I hate women and fantasize all day about raping them in the ass. This is because I was bullied by girls in school and rejected by them. Sorry ladies but if you want respect, share the pussy.
>>84419239Any plans to rape them for real?
>>84419239Everyone here got bullied at some point by not just women. Youre a little bitch for letting high school girls affect you so much in your adulthood lmao
>>84419239>I hate women and fantasize all day about raping them in the ass.
another day of thanking god i wasnt born as a woman and dont need to face guys like OP>>84419251it looks as if someone sticked some fake beard on a child
>>84419242Nah, not because I care about the sanctity of their butt hole but because I would go to prison and get ass raped by niggers. That said if there was no threat of violence in prison I would.
>>84419257>another day of thanking god i wasnt born as a womanIts good you can finally admit it lol
I've raped a few women, including the butt. It felt good to know justice was served, but I only have one dick and who's to say they even learned anything from the experience? Women at large are entirely unaffected or worse, will try to use their punishment to get even more pity and garner support for their lies, hatred, and evilness. If anything I'm now learning they actually like rape, so my punishment they felt it as a reward. They will never learn from being put in their place. Institution level correction is needed. It should be illegal to be a woman. They aren't people. Remove their legal status, they aren't allowed to receive a government ID, not allowed to work, vote, own property, open a bank account, nothing. They should become the property of a man, and the man held liable for all her actions. He can either face the punishment if it's something small or he really wants to protect her, or like a dog that has bitten someone he can not be held liable but the woman is put down. Only then can we as society heal.
many self hating foids on this board anon, sry to hear about your bullying though>>84419318hot
>>84419345>but but but but but i wanna work and stuff! and i wanna be able to read so i can doom scroll all day!t. women
>>84419345Should I kill myself for being female?
>>84419376only if you do me first
>>84419383What if I treat you really well? Will I deserve to live like a human then?
>>84419376No but you should write erotica centered around penis envy and not having a penis pls pls pls <3
>>84419388Good to see you again, penis envy man
>>84419387i think i kinda only get off on toxicity :(
>>84419394Aw, I like to love on my partner. Sorry about that
>>84419392I never left, I even made a thread yesterday. Are you the one that did the drawing?
>>84419404No, Im the girl that you had to convince not to kill herself for being a woman. I can draw you something tonight if you tell me what you want
>>84419407Transform you suicidal ideations into kinky penis envy humiliation porn instead <3>I can draw you something tonight if you tell me what you wantIdk, as long as it is about not having a penis, wanting to have one, and being frustrated for not having one <3Where will you post it?
>>84419413Thanks, I will find you again and let you know
>>84419388oh its you again>>84419407thats...weirdly wholesome
>>84419414I made a thread for that kind of talk: >>84419431hehe :)>>84419416Hello "peepee pees pee with his pee pee"
And here I was saying in another thread that I haven't seen you be a total sped and not make a woman hate containment general on a woman hate board where we make woman hate threads with lots of woman hate posts and screenshots justifying the hate women get.Oh well.
>>84419318>go to prison and get ass raped by niggersAnd that's bad how? It's literally the hottest thing in the world
>>84419239Poop comes from there by the way.
>>84419467>>84418328you should meetup with this guy>>84419434well thats creative
RIGHT IN THE FUCKING ASSHOLE YOU CUNT
>>84419467>And that's bad how?Because Im neither a faggot or a race traitor like you? Plus I dont like AIDS not to mention trauma in my colon requiring stitches and life long issues every time i shit.
>>84419584Already got ass raped a couple of times and didnt like it huh?
>>84419239No it's because you are a manI was bullied by men but it's not that that makes me hate human males
>>84419239I'll shoot you dead if you try that shit.
>>84419345> I'm now learning they actually like rape, so my punishment they felt it as a reward. Yep. This is a blackpill, that feminists screeching about rape being bad is somewhat more of a call for it, as they find it extremely arousing. You can rape a woman and she will enjoy it most of the time. Men can't comprehend this until they really see the true nature of women. If you speak of this, you will be called insane, and yet according to statistics, women orgasm more through actual rape than with their partners in marriage. Normies are too retarded and brainwashed.I wish women were truly just a property of men. Our world would become an utopia so fast it's actually kinda funny. No man would ever waste a single second on their time on "chasing pussy" or similarly cucked concept. Eventually, worldwide peace would be established and humanity could conquer stars.I hate women so much it's unreal.
>>84420879Why are they not property then? Why do you hate them for taking advantage of their freedoms? Was the world an utopia back when women were property?
>>84419239>Son of God hate generalInto the garbage it goes, Atheist.
