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>>84411067Has anyone cold turkeyed long term benzo use? >>84410948
>>84411137highly suggest tapering if u dont wanna have insomnia and random panic attacks, ive always had a far easier time tapering than fighting the withdrawals
>>84411137the amount of clonazepam builds up in your system and you think you're less addicted than you even are. and klonopin is also particularly bad about causing seizures in withdrawal. cold turkeying just 0.5mg daily caused my to have a seizure on day 5. with a 36+ hour half life, taking 0.5mg daily is actually having upwards of 2mg in you at all times. but if someone with no tolerance took 2mg at once, the effect would be massive compared to just 0.5mghttps://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/84364397/#84370592
>>84411455I don't know if lamotrigine is good for your specific case, do research, but it might be helpful while you taper
I feel like I've permanently added on 30 years to my life by doing dxm. There were multiple trips I genuinely believed I would never return from but in a way it was comforting. Too bad permanent tolerance is a real thing. I'd probably have to take a fatal dose to relive those experiences despite the fact that I havent done dxm in like 4 years
>>84411137yes I had seizures, couldn't sleep for days and religious-psychotic thoughts. I thought shit was like a divine punishment by god for my drug abuse and a powerfull demon would be in the room with me in the night, mocking me, threatening me etc. I was at work. Had a seizure, got to the hospitasl, got released and got another seizure. Was missing a part of my front teeth, because it broke off, because I had a seizure and fell. I had delusions that I'd be the antichrist and shit. Had panic attacks and severe depression. It felt like every negative thing the Benzos pushed away or made better came back for revenge... So don't do it cold turkey, taper off SLOWLY. You have all the time in the world if you took them long-term. You'll have to taper off long-term too.
>>84411925Is that the drug where you need to take enough for a rocket ship to take you wherever?
>>84411936idk what the fuck this means
>>84411067doing cocaine in my room by myselfwhat separates me from the nigger smoking crack
>>84411962Blast some 80s music and you're just a businessman working overtime.
>>84411925DXM seems like it'd fuck with me too much. I overthink so dissociating and being stuck in my thoughts sounds like hell. Jealous of people who can enjoy it.
>>84411137lmao look at this:>>84411455this guy copied my post. i wrote this.somebody actually remembered what i said. my poasting is worth it after all.>>84411512i had it. was too scared to mess with my state any further. i did the benzos all on their own with nothing else in my system.>>84411137i had those exact limb movements. when the withdrawal's intensity increases, they start taking up more and more muscle groups. when they start taking up whole limbs and chunks of your body you're on the verge of a full-on seizure. also, listen for a cracking sound every time they happen. the louder the crack, the closer you are to a full tonic-clonic. the one i had went for about 45 seconds according to my girlfriend. interestingly enough, it sapped so much of the built up electricity that i had reduced symtoms for a few minutes afterwards, but felt incredibly weak. then of course it all started building back up and i just took a benzo and tapered slowly.
>>84411935i never experienced any psychotic thoughts whatsoever. i do dissociatives all the time. they don't even feel the same (still awesome though). i might just be built different.emotionally and psychologically, i just experienced a tremendous amount of stress and sudden bursts of rage. i'm actually very surprised at how little "anxiety" i felt with how severe the symptoms were. the headache could get absolutely crazy.but it didn't make me feel like i couldn't breathe. that feeling from opioid withdrawal is the scariest withdrawal sensation i have ever felt. ever. from anything. it's given me PTSD and i haven't used any opioids since i cold turkeyed from heavy use. because i just couldn't taper. unlike benzos which are boring and i don't like them anyway, and i was just using them to keep my opioid dependence in check. as soon as i quit the opioids with some extra benzos in my system, i just tapered down. i tried to cold turkey the klonopin too hard at the end though and that's why i seized.also, the post-acute withdrawal was brutal and dragged on for months. but you weren't taking as much as me so yours shouldn't last as long or be as bad.
>>84411992so true will do
>>84412174>DXM seems like it'd fuck with me too much.>seemsso you haven't actually tried it. you have it completely backwards because you don't know what real dissociation is. i test everyone who has "DID" by asking them highly specific questions. questions that they'll only answer correctly if they've experienced the same strange phenomena caused by dissociative drugs. it's shocking that they've seen the "darkening" and say that same word i use to describe it in my head unprompted when i asked them "how exactly did the room you were in change when you switch? give me exact details."recall that true cases of DID are generally the product of mind-bendingly extreme traumas that break the mind completely and create a region that's safe from the pain.but when you take a dissociative, all of you is safe from the pain. hell, it might not even be you anymore. you might get to experience being a completely different person. or you may just pound your stereo and alternate between dancing and rolling around on the floor for 6 hours. either way it's awesome. the thoughts you're worried about being stuck in will only show up rarely, and when they do they will feel so distant and meaningless compared to normal.it'll also turn off gravity and make you feel weightless which is always fun as long as you don't trip and fall.>>84411936>>84411943lol>>84411925the dissociative permatolerance is frustrating. at least some of the tolerance is still temporary even if the permatolerance isn't. i can't get much out of DXM anymore due to having had access to PCP and PCE analogs for a while. i did have a fun experience with 600mg recently though. i take it in 300mg increments to manage the nausea, and the second 300mg hit me way harder than i expected.
>>84412262Last few times I did LSD I was a bit uncomfortable with lower dosages. DXM sounds fun if I get those things. How does it compare to LSD?
Sweet I found the power brick for my adjustable bedframe. This is gonna be fun for when I have something that makes me feel weightless.
>>84411455>>84411935>>84412224But I should I start a daily taper? Or mimick the dosing schedule but with lower doses. I dont get interdose withdrawal, and I did go one week without last month but due to the half life I probably wasnt fully off (should be around 10 days I think)
