I actually sighed for 10 minutes when I woke up at 2 in the afternoon, then I cried for 20 minutes and now I'm crying again. I don't know what this is anymore. I feel like I'm in hell. Can it possibly get worse than this? My life is such an embarrassment and it's all so pointless. There is nothing missing! Why am I like this? God, please fucking kill me already. I have never felt this bad.
