I feel numb. He kept it private for a few months (4) but when he left work cause he couldn't handle it anymore, he was gone in less than a month.Dude was everyone's friend. The kind of guy everyone liked.We were hoping he would get better and come back.We all kept in touch regularly till he couldn't reply anymore. I feel like I can't trust anyone, especially the company.I am pulling away from socializing more.I can't even drown my sorrows in drugs and alcohol cause it doesn't hit the same and just makes me feel shitty.Just sucks. I have no one to talk to about this.I figured I'd just scream into the void that is the internet.What else can I do.
honestly, anon? if he was everyones friend, you have the perfect opportunity to seek comfort with them. this board is not a good place for genuine grief. grief counseling and support groups will be helpful, if you are open to them. i have had many, many friends die. many from here.
>>84446254It's horrifying that even the terminally ill have to wagecuck within an inch of their lives
>>84446254Is this what people think when someone dies, or are anti-social people just forgotten instantly? This sentiment.>Dude was everyone's friend. The kind of guy everyone liked.Is way too common. Is being friendly dangerous?
>>84446267They're my coworkers and how we're all handling it is very different.>One guy is pissed, drinking heavily, and took today off and blamed him for letting cancer kick his ass>One is making inappropriate jokes>One is just refusing to talk about it>One is paranoid about the work we do now.....>One is simping for the company trying to make it seem like it was genetic even though it was likely caused by work conditionsNo one really knows how to deal cause we were hoping he'd get through and he'd be here after a year.>>84446345>Is being friendly dangerous?Of all the people who deserved to die of cancer, he wasn't even close to making that list.And there were 2 others. One was also a friendly guy but he was at the age we'd expect and fought cancer a few years.The other people said was a bitch and deserved it. I wouldn't go that far, but she was not well liked. She relapsed after beating cancer.Wanna know my cope? Videogames and eating carbs (normally don't eat carbs).Waffle house and pizza this weekend was my only comfort. I tried doing stuff and got depressed.I tried drinking and smoking, but after 1 beer I got sleepy and just stopped, then felt shitty the next morning.
Have you tried going on reddit and posting, "FUCK CANCER"?
>>84446658No , I'm heterosexual so I haven't felt the urge to do that
>>84446254i have noticed that good people die earlier than bad people. this seems universal. this also unfortunately means i will probably live far longer than i wish i would. i wish i could give my years to good people.
>>84446254>he was gone in less than a month.imagine waging until one month left to live and this is all you gotshould have loanmaxxed and creditmaxxed and went on a trip for over a year until he was cookedinstead he was stuck up with frog wagies until he perished, grimnot that it matters if he did or didn't though, nothing matters in the end only the currentnow to adress the>youpointstop being so beta and caring about a random wagie associate hooooly heckyou knew nothing about this nigga regardless>>84446784(x) doubt
