it's so suffocating to keep believing men and their lies. they'd say something like they would save me or provide for me, i even thought about joining /aan/ but really they're just after my body. they say they'll save you, take u out of an abusive household. when theyre emotionally abusive on their own. i should have known better trusting a 35 year old going after an 18 year old. like what am i doing with my life? should i just run away and move to japan and be homeless t here? should i move out, go into a different city and die there? i should know better that a man can never save me, that i need to know hot to make money on my own but every job that has honor requires a college diploma and im a high school graduate. i cant even apply to mcdonalds or bag groceries bc im lacking the paperwork and i don't have any friends that can even drive me or commute me there bc my mom always said no friends in her home or you cant go meet up with people online, i feel like im imprisoned in my own room and my own body bc thats all men see me: a sex toy. i am walking around the world like a headless chicken.i see other people making it out there alive, most of my friends ran away from home as soon as they could and started from lvl1 but they are competent. i am not. im sickly with disabilities, maybe my real path really is just to die.
>>84434858If you lost your virginity you have no worth
>>84434858Jeez some people really have some Mirai Nikki ass lives
>>84434858>NOOO CHAD LIED TO ME>CHAD WAS MEAN TO ME>CHAD DID THIS IN OUR RELATIONSHIP>CHAD DID THIS WHILE WE WERE HAVING SEX>ABLOO BLOO BLOOstop dating dark triad abusechads then stupid female humanoid
your mother is controlling and that is a form of abuse, the lifetime of gaslighting has conditioned you to tolerate and accept dark behavioral patterns in intimate relationships when manipulative people poke and prod you they find out very quickly you are easy to manipulate and so they quickly and likely unconsciously start love bombing and future faking to keep you around because you are a very consistent and easy supply for them that, once initially invested in, requires absolutely no upkeep because you have no sense of self worthany further questions?
>>84434858I'm so sorry I know how it feels to be so isolated and abused and I hope that you can find someone to rely on and who can take you out of that situation>>84434869literally only incels care about that because your all still virgins>>84434893she never said anything about chad your projecting your insecurities she just said she was abused and your blaming her because your projecting that she's shallow and only cares about looks because that's all you care about
If being a sex toy is what bothers you, just get fat and he wont be attracted to you anymore.
>>84434858Yeah anon fairytales lied, and modern premarital s@x culture lied too. No old man wants to save a young woman, with good intentions. Your best bet is to contact some church or religious organization and ask if anyone your age will pity marry you. Or theres always online work like accounting. Just get away from your mom those types literally get off on metaphorically castrating their children so they can have a narc supply for life.
>tfw you're a 35 year old man who wants an 18 year old wife to save from her broken home and care for because you have a savior complex and want the catharsis of righting the sort of wrongs, abuse, pain, and loneliness that you experienced as a kid>tfw you got the sex itch out of your system long, long ago and just want someone to love and who loves you, someone to care for and make happy>tfw the kind of girl you're looking for went for a lust-brained subhuman your age so now she'll never give you a chance simply because your age noomber is the same as the piece of shit that abused herVery cool.
>they're just after my bodyYes, I wouldn't want a man or an ugly woman>would save me or provide for me,Would if you care for the house>when theyre emotionally abusive on their ownActually had to correct myself and start becoming more of an ass hole, was too nice>35 year old going after an 18 year oldLiterally me, 32 though>like what am i doing with my life? Trying to get an advantage like anyone else>man can never save me,Are you clean? Do drugs or have psychotic episodes?>men see me: a sex toyI'd rather know you're a cool person, lots of women are pretty, not all are sane and pleasant> im sickly with disabilitiesWhat do you have?>literally only incels care about that because your all still virginYes, also because it tells us if you're trustworthy>>84435611Pretty much yeah, unfortunately it's not the ones with good intentions actually getting the young girls, giving the rest of us a bad look
>>84435844>girl gets used and abused by some asshole and extrapolates that to the entire male population instead of blaming the individual who did it to her>meanwhile keeps going for men with obviously abusive personalities and lifestylesFemale pattern recognition is pants on head retard.
