Seriously all I care about is being sexually/romantically viable to young cute college aged girls, but im in my 30s and not chad. I feel so trapped inside my disgusting aging body. Everyday I become just a little bit worse. Im hurdling towards full blown middle aged. I only care more about beautiful girls as I age too. Its such a curse. I want to fuck them so bad. And I want real tension, not to pay for some bimbo prostitute and hit with a condom on.
>>84382691I'm 30 even and think I've started becoming attracted to women in their 40s... I'm in very good shape, but hate my face and have 0 experience with women in general. I could never see myself in the position but brain has been poisoned with desperateness.
Same, I cope with being a khhv by watching Facial Abuse. I can only really enjoy porn if the woman is clearly upset and uncomfortable.
stop tormenting yourself, just date women your own age, or focus on making money so you can bang young hookers. don't let the perfect be the enemy of the good
>>84382788I cant. I just cant not be resentful towards the women my age, and hookers dont fulfill the emotional aspects of what im craving. The only thing that could desert me is having a period of time in my life where im authentically sexually viable to the women I want to have sex with. If I could have a 2 year stretch where I fucked like 10 cute girls id be fixed forever of this hang up
