do your best today anondo your best tomorrow too do your best everydayand the best day will arrive
>>84444432This nigga be giving tony robbins speeches and shit
>>84444432I was going to, until I saw this post. Fuck you OP, I was going to have a nice day, too.
>>84444432hijacking your shitty thread to see the get sorry hutaofag>>84444444
my best isn't enough to be worth something. the best came and left. it was my fault, and so i have to live with that burden.
Anon, I want to fucking kill myself
>>84444432fuck you, I'm taking it easy
>>84444470my bad anon but maybe you can have a nice day tomorrow too>>84444484fair. i was gonna do that myself anyway.>>84444501you dont really get to choose your own worth, its other people that do so. and maybe what you think is best isn't even that great after all.>>84444529what a coincidence, me too!>>84444565thats fine, you can do that aswell. not too much tho
>>84444814>you dont really get to choose your own worth, its other people that do so.precisely. other people make me feel like the best person in the world. capable of anything, infinite motivation. they can also strip it and reduce me to nothing. how volatile. >and maybe what you think is best isn't even that great after all.no, it was that great. in all my time, it was that great. it was everything i thought it would be, and more. the headpats, the food, the laughter and joking. the treats. and my dumb ass ruined it all. i don't think i'll be happy the way i was, again.
>>84444814>my bad anonThat's okay anon it's all good I just hate being told to>nice day tomorrow tooOh, okay anon, yeah, thanks. That's great, okay, just tell me to have a nice week at this point why don't you? A nice year? A nice life? What the fuck is your actual problem, asshole?
>>84444432>and the best day will arriveJust how there are lies that lead us closer to the truth I think it's important to believe that better days will arrive. Not saying that the arrival of better days is necessary a lie. Hang in there, anons.
>>84444432yaayi tried doing my best yesterday too i thinkkinda sad about how long things take bit its getting better i guessalso haiii
>>84444432goddammit hu tao anon you almost made a nice poem therehere lemme see if i can change it a little bit>do your best today anon>do your best tomorrow too>do your best everyday from now on>and the best day will arrive for you... hmm. not great but at least it isn't terrible, methinksanyway here's wishing you're doing better these days, hu tao anonhave a song, and stay safe out there, frenhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh0TuBdMAKg
Hello, Taoanon, good to see you again.I hope everything's going well for you.
>>84444860>preciselyhm, then stop telling yourself your best isnt worth anything. it is worth something to someone. you are worth something to someone.>in all my time, it was that greatif you think that is the case then i dont get why you shouldn't be happy that you've lived it rather than wallow in desperation that its not there anymore. nothing good ever lasts forever, thats what makes good things memorable in the first place. i dont know if you'll ever be as happy as you were, but even if you won't, it doesnt mean you won't be happy ever again. unless, all you're gonna do is chase that high for the rest of your existence. in that case yes, you probably will never stop being miserable, and will never be as happy. sorry if this sounds harsh, i dont mean to be rude, but i do mean to be genuine and i dont like sugarcoating things. maybe you've reached your peak of happiness anon, maybe that thing you miss so much was the best life could give you, and if that is so, try to look at it with gratitude rather than resentment, let it help you continue living so that you can someday still be happy, and maybe even happier. you cant know what will happen in the future. life can change in the blink of an eye.>>84444877>I just hate being told tooh... my bad again then... i hope you have a terrible rest of the week though. absolutely awful week. maybe even month.>>84445141>it's important to believe that better days will arriveindeed it is, anon. fake it till you make it desu.>>84445160hi, good job on trying to do your best anone. change takes a long time and thats okay, its a process and there's a lot of steps to take. keep taking them desu>>84445203>poemyoure right, i think youve finished it quite well though. thanks for the well wishes, i hope you're doing better nowdays anon>>84445232hi. thank u, im doing good. you better be doing good too
>>84445283yeah but sometimes it really doesn't matter what i do. kinda waiting on factors outside of my control to decide if should have a good time or not which is sorta scary but i dunno. i guess it will be fine. somehow almost always was to the point where everything is boring and that i don't even have anything in that direction to talk about loloh im outta the ward if i didn't say that already. i dunno my memory is still terrible and my sense of time also doesn't want to cooperate
>>84445283>hi. thank u, im doing good. you better be doing good tooYep, I'm. Studying and doing college stuff.
I'm very close to giving up, my mother is being constantly abused by their narcissistic family that keeps taking advantage of her good character. I'm fucking tired of having to deal with narcissistics normies everywhere. I'm going to be 30 soon, I can't fucking concentrate on my studies because my depression is coming back every time my mother suffers. I don't want to die, but I don't want to live in a rotten society like this. I need help anons.
>>84445283>i hope you have a terrible rest of the week though. absolutely awful week. maybe even month. hey thanks hideous, hope you have a shitty week too
>>84445283>hm, then stop telling yourself your best isnt worth anything.if i can't be valuable to person i care about the most, then what good is any other value at all? being a tiny amount of "something" for anyone isn't worth the struggle of existing when a special someone can make me feel like the most energized person in the world. it's like only receiving 1% battery charge an hour to a maximum of 10% vs. 100% battery in 10 minutes and overcharging to 200%. i don't want to be on low charge always because i'm just "scraps" to someone.>if you think that is the case then i dont get why you shouldn't be happy that you've lived it rather than wallow in desperation that its not there anymorebecause i want more of it. i want so much more of that happiness, i don't want to rot in the dark now when i *could* be in the light. i could be really joyous, giving and being given treats and care.>nothing good ever lasts forever,which is nonsense! we can carve out good things if everyone wants to, but.. we let hurt feelings get in the way.>it doesnt mean you won't be happy ever againbut that's where i can be so sure and confident. i've measured everything, and anything, all moments and memories and experiences. it's why i grieve so much. it's something so easy, so incredible... and it's gone. i don't care to crawl along in the dark for decades more without that feeling being known again. it's pointless. there's. no point. i'd rather tear everything down.>try to look at it with gratitude rather than resentmenti can't help but resent. i can't help but resent that what's so hard for me to reach comes so easily and naturally to others, that the treats i get are tiny compared to the buffet everyone else gets. i do so much, work hard, and what do i have to show for it? starvation.>you cant know what will happen in the future.rock bottom is always the new frontier. it always changes, for the worse. i always make a bigger mistake.
