared to DE tho. That's to be expected when the art director isn't "hard to work with", isn't it? I'm curious to see whether ZP has enough new ideas to stand on its own or whether ZP is just a re-skinned, discount DE clone. Time will tell I guess.

Fuck it's going to be nice when Mike and Maria are back together so we don't have to listen to either of them here.

>>84350653
Glad you enjoyed rose

I want to hate you, but look at myself and can't blame you.
I scream into the void as a broken wretch.
I curse your name daily.
Why'd you do it to me?
I may never recover.

>>84350666
>No communication
>Not direct

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>>84350666
Holy Satan, checked!
How about you try to be less dramatic and tell me what I did to you? Maybe it's just a misunderstanding?

What kind of fag doesn't let a girl touch his nipples? I hope you get hit by a car

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>>84350658
Sorry, Rose doesn't come here, I'm afraid.

>>84350700
Uh huh. Sure rose

>>84350650
shut the fuck up dumbass holy fuck not every person with a name starting with M is mike.

>>84350719
Okay Mike calm down

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>>84350710
Dude, I'm serious! I'm just another rosebud who is slightly jonesing for another rose stream.

>>84350736
Okay Not Rose. I believe you just as much as I believe not mike.

It comforts me to know you'll be thinking I'm in here lamenting over you forever when in reality everything from our life together has been put in a compactor, turned into a cube, hauled off. I do not miss you. Rich in assets and a desert in the head. I know the online stuff is the only things that's real to you. You'll see the post with proof when you want to and it'll sink in. Goodluck buttercup.

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>>84350757
Come on! My writing style is clearly ESL-style and rose is a writer with a vast active vocabulary! The fact that you can't differentiate between rose-posts and ESL-posts doesn't reflect well on you, anon! Be better!

I hope a higher power comes for you.

>>84350797
Not rose, you know this is exactly what you would write. Plus you've already assumed the position.

I hope a taller woman cums to you.

>>84350800
Yes I am supported and grateful for that. God bless.

>>84350811
She does, the word tall is interpretive though

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>>84350800
I work on power electronics so I could die from being sloppy when working on HV circuitry.

>>84350789
sorry,, ,
ik(or at least im pretty sure) its not to me but ugh. i miss her

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>>84350810
OK, you're right. I'm a popular streamer but not that rose person.

>>84350849
Popular streamer? I swear not rose if you say a pun about takin a piss

I just really hope you all kill yourselves.
I'm sorry that whole "I hope a higher power comes for you" thing seemed so positive. I meant it in a way that, I hope you all get removed silently from the world one day. Here is hoping.
Wilfully misinterpret this post and pretend it was something nice.

>>84350666
I wish you'll love me again one day. Because I love you every day.

>>84350881
Bless you too.

>>84350883
Yup, try that x almost 2k of those.

>>84350849
It's chill though not rose. If you are not rose I have an idea who you are. Secrets safe with me

>>84350887
>Bless you too.
Kys

>>84350898
You miss heard. I said BLESS YOU TOO

>>84350902
There's a blessing for you at the bottom of the well.

My Rose, I'll always love you and never forget you. No matter how fake it all is now. I wish I could hug you and feel how tiny you are in my arms. I wish that a day will come and you will stop avoiding me. I know you have it deep inside of you. I know you would rather have everything turn around and have a life with me. I don't know if it will fly now. I will always wish it happened, but I can never learn what you feel. I hope you'll be happy. In any way. I'm begging. I beg and beg but can never get through to you. Everything is like a fantasy that could never happen. I wish it was all in my head so I could rest easy thinking you never met me. But I know that I was willing to give you everything. I know I wanted you to be my happy wife. Now I can only think of you as a broken girl who's a stranger to me. I hate it so much. But I can never hate you for doing what you did to me. I'll praise you as a goddess. Always. I'm just someone who wasn't good enough for you. I did so much wrong when I should have tried harder.
-M

>>84350911
Yes I got the gold down there already. Thanks you so much!

I left some for you up your nose.

>>84350919
I can see when you get triggered because you always attempt to larp as mike.

>>84350927
What are you a fucking genius? Figure out how to get my Rose back.

>>84350919
Honestly I don't know why rose loves Mike and is spiteful about him loving Maria.

>>84350922
That's rich, coming from me.

