got a girlfriend and had sex and still so emptywhy can't i just be happymy life is basically perfect and im still so incredibly miserablei thought it was because im lonely but it's not thati can't even cling to being a truecel anymoreim basically a normie nowi have no community to cling to that understands me and it's all my faulti can't wallow in misery anymore because i have someone who loves and supports mei have no excuse to be this depressed
>>84397979you're officially an edgelord protagonist, congratulations. not a loser, but still depressed
>>84397984ill never be a protagonist im the definite side character i need to finish Naruto tho I got like 150 chapters in
>>84397986why are you so certain you're the side character? even if you are, the world needs kakashis just as much as narutos
Been a while little guy, i am guessing you wont be here much longer seeming as your life is going uphill. Good luck and all.
>>84397991because main characters aren't like meim pathetic and i drag everyone down to my leveli feel like my girlfriend could do so much better than me even though she says im amazingi don't do anything with my life>>84397995i thought so too but it always seems to come back to these same feelingsDo i even deserve when im so ungrateful for everything I have that im constantly miserable
>>84398011>i feel like my girlfriend could do so much better than me even though she says im amazing>i don't do anything with my lifeyou just need your call to action.
>>84398019ive triedI don't think there's hope for someone as pathetic as me
does she peg your twink ass?
>>84398035>I don't think there's hope for someone as pathetic as meoh my god you enormous dork lol
>>84398041no she isn't into that and i present normal irl >>84398046its really true though, i have no purpose in lifei thought getting someone to love would fix me but im still fucked
>>84397979I feel kinda the same.Miserable when alone. Miserable when with someone. Miserable when abandoned. Miserable when desired. I do a lot of things for others, but never become satisfied with myself or my position. My visions/expectations don't match the reality. I don't feel truly understood and valued. I don't feel that others build and see connections the same way I do.World is a very lonely place in the end.
>>84398055>she isn't into that and i present normal irlyou need a bad bitch not a good girl
>>84398056It's like i can never escape the feeling of emptiness >>84398058she bites me and stuff so that's fun
>>84398074>she bites me and stuff so that's funHave you confessed all your most wicked fantasies to her? C'mon, do it, you'll either destroy or improve your relationship
>>84398011Melancholic is probably more fitting, people want to escape misery however i get the sense that at the moment you dont want to stop being sad. You most likely find comfort in the idea of misery subconciously from the sounds of it. Why though i have no clue of course.
>>84398079idk im happy with what we have nowi don't really have crazy fantasies >>84398080yea it's nice to be miserable sometimesBut i don't want to be it sucks idk my brain is retarded
im so depressed i can't take it
>>84398198There is nothing anyone here can do to fix that realistically. Go to bed if your an american and if not then bugger me go do whatever people do with friends or girlfriends, i shant lie and say i have any idea on what but presumably it makes people happier.
>>84398248i do not want to sleep because then i need to go to work and prepare for my future
>>84398298Lil guy if you dont sleep you become miserable. This is the most basic human knowledge. You still have to do that either way anyway so might as well sleep and although your brain recovery time rather than sit here revelling in misery.
>>84398318i already sleep too much, I'm so lazy and im so behind in college
>>84398333bro you are handling college, job and gf? thats not lazystop pretending to be some bedrotting twink when you are a succesful young man
>>84397979No, kill yourself. You just want attention
>>84398339but i literally bedrot and watch YouTube or read manga all day i suck at everything i do besides school and worki wish i wasn't so lazy ughhhtwink doesn't change though im skinny>>84398345Truth bust
>>84398361>all dayas in, how many hours a day?I sleep for 9-11 hours a day, bedrott for a few more and I barely manage to take care of myself as a neetMeanwhile you work... how many hours a week? You study... how many hours a week? You spend time with your gf, and friends I assume? You are fake robot.
>>84398378i sleep from 5-12 hours depending on the dayi bedrott for a few and then work 23ish hours a week and have classes 12 hours a weekim so behind on work tho it's so bad
>>84398378Your probably right about this guy but this image has provoked primal hatred in me so your a faggot.
>>84397979You looked at your shitty life and then strived towards normalfag goals expecting fulfillment. You have to self reflect and think about what (you) really want
>>84398490but i wanted all thisloving someone is amazing and stuff idk why jm still so miserable
>>84398534Again, you thought that you wanted a gf and to get laid. That's clearly not what actually fulfills you, as evidence of your original post. Take some genuine time out of your day to self reflect on your goals and what you want to achieve.
>>84398540well i didnt care about sex she asked for it not meive taken time to self reflect and i really just want to be rich and famous desuNothing else matters to me besides that
>>84398585Again again, those sound like even more extensively superficial goals. My best advice to you is to just keep on asking "why", and layer by layer you might be able to piece together something. For example>i want to become an aerospace engineer>why?>because it makes good money and im really interested in it>why?>because ive always liked planes and rockets since i was a kid>why? >hard to say, but kerbal space program probably played a huge part>why?>because thats what me and my friends would play during hs>why?>because it was a fun game>why?>because it challenged us in interesting ways you can follow this train of thought ad infinitum and you should, and then you should read back on everything you've written/typed and look for a true root before things start getting absurd.
>>84398534Take it in the ass then you faggot
>>84397979hell yeah that's some character development right there congrats mate
