everytime I make effort to improve something in my life, even when I start attaining results, those around me either make fun of me for not doing it sooner or they think I'm bullshittingwhenever I make a mistake along the way they dogpile and needle me for making a mistake when I don't try they still make fun of me, and then use it a bludgeon against meat least they try to help sometimes, but I honestly don't get why they even want me to hang out with them when it seems like they dislike everything I do and who I amwhile witnessing all my attempts to become a real person, they just ask me why bother now and tell me that I'm too stunted to succeed at this point