>>84350934
Idk rose. You will have to figure out how to get your Mike back

>>84350938
Is that it? Because he's rich?

>>84350951
No, because these boogers are gold

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>>84350891
Good. I don't want that stinky dude that "doesn't smell bad" to get jealous or something.

>>84350964
Well you are one to pick them out of Mike's nose with those alien grippers of yours

Rose, do you think I'm trying again because I wanted someone else? Because I came back to collect a participation award? No, please don't think it. I knew and told you that you're the only one for me. I have nothing without you. You know.

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>>84350881
This place isn't good for thin skinned people like yourself. You need to go back! NOW!!!

>>84350993
Here's hoping you and Mike kill yourselves.
>>84351006
Nobody cares, catfag. Go cut and cry in the shower.

>>84350967
Not sure who the stinkasaurous you reference is.

I don't see a reason for jealousy either.

You just went through that issue, bad "times". Sorry to hear about that.

The gross druggie whore that probably lives in filth talking about anyone else's smell
Ironic?

Not rose, you are smart enough to know this is cat fag writing this
>>84351006
>>84350996

Sorry about you and Mike. Idk what your guys story is, but it sounds like you do care about him and things are raw. I can understand that.

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>>84351013
>want to help people
>get insulted for trying to help
Ingrate. Alright gang, this one doesn't want to go. Walkies without lashie? OK!

I'm honestly just trauma trolling. I'm so fucked up at that point that I enjoy disembodied suffering that replicates my own. I have a voice in the void that messes with the others. Maybe if it's loud enough it'll be heard. I don't have any other hopes. I'm sorry. No wonder she broke my bitter retard heart.

>>84351030
Who the fuck knows anything bro.

I was poking fun with the booger stuff and didn't realize it wasn't being taken well.

I'm sorry, trying to be more lighthearted and have fun.

>>84347596
isnt this thst tribal dude from fallout 2 whos looking for his sister or whatever?

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>>84351056
You know all too well that "boogers" are a SORE SUBJECT after that "incident"! If you leak anything more you will regret it!!

>>84351040
Um wat

>>84351052
If you are writing as me (as you do do)

I wasn't trauma trolling, just being light hearted. Breaking hearts when the opposite is what is desired is retarded, retard.

Sometimes I have that thought toward myself from whatever the fuck the movie was
>Your the dumbest smart guy I know

L
i still miss you. i wish id had just apologized or not said anything.
N

>>84351040
You want to "help" me? Lmfao, help yourself.
>>84351056
Debilitating retardation must be difficult, huh? Why would that upset me?
>>84351078
Not even me btw. Crazy that you are trying to say it is. Is that really the shit you lying retards are spreading around? Kys

>>84351079
I wrote every post as myself. If you see yourself in my writing you're the retard. No reason to worry about hearts that are already broken. I don't believe in happiness anymore.

>>84351078
That was actually an unintentional pun. I'm sure not Mike apologizes.

There's no "having fun" or "lightheartedness" here. Get that trash out of here.

I wonder if Rose smells of misery, tears and sweat because she doesn't like leaving the bed

I just like taking shots in the dark. Looks like they hit your survivor ship and left you with a pretty nasty bias.

>>84351102
>Dehabilitating retardation
Yes, I am hard

>Why would that upset me?
Uh, it doesn't upset you at all. Not in the slightest. At all. For def.

Same though uh you know. I never get upset about nothin.

>Not even me
This was about star wars episode 1 (which shouldn't be a spoiler).

>>84351119
Okay well if you want to lie then here's one of mine. I love meatloaf.
Uh it definitely doesn't today you.

>the nothing person speaks
kill yourself

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>>84351154
I doubt it but I would probably love her smell and nurse her back to life with home cooked soups. Ideally feeding her with a spoon while giving her head pats.

>>84351148
You are so right. Light heartedness and having fun are boring. Much better to be miserable and hate everything. Certainly more punk.

When I get in that mood I listen to hawethorne heights, their instrumental versions of their albums are great.

>>84351154
Well fuck, I'm sorry. The best I can do in is the best I can do you know? That happens in real time. Perspective is tough. Especially when you know me more than I knew you did.

>>84351186
Soup is barely good to bring someone to life. Unless her frail pale body needs some warmth. I'd cook her a steak, cut it in pieces and feed it to her. I don't know why you think I'd hate that smell. I'd never hate anything about Rose. Maybe I'd just enjoy giving her a nice warm shower more.

