What blackpilled you in specific?
>>84441690Interacting with women.
Watching an LTB friend in college get attention from dozens of guys and railed by actual HTNs and chads. female hypergamy is directly intertwined with men having no standards but it will never improve because guys just wanna get their dicks wet
>>84441690that it's all my fault others have things to blame for their failures, the job market, the economy, the way dating nowadays looks like But for me, even if everything with the world was right, I'd still be a loser because I never try
>>844416901st grade, crush and all the other girls follow around soccer chad whispering his name like a cultffw 20 years they are still doing the same
>>84441690Hearing women talk and looking at what they do.
>>84441690Constant reinforcement from this board. I could have been happy but chose to spam BNWO here for serotonin
>>84441721What kind of interactions?
>>84441690Realizing that the total dehumanization and disposability of the male body is a natural phenomenon that happens in every mammal and many other female homogametic species and if you look at each group as an organism instead of individuals, you will notice that male existence is entirely peripheral while females maintain a philopatric core at their territory which is sort of what happens with humans as well, except in a far more complex environment. Every institution and religion which tried to build a higher order upon this petri dish is fighting millions of years of evolutionary pressure which is why they always just fall apart and lose control over society.Women will always collectivize represent their own interests.Men will always represent the interests of women both individually and as a collective.Neither men nor women will represent the interests of men because they both perceive the male as a replaceable, purely utilitarian biomass.
>>84441690Being alive, existingI've been in this state of mind since the day i've gained consciousness I dont think i enjoy being alive at all
>>84441690realizing that all women are liars, and will lie about anything and everything to youThe worst part is that they assume men lie just as much as they do so if you're a real genuine person, you'll just get hurt
>>84442182unless he is beautiful. a beautiful male is worth kore than a beautiful female due to is sheer reproductive capacity and potential alone. those are too rare to even make a dent though. so yeah. youre right.
>>84441690Being unable to express and talk to the girls I find attractive but it's understandable because I'm chasing Stacy.
>>84442214Hi beautiful male speaking
>>84441690The only thing that has ever truly blackpilled me was seeing women in real life swoon over a Chad.The way they stare at him, the way their mouths go slightly agape, the way their pupils dilate, how they would throw you in front of a car if you got in the way of her and Chad, how I could just tell that she desired him down to the very core of her psyche.I've seen that a couple of times, I've never been on the receiving end of that degree of attraction, and it has truly broken my mind.
I think that being bullied by kids in kindergarten messed with my opportunity to be honest with people and most important with girls.
i went my whole 20s with no gf and massive career rejection
Finding through how high female-on-male rape stats are that women truly do desire sex and relationships with men, while not having had a single woman interested in me in my entire life.
Being friends with Stacy, her friends and all the whores while not being gay and having them tell me about their age gap sex trysts where they'd be like 13 having sex with 20 year olds.That was prolly the most black pilling shit.
>>84441690literally nobody has any idea what is going on in this hellworld or what theyre doing, nor do 90% of people really want to break the veil of ignorance in order to learn. everybody deep down only has two goals anymore, which is to seek comfort in everyway possible, and if this is threatened even in the slightest to do whatever it takes to get that comfort back, even if it means stepping over people and crushing skulls (metaphorically, literally if you join the military) to do it. those lead society by the reigns have taken great note of this, and accordingly, modern societies across the world have become the greatest echo chambers of hedonism ever to be invented. it is so effective even, that those same 90% of people will participate in this system and urge others vehemently to do so, without even knowing the first reasons why. it's everywhere too, no place is safe. not your japan, not your homogeneous white society, not even african towns. nobody. and it will only get worse as intended.
>>84441690watching discovery channel or whatever it was one day and they explained that the penis head is designed to scoop out semen from other menobjectively watching young women lie to me and others while flirting and dating they would gaslight us into thinking our personalities are mediocre or lacking but really its just that we dont meet the arbitrary criteria for height or other physical features i had to actively reject the premise and remember the women are coping because it was twisting my worldview and reducing my own self confidence even in things like creativity for the arts etckaren straughans video on the disposable male it made me realize that when im on the sidewalk groups of people often act entitled expecting me to step into the road or onto the grass and get out of their way it made me see that much of what i called politeness in the streets with strangers was actually just me subconsciously complying with the idea that i shouldnt take up space in societyto put it more clearly if im walking solo and a group of two or more comes toward me i used to always be the one to move into the gutter now i recognize that if a sidewalk can fit two people across im entitled to 50 of that space sometimes ill literally just stop walking and hold my ground if they want to bash into my stationary shoulder because they refuse to go singlefile thats on them im sure theres more too but those are what come to mind
>>84441690>What blackpilled you in specific?having girlfriends
>>84441690I made the decision in high school to never have kids, even if I could, because they would have my autism genes. My parents were both genetically inferior and would've never been allowed to have had kids in a just society. I'm going to die a khv because I pushed everyone away at a critical development period and I was never able to recover socially afterwards. Being autistic ruined my life and I hope this shitty disease goes extinct as soon as possible.
>>84441690Hearing about friend's relationshipsTalking to girl friends and their dramaIndigo's (Canadian bookstore) best sellers listMy mother
>>84442596these are all posts by a single user. did you really get blackpilled because a single woman is a huge retard?