>>84420921>Was the world an utopia back when women were property?Women were never property, and your feminist lies you read about are not a reflection of historical fact.Plus there's something called "technology" which men invented with time, which prevented the world from being utopia due to lack of excess production, even if it were the case, which it weren't. >Why do you hate them for taking advantage of their freedoms?I hate them for being evil scum with no morality, and that includes lack of any thought put into what their actions do. With freedom there has to come accountability, for which women are willing to take none. They are constant victims despite real evidence showing they actually have more rights than men now.>Why are they not property then? Due to brainwashing combined with a weakness of men - empathy.
unmarried non-virgin adult women should be legal to rape. foids and simps have 0 argument against this
>>84421086Women were never property because men and women love each other too much to treat each other like objects. You people online are anomalies and I hope that you can grow out of this and find nice normal wives.
>>84419345>ive raped a few womenThat comes with at least one story
>>84420879>I wish women were truly just a property of men. Our world would become an utopia so fast it's actually kinda funny.Hate to burst your bubble sweetie but we did this for thousands of years and it didnt work very well.
>>84419239I love women.That's why I also want to rape them.Ideally in a kinky way with safewords or pre-planned. We are not the same. >You go rape women, and then go to jail and lead a terrible hate filled life behind bars.>I chase and rape women, and then we smoke and hang out afterwards and we plan when we are going to do it again. Sucks to suck I guess.
>>84419376Unironically yes but you should let us have sex with you first or not
>>84422935So I should fuck every man on earth and then die?
>>84419239I'm not as delusional or complicated as the other guys here are I just wanna rape someone because I am a sadist who gets off on the suffering of others and I have a shitty life so I want people with better lives brought low like I have been. Plus it probably feels really, really good.
>>84422941No just me and my friends and then let me kill you
does anybody got more rape videos?
>>84422962What race are you? I don't want to be raped by poopjeets or niggers. Whites only.
>>84423008I am wasian and look like this guy IRL except with blond hair because eastern euro genes and because I'm a freak I guess.>white onlyKek it's not like you get to choose which rapist gets access to your pussy I wish I knew where you lived your cocky attitude just makes me want to rape you more
>>84423025Wasian is fine. Do you have to kill me? I am not particularly suicidal anymore. Can I prove that I am worthy to continue living somehow?
>>84423046>Do you have to kill me?No, to be honest I probably wouldn't unless I could absolutely get away with it or you severely pissed me off by killing my dog or something or there would have to be something really special about you. You only get to kill one or few people in your whole life before you get sent to the box so you need to make it count if you know what I mean. I do have fantasies about killing a suicidal person by assisting them buying them all thenshit coercing them but kicking the stool under them and getting away with it because the police categorize it as suicide which it basically is.>I'm not particularly suicidal anymoreI'm happy to hear that but it doesn't really have any particular bearing on what I want except it would probably make it easier.
>>84423046>Can I prove that I am worthy to continue living somehow?Nobody has any value. In fact even if you were extremely 'worthy' to live and happy that would probably want to me want to kill/torture you more. I am an envious person and a large part of my fantasies come from wanting to defile someone that is pure and happy.
>>84423114>>84423122Where do you live? If in Europe, can I have your contact details in case life gets bad again? I had someone who was going to give me lethal amounts of heroin in exchange for sex, but my loved ones found out and I was forced to cut contact. I think even that man didn't really want me to die. I'd rather make you happy with my disappearance. It would need to make you and your friends really really really happy to balance out the sadness my family would feel.
>>84423148Z1wf6DjFNP@proton.meI live in Canada but I would probably pay for a plane ticket + airbnb once I replenish my capital reserves I always wanted to visit Europe anyways you can be a side quest bonus points if you're able to give me free housing...but I'm leaning against it since I really, really want to be able to get away with it without any legal implications whatsoever and hearing your parents intercepted your communications and took it seriously doesn't sound good for me. It would be nice if you could pay for all that though since I am a broke homeless sociopathic loser.That being said, you said you're not suicidal anymore so why are you are even thinking about this? You know, that's the unfortunate thing about about being a sadist, its more fun if the other person doesn't enjoy it at all and it feels better the more they have to lose. Maybe you should build a life worth losing, then let me kill you? Hehe just kidding...its all the same to me anyways. Seriously though if you make me go to Europe to do all that work then you better at least let me fuck a few times before I kick the can.Don't you have something better to do, anon?
>>84423201Doesn't not being suicidal mean I have more to lose, since I actually care about living? I'm just keeping it in mind since anything can go wrong and at least I should have the option to exit.You're a broke homeless sociopathic loser? How did you end up homeless? And how did you find out you were so sadistic? Have you committed many sadistic acts before (killing animals etc.) or is it just a fantasy?
