>30>did everything i wanted in my life>nothing left to do>shitposting is only hobby that left
>did everything i wanted in my life
>>84447263Yeah I had this big long post and I accidentally hit back on my phone and then when I went back forward it's all gone but yeah I'm 37 now and my last friend we stopped hanging out pretty much 6 or 7 years ago. She got pregnant, on purpose with somebody, but of course is a single mom, and it doesn't matter if it would have been a dude who was my friend that ended up having a kid, it'd be the same thing. You just drift apart because of such different lifestyles. I'll never want to have a family and I don't date anymore because it was great my twenties because everybody was young and fit and good looking but girls after 30 years old, they're fucking gross. He's the ones that stay in good shape and up having these old lady hands like you look at the back of their hands and they're just fucking gross. And there's always going to be sagging skin, their faces look much more grotesque even if they were cute throughout their entire life all the way up until that point, it's so gross. Now that I'm approaching 40, and I would only feel comfortable dating somebody that was within a couple years of my own age, it's beyond hitting the wall, we are now a decade after hitting the wall and the degradation doesn't just stop after hitting the wall, it just keeps getting worse.No girlfriend, I don't really want any friends either, because all a friend can do is complicate life. I prefer getting my human interactions here. I feel much more connected to Humanity through here and b. And I'm a little bit demented, not in a literal sense like alzheimer's, maybe that's not what I mean. Degenerate? Maybe that's it. I like the overuse of the term is fuck and nigger and cunt and this is pretty much the only play some of the planet you can get that anymoreThinking about it, you yourself, I consider more of a friend than anybody I know and see face-to-face. You, are much more important to me, then the people who live on the plots of land around me, otherwise known as my neighbors.
Everyone who loved me died before I turned 37. Tried to escape NEETdom, but failed because autism. Incel for life, naturally.I am literally just waiting for death. I just want to have unpaid sex before I die. My folks died in their fifties, so I hope I have less than 20 years left.
