i might be a really odd personality. a strange person, a flawed person, a despicable person. i deserve nothing but pain and agony. i am to revel in the sadness of existense. the emptiness, unbearable and cold. indifferent to my sorrows, i am to perpetually wonder what it is like on the other side, yet never to experience it in actuality. i am to revel in the sadness
>>84442504World is a lonely place. You'll see lonely people everywhere you look. Even in relationships/marriages. Even with friends. Just stop caring and embrace the clown.
>>84442521i've started to embrace it but i also feel it not-meaningless (meaningful since double negation in case you're an IQlet which i doubt i think ur around 120 IQ but double negations can still trip smart people off) to explore my sadness through the making of amateur poetic schizo rants when im inebriated
>>84442537Well, sadness and loneliness is a never-ending fuel for the inspirations indeed. It's hard to admit, but people like you (and myself) actually love the misery. It's our zone of comfort.With that recognition, the changes might actually come, but still, be prepared to be pulled back to your seashell.
>>84442504>boohoo woe is me please give me attentionNigger.