anyone other hikis in the 2-3 week cycle of intense interest and motivation to play/create something and then a period of intense depression where you rather just spend all day in sleeping? I just got out of a 2 week Valheim obsession that had me glued to my screen for 12 hours a day. Now I can't even sit up at my desk for 20 minutes without feeling tired. Nothing about my diet or physical activity changes. It has to be mental but it feels so uncontrollable. Wondering if anyone else has broken this cycle.
>>84450466i started learning japanese and i was moderately fine energy it was going fine but then im just so low energy now and keep falling asleep in my chair. so i understand where ur coming from also im stealing ur image
i've been trapped in so many cycles, refusing the one that my soul desires. it feels like destiny, but i don't know why it matters so much, nor why i am responsible for it's fulfillment. maybe i'll just ignore it and keep expanding my universe through my imagination at the expense of everything else, until it becomes reality. my only honor in life is contending at the cutting edge of creation, not just conforming to the hectic flow of status quo, but pushing the big idea forward, a collective idea outside of my comprehension, bigger than me. i wish it made sense, but then it would become debased banality, another cheap high, among the many in our life. this is an organic movement in an inorganic age. this is a conquering through love and choice, not fear and consequence, the roots of which penetrate the tough soil of societal rejection. this is why we are still here: for eachother.
