do you anons every think about a particular person you've met irl or online?most of people I usually meet are online and I find myself either distancing myself or end up leaving them completely cause I know how insufferable and piece of shit I am and that will hurt them and I like them so I don't want to hurt them or sometimes they just make me feel attracted to them and they just vanish which really hurts me the ones I remember are this danish chick who added me from /soc/ she was so nice but after talking with her she literally disappeared I think it was due to her studies or something so I unfriended her another one is a british chick who I met on a discord server she was really fun and nice but I was to scared to actually get to know her so and didn't at the end
>>84443564i have a pretty good memory so if you made a single remarkable presence in my life at any point i'll remember and think of you forever
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>>84443580that's cool my memory is shit but somehow I recall very little details that nobody even bothers about or people who aren't even that remarkable or anything but I just miss them so muchI really wish I could gather every person I ever met online to be my friend
I met a woman on /soc/. We chatted for a few years. She was obsessed with me. She was really hot and I spilled many gallons of cum to her. She was engaged for like a decade and had to go through couples therapy because of me. She ghosted me in the end because her obsession with me interfered with her life.
i think about someone every day. all the time. i miss them and want to talk to them every day. it's a lot to handle.
i remember a guy who named himself Lord Rape and he was a nazi or something like that. anyway he acted very robot and weird and also liked to post videos of him pissing out of windows, him pissing in his cats bowl, him pissing on his cat, and pouring vodka into his cats bowl and then the cat drinking the vodka-piss-water. anyway he got arrested for rape like 6 years ago
>>84443665that's really sad anon I hope you recover from that and found someone who actually love you >>84443666same same>>84443679w-well... that's interesting why do you remember him specifically do you know each other or something
>>84443564i often think about two people i met online but it was my fault that we no longer talk. I also think about the friends i used to have irl but now we barely talk and are close to being strangers again. it's scary how easily you lose friends
>>84443564I try not to think about irl people too much, it just makes me more depressed. I ghosted a lot of them at a time when I was arrogant enough to think I didn't need them, but by the time I did it was too late.online people usually drop me, which is fine. I either undershare because I'm inept, or I overshare and ask too many questions trying to get to know the person because I have nothing interesting in my life.
>>84443702>that's really sad anon>I hope you recover from that and found someone who actually love youIt's not that big of a deal. Her relationship to her fiance was being affected by me. She is better off living irl rather than obsessing over intertnet men. I just miss her attention. I can still cum to her at least.
>>84443712>but it was my fault that we no longer talkI feel you it was always my fault people leave me too >friends i used to have irl but now we barely talk and are close to being strangers again.I'm in a similar boat but I actually do want to abandon those friends as they are just really not worth it >>84443751how can you even cut people irl just like that?I tried to cut this one friend of mine one time and I just couldn't he was so obsessed I told him to leave me alone and faced but he didn't want to >online people usually drop me, which is fineit's quite the opposite for me I don't like online people dropping me cause Idon't like people irl that much desu>>84443759you are such a nice guy that's what true love is
>>84443820>you are such a nice guy that's what true love isPlease anon I didnt love her. I liked her as a friend and as a sexy woman. She might still be browsing here and I cant have her see this thread and get the wrong idea.
>>84443862>I liked her as a friend and as a sexy womanyeah you made the right thing leaving her so she can start a life with heir fiance and not ruin their relationship is nice
>>84443820>how can you even cut people irl just like that?I just stopped interacting with them and wallowed in my misery. I was already a flakey dude, so they caught on pretty quick after I stopped replying, going to meet ups, etc.Not proud of it, like I said I was arrogant and an ass. One of my best friends reached out after 5 years and I still stare at that "unread" with regret, 7 years later.And by "fine" I guess its more of a resignation to my fate. Wish it didn't happen, but I'm such a husk now.
>>84443888do you have friends now or manage to make new ones?
>>84443702>same samewhat makes you miss them?
>>84443907the stuff we talked about the funny little interactions them being nice to me just them making me feel better is unforgettable
>>84443899My only true friend is my brother. most others I interact with are acquaintances that are fun to game with, but that's about it.every few months I try and make new ones online, but I end up crashing and burning after realizing how washed up and boring I am
>>84443879Technically she left me. I was fine with thr status quo. Now I have to get the attention irl from a coworker since 4chan doesnt have good women like that anymore.
>>84443564>attractive, never was truly alone, had gf who truly loved him, never was bullied or ostracised by other kids for his looksOff topic, but its hilarious this dogshit is the normie to go touching sad boy history
>>84443968It can't be that bad not having friends right?I only had one friend until I was like 15 it wasn't that bad being all lonely playing vidya and watching anime all alone>>84443972> have to get the attention irlwhy being an attention seeker?find a good loving partner instead and stay with them long term instead of this attention thingy you are doing
>>84444008>why being an attention seeker?>find a good loving partner instead and stay with them long term instead of this attention thingy you are doingI have bpd
>>84444022bpd is not real anonget a grip
>>84443978not everyone who feels like that had some perfect social life
>>84444008life hits different in your 30s vs 15, anon.>unemployed>no hobbies>no social circle>no partnerits wild how quick things can turn. One moment everything's fine, the next you realize you've wasted everything you took for granted, and there's no going back
>>84444101I seriously don't know how things work for you guys most of the people here in their 30s most don't have friends or social circle and they just have connections I'd say or maybe colleague and that's it my father and mother for example don't have any friends
>>84443591i moved a lot as a kid so im used to abandoning others and never looking back.i struggle a lot with leaving other people out of nowhere and it's not that i don't like them but being around them gives me too much anxiety. i keep overthinking my autism and how embarrassing i am and sometimes desu i feel like ive done the right thing
>>84444132>my father and mother for example don't have any friendssame but that's because my father and mother are autistic retards
>>84444152> don't like them but being around them gives me too much anxiety.how can you have anxiety with friends around? they suppose to be friends people you are comfortable being around>autism wow...>>84444156my father and my mother are not autistic I think they just don't like people
>>84444132true, its only natural for their circle to shrink as they get older. But that's generally because they have a family. And I'm sure they have at least 1 person to reach out to as a friend. My parents are seem similar to yours and >>84444156, but they at least found each other. as dysfunctional as they may be.