>>84351165
Sure muddying the water helps a ton. Good job.

>>84351183
Yes, miss. killed myself.

When you get in the mood next you should just drink more, man. Maybe unretire the old Batman costume

>>84351214
Thank you, thank you, as if that wasn't exactly what was being done so I just twisted a couple morons up. Yeah, you're right.
>>84351223
I can't show you the receipt, but I got a dick, man. If your faggot ass wants to imagine me as a girl it's because you're missing a girl that's probably taking it from some asshole like me.

>>84351212
I thought soup is better if she doesn't want to eat so I can pinch her nose close to make her gulp down soup to get to breathe again. :3

>>84351207
Don't worry, Rose, this conversation isn't real. We aren't people who ever knew each other. It was all a very disturbing dream.

>>84351186
I remember you like soup.

Not really into the fan club approach
>>84351186
>>84351212

Id rather just be me and say I'm sorry. I get the feeling you are thinking of how many cherry pits are needed to take me out. I get that.

So fucking retarded, kill yourselves fags

>>84351230
I'm aware you call it a dick but c'mon less than 4 inches hardly qualifies.

>>84351230
It does feel good to know that you lie about that though. So thanks for that, among your others. Helps me a ton.

Has anyone ever seen B addressed to M in these threads in 2021? I want to remember the old times when I'm at the finishing line.

>>84351258
I know you think posting someone else's random ass dick and saying it's theirs is funny but it isn't when you do it for years and it's not even their dick. Then spread it around saying it's theirs when it's not even theirs. Crazy work

>>84351266
Lie about what? Without initials that's what anyone is doing to anyone else and any others. Stupid overdose.

What's with you fags begging for people to use initials, then if we use initial you beg for names? Then after that you start spamming those names and initials. This thread is retarded and filled with terrible people with nothing better to do. Go help a homeless shelter or something. Just because you got raped and abused growing up doesn't mean you need to keep spreading your misery around to others. Grow up.

>>84351294
You're two faggots talking to each other wishing the other was your bitch. Seems like you're the raped to me.

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>>84351091
Not L. But it'll be ok.

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I brought initials and they confused me for someone else. I don't really want to use this thread as a chatroom. I don't know who I'm writing to in this thread, I'm just writing about someone who will never read it. And I'm reading what was never written for me. Let me cope. Let me figure out what I'm supposed to think and what even is this joke of a life.

My work here is done, later losers!
A...Z

That's another lie, I was never raped or abused.

>>84351241
You do like to address yourself from Mike's perspective. If only there was something he would write you.

Like

>Youre thinking about something, my dear, and that makes you forget to talk. I cant tell you just now what the moral of that is, but I shall remember it in a bit.Perhaps it hasnt one, Alice ventured to remark.Tut, tut, child! said the Duchess. Everythings got a moral, if only you can find it.

>And the moral of that isBe what you would seem to beor, if youd like it put more simplyNever imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise.

>If youll believe in me, Ill believe in you. Is that a bargain?

>>84351276
Who knows. I am where I am and it's working out for me (at the final bend) so why would I dwell on the conjectures of harm others attempt to sway me with.

I'll be myself. That's enough.

>>84351277
That never happened or at least it wasn't me who did that.

I'll tell the truth while you lie.

That's the only way forward.

>>84351282
No, im telling the truth.

You continue to mislead and attempt to decieve.

That's the difference.

I'm the truth.

>>84351328
Good. I mean that. That's good.

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>>84351356
B
Genuinely, I no longer have any care for what was. I've got a great friend who wrote really fun messages for me and that's all I could ever ask for. I'm a bit happier remembering you and knowing that you got everything figured out. Damn, I'm so smart for giving you the right advice. I'm just the perfect person who makes everyone around better. That's just the feeling I need at my worst!
M

>>84351337
I'm an image of a loving perfect man in the brain of a pretty woman. Or just like it. I like that. All the girls should be around me taking turns of having their chins lifted up and getting a good long eye contact.

>>84351381
Deliver that to yourself.

I trust who I know her to be as when we saw and heard each other last over your attempts to decieve and harm.

I'll accomplish regular people things and success above what the people who raised me could ever dream of.

