Now I understand, you just have to get away from everyone and their stupidity.
>>84441909How long can you meditate for, zenon?
>>84441919I don't practice zen I am a golem.
>>84441909it is peaceful.I finally have a house on a hillit's 4000/sq to myselfThe most I try to interact with people is for business.I don't talk to my family - they shown they don'tbcare or even fake support my interests.I have 1 friend in my state. We get coffee once every couple months.When I started my side business I realized the effort I put into it that no oussy is worth losing all that effort - thus the pussy thirst spell was broken.I'm at peace.But I'm not happy I'm also not UN-happy..I quit my job because it made me unhappy Now I just am.I have so many thing I wanted. Not many but many of the things I did.maybe disappointed is the word.I'm not happy, not unhappy just disappointed This is life?This is the best?I can be either>disappointed or unhappy>choose oneWhat's the point?
>>84441909I congratulate your epiphany.When I was very little I thought everyone was better and smarter than me.Then when I grew a little bit older I thought everyone was so fucking stupid and annoying.Then when I grew up a little bit more I realized that I probably was just an edgy teenager, early adult, with too little experience to see that there are more ways than just my way.Then I grew up even more and understood that my teenage self was right all along but without the real knowledge as to why people are stupid.So far my noticing goes on and there is no end in sight how right my 13 year old self was about everything.
>>84442019Dangerously based, honestly the best thing in life is to just read, lift, avoid foids and chill
>>84442019to be happy is difficult, i don't know how to attain happiness, that is a state of mind that is above mere neutrality. most youngsters will go to parties and do a bunch of drugs, have sex. sex drugs and rock n roll seems to be the lifestyle of intense euphoria. but that is also detrimental to physical well being. STDs, drug addiction, overdoses and degeneration...you can go that route, it dont matter how old you are you can probably find a route to experience a bit more excitement in life it doesnt have to be the extreme kind though, but that's my suggestion to you is that you find something that gives you a sense of thrill
>>84441909Removing people from my life has only made this better. Less stress, less obligations, less expectations. More peace. I cut off all my family, I keep no friends, and I've been single the last ten years. I've never been happier, healthier, or grown more as a person. The next step will be to move to a smaller town to reduce financial stress, escape the noise and people of the city, and immerse myself more in nature. Planning on that next year. I'm hoping to buy some raw land a year or two after that so I can truly get away from it all.>>84442019I think you need to pursue spirituality. It will make life far more meaningful and fulfilling. Look into taoism or the actual teachings of jesus christ (not christianity). That's also a massive house for one person. I wanna build my own house and even 400 sq ft would feel massive to me. Building and constantly improving your home and land would give you something to keep you occupied and happy.
