I'm not a turbo misogynist who ascribes everything wrong to women, but I find that every time I encounter women - either seeing them in public or talking to them - I immediately think "yeah it would probably take 5 minutes before I realise I probably don't like you and wouldn't want to be friends with you." That's the same with most people, but I guess with women especially I know their politics would probably infuriate me and their personalities would seem vapid and shallow. Also physically, so much disgusts me more compared to women, because that's what I'm sexually attracted to I suppose. I think tattoos are fucking disgusting, and 90% of the people who get them are as ugly and tasteless on the outside as they are on the inside. With men, that's all I think. But with women, it kind of makes me sick to my skin, because I think the pure, untouched female body is beautiful and to sabotage it with such tasteless scribbles infuriates me. Same with getting breast reductions/ridiculous breast implants.But I don't really blame anyone other than myself. That's the ultimate thing that separates me from incels, who I feel are onto some things but refuse to acknowledge it's them refusing to lower their standards. I guess I can't blame someone for wanting to have high standards in an age where standards are dropping, but I know myself that I am a complete hypocrite with an abrasive, unlikeable personality that I have to constantly mask in order to fit in. I hate that I'll never have a normal relationship because I'm a judgmental, cynical piece of shit and the world is perpetually getting uglier to me.Tl;dr I'm a deathcel.
You are a paragraphcel