>>84423227>How did you end up homeless?Since my parents kicked me out at 17 it was technically a lie since I am not currently homeless but on the verge of being homeless. >And how did you find out you were so sadistic?I dunno probably when me and my friend in middle school watched Christchurch and gore videos on reddit and I realize how hilarious it was. That and general behaviour I always liked pissing other people off at school stealing their hats making life annoying for them etc.>Have you committed many sadistic acts before (killing animals etc.) or is it just a fantasy?Not too many sadly since I am higher on the inhib side and I don't want to condemn myself to jail for something stupid unless I can get away with it or mount a feasible legal defense. I like animals and children (not in a pedo way) strangely enough especially animals I remember a few times punching my stupid bitch lying whore mom when I was a kid see her cry and break down calling me a demon and I remember laughing my ass off and it felt REALLY, REALLY good. I don't really have much empathy I'm pretty sure it was meticulously excised from me in my childhood.And now that I think of it the part of me that wants to kill a suicidal person is different from the part of me that wants to defile someone who has it better than me or sexual sadism me wanting to kill a suicidal person more comes from a combination compassion and strong disgust, like if you ever swatted a fly out the air and and saw it miserably contorting and flailing around helplessly in agony, you just want to crush it and put the poor thing out of its misery its already dead...same thing I feel when I see severely mentally disabled or schizos in agony in the psych ward people that are obviously in chronic agony. In a perfect world I think these people would be euthanized, the nazis were no doubt cruel but I think they had some things right - like environmentalism for example!
>>84419239Lol this still here? Well done lads.
>>84423325How old are you now? Do you think your antisocial behaviour led to your current situation or do you blame your family's failings more?>In a perfect world I think these people would be euthanizedYou don't believe in studying people's conditions and lessening their pain? I think that can become a slippery slope, where we take the easy way instead of treating the problem. But I guess you don't seem to value human life in the first place.Sorry for all the questions, you don't have to answer. I am just curious since I don't tend to meet people like you often.
>>84423389>How old are you now? Do you think your antisocial behaviour led to your current situation or do you blame your family's failings more?I am 21 years old, if you're wondering about why I was homeless my dad continuously told me that I was gonna get kicked out the moment I turned 18 and I would be old enough for him to do so legally for as long as I could remember. A fight that my dad provoked and I escalated simply expedited the inevitable, I suppose it was my fault that I couldn't secure enough capital to be able to live on my own but not from a lack of trying, I've worked in some capacity ever since I was 13 to support my parents or just save up money its not my fault housing is so damn expensive here but I guess it was my fault for not saving enough money, so who knows - but I think the facts are more important.If you're asking about my sociopathy and what caused it, then I don't really know and its something I've pondered for quite a long time myself. I like to think that it something broke inside of me from all the abuse I suffered especially since my dad would beat me for expressing any kind of emotion especially sadness and I remember seeing pictures and videos of myself when I was a infant when I still lived with my aunt it was like a different person and I seemed like a pretty normal child its honestly strange but as far as I'm concerned I've been somewhat like this as long as I can remember. Besides my dad and grandfather are exactly the same so there's probably some genetic disposition. I'm leaning towards a genetic disposition activated by generational trauma and abuse, we are a family of soldiers and police officers after all.
>>84423520Cycle of abuse, I see. Have you had any problems with depression or substance abuse? Can you feel love? As in, being close to someone makes you happy, despite there being no concrete personal benefits or transactions to you. If not, do you want to feel it?
>>84423546I think it's becoming pretty clear that I am using this place to collect interesting case studies rather than anything else lol
Why do misogynists always come up with reasons to justify raping/abusing women when they would do it even if the woman did nothing wrong.You're just sadists who like to hurt women to feel strong, just admit it instead of moralfagging and spamming fake rape scenes from movies like a fag.
>>84419345>incels are rapelarping on r9kImagine being this pathetic>>84419257If he got bullied by girls he is probably too weak to do shit and is keyboard warrioring.
>>84423564They justify any female getting hurt with "They're inherently evil" and "They will turn into whores and cheat on their partners eventually" even if they are pure virgins who don't know what sex is. They corrupt them and then cry about it.
>>84423599Because they're hypocrites that's what. I and everyone with more than 1 braincell stopped taking incels seriously when they cry about women being evil while advocating for raping and murdering half the planet. I'm an autistic person who got bullied and I never considered those things.
>you don't want to date me? you should be raped and killed!i think those girls dodged a bullet tbdesu
>>84419239>mfw women have treated me so poorly that even as a submissive masochistic male I've completely lost my will to interact with women in all spheres of life, be it friendship, dating, or even business to the point I'd rather wait at the self checkout then go to a female cashier.I'm genuinely so done with women, if I had any inclination of bisexuality I would completely disregard women as a whole and only interact with men, I'm so jealous of homosexuals because they at least will experience what reciprocity and a modicum of effort feels like, men that I've rejected have treated me with infinitely more respect and understanding then any foid ever has, I'll never approach a foid and good riddance. ptui ptui upon foids
>>84423647You're basically the genderbent version of a radical feminist who got abused by several men and decided the entire gender is evil.>but I'm different-You aren't.
