I thought I was healed, brosI genuinely thought I was getting betterI eat right, I move a lot, I socializeHell, I'm supposed to go on a date tomorrow...but you can't fix crazyI'm going to die alone because I'm too fucked in the head
>>84446446Sorry anon I'm also trying to fix myself but the meds don't work. I'd do anything to not be insane anymore.
>>84446446No one is sane Anon. Sanity is a man made concept like time, Santa Claus, and minority men paying child support. Your not too fucked up in the head, you just say that because you know avoiding the challenge of this date under the pretense that your mentally incompetent or unstable is easier than just going on it. Just watch some youtube meditation tutorials and jerk off once before the date, it'll keep your nerves calm. You got this Anon.
>>84446527No, I got that weird thing where my mental illness manifests physicallyI got stomach cramps, my neck tightened, and my body just shut down and I started cryingThe fucking trigger? (fucking hate that word) My date posted a pic of her having dinner with a friend, a GUY friendIf that was all it took to fucking make me curl up into a ball and spiral, I'm not built for any sort of relationships
>>84446628>My date posted a pic of her having dinner with a friend, a GUY friendgut wrenching X(
>>84446463>I'd do anything to not be insane anymoresameI just wish I was normal
>>84446646It's not that big of a deal, I genuinely don't know why my body reacted the way it didTold her I needed some time off, maybe cancel the date even
>>84446628Your just anxious Anon. You've enabled this mentality where you think you aren't built for any relationship's meanwhile your biology demands it of you. Dinner with the guy friend is weird though, I'd make sure it's not just the two of them because it could be some sort of friend group thing. If it's just the two of them, i'd cut the bitch off, she's definitely just treating you as an option.
>>84446906agreed if its a group thing its kind alright, if she alone she's playing games with your head man .
>>84446446Nah I'm stronger than your. I'll be with my moon no matter what. She's mine-sun