I know some people out there that have been doing this shit for years and regularly drop in and out of sync of what they used to know about themselves, growing up like this - kicking walls and falling all the way back down to new faces, the actual fucking monotony of thinking you won't change - when you're dead, replaying a new chapter to this life, making around the bend to find newer destructive forces, or total absences in your life, reapplying that to every aspect and somehow adapting to the bullshit it's given you..pretty impressive, if everyone found out their way of going out and all they needed to do was listen - nothing's a given. Even the life you experience. But so badly do you want to be heard. It's jut a fucking circle in hell.
what bro