>>84423389>You don't believe in studying people's conditions and lessening their pain? I think that can become a slippery slope, where we take the easy way instead of treating the problem. But I guess you don't seem to value human life in the first place.No, I actually think human life is quite valuable but just not intrinsically. Human life can be valuable in eyes primarily by the capacity for joy it can create, a very straightforward utilitarian view. The average person who is happy and feels frequent joy is valuable by the joy it creates, and even if someone was completely miserable and never knew daylight and knew only toil and rot in a factory their life and lifestyle would still be valuable for the economic contribution to making the first possible.Believe it or not, I spent a good part of high school volunteering for a program where we helped out the spec ed kids called best buddies. They were all slow and strange, but most of them found happiness in their own special way once you understood the things that brought them joy and would be perfectly fine. There were one or two however that were just in perpetual agony. All they would do is stare at a wall - scream, stare at a wall some more and maybe scream more, and those weren't even the worst cases since they were out of sight.And that's the part that irks me the most. As someone who spent a good portion of their childhood and adolescence in psych wards I've seen the ones who were simply discarded by society to rot. Most people killed by Aktion T4 were already abandoned by their family to be cared for in asylums and I know the treatment they receive there, minimal warmth nor understanding just a decoration in the back of someone's mind, a mind unable to live but unable to die. A life unworthy of life, forgotten and left to rot for perpetuity not to mention the constant obvious agony and sometimes overt pleas for death when it comes to catatonic schizophrenics.
>>84423659People can be extremely selfish like that, pretending to care about them because they're too much of a coward to pull the plug, whilst not actually meaningfully caring for them and slowly leaving them to rot for decades after decade in obvious agony. I can't help but wonder if they keep them alive out of true attachment or compassion for the person but fear of what society will think of them if they faltered. Again, it depends and some are devoutly cared for but its only in the truly hopeless and abandoned cases where I would advocate euthanasia. There are more of them than you think; out of sight - out of mind left to rot and suffer alone in perpetuity. I don't think there's anything crueller or more selfish than to continue to let them live, death would be a great dignity for them.And I agree with you, think we should continue to study to see if we can ail their conditions and perhaps even give them company, but the simple unfortunate reality is we do not have the resources to give them a dignified life, and probably never will. The simple fact is that many mothers and father simply don't care and throw these people into institutions to rot for perpetuity, out of sight; out of mind. In the face of such reality, I don't think there's anything wrong with giving these people an exit to their living purgatory. I guess I don't believe in the intrinsic value of life like a christian might, but that's retarded anyways.
>>84423599what if i told you redpill men are projecting and chase after women with whore tendencies while ignoring the women who would actually love them
>>84423654>You're basically the genderbent version of a radical feministSo much for foid sympathy incapable of sympathy for the exact same scenarios they complain about endlessly.
>>84423668You want sympathy for believing something stupid? You ask too much of strangers online
I think most of you either have autism or are over-exaggerating your past experiences.
>>84423678It's clearly a rhetorical question, I don't expect foids to understand it because as much as they fake being the empathetic gender it's clearly surface level remark to anyone that isn't retarded.
>>84423668why should women have sympathy for men who hate them and talk about anally raping them? you would never have sympathy if a femanon was casually moaning about men in a pro-castration thread.
Why in the ass? They have vaginas y'know
>>84423659>>84423663I see that you have had personal experiences with this. Are you sure you are sociopathic? I am not a professional by any means, but this insight seems like only someone with empathy would experience. You pondered what it is like to live in those situations.I agree with you in the sense that when the burden becomes too overwhelming, maybe that is the merciful solution. Nevertheless, we should keep looking for ways to lighten that burden.I guess a life full of purpose is a life full of joy.
>>84423690Read your reply again and point out the question to me.
The way incels act online funnily enough tanked the collective SMV of ugly men even further down because women are constantly exposed to unattractive men talking about torturing them and calling them everything but a child of God. keep up the good work.
>>84423697why should men have sympathy for women who hate them and talk about financialy raping them? you would never have sympathy if a anon was casually moaning about women in a pro-fgm thread.
>>84423709Found the anon that enjoys being anally raped
>>84423709>why should men have sympathy for women who hate them and talk about financialy raping them? men do worse shit to women globally and misandrists aren't nearly as violent in their rage.
>>84423720>foid rape fantasy projection Typical female behaviour I want a handholding at the park in spring experience instead
>>84419578Pretty sure the scene in Irreversible was a vag rape, bro.
