>work up enough self-acceptance to go to a certain AMP with the intention of full-service>door's locked, the owner is clearly with another client>drive away feeling defeated, try going to a gay sauna instead>get to the locker room, start to undress>bunch of old guys walking about>leave feeling disgusted yet relieved that I didn't do anythingGuess I'm just better off alone.
>>84431136>Not asking the older gays for sexThey'll do it for free, some will even pay you. Gay people get mad desperate as they get older.
>>84431204Maybe, but even I wasn't willing to let myself go that low...not yet, anyway. Plus, the clerk at the sauna was a qt Korean woman.