>>84351393
We're both talking about a girl, huh? I'm just not bothering anyone because that would be rude when they've got a life and the last time I've got too silly and pulled my schizophrenia to flash her again.

>>84351376
You wouldn't care if it were good or not regardless if your intention was to use that against someone. Just another reason why you should kill yourself.

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>>84351322
I like you -- please don't come here, anon. Heal. Everywhere but here.

>>84351357
>>84351360
Shut the fuck up Mike, you dumb faggot. Everyone is Colton to you. I don't lie about anything. You should kill yourself as well.

>>84351419
Why not? What's so awful about this thread? I barely went through the archive before posting but it seems like nothing serious.

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God damn. This is easier than kicking a hornets nest to create a torrent of chaos. It's like a pertetuum mobile for mental illness. Fascinating.

Joe Cuba's Mambo Gumba

I have a question but I am also afraid that you would ask back about the thing and learn that I am in choice paralysis purgatory. Earlier I could feel them starting to coalesce but as luck would have it I suffered an electrical outage before It can progress to a more tangible state. I'm quite in a pinch but rest assured I will continue working at it with all I got! Mucho gratitude again

>>84351403
Nah, pass on your attempt to push.
Begone.

I trust who I know her to be as when we saw and heard each other last over your attempts to decieve and harm.

>>84351409
Nah pass on your attempt to decieve

I trust who I know her to be as when we saw and heard each other last over your attempts to decieve and harm.

>>84351425
No
The poster mike is linked below (AS SHOWN IN THOSE POST TRIPS)

>>84350575
>>84350341
>>84350095

I HOPE MODS BAN HIM FOR BAN EVADING

>>84351476
Oh and here is 2 more Mike for mods to ban

>>84349999
>>84349872

THANK YOU MODS

>>84351442
That's because you're a faggot, man.
>>84351476
>>84351484
>>84351468
Kys Mike

>>84351442
Down, diddler, down

You are the worst girlfriend I have ever had. You messed with my head while continuing to act like a victim. I couldn't call you out on anything or there would be a total breakdown. You never trusted me from the start.

>>84351550
Because you were acting like a piece of shit the entire time. You are just mad that there was someone else playing the game and not just being your victim.

>>84351550
initals?

>>84351557
Nice narrative twist. If someone's reaction to you telling them that something they're doing is making you unhappy is to freak out - while simultaneously expecting you to always back off or have them leave you, it's clear who the victim is

>>84351568
J to S

>>84351322
By all means. Everyone can write their letters here. If they bother you I'll strike them with lightning.

>>84351674
https://youtube.com/shorts/1qKuz9mr-8I?si=vv6d0CZmtu63_dgI

Mods below is the ban evading "Mike" as shown by trip. Please remove for ban evasion. Thanks.

>>84350575
>>84350341
>>84350095
>>84349999

You must have been thinking I'm running a charity. I'm a borderline sociopath. Do you just not know it after all the time we've spent together? If you weren't you I'd never keep talking to you, I'd never want a relationship with you, I'd never save your life. I don't care if I'm bothered even a little bit to save a life. These people are just nothing to me. I would kill plenty of people just for minor comfort without consequences. I'm a bitter person with violent proclivities since I was a kid. You'd be just bones now if I didn't love you. Just because I wouldn't care. And I would barely remember you like a thousand other useless bodies that I have interacted with. I needed you. But no, you were either thinking I was doing it all out of pity or scared that I'd hurt you because noone could really give a shit about you according to your mind. Even though hurting you would give me nothing and making you happy would finally be my fulfilled dream. Oh I know you want a bad boy, you want to be raped, you want the big man to grab you by the leg and drag you. You would get that if you just let me enjoy your happiness.

To the girl who I made the bracelet for and has my grandpa's knife,

I love you and will always choose you.

Each other's,
The one who keeps the amythist next to me as I rest dreaming of you

>>84352178
If it's creep conroe be careful. Let me know if you need anything.

S
>tfw had your entire life ruined because some cunt told people to stalk you

gooood morning letter thread. i hope that every one is doing well and has a blessed day <3

>>84352620
good morning titty monster

>>84352639
Uhh source ? Citation needed

>>84352127
You're fucking retarded, Mike.
>>84352620
Jump off a bridge, cunt.