>>84423709Men were financially raping women for hundreds of years and conservatives actively want to return to that era.
If you spend your day talking about wanting to rape people on the internet you are mentally ill.
>>84423738Not projection. I'd like to hold hands with an anon that won't rape me. Maybe I'd peck him on the cheek too and feed the ducks in the lake.
>>84423741>owns money>gives it to woman>WHY DID YOU TAKE MY MONEY
>>84423682Of course they are.Their victim narratives would fall apart if they acknowledged that they behaved like fucking wierdos and got socially disciplined for it. And kids are mean, they're far more 'in the moment', far less empathetic, and far more direct than mature adults.If course doing retarded shit in public got them called retards. Of course behaving like socially inept assholes got them socially isolated. It's not that dramatic, they just need to be honest with themselves, reflect on their behaviour, and let their internal cringing guide some growth, but that's uncomfortable and takes effort to acknowledge they are victims as a result of behaviour rather than some societal level inequality. If they are to blame, not society, then how will they connect with blackpill rhetoric? It might mean they have to improve themselves as people rather than just blame society, and that's unacceptable.
>>84423731Foid get treated with privilege in first world countries by default, if you want to talk about globally let's talk about how most actual labour is men being exploited, it's far easier to be a prostitute then a baxulite miner.>>84423741If you want to talk about the aristocracy raping the pleb class then let's point out that women such as queen Catherine of Russia or queen Victoria being responsible for countless millions of suffering people, women the moment they get a modicum of power always inherited never earned through meritocracy are always equally as blood thirsty as men only difference is that in the past they were not subsidised by the state to have preferential hiring.
>>84423668>I'll assign a whole group a demeaning term to refer to them so I dehumanise them and oversimplify them so they fit my warped narrative about society>waaah how dare those people I demean and dehumanise not be sympathetic to my plight weehh see guys? Foids bad!Intellectual giant
>>84423816Do they?https://youtu.be/AFqYDf0qBMg?si=mj2-oEHcrY3ZKLwaAre you sure? Or is that treatment perfomative and conditional on their behaving like pretty little fuck dolls? And what happens when they get out of line?In that video, my favourite line is"The only person sitting in jail right now is a woman", with regards to the consequences of Epstein.
>>84423816Are you seriously jealous that women can sell their bodies easier? Have so much sex that their genitals get injured, infected with STDs, partake in humiliating and disgusting fetishes, use of drugs, risk of pregnancy, total reputation suicide, physical abuse, and 18x more likely to be murdered than the general female population? I'd rather be burning in the eternal flames of hell.
If you hate women, you should murder hookers.I'm being serious. You will get away with it. Lots of people have done it and gotten away with it easily. Cops won't care because you're doing a public service.I mean it. Please, if you're at that point, start murdering hookers and make the world a better place. They are terrible people and deserve to die.
>>84423841Sometimes I just like to hate on foids on my anonymous Khazk rhetoric forum, maybe if one would just be nice to me and call me a retard whilst having her way with me and tame me like a pokemon wouldn't be such a spiteful chud hmm I'll be back tomorrow to hate on foids, but I've drank too much and it's sleepy time already ;(
>>84423888Anon is into enemies to lovers, that's why he's larping as a misogynist. Gtfo poser
>>84423701ASPD is more complicated than that just because I have a low capacity for empathy doesn't mean that I don't feel compassion. Its complicated and I don't really understand it all myself. The best way I can describe it is that the part of the brain where emotions naturally spill over and contaminate from others is turned off. That doesn't mean I am incapable of cognitive empathy or compassion, though admittedly I don't feel anything from it except...a distant sense of duty.>Can you feel love? I like to believe I can, but to be honest I am not so sure. I remember in grade 2 when I first came to Canada and before much of the conditioning set in (still there, just not layered and layered as it is it now) I largely stayed away from the other students but at the end of the year when we were saying goodbye to each other another girl I barely knew gave me a very tight surprise hug. It felt absolutely divine, I'm not sure how the average person would describe it but it was something a scientist would describe as an oxytocin rush, it was the only physical touch I got for a long time and for a long time after that.I have been chasing that high for quite some time and have been obsessed with women to the point I secretly stalked them. But I have received semi-regular hugs from male and female friends alike and to be honest...I don't really feel anything. A part of me wants to believe that if I find a girl that I like and makes me feel safe and I have sex wither her I'll feel that again and maybe be happy, but if my dad is any indication, probably not. I'm not sure I'm capable of pair bonding or giving lose as when they broke up with me (still a virgin) I didn't really feel anything. I am doubtful of my ability to receive and give love, I like to think I have felt love for others but it might just be mistaken as obsession, but I find even those who feel don't really have any meaningful definition for what love is compared to something concrete like anger.
