Have you ever loved anyone? I have not. Now that I think about it, I don't know a single fucking thing about you. You've never told me about yourself
You don't love your wife and kids?
No, I have never really loved anyone and I will betray just about anyone for some weed
>>84351942Same over here brother
I legitimately loved someone only twice in my life. The first time I screwed it up. The second time they trampled on me and wounded in me to an extent that I never recovered. That was 10 years ago. I've been physically unable to feel love since then.
I loved people somehow. Never romantically or by familial bonds. I catch out an anonymous user out of 4chan/discord/smallboards/porn sites. And then I just love them for who they are as a person because I find them interesting and fun to spend time together. They're all really important people to me. Even if I haven't talked to them in months. I should check on one actually, see if he's posting some art. Maybe that's what normies call friendship.
>>84351964How was it going from the first love to the second? Have you just forgotten the first?
>>84351978The first love was when I was young and foolish. The relationship only lasted like 2 weeks but it was a very intense feeling I had for the person. I felt giddy just being in their presence. I no longer feel anything for that person and I recognize now I only felt that way because they were a person that accepted me and showed me affection when I never had those things before. The second relationship was more grounded and lasted about a year, but they betrayed me in the end. I would say the first one was not really true love as much as it was young foolishness. The second one was a misguided love that fell in love with a fictional version of the person.
I've never known someone well enough to be able to say that I loved them based on my understanding of what love is. I tell my mom I love her but that's just a reflexive response to her saying that she loves me. There's no emotion in it.
>>84351996I didn't even take teenage love as actually love. It's just getting a heart boner. >misguided love that fell in love with a fictional version of the personHow did that feel? Have you felt betrayed because you were lied to? Or because you were delusional? Do you hate that person? Are you grateful for something they did for you?
>>84352007I moved halfway around the world to a different country to be with the person. When I arrived I found out that they were a radically different person in real life than online. They treated me like a bother and I found out that they were talking to like 3 other people online in the same way they had to me. Why they even had me come in the first place I have no fucking idea. Ever since that time I cannot physically feel love anymore. I've had some people that I really liked ask me to date before but I declined each time because I don't feel like I can handle relationships anymore.
Loved a girl in high school. Genuinely an insane feeling
>>84352033So you just never even have a pretend relationship? Or meaningless sex?
>>84352054I'm not sure what a "pretend" relationship is. You either have a relationship with someone or you don't. At least that's how I see it.I don't really have a desire for sex anymore. I used to ERP with people to fill the void but I lost interest in that some years ago.
>>84351790I've never been close enough to another person to feel love or even real familiarity. My family treat me like shit so no love there either
>>84352066Anon, do you have autism?
>>84352090Schizotypal, so more or less yeah