>>84353480
sorry whatever e-dating situationship you're pursuing isn't working out

I've resolved to jerking off to girls that look like you and act like you. You're the only one but damn I'd appreciate that cuteness and joy a big autistic ass would give me bouncing on my lap.

>>84353500
I'm leading on a handful of girls right now, but I appreciate it. It's difficult to do, what with being in an "actual" relationship, but I manage. Thanks for asking, though. Now get to suicidin.

>>84345090
hello, future me. i hope this letter finds you well - or better yet, doesn't find you at all.

things have gotten better since the last time we wrote this. life's been going fine, we're able to walk on our own feet, live alone in a nice spacious apartment in a good part of town, with most of the things we want and it just keeps getting better.
struggling wasn't pointless after all. it taught us how to survive, how to adapt.

and now, we also have someone to care for.
though she's still quite a bit far, she's very close to us in our heart.
but i hope you're looking back on this with her right there, sitting on your lap, reading through this nonsense. that would be very nice and wholesome.
take good care of her, ok? i'll try my best over here too.

there's so much i currently want to do but i can do nothing but wait right now. the time will come, and i hope it already has come and passed to you, fren. until then, i'll rest.
let's keep trying. even if things are shit, if we kick and struggle, they become less shit. it's hard and complicated, but we can make it.

much love,
me, from the past.

Look at me! I'm special! I eat fancy!

I need to remove someone from my life. I am afraid of hurting her feelings. We have somewhat of a language barrier. I am going to have to see her sometimes and will be forced to interact with her sometimes as well. I am afraid of how she will react. I have been planning on doing this for a long while but she is about to go on a trip to her home country. She is excited to finally be able to see her family and I dont want her leave on her trip with a bad experience. She is really sweet and I dont want to hurt her. At this point I might have to wait until she gets back in two weeks but I am really tired of this hanging over my head.

I literally had a crush on you and offered to date multiple times and you didn't want to. You are just looking at me through ros tinted glasses. You just miss how fun I am.

>>84353931
Sorry bro, she was too busy going to plaptown with other people. Don't take it pershelleny.

>>84353931
>>84353945
Big if doubt

>>84354108
If she breathes

Good evening, dearest reader. I see you burning in eternal hellfire but keeping a good attitude. Keep it up, proud of you.

>>84354267
Thank you a lot for noticing. My best wishes on your own journey through the boiling oil.

Lexi

Am I allowed to take off the handcuffs or not? Fucking hell, if you hate me and force this then it's not very sexy at all. That's called being arrested.

>>84354279
Thank you. I'm sorry to inform you that I've razed your village and killed all the inhabitants, but I do not regret doing so, nor do I fear any consequence you could meagerly gather. Regardless, you will be sunk into the ocean in an iron box.

>>84354355
That's actually exactly what I wanted from life at that point. Much appreciated.

I promise I'll still be here when you awake, Last Watcher. You are not falling asleep at your post. You are being relieved of your position.

I love you, Michel.
https://youtu.be/rFMO7pUU6uE

I miss having a soul

>>84353500
Lol. Hit that on the head.

>>84354553
>implying you ever had one
>>84354558
I got my feet rubbed last night. Did you get your feet rubbed last night? I doubt it.

>>84354578
I got something a lot better than that last night. Hope your podiatrist can figure out why there's swelling in your feet. Praying for you.

>>84354603
Did your wife's boyfriend let you watch again?

>>84354627
Not quite. Interesting that's immediately where your mind goes though. Can't say I'm surprised that sounds exciting to you.

K, L, you two take center lead.
A, you take back field.
Y, V, you're benched.
S, M, you're fired. Empty your lockers.

>>84354656
Why wouldn't it? I'm your wife's boyfriend. I don't like the fact that you rub your stub in the corner, but I can mentally block you out considering I'm getting paid to plow the cow.

>>84354705
If the only way you can get off while fucking your hambeasts is to imagine you're cucking me more power to you. You just keep exposing yourself. Anything else you want to share?

>>84354745
Sounds like you're exposing yourself for having a hamplanet of a wife, bud. I don't mind, $250 is $250. Why would you date a fat girl if you don't have the tools to satisfy, is my question? Is it just a cucking thing or is it more complex than that?