>>84434858>i should have known better trusting a 35 year old going after an 18 year oldno shit lmao
>>84434858No one is coming to save you, no one is waiting for you, and you're all alone all of the time. You have to learn to take care of yourself as best you can. A partner CAN help, but don't count on them. It's just a lucky event when it happens.
>>84434858Now imagine how shit your life would be as a man in the same position, you wouldn't even have the OPTION to whore yourself out and get "saved". Stop making fucking excuses and get a job. Public transportation exists. Walk. Bike. Make money the same way the rest of us do, and quit bitching on 4chan that nobody has come to take care of your every financial burden (and what would you even provide if they did?). I know this sounds harsh, but you really will end up homeless if you don't get a grip.>move to Japan and be homelesskek
man i hate this dynamic so fucking much because it feels so unfair. why can't losers and losers and winners date winners? I don't want to save or be saved, I want someone who shares my struggles to help each other overcome them and grow toghether.
>>84434858i'm a 35 year old man myself, but if you're actually an 18yo woman, what the fuck are you doing going after 35yo men? don't give me "he was going after me", unless you're making a rape accusation, you were going after each other equally, don't fool yourself.be very careful to introspect on your own actions before you consider judging others. if you're 18 then you still have time to fix things, but you can't wait on it. time flows faster than you think.
>>84436600>>84436161>>84436044>>84435943>>84435611>>84435346>>84434934>>84434900Bro I hate simps so much you deserve to be divorce raped over and over again and cucked.
>>84436613>acting fatherly is simpinghave things gotten this bad?
>>84434858Tayakan or whatever it's name is is transTherefore op is transAnd wnbaw
>>84436627Caring for other human beings and wanting love and be loved is simp behavior in this soulless, materialisic, transactional, lust-driven liberal society. Having a genuine connection is looked down upon. The only reason that bug people interact at all is to extract resources and pleasure from eachother.
>>84436613I literally wrote that I am not interested in OP and I find this type of relationship disgusting.
>>84434858I will provide for my moon
>>84434858welcome to life lol>nobody is going to save meholy shit, have women gotten so used to being so coddled and spoiled over the yrs that they have an emotional breakdown when coming to terms with this??? men come to this conclusion before they even start puberty lolfuckin' chin up and get crackalackin', you insolent, spoiled fuckin' retard, life is going to break you down, just depends on how you piece yourself back together, fall seven times, stand up eight
>>84436766Fucking hang yourself you simp cuck
>>84434858>"i cant even apply to mcdonalds or bag groceries bc im lacking the paperwork"You can make money online.If you practice A LOT and get good at art, you can take commissions. Try to advertise in super degenerate communities like furries- they'll swarm you with money to draw their OCs spreading their buttholes or some shit. Humiliating, demoralising and pathetic to draw? Yes, yes, and yes. However, it is a good way to make money if you art appeals to these kinds of people and you can save that money to be able to have SOME sort of independence. I am not gonna lie to you and say that you'll quickly be able to do shit like moving out, but it will be a start.Alternatively, try to learn coding and take code bounties on github or some shit.>"they say they'll save you"Listen. You cannot rely on others to save you. I know this is very likely just a fake post for attention, but on the off chance that it isn't: please internalise this. You cannot rely on others to save you. You have to save yourself.
>>84434869/threadthats probably why everybody you meet wants to use you for your body WHORE
>>84434858try gender-swapping your post and see how unhinged it sounds.you're not special just because you're a woman
>>84434858blah blah blah chad wont take meyou will lower your standards eventually whore, as they all do. you will marry some fat nepobaby ogre. Sorry your tits are small or whatever and you don't deserve Rich+Vampire Chad.
>>84434858Men don't owe you a damn thing.
>>84434858job that has honor?are you a fucking indian or some shit?you should find a good older white guy at 18.you have to realize everyone provides something in life. if the only thing you provide is your body, just embrace it? its not like you arent using the guys for escape, money, safety, etc yourself? theres nothing wrong with bargaining with what you got.the only people who say the only thing people want is their body, are people that HAVE NOTHING TO OFFER and are usually BPD. try being loyal, trying being supportive, try being decent lol.im not looking for a woman, ive got a young GF already. but i can give you advice on how to find a decent guy, maybe? lol.
I wish I was pretty enough for men to desire me for my body. I wish an older man would abuse me so fucking badly aslong as he would love me. You are fucking lucky that men love you in the first place and all fawn over you, not all of us have that luxury.
>>84437924we can chat if you want attention :P hit me up on discord HopeRidesAlone#0037
>>84437952Sorry, online relationships just arent an option for me. They can never replace a true real life relationship. Besides you would instantly lose interest once you saw my face anyways
>>84434858All moids only want the hole between your legs. They seethe and cry if you don't give it to them, and then when you finally do, they get bored and leave, kek. They're all like this. Moids are fucking scum.
>>84437973Well where are you from? I'm not that guy but I would absolutely use you as a toy
>>84437973it wouldnt be a relationship, just chattingbut if you want to suffer alone, im not gonna be captain save a ho
>>84437924Here is a guide to whether your abuse-chad actually loves you, have fun :)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iq9EmQZsk7Q
>>84437924I CANNOT HAVE FRIENDS I'm gay as fuck too I'm bisexual and I can't talk to girls well because they all think I'm straight when I'm literally basically making out with them I literally cannot make any friends every man I know wants to fuck me online and irl at least irl I can say no or stop and they back off but when it's online they pester and pester and coerce you until you say yes because they take advantage of ur loneliness I chose an older man because I was hoping he'd take care of me and save me from where I am I wanted to LIVE go rave do drugs have sex I'm a virgin and I thought it was leading to something because he was sending me money but no it's all pocket change to him and when I kept begging for him to be interested in the books I read or whatever he just doesn't care all he wants is to breed a perfect girl into submission and take care of the kids which I'm fine with as long as you see me as a person and not a sex toyI get so sick easily one time I was deliriously sick I just feel like I was dying so I called my friend and he started jerking off to me and then I left and I called another guy and this time at least he asked for permission so I said fuck it fine and pulled my tits out so he can finish bc at least at some point someone was watching over me I'd take that over NOTHINGthe only guy who actually cammmed with without sex was a 24 year old who was also working at the time and it was so comforting watching him just do calls while I'm in the background dozing off surprise he had bpd and a Secret Wife and it caused drama for the entire friend group we had to cut him off cos my other female friend was like I talked to her for 2 hours she wants to talk to you I LOSE GIRL FRIENDS OVER THIS ITS NOT THE FAIRY TALE YOU THINK it's not about gender either I think everyone's fucking rotten
>>84438297ohso that's why my mom keeps me locked up, she doesn't do it out of love, she wants to trap me, I dunno man, like I think I am on the road to have bpd, I think I need to escape asap and I can't do that when my mom is fucking up my chances of even leaving the house, she can get p physical but I have enough money saved. to last 1mo depo and 2 mo adv on a dorm room, then I'd have 3 months to actually find a job, i just wish I had an irl bf or an adult a real fucking adult to help me out yk sorry for ranting I'm such a bitch oh my god I'm cringing at myself for even posting this thank you for the advise
>>84437849so when I get my own dorm after I escape I just download tinder and then swipe right to the white men? like sugar dating? well, at that point, I wouldn't really have an issue with a job that sells my body but I am a virgin and I wanna preserve that not that I care the man normally cares and I find sex repulsive unless I do like the person or find them attractive the question is if they'd find a sickly looking bitch ass asian girl attractive i think I can only attract pedo sex tourists at how flat I am I think third world countries should just get nuked I didn't ask for this I didn't ask to be born here and ew no I'm not in fucking India I would have jumped off a building at age 12