>>84419239I rape my sex doll on behalf of all men who have ever wanted to rape but couldn't. I hope they can live their dreams through me. I do this not for the hedonism but so that women hate and our ideas may survive. It's mentally draining to live such a blackpilled life aware of the scam of male existence but I resist the vagina world order with the will of all men behind me.
>>84423888Ahh, we find the underlying issue. You've got it all backwards.The reason you won't find one to be nice to you and whatever else, is because you like to hate on 'foids'. See, a man who doesn't have this contempt for women, (even a somewhat mysoginistic Chad), won't have the issue you have.The thing you don't appreciate is that people can smell contempt. You hold contempt for women, which is why you post hate threads and repeat incel/black pill rhetoric. No matter how charismatic you are, no matter how well you hide it (and I doubt you hide it well), that contempt leaves an odour about you that anyone mature enough can detect.It's sort of like how people can pick up on desperation from the subtlest signs, your hate is detectable, especially to a woman who has lived long enough to meet a variety of people.Did you know that contempt is considered to be one of the 'four horsemen' of divorce? As long as you feel this way, no matter how well you hide it, you are doomed. The only women you will be able to attract are ones who lack the experience or intuition to detect what you are hiding. And even those women will see it the instant your mask slips. Any woman who wants you, despite the contempt, is probably the type of woman you *don't* want - deep seated underlying insecurities/mental health problems.There is no other choice but to attend extensive therapy to work on your contempt, and if you can't do that, well, why do you deserve a woman? Be better, the rest of us Kings out here are busy improving ourselves every day. That's what you're competing with.
>>84423905I hope that you do find love, Anon, and don't give in to impulses that will ultimately work against you. Treat others how you want to be treated. Do not hurt who hasn't hurt you. Love is a feeling worth so much more than the temporary satisfaction of hate, and if everyone could experience love truthfully even once, the world would be a better place. I can't show it all to you, Anon, but I can at least try to point you towards the right direction. Your life will be much more fulfilling if you reject the impulses of a criminal, and focus on the value of humanity.I love you, Anon. I don't think you should be the one to kill me, or anyone else. I believe that you can outgrow your past pain and abuse. Keep up the good fight, and strive for the true happiness that is found in love.
>>84423546>Have you had any problems with depression or substance abuse?Yeah. As far I as I understand it, my entire life as long as I can remember has just been constant low-grade depression, not sharp, just...numb, which I understand is a form of anger. In my own axiological calculus, I guess always drove to be and saw myself as the first type of person I mentioned, someone incapable of joy for the most part but somehow able to contribute economically or directly to the joy of others. I am lucky to be 'intellectually gifted' and people have praised me for my intelligence so I always figured I would try and create something worth value and that would be my purpose in life which is why I am studying to be a physicist to hopefully create my own company or a discovery of supreme import, or most likely something more humble but still nevertheless important to the engine that feeds humanity and pays for my existence.That being said, things haven't gone to plan mostly issues funding my own education since my country significantly slashed student loans and I can't seem to find a blue collar job either. Without a clear purpose, I struggle to justify a reason for my existence, and without a reason I don't see myself any different from the invalids that I spoke of previously. My pain is not sharp, but it omnipresent nevertheless and present. Always present. I made a promise to myself last year that if things didn't get better, then I would kill myself this December 26th. Unlike you, I don't really have anyone that will miss me, which makes it easier for me.I haven't struggled with substance abuse yet but I find alcohol hard to resist but have so nevertheless most people in my family struggled with including my dad and grandfather 2 aunts died of alcoholism, 2 uncles that died of alcoholism etc. I am probably addicted to prescription stimulants however, I can't really live without them anymore.
>>84423935nta but its so fucking cowardly to insist that someone has cause and effect mixed up when it comes to how women treat them vs how they treat women. this is of course assuming the libtard scripture that prejudice is wrong, women arent a monolith etc.
>>84423981I wasn't aware you were considering suicide. I want to encourage you to seek help if you can. If you need someone to talk to, please message me on Telegram (n0nan0). I want to make sure things are going well for you, since you are a bright young lad who just needs support.
>>84423977>Your life will be much more fulfilling if you reject the impulses of a criminal, and focus on the value of humanity.Well, its not like I'm particularly interested in killing someone to the point I'd throw away my station in life. I would only kill someone if they asked for it to kill two birds with one stone - my perverse fantasy and a quick mercy kill for someone determined to die. I'm allowed to be a little selfish, no?>I love you, Anon. I don't think you should be the one to kill me, or anyone else. I believe that you can outgrow your past pain and abuse. Keep up the good fight, and strive for the true happiness that is found in love.Ha...its funny, you weren't the first one you know...there's nothing that makes someone not want to kill themselves like someone offering to end their worthless life for them, that clip with Homelander and the suicidal girl comes to mind kek. In any case, I'm glad you found your inner flame, the part that tells you not to die.I have been pretty meticulous in my pursuit, but somehow I doubt if 'love' is going to fix my problems. My heart has grown a lot...colder since grade 3. Well, I haven't tried it yet, so I guess its worth a try. I wouldn't get your hopes up though.
