>I'm in bed, hear parent yelling at the other parent again from across the house, it's how they "vent" apparently>after around 5 more minutes I snap and yell SHUT UP from my room>neither of my parents get mad at me>but my brother on the other hand, heads straight to my room and says "did you just yell" as if I did something bad>tell him to get out of my room>hours later, I get up and get cereal>brother is still pacing around the kitchen like he normally does and sighing, but clearly angrier than usual>says some random shit to me, I ignore it>but also says "this isn't my true self, things would be DIFFERENT if I wasn't on antipsychotics">not the first time he said this exact thing, he said it to me after I got mad at my dad a month ago>except then, he said that he'd "beat me up" if he wasn't medicatednow, I'm no bitch and have dealt with family drama my whole life but my brother is fucking scary, he's way wider than me, has nothing to lose and is a full blown schizo, at any point he wants he could grab a knife and probably get away with attacking me because of muh mental health. I am legitimately terrified at how he tries to control and threaten me whenever I dare to assert myself
everything sounds awful. you probably dont have the means to move out. your brother sounds like a bum.
>>84443194I don't have the means to move out, I've been trying to fix my life especially in the past year and have the money to move out but I cannot drive.my life would be so much better if I could just leave and crash out at a friend's place or something, but I do not have a single friend besides on the internet.
Just stop yelling, constant hysteria tends to drive people mad
A guy I used to know had his brother or cousin go full schizo and try to stab him to death. Gored the hell out of him. Tons of defensive wounds around his arms and hands. I think neighbors saved him and cops came. Don't know what happened to the brother to do that but yeah. Are you asian by chance? Same thing happened with the league of legends pro player Doublelift's brother. The guy I knew was half asian.
>>84443204i know. your brother is older than you too im assuming. hes a bum he needs to move out too. your household is toxic because its cramped with all 4 of you. thats why your parents are stressed and fight. your brother targets you because youre available.im sorry, but it wont get better. you will have these periodic freakouts.t. an ex older bum brother who moved out years ago
family is all you have secure the relationship
>>84443216brother my parents have been having shouting matches in front of me since I was 5 years old, I almost never use my voice except when explicitly neccessary in the first placethe only reason I ever lash out like that is if my parents are yelling at each other and I'M unable to handle it, or otherwise I get extremely uncomfortable and have no way to leave. which checks out because I was literally in my bed, the furthest I could be from engaging
>>84443229I'm white not asian>>84443233I'm fixing things with my dad who has always had anger issues himself since I was a toddler retard. thinking that way with my brother would be like trying to fix things with a bear, there is no rhyme or reason I can think of as to why he behaves the way he does other than wanting to control me