>>84354770
You're the one fucking hambeasts. Not me. I certainly wouldn't marry one either. Not really a brag when all the women you're "leading on" are just ugly fat chicks. Lol.
>Ummm ackshually YOU'RE the one exposing himself!
The only thing you're "pulling" is my leg. Ahahah fucking retard.

W
Maybe I was in the wrong
M

>>84354800
>You're the one fucking hambeasts. Not me
That's because you don't fuck them, you just watch me bang your fat hag wife, bozo.
Besides, I don't mind a little plumpcake, just more for the lion to sink its teeth into. I like a big fat bitch with one of their asscheeks being bigger than my head, that's how I met your big fat beluga whale that you call your wife.

>>84345811
>I'm so sorry that I couldn't see you when I could
???
Can we please get details of what went down anon?

>>84354882
>Doesn't even deny all the women he talks to are all fat and ugly.
Lol jesus christ. Do you have a humiliation fetish too? Should I start charging at this point? I can't even imagine trying to brag about that like it's some sort of accomplishment. Are you brown? That's the only kind of person I can think of that'd say some embarrassing shit like that without batting an eye. Fucking gross. Keep posting and exposing yourself man. This is a riot. Ahahahah. This is why I love letter threads.

>>84354976
You seem very concerned with my taste in women. If you would like to send any cute girls my way that have laughed at you for being a cringe autist, let me know. I have a nerdy redhead, an emo latina, a pawg blondie, a thick black girl, a fit black girl, and a couple others on the backburner but yeah, there's still some gaps to be filled, for example I have a latina and a blonde girl and a redhead but I don't have a Med girl, but I don't want an Italian or a Jew so thag complicates things. Thanks for listening and discussing this with me anon, here, I pulled up a colored wooden block for you to sit on while I ramble on
*Hits bubble pipe*
Yeah, so this one time I was dancing in the club and I accidentally hit this girl in the back of the head when she was obviously trying to dance with me. Awkward incel robot moment haha xD! I was a little drunk but hey it sucked still
But anyway I like a big black woman and I cannot lie. Have you ever seen the transformations fat black girls go through when they start hitting the gym? Maybe it's the jesus kike on a kingdom crumb cross in me but I love a FAT AZZ on a big black girl.
Anyway, what were we talking about, you raging pedantic little retarded faggot? The fact that I had sex with your fat ugly wife and all your little bitch ass could do was twiddle your stub in the corner, that's what's gotcha so upset little man?

>>84355051
Dude I'm not reading all that. Save it for your fat bitches who are bed bound with no where else to go. I don't care about you cuck fantasies, or whatever cope you're yapping on about. You embarrassed yourself for the last hour lol. Get played retard.

>>84355078
I bet you felt awfully embarrassed watching me slurping up chocolate pudding out of your fat wife's belly button you crying clown mask wearing faggot bitch

I bet you felt embarrassed watching her call me the mayor of cream town while I slathered condensed milk from a can all over her 400lb fat blubbery body you little bitch
I'll do it again.

>>84355096
>Fat retard is still going
Lol. Lmao even. You ain't fucking anyone's wife. No one would marry any of the bitches you talk to. Glad this post is shorter. Hate for you to pass out typing so furiously like that. Better check your blood sugar.

>>84355222
I benched pressed your fat wife while I drank orange kool-aid from her artificial tit faggot, keep yapping
Oh, what's that, you don't have a wife? Then who's the KEK that's been paying me $250 per session? Take off that crying clown mask, bud, I know it's you under there. Now come over here and we can all group hug.
But after that, as per your paid request, I am going to be filling an inflatable kiddie pool with baked beans and making your fat wife roll around in it and squeal. How do you feel about that, bitch boy? See how I've demeaned your fat wife? You just gonna take that and keep responding, little sally boy?

>>84355298
>Another seething wall of text
Not going to read it man. You really are retarded. Take your lisinopril, and simmer down before you stroke out.

>>84355308
The only thing I'm going to be stroking out is a fresh hot love load all over your 400 pound wife (paid for at your request)

>>84355222
Dude, if you don't want people to talk about having sex with your wife, don't pay them to do it. Why are you upset now?

>>84355327
I fully believe you have to crank one out because you don't have the stamina to even finish. Maybe stop talking to bitches into feederism, and sucking down pudding you lard.