>>84424020I meant it as in, you shouldn't kill anyone else. Part of me questions why you are glad that I don't want to die.
>>84423998Everything I said there is true.It's not my fault if you behave with contempt and people detect that contempt and don't want to associate with it.Have you considered that your contempt for women may predate your experiences with women that happened during the time where you were sexually aware? That maybe your contempt predates puberty, but you only became manifestly aware of it once you started trying to pursue women romantically or sexually, and they rebuffed you? These issues run deep, anon, and you should recognise that by virtue of recognising that most people don't feel the way that you do.
>>84424038my contempt postdates my autistic brain and the fact that it has always and will always make every woman who interacts with me for more than 0.5 seconds want nothing to do with me and you're doing your cowardly assumptions again
>>84423935Don't be idealistic and spare us with your just world hypothesis. The simple but ugly truth is that receiving compassion success in sexual conquests has no bearing on whether you 'radiate contempt' being a good person or other abstract nonsense, not to say it doesn't play a part. Its no different from being financially successful. While obedience to standard morality can certainly help indirectly, it can also equally be a liability much it has to do with luck or traits that have nothing to do with morality such as simple competence or audacity. The world is not fair that way and to tell people who are poor that they suffer simply from a result of their choices is pure gaslighting, not to say there are poor people who suffer consequences of their actions but there many who languish simply from misfortune, just like there are many incels who are not contemptuous, entitled or immoral. Just like there are plenty of successful many who are every bit that and successful. It probably does play a role in whether you'll find a fulfilling relationship though, but your hypothesis that social judgment has any casual bearing on morality is just straight up gaslighting. Hell, I'm a diagnosed sociopath and all I have is contempt, disgust and anger for others yet I receive a considerable amount of sympathy partly because I know how to frame my experiences in a way to harvest it. The world isn't fair. Its an ugly truth but its true.
>>84424084I don't need to make assumptions. >my contempt postdates my autistic brainSo.. some time after birth? What are you saying here? Because it certainly sounds like you're agreeing with me, and your contempt is deeply rooted
>>84424096Of course the world isn't fair, who said that it is? But if you are playing a game of chance, you want to stack the odds in your favour, and expressing contempt for the people you are trying to appeal to emotionally is like deliberately weighting the dice so they way against you.If the anon said 'the world is unfair and I am a victim of that unfairness', I'd ask the anon, 'what have you done to improve yourself? What have you done to fight against that unfairness? What effort have you made to earn what you want? If you haven't made the effort in the areas that matter (in OP's case, psychologically), why do you deserve any compassion for your lack of effort?'The world isn't fair, and nobody owes you anything, so to hate someone other group because you've failed to achieve your goals is nonsensical.
>>84424102i was reasonably open until around 19 and nobody wanted anything to do with me. by then i had matured enough to understand that the less i say to people the better. i dont speak to girls now and there isnt much difference in how they treat me.
>>84424134>What have you done to fight against that unfairness?Sorry but I'm just not gonna play by the rules when they are unfair.If you mean play in defiance of the rules wherever it will help to destabilize and weaken the order of society, game on.NTA
>>84424096I feel sympathy for all of you that harbour contempt and would like to take it away so that your lives could flourish. It hurts me to see your suffering, and yet I keep coming back here and making pitiful attempts at relieving it.>>84424134This widespread issue with men is a defense mechanism to the (perceived) negativity they have received in the first place. We at least owe each other respect and kindness. But I do urge these men to not succumb to the safety of loneliness, and to choose to keep fighting for their happiness, as nobody else will fight for them.I very much enjoyed my stay in this thread, but I need to rest as tomorrow is a very important day for me. Good night everyone!
>>84424173>and yet I keep coming back here and making pitiful attempts at relieving it.Your attempts are good and noble. It's just out of your control, the world isn't fair or in your control or anyone's control at all, why is it so hard to understand that?
>>84419239AGUANTE GASPAR NOE, LA PUTA MADRE!!!!!!!!!!!
>>84424301sapeee!!
