I just realized that I needed academy for so long simply because I crave someone telling me I did a good job a teachers do so indirectly by giving us grades, and for a very mild amount of effort mind you. But my actual goals do not align with academy at all, in fact I kinda hate all those pricks. How do I even simulate this thing of people telling me I am a good girl to motivate myself to do anything though? There gotta be some circuit I can exploit to fool myself.
good girl. there you go... now make me a sandwich
when you do good in later metal gear games you get a grade
>>84399799yeah I know, but games are not actually useful in lifeI am unhirable and need to work out something to do that could feed me. >>84399785I only have black bread though. Black bread + butter + smoked raw ham. You good with that?
>>84399654Become a salesperson. If you reach the unreachable targets, all the company will love you, you'll receive gifts, diplomas, paid vacations to exotic places, trophies... recognition beyond belief. But if you don't, you'll be poor and miserable. It's an all or nothing game.
>>84399913That is impossible for me i am autist with mutismmy speaking capacity is limited with throwing around adverbs and pronouns with few verbs here and there
>>84399654you're not a girl you're a man who's transexual
>>84399945You can call me a boy if you want i will use same pronouns as i always do with other people
>>84399654add me on discord first of all.nanachii.
>>84399938Become a trader then. Same mechanics, no customer interaction
>>84400000the fuck is trader
>>84400015>>84400000>digitskek has spoken
I want to do something artistic but because i get no feedback and encouragment in the process everything feels so dull
>>84399654This chick bi. She sits bisexually.
>>84399654Well what are your actual goals?
>>84400773i wanna do something artistic and earn a bit of money from it so that i qualify for my disability bux too
>>84400933What's something artistic you would make money from?
>>84400220Artists never get recognition. The ones that do are either whores or nepobabies
>>84401055I dont need some wide recognition, someone paying me or just saying thanks is enough>>84401046crafting, making a game, drawing et cetera
>>84401322omg you don't have a single real idea you bitch, how am I supposed to be proud of you?
>>84401322>someone paying me or just saying thanks is enoughNot gonna happen. Either way, it seems that you crave attention, more than recognition.
>>84399888goddamn! trips checked
>>84401345I have plenty of ideas, but I don't want to start listing them all. Mayhaps I have too many ideas is the real problem
>>84402364Well I want to be recognized by who I am and naturally good at. It doesn't count if I get recognition for faking.
>>84402453you're the worst girl istg
If I had a wife I would teach her to cook and praise her when she gets close to making it like I do. I'd buy her pretty clothes and then tell her she's very pretty when she wears the dresses and stuff I bought without having to tell her. I'd let her know how good it made me feel to cum inside her after sex. On Sunday mornings after the chaos of getting everyone ready on time to go to Sunday school and church as the kids are walking to the minivan before I lock the house door I'd give her a little kiss to let her know she is appreciated. Sometimes I'd get her a favorite candy bar when I fill up with gas for no reason at all. Our kids will be so excited and proud after mom teaches them how to draw a cat or tree they'll give it to her and it will be proudly displayed on the refrigerator. Their will be weddings, grandchildren, family reunions, funerals, graduations. We'd be together for all of it. Even afterwards, still together our bodies resting beside each other until we are called back up for the new heaven and new earth.
