I'm annoyed to hear that. Even as a teenager, I was aware that life would lose its flavor with time. I knew that the best and only truly exciting experiences could only happen during adolescence. I was terrified of being an adult; I knew that even if, by some miracle, I managed to achieve something, I would already be dead inside. Now, give me biIlions of the most beautiful girl in the world, and at best, you'll only ease my pain, but I'll never be happy.What I wanted most was the freedom of an adult with my teen body and soul, and a cute girlfriend who would always love me, no matter the difficulties. I gave you two criteria for happiness, but l also gave you two impossible criterla in this world.
>>84436492I'm turning 26 in a couple days and the only things I've accomplished are getting a slightly above average middle class income with my bachelor's degree and having a bitchy gf who I'll probably marry anyway because the alternative is zero pussy forever. I live with my mother and stepfather still because the $400-600 they charge me in monthly "rent" is infinitely cheaper than the worst ghetto shithole apartment I can find. I'm a white male with no social circle and when my living blood relatives (all 1 of them) die I'll become a prime candidate for a really pathetic American suicide by gunshot to the head in my 40s-50s. I'm pretty much gambling everything on getting married and making enough money to retire before I'm geriatric.
>>84436492Stop spamming this its so cringe
>>84436557Your situation isn't so hopeless; you just have financial fears. As for me, I'm just disinterested in everything; nothing can make me happy now.
You're just lazy. Life is good at any age when you make an effort.
I believe the best remedy for your situation OP is to shove a cactus up your ass
