if a girl begins watching weird fetish porn at 9 years old, and is never scared of sexuality until shes like 18 which is when she loses her virginity, and then goes on to be incredibly frigid and personless until she remembers that she has her own sexual desires at 21, at which point would you say she had her sexual awakening? i thought it meant when u start having any sort of sexual feeling, but does porn even count? its not real life activities and isnt about desiring someone, its just simulacrum. in this scenario (reality) she would often fantasize abt sex in adolescent years but after 18 when she had sex often in relationships she almost never didi feel ive been so far up my own ass about wanting to be pure for marriage and have longterm love that i completely pushed sexuality out the picture bc i heard men hated sluts and felt being pure was all i had to be lovable at all. now i just feel so embarrassing, old and wrong. i would literally get in relationships i didnt want and didnt even think abt what i want, just that the guy wanted me and i thus had to try to make it work forever till i die. what is my problem
>>84446413Is there any value in understanding women? why would you waste your time thinking about this. It's probably some sort of trope.
>>84446413do u have a big fembutt? are you atroon?
>>84446444the scenario (reality) is my life story, im a woman. but it even counts for men, i guess my question is just, is sexual awakening when u become aware of sexual feelings and start masturbating, or is it when u fully realize you have desires towards other people and want to have full on sex? im aware it probably coincides for most people but bc i only watched fetish porn i just thought sex seemed like something for the guy. until recently
>>84446413>bc i heard men hated slutsDecent men do, others just wanna use you as a practice gf or have fun with you and then dump you>and felt being pure was all i had to be lovable at allYes
>>84446530the way i see it now is that grown ups just like to have fun with each other, it seems hard to ignore now that im clued in
>>84446471What's the point of your question? Why does it matter?
>>84446552>grown ups just like to have fun with each otherYet most of them end up feeling empty and miserable. They try to fill that void with "fun" but it's just a temporary fix.
>>84446562in trying to figure out if i had a late sexual awakening just now at 21 bc the possibility makes me insecure, i always considered myself sexually aware
>>84446444This anon is right and this thread is retarded
>>84446573This is the most masturbatory topic on this board.Introspection is on this level accomplishes nothing. There are literal gooners jorking it less than you.
Imagine fetishising marriage like this. Horrid.
women have it so easy they can literally go 21 years without sexual desire and then one day decide its time to live out their sexual fantasies without a worry in the world, for them its just an after thought, a footnote in their quirky chungus life. woops i realize i can actually get horny guysxd. fucking ez modo bitch.
>>84447519i dont fetishise marriage but i do idolise itright now im talking to a girl that feels the same way about marriage and children as i do, and it just makes me really happyall i really want is to be the best father and husband i can
>>84446413>at which point would you say she had her sexual awakening?If you got EPI'd, then that was that
>>84446413I'm a straight girl but only into women in porn. I prefer female solo above all elseMy awakening for the female form was when I was a teen and saw a pic of a blond, flat chested woman on a field. She was so beautifulI'm still straight cause I don't want to date women