>>84423767>>84423738i had a gf where we went to the park and held hands and fed the ducks in springtime. she still wanted to be raped
>>84423915>picpragmata 2 shaping up good already
>>84419239If your fist thought is to go for their ass, I am sorry anon, your rejection is but a symptom of your true disease, women can look past an ugly face and bland personality, i mean they fuck lazy broke niggers all the time. The issue you're facing is purely instinctual, they can't see you as a viable partner, your pheromones reek of closeted faggot.. they wanna be friends with you for a reason anon, face the facts and act on your true calling instead of attacking those that don't fit your enate needs, it only leads to more frustration..go get that butt juice faggot, find happines by means of shit on your penis.
>>84419239>I hate women and fantasize all day about raping them in the ass.Very based. I love rape scenes.Sadly, the laws and DNA evidence make it infeasible for me IRL.Anyway, I'm too dead inside from decades of inceldom.
>>84423682>Dude its just your traumatic life experiences, get over itI love when foids demonstrate their total lack of empathy. Your scared that non chad guys are now able to air our grievances to the world.
>>84425687>Sadly, the laws and DNA evidence make it infeasible for me IRL.Aslong as theres no evidence like audio, video or a witness then theres a good chance you can get away with it as its a "he said she said" situation. And not many chicks want to get up in a dock and be ripped apart by a lawyer over how much of a slut they are. PROTIP: If you are accused of rape, say nothing to the cops and get a lawyer straight away. Your chances of avoiding conviction or even trial just went up 100 fold. Cops rely heavily on confessions in rape cases. So if you don't allow them to question you then they're pretty much fucked.
I just did a rip roaring fart hard one too
>>84419239>oh noes Im getting raped!>proceed to just lay down like a dead fish while it happenswhy are foids like this? unless they are holding you at gunpoint or got you tied up or drugged you literally just have to get up and walk away. its that simple.
>>84423811Nice effort post. Women still won't fuck you btw
>>84419239good general. i have severe women fatique (like nigger fatique). they will always invade all aspects of men culture, they undermine it and poison the well with sexuality, femininity, mind viruses. then they blame others and play victim. iam one of those people who start to believe women are behind the push for antisemitism. what people hate in jews is just women. just take a look at this shit. my entire youtube recommendation is filled with this shit. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9MN638qj4E4
>>84419239Oh man I forgot about this movie. I couldn't jerk off to this but believe me I tried, it was kino as FUCK but it was more aesthetic than hot
>>84426579Because like half of all reproduction back in the cave man days was forced by a random neighboring tribe, women who resisted too much were beaten to death, so the women whose bodies went limp and their pussies got wet when there was a man trying to rape them passed on that geneSame reason why orgasms happen during rape all the time just no one likes to talk about it
>>84426834>I couldn't jerk off to this but believe me I triedPfft pussy. I remember downloading it off limewire back in 2005. The first time I did it was missing a codex so it came up asn an MP3. I had MSN messenger active and it had this feature where it would show what song you wer e listening too. So for god knows how long I had "Monica_Belluci_anal_rape_oreeversible_.mp3" under my name for everyone too see. I wasn't real popular in school for about a month lol.Eventually downloaded the codexs and blew bad loads.
>>84426901>So for god knows how long I had "Monica_Belluci_anal_rape_oreeversible_.mp3" under my name for everyone too see. This is the kind of thing that would give me a full body cringe at random moments for the rest of my life
>>84426844>Because like half of all reproduction back in the cave man days was forced by a random neighboring tribe, women who resisted too much were beaten to death, so the women whose bodies went limp and their pussies got wet when there was a man trying to rape them passed on that geneSo you're admitting that womens brains havent developed passed the stone age. Tell me again why you should vote? >>84423811You dont get to decide what socially disciplined is. Being bad at football and like warhammer shouldn't suspend you from the gene pool. IMO the status quo needs to be rervesed. If I had poer I would ban sports, every school would have a uniform, studnets would line up and report for class like soldiers, infractions would be punished harshly and result in seevere social consequences. if if you're a rule breaking chad, you get expelled and can never get a job. Its time the calm, subordinate and leanred kids excelled. The only thing that would be rewared would be good behavior.
>>84426825>good general. i have severe women fatique (like nigger fatique)LMAO cunt fatigue.
>>84426919That's a strange takeaway but:>admittingThat's something that happens reluctantly under duress. I explained it to you and evidently this was an unexpected surprise. >that womens [sic] brains havent [sic] developed passed [sic] the stone age.No, more likely this reflex developed in earlier primates and at best refined itself to respond to verbal and cultural cues and other things that weren't a factor in pre-verbal mammals>Tell me again why you should vote? I guess I should vote because I'm smarter than you? Seems like you think I'm some kind of man-hating feminist. Firstly I'm a man, and second I'm something of a misogynist, but I'm considerably more literate than you and I guess that's something you associate with women. Most of whom, it would seem, are smarter than you. Think about that for a while and if it sinks in what this means, then cry your heart out you poor thing. You're literally dumber than a woman. Lol.