>>84441690Normies and those who are fortunate blackpilled me the most
my parents paying jews to cut the tip of my dick off right after I was born
>>84441690Day 00,001 of life on earth---I was strapped to a table and my penis was flayed alive because my parents were convinced by the doctor in the labcoat that if they didn't agree to subject me to this then they would cause me penile cancer and infections.
>>84443597How did normies blackpill you?
>>84441690it's not that anything has blackpilled me, it's just that nothing whitepilled me, which means I don't have any exciting prospects with interacting with society
>>84443975>>84443856what's up with this dick obsession? don't you have better things to blame?
It wasn't one event but I would say it was multiple stemming from repeat interactions with various women, some of whom were my friends and whos social circles I was around during college. Im not necessarily blackpilled or hate women but I just have a realistic view which has been reinforced by my experiences. My very first eye opener was at a college party on the first night with the denizens of the dorms wherein a fat, rather unattractive girl boasted how she had sex with over 180 men and proceeded to show a rating of each of them in her notes app. I have many like this.
>get raped >blame rape on rapist >get told you're obsessed with rape Kek
>>84445030blackpill nigga, the thing that makes a /r9k/ local give up in lifeyou're like waiters blaming economic crisis on the lack of tips hehe
>>84441690DATING APPSI always knew handsome people got more attention on the dating scene. That's just the bare basic law of human nature. Still, I grew up with the idea that a good personality is also a very important part of it.At first I didn't really want to utilise dating apps seeing it was a very stiff way of meeting people. But around the time I was 22 I figured to hell with it I was still single so I may as well. I will admit my first profile wasn't exactly all that good. > Not too many pictures of me doing hobbies, > no pictures with friends, > etc. And it showed because I got zero likes. So I quit.Two years later I got really into dancing, skateboarding, climbing, basketball you name it. I was having the time of my life and figured: Maybe this is what people mean with "You gotta be a whole person before blah blah blah"I got back on the dating apps> first picture was a medium close up of me> second was a picture of me and my friends> the rest was me dancing, skateboarding, climbing, etc>even added a cat picture>witty bio, and filled in all of the additional info> suffice it to say I was smiling in all of themThat got me six likes, total. Have of them didn't respond and two more were fat.I was at my wits end. I could not be any more 'fun' than this. In the mean time I had seen some profiles of handsome men who got maybe three pictures and no bio, receiving over 80 likes easily. And things started to crack for me.People might say, it's my personality or something. But remember I never even got to the talking stage with half of my likes. And believe me there was nothing provoking about my bio at all, I checked it with several girls. And once I finally came across pic rel I was finished. I could feel my spirit surrendering to my despair. There wasn't anything really 'wrong' with my profile. It just wasn't all that impressive. At least not for attracting women.
>>84441690It wasn't anything in specific, though. I think it was just a gradual hopelessness that began to set in around the time I was 19 and has only gotten worse as I've gotten older.
>>84444991I was trying to be funny by saying bad things immediately started to happen when I began to exist
>>84441690Worked hard on my career after being told growing up by every authority figure in my life that this would lead to me getting a girlfriend some day (unaware that this is just betabuxxing) only to get rugpulled and find out that actually all the women have good jobs and if they don't then they get benefits from the government and so they don't give a shit if you betabuxxed anyways.
My family casually being abusive and invalidating every single thing I did. We are on better terms now but I will never love anyone in my family again or anyone else for that matter.
there isnt a specific moment that i recall snapping but i'm brown so loving bbc comes naturally i suppose
>>84445462What made you snap?
Reading about history and realizimg that before the 90s there weren't feminist hags creatimg incels and you could walk at night without getting stabbed by a fentanyl addict
>>84441690That girl who doused he father with lye and cried about serving a single year in prison. Not the act itself but the lack of reaction to it. That and non-reaction to Lorena Bobbitt. Waiting to someone goes to sleep and then doing amateur surgery is not self defense. It's revenge.
When i finished college. I realized that i went through the years where i thought i would get a gf and i didnt even come close of getting a gf. Guess im an incel.
im not really sure exactly what it was but i think the tinder chadfishing stuff really made me realize how full of shit women are. there are only a couple pics still floating around that people post but when guys first started doing it there were tons of pics about it all over the place. there was also a guy called catfishman who uses to make vids where he trolled women. so yea i think the catfish stuff really did it for me. there really was nothing before this stuff that completely exposed women like that because only chads got that treatment and it was all in private
>>84441690I always knew there are whores in this world, but its when my sister turned from a sweet girl to a shallow sardonic two faced remorseless snake as soon as she got into a relationship with this 6'4 chad (who beat her and forced her into an abortion then kicked her ass out for being a naggy entitled bitch btw). This bitch made me realize even women you knew your whole life, the kind you see on social media that men claim the man won in life, with such a loving daughter, can just turn to the exact girls/women in your life that you fucking despise. Just the thought of marrying a woman just for history to repeat itself with a future bitch wife and or daughter makes me not want to try. >tldr nearly every female (whoa proper term for the opposite sex of all ages crazy) have turned into mean bitches who don't deserve shit than the abuse they willingly search to tolerate from men they find attractive enough to sleep with
Had a 6'4" Chad friend in college who I'd hang out with, we'd go grocery shopping and run errands and stuff together and it was a night and day difference in how cashiers, random passersby, and female acquaintances would treat him compared to me. The Halo effect is very real and it affects how all of your actions are perceived.
>>84446090There is no doubt about what our ancestors said about women's nature was true, they get caught in 4k and STILL do it without remorse and STILL deny they aren't remorseless no agency whores.