>>84444233> shrink as they get olderyeah so it's not really an issue right?being lonely is not so bad
>>84443564Yes: a crush I had back in uni.But it was so many years ago that it feels more and more ridiculous to think about her.The good thing about time is that it destroys everything, nothing is immune to it. Anyone you care or are interested in will just turn old and change, so there's no reason to obsess about someone for too long (I've seen a woman I cried for turn into a horrible, selfish, human being that I wouldn't help even if she was on fire...life is funny like that).
>>84444266>a crush I had back in uni.I had a crush too heheshe was a really cute blonde chick with glasses just like picrelated >it destroys everything, nothing is immune to it. grimmy life isn't really worth living anymore so meh > I wouldn't help even if she was on fire...life is funny like thatI hope you got passed that anonI'm sure you will find someone who would actually stick with you eventually
>>84444255shrink doesn't mean to zero, though. At that's where the regret comes in. I was never normalfag tier, but i let the few good relationships I had slip prematurely.Its the classic "i'm not lonely, I'm alone" but I still have regrets about how everything turned out.
>>84444302but regret what exactly? losing a nice true friendship?
>>84444316yep. As well as a romantic relationship
>>84444382you said people move on maybe it's for the better no? it doesn't mean you hate someone when you leave them
>>84444038Grip deez nutz
>>84443564i remember almost everyone i have talked to, especially the anons from this place. luckily, i have had good experiences for the most part
I still remember Lynn who added me from this board. Very charming individual who is trying to become a famous musician. I will go see her perform one day if I am in the UK.
>>84444993that's so cool anon wish people I've met only actually stayed and never abandoned me
>>84445000she sound really cool hope you actually go see her one day m8 hehe <3
I think about all of them, it hurts. there haven't been that many because I am not good at meeting people but there was a period where I tried, I guess it was a mistake
>>84445095cmon cheer up anon I'm sure you will make a lot of nice friends who will love you
>>84445055Same. I wouldn't ever introduce myself since she didnt know what I looked like. She is smoking hot too.
>>84445111that's so lame anon don't be like thatyou got nothing to lose just go for it
>>84445136Nothing to gain either desu
>>84445139yeah so what go for it you got nothing to lose but something could happen it may click you never know
>>84443564I think about this girl I know every day and I hope I can talk to her again eventually.
>>84443564>do you anons every think about a particular person you've met irl or online?Nope, I try to be alone as much as I can, even though I would like to experience love.
>>84445222weird you never hand anyone interesting in your life at all?>would like to experience love.you gotta fight for a relationship thought you can't just stand there and wait for shit to happen>>84445212DO IT ANON!!
>>84445238>you gotta fight for a relationship thought you can't just stand there and wait for shit to happenRelationships with people require effort and constant expectations from the others part. I don't like being constantly on my toes for people.That's also why I don't have any friends.I've added a few people from here on discord over the years but I end up ghosting everyone.
>>84445260lame sucks to be you I guess it's alright though being lonely is nice
>>84443564i used to think about my first true friend, for years i wanted to just say hi and catch up but felt unworthy of itover time this feeling died down and i ended up stumbling on a contact of hers, i popped up to say hi but was only met withhostility, it seemed>why the fuck are you messaging me>blah blah i don't want to rekindle this friendship, shit was depressingor somethingneedless to say i was pretty fucking depressed afterward but i managed to at least close my heart to itthe pain numbed and i moved oni still think about her from time to time but now i have zero desire to talk to her whatsoever, i convinced myself that the one i truly missed was my friend from back then, not this person who she became nowbut i still wish her the best
>>84445271>met withhostilitythat's so bad why did she do that?did she miss you
I remember being in a small server with a few other fellows from r9k. I think one of them was named Serg and another one was Sparkles. I miss them.
>>84445002i like this picture so much, i'm sorry people abandon you anon. do you have any idea why they do that? though this place being full of mentally ill people doesn't really help
>>84445518I was in a few servers too that I joined from /soc/I remember almost everyone i've met there some were really chill and nice people I miss them>>84445547>do you have any idea why they do that?I'm a horrible person and I always try to push them away indirectly I say rude stuff and be passive aggressive all the time and I'm very negative person in general my friends always said that I hate everything I don't know why I like many things>this place being full of mentally ill people doesn't really helpI promised not to ever add anyone off 4chan again all people majority of people here are just weird I added one anon once and he literally said nothing and unfriended me afterwads
