mum kicked me out 2 years ago.im luckily on neetbux. was pseudo homeless for most of those years but managed to find a place i can afford alone somehow. and i somehow became more miserable since? ive let trash and decay accumulate. and my mind is going i think. i have some mild obligations like cleaning and changing bed sheets changing clothes cooking and i am struggling to get myself to do any of it. idk why im posting about it here, i dont know where else to talk about anything. i have constant fear of if anyonee ever knocked on my door. or how i'll prepare for when my landlord wants to inspect. i accidenally knocked a dent in the wall. the carpet is embedded with crumbs and stuff. my vacuum broke. my ID has expired and im too scared to go and sort it out on my own and dont like thinking about my photo getting taken for it. a bunch of other small menial obligations that i have to sort soon too or my life will go to shit. i need to clean. if i dont clean its over. there is no way out of any of this. unless i just live literally homeless and accept some ascetic life not attached to society? i had dreams/fantasies of working on projects and transcending, but i hardly have the discipline to not just completely decay. ive been eating nothing but fast food for 3months now. can anyone relate. i wish i could just go back to mum's house and jus be alive and not have to think or something
>>84360309Self sufficiency is the greatest feeling on the planet and the fact that you have internet access makes it even better
Are you on disability? Who the fuck kicks out their disabled kid? White people have no souls.I can kind of relate, I was also pseudo-homeless for a year in my early 20s and eating mostly fast food. Honestly if I got NEETbux I'd just never work. Maybe squat, save up some money and get myself a rape van and live in it. Then save up for a smol piece of land and park my van there and build a little roof on top of it. Start a little greenhouse for year-round potato growth. And just rot on the Internet all day. Then just slowly start building myself a cabin.
>>84360352Without White people you'd have no access to vans or concepts such as internet, greenhouses, cabins or food. Show some respect and at least try to appear grateful.
>>84360556It's funny because most of you nowadays can't even afford that much. Whites kick out their own offspring to become slaves to jews and they can't even afford a shoebox in the city or a car, or a woman to impregnate. Do not wear the achievements of ancient people as your own when your people are currently genociding themselves.
>>84360603you're talking to a 56%er you homeless nigger noone in the new world is "white" the biggest defenders of whiteness on 4chan are spics considering the buckbreaking that happened during slavery, you are probably closer to a white european than he is
>>84360662I'm not a nigger you faggot I am Serb. My country got bombed by whites because a jewish woman ordered it and the white boy jumped in joy at the prospect of serving her. Whites will eat their own kids to appease their masters and live poorer than the poorest balkan monkey and see no issue.
>>84360687lmaooooo serb boy got so mentally broken he dissociates from whites and then he talks about buckbreakingtell me is tesla also a serb? with out him none of the white man's technology could exist and you can own the whiteboy
>>84360691It wouldn't matter if he was my own direct ancestor you tard. If I have to be homeless and can't afford shit, what does it matter what muh great-great-great grandpa did? That's the whole point. Muh ancestor this muh ancestor that. In the end your are a slave living worse than mud hut africans but except that you also don't have a wife because all your women sold their sols to the jewish daycare, you can't draw comparison to inventors.
>>84360309im sorry youre so miserable...breaking things down into smaller steps helps to conquer themfor instance: cleaning your room can just be your bed at first, then one corner, then anothermeditation could help, tooit trains your focus, which makes it easier to focus on any task