>>84355378
I think you're just intimidated by how much I weigh and it's understandable lil bro, shrimps like you are intimidated by 400lb fatchads who still live with their mothers and get paid to professionally cuck weak employed betabux cucks like you, ha. Yep, life is good being king, twig boy. Now go prepare your fat wife for my penis. I will be over as soon as I can rouse myself from bed. Get going, cuck slave.

>>84355411
>Fat retard is still seething
>Has now evolved into responding to the same posts twice.
Honestly I don't really care anymore. You're kind of boring. At first it was funny, but now you're not that interesting. I'm sure you hear that a lot from the women you talk to so you're probably used to it.

>>84355431
Cuck Slave, why do you respond by your title and abstain from your duties? I believe I gave you an order. Fill the bathtub with hot chocolate and marshmallows or I'll post your wedding photos at the BBQ place all over your MySpace page.

you get killed by my niggas in a week
they are sufficiently morein deadlier than yoursen

im sorry mason.

another day passes unable to connect with people while simultaneously being poked by little demons and their sharp pitchforks

another day of giving less and less of a fuck about a life that has only ever shown me closed doors

i miss you guin

i wonder if you really ever miss me

I'm going back to the University of North Carolina at Greensboro

Watch the new Avatar leaked movie with anons!

cytu dot be /r/scifichan

The foid-larping to transitioning pipeline is terrifying.

>>84356400
Honestly isnt Chapel Hill better

>>84356834
Bazonga inspector here, need some ID

>>84356834
For me it was foid larp to misandrist

damn near 40 yo unc still prowling discord like wtf went wrong in your life

You made me believe that the world wasn't that bad and lonely. It's okay just because I found you and you really found me. When you were gone I've become numb. I thought maybe I should have been more sad about it. But when I had a miracle of a chance to speak to you again, I felt back in that world. You said the worst, most cruel and mean words to me. And I was finally able to have some tears.

5 years apart and all I want is to fall asleep with your head on my chest, my arms around you.

>>84357646
(2/2)
I hate feeling sick to my stomach that I lost you, lost each order. 5 years now.

I remember when I was laying in bed, miss you, and messaged you asking what time your plane landed for picking you up to come home to me. You replied
>I'd like to dwell there

Please add me and we can go forward one step at a time living our dream of each other just as before we lost years because of outside shit.

I love you with all my heart ,
The one you gifted the amythist

Community, family, meaningful connections. Not any of the other messy, juvenile, neuro-rollercoaster addict bullshit.

Why does everyone project their worst fear on to me?

R..
I don't know if you were scared, anxious or unsure of what was ever real. I'm sorry I never figured what you wanted. You said it's love. I wish you'd just take it and never let go. It's all I could give at the end. Tried so hard every day. But you still seemed to want to just "fulfill my wish". I never asked for you to do it for me. I did what you wanted and I did what would make you happy. Maybe such a long time apart cleared my mind. Maybe you would believe me. If you still thought about me every time. If you still had so many fears, so much self doubt. If you still thought that it's all like this because you weren't enough. I should be able to do everything now. Everything you dreamed about. Let me try if you tried yourself for so long. I'm almost certain you still have no one but memories of me. I have no one but memories of you, just like you wanted.
M

Why should a young woman kill herself/what are good reasons?

>>84357946
No reasons in real world really

>>84357986
what's the real world? the internet is real. what are the reasons? I've been looking into poisoning myself.

>>84358036
I mean as opposed to psychosis and insecurities. Like there are a ton of things a young woman just gets from life. But woman's worst enemy is her own mind.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=a7Etr4MBIBs&list=RDa7Etr4MBIBs&start_radio=1&pp=ygUiYWlyIHRyYWZmaWMgY29udHJvbGxlciBodXJyeSBodXJyeaAHAQ%3D%3D

I thought I saw a post mentioning deleting their subscribers or something. At the time I didn't think it was you or meant for me. But after checking today I see that you blocked me again. That sucks. I enjoyed watching your random schizo vents aka being yourself. If I'm being honest it seems like you were fine with it until I made a few shit posts. It feels like I'm being punished for making light hearted jokes.

If only woman could look beyond the depth of my back and into the depth of my soul

>>84357928
This is not a Mike letter

Reading dirty things to you in your native language was so much fun. We were so exhausted. I don't think either of us have laughed that much in quite some time.