>>84440811
It's still your life though. The same way you can kill yourself you can do whatever you want with yourself. You wanna fall in love or do something cool, you just put yourself in that position. Sneak onto a cargo train and end up somewhere you don't even know, scam until you have enough money to hire a whore, or maybe just talk to every girl you meet at all the libraries in your city. Max out your free will, there isn't really much else enjoyable to do in life but when you know how to do that to it's fullest you will never look back.

you sound like youre from the third world

>>84440852
I lost motivation for everything