I wish I was lovable. I wish there were good things about me. I wish there was something of value, something to hold on to. But no, I'm a piece of shit in every aspect of life. I don't know why I exist. I am a mistake and was made like this on purpose so I don't perpetuate the mistake of my existence through breeding. I want to beat myself to death.
>>84453864If you're a female, I'll beat your pussy to death for you :)
>>84453864i get how your feel op, i really really do .. Im exactly the same, i was a mistake, im a failure of a woman and life proves again and again that i should get myself killed. I just want to be a good wife and give children to a good man, and still im ugly, a waste..
>>84453941>I just want to be a good wife and give childrenstop perpetuating this samsaric bullshit, what did you poor nonexistent children do to you to deserve being cursed with life?
>>84454014>what did you poor nonexistent children do to you to deserve being cursed with life?Nothing but good fucking lord im not asking to be a famous singer, an Instagram model or marrying someone rich. I just want someone who loves me, and have a life with him
>>84454043>be a famous singer, an Instagram model or marrying someone richThese are things you can choose to do to yourself. Forcing other people to exist is just cruel.
>>84454048Well, bad fucking luck i didn't ask to be born neither, but i want to be a mother, and a good one
>>84454069Oh well, and so the can gets kicked down the road for another generation thrown into the world for no reason other than suffer and die.
>>84453870Why would I be a woman. >>84453941You have valuable things about you. I do not look forward to a single day. Every day is a chore and they are all the same. They blend together. I worry about the future, but all I have is the present. It feels like there is no future, I remain stuck amd worthless. >you can still find someoneIf only they knew that nobody will ever want me. I wonder if they say these things to feel better about themselves or if they're actually trying to be helpful. Regardless, it's wrong. There is no one. If only you knew that there is actually no one. I want to rip off my skin and my teeth.
>>84453864if your tits are as big as your image, i want to milk you so hard bby
>>84453864>>84453941I had an ex who looked like this. She said she'd love me until the end of time. Then she watched a bunch of Tiktok relationship "advice" slop about how to be a gold digging bitch and ruined both our lives along with a 6 year relationship ajd engagement, all because she didn't want to apply for jobs or study. Interacting with women is the biggest most effectivr blackpill.
>>84454069>i want to be a mother, and a good oneMy ex said she "wanted" to get an education so we could buy a house. Instead she chose to spend her time fucking around on Tiktok. If you wanted to, you would. You have access to basically infinite men. But you're here complaining.
>>84454111>>84454121I don't even have fucking tiktok, i know people here like to believe a woman just have to get out the house to get an engagement ring. but when your life is a complet mess and you have never received actual, true love its another story
>>84454159>when your life is a complet messThen you just find a STEMmaxxed autismo who's too awkward to date to pay for everything in exchange for pussy and company. The male equivalent is 100% hopeless as men have a higher expectation of competence and functionality when dating.
>>84454169I have thought about that, or at least someone abusive who let me pretend he cares about me even if its not healthy
>>84454187You literally just scan for a socially inept nerd with a job that likes at least some of the same things you do and who has no clear signs of abusiveness, yes that means picking a hesitant, nerdy, overly analytical guy with no arrogant macho confidence, just shut the fuck up and accept it even if your pussy dries up, as long as he's otherwise someone you enjoy spending time with. There, "femcel" