just found a bunch of old emails from discord showing me messages from when i was 11 years old getting groomed and roleplaying undertale smut with a bunch of adults. honestly i dont even know how i feel. i feel kinda gross about it, but i think thats just because i THINK i should be grossed out by it? i knew exactly what i was doing and i loved it. they were my only friends for a while, and they were really nice to me. i dont know if it was genuine but it felt genuine enough to me. i was so happy back then, i feel like my life has been downhill since then.
>>84434984Being a gay freak since you're 11 seems crazy to me.
If discord existed when you were 11 you are too young to be on here
>>84435005I remember creating a discord account when I was 12 and I'm 20 now so he's probably old enough.
>>84434998yeah ive been bisexual for as long as i can remember, since before i knew what bisexual was. i dont even remember having an awakening or anything like most fags>>84435005im 20
>>84434984Kek. Share part of the emails with us, fag.
>>84435020>>84435040Still not old enough. You never experienced normalcy
This is common in people who were sexually abused as children and in my opinion explains 90% of faggots
>>84435055surprisingly i cant find many roleplay messages. i know we did it often. i only have like 20 emails from the span of a week before i muted them. i kinda wanna message one of them and say hi but i think that would be awkward
>>84434984I'm infamous for being a fempedo and I feel like I can relate. Ironically enough I got into more drama with a adult in his early twenties than any minor (the adult man made a whole hate chat about me but the minors left me alone) if you know you know
>>84435118because being groomed is awesome. when youre an adult youre spoiled because you can have esex whenever. every kid dreams of fucking an adult but when we actually do it its like "oh youre a victim you didnt know what you were doing im so sorry" bro i wish i got groomed MORE
>>84435118quit spamming this shit nobody cares chickn
>>84435107Why did it have to be undertale, anon? Almost any other thing would be less awkard... I suppose you're the one named Horrific Winter, am I right?>a week before i muted themDid you mute them after realizing that something was wrong with what was going on?>but i think that would be awkwardI think the same, it doesn't look like a good idea :p
>>84435150>less awkward
>>84435069>You never experienced normalcythis isnt the failed normie board, retard. thats /soc/. most people here have never "experienced normalcy" and if you think they have, youre as retarded as any politician ive ever seen.
>>84435150idk i just loved undertale, i didnt really consume any other media lol. i wasnt horrific winter, that was my friend. he was cool, he was always a sans. i was almost exclusively my shitty self insert oc but sometimes i would be frisk lol. i didnt mute them, i was friends with them for years actually, i just muted emails from discord lol. now thats the only archive of those messages and i wish i never muted it. i dont even remember how we stopped being friends, im assuming i just randomly deleted my account because of christian guilt or something (yeah surprisingly i was christian during all of this and i just didnt see the problem with it for a while)
>>84434984Ive been a gooner since I was younger than that, before there was even strands of hair growing in my pubic area. I didnt engage in RP, but I sure shared my love for what I liked see to online with minded strangers. I registered my old acc when I turned 14.Go by what you truly feel instead of how society tells you how you ought to feel. I think people who try to teach juveniles that sexuality is something evil, or in their words, inappropriate, are the true child groomers. I hate the word groom in the way it is used. No underage person needs to be coached into feeling physical attraction and arousal, but they sure as hell need to be taught to feel ashamed about it.
>>84435289cheers man i agree
>>84434984You were probably not being groomed and just with someone who likes you. The outside world is the only thing that attempts to shift that perception
>>84435267>that was my friendSo you were LunaByrd? How can I say this... Your erp skills were pretty good :P. Just for a comparison, how old was that friend of yours? >yeah surprisingly i was christian during all of thisAre you still christian?
>>84434984Who cares it's nothing, just be glad you never sent anyone any photos
