Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportHellohappy caturdayy!! :3>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links:>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84381853I had a dream last night that has me thinking about my goals for lifeIt was very nostalgic or even perhaps euphoric feelingIn the dream, I start thinking of this women (who doesn't exist in real life) who was ethier a pediatrition or a teacher when I was very youngI start thinking of this woman and I start to tell everyone how much I want to see her again, but my mum and sisters say I shouldn'tSome point in the dream my mum tells me the woman from my childhood lost her license due to cocaine useRegardless of all this I still go out of my way to see this woman and when I finally do she tells me all the achievements I could've accomplished and how proud she would've been of me if I wasn't a lazy slobIt's legitimately got me thinking about how I should actually try to do something with my life
might sleep soon, I'll tell you about today tomorrow >>84381955hey bibI have dreams like that too sometimes but the motivation wears out pretty quickly
>>84382419Hey /cat/, how are you doing?A while back, you mentioned that the cutter's general used to have a Minecraft server. What are the chances you guys will make a new one?
>>84376336>until you get to Florida and they just kept spamming randomize every few milesit's and odd piece of land and doesn't seem to be kind to it's inhabitants. that said, that climate would drive me insane, too.>the closer you get to NYC, things start becoming urban hellsprawlmakes sense. i can't deal with big cities here, but big cities in the states are on a whole other level.>Back when I cared about my gamer tag and obsessed over getting achievementsshows that i was never really an xbox-guy. ^^ i tried to get most achievements for completion, but only if i liked playing the game. the guys who played every game they could find to increase their score were literally insane.>looked this up and yeah that's nightmarishthanks for confirming. seems liked they slightly changed the name here. i remember it being called "gifty", but after seing the original title, the change makes sense. "gift" in german means "poison", so i suppose they didn't want to confuse the younger audiences. traumatizing them with this game waa fine, but at least we weren't confused about the title.>improving graphics didn't improve quality of games past a point, so easy to see whytrue. at this point if i see "good" graphics i become wary. usually a pretty bad game behind those.>>84381853hi catbro! happy belated caturday! hope you sleep well.>>84381955hey! it's bibbit! :D how have you been?>It's legitimately got me thinking about how I should actually try to do something with my lifecome to any conclusion yet? i think my subconscious has given up on bothering me about that...>>84382525hi anon! o/
Hello friends. Not quite sure what happened last night but I had an awful headache but I'm alright now, although I'm up way too late again.>>84375220>aw it sounds like q really good day thenIt was! It's been an interesting experience going from being a complete recluse to leaving the house every few days.>does she have any fumos?No. She's just getting into the series (probably for my sake). >>84375864>might come in handy with issues later down the line.Definitely. I'm trying to self-host some more stuff so I'll probably need to do it again at some point. Although most self-hosted stuff seems kind of pointless>pretty weak and just thinking about eating gets you really emotional.I see. I've always been pretty skinny but I couldn't imagine going that long without eating something. I think I'd go crazy.>i watched yu yu hakusho some time ago and there must have been a hair on one of the cameras used to take pics of the cellsI think there was a fly wing on one of the Eva cells. But I might be misremembering that.>is that a good place for it?If you want something rare from Japan it's probably the best place to get that stuff. You generally need to use a proxy service for it like From Japan or Buyee. But there's some great stuff on there with a much lower markup than you'd find on somewhere like eBay.>what is it?I have about four folders worth of genga (key animation)>Hope planning works out and have funI'm mostly worried about getting lost on the way there. Touhou fans are good people so I'm not too concerned with the event itself.>seems to be the thing for seemingly no reason some of the timesHe's hellbent on getting me to write about it for some reason.>the Emperor Palpatine Surgical Reconstruction CenterI feel so bad for Vader knowing he's in complete agony...>proof that some things George got wrong the first time instead of editing in laterIt's part of the reason why some people say there's only 2.5 good Star Wars movies.
>>84382663Forgot to tag >>84375864 at the end there.>>84381955I don't think dreams are any less of a source of inspiration than anything else. Best of luck with turning your life around!
>>84382663hello friend! (^-^)>Not quite sure what happened last night but I had an awful headache but I'm alright nowgood to know it's better now. i don't have them often, but when i do, they are pretty bad.>I'm up way too late again.any reason or just not feeling sleepy?>Although most self-hosted stuff seems kind of pointlessi've looked into some stuff before, but decided that it's lot of effort for something i don't feel all that passionate about. probably not for someone who knows his stuff, but i definitely don't know my stuff. what do you want to host?>I've always been pretty skinnywell, i wasn't... ^^'>I couldn't imagine going that long without eating something. I think I'd go crazy.probably not a good idea when you're skinny in the first place, but you get used to it. hunger comes and goes in waves, so eating isn't on your mind constantly. one of the more interesting things is that you have a lot more time when you don't have to structure your day around the consumption of food.>I think there was a fly wing on one of the Eva cells. But I might be misremembering that.i wonder why they didn't bother to fix stuff like that. you'd think they'd catch stuff liek that on a test screening, but maybe it barely showed up on the small crts back then.>If you want something rare from Japan it's probably the best place to get that stuff.i think if i ever would get something from japan, it would be some woodblock prints from mokuhankan, but thanks for the info. i'll try to keep that in mind.>But there's some great stuff on there with a much lower markup than you'd find on somewhere like eBay.do you have your eye on something atm?>I have about four folders worth of genga (key animation)that's a lot, isn't it? :0
>>84382663>I feel so bad for Vader knowing he's in complete agony...that's what you get for pledging your loyalty to the graveyard smash. :p and killing a bunch of younglings... and for not telling luke that he could just lift his lightsaber to deflect the force lightning right in palpatine's face, like he saw mace windu do it back in the day...
>>84382419>but the motivation wears out pretty quicklyIt can>>84382628>how have you been?Up and downMy anxiety has been eating me the past week>come to any conclusion yet?No, but I will talk with my mother about my life goals and such>>84382719>Best of luck with turning your life around!Thank you
>>84383076>Up and down My anxiety has been eating me the past weekmust be rough, but i get it. everything just feels off.>I will talk with my mother about my life goals and suchgood idea. even just bouncing ideas of someome can be helpful. do tell what you come up with.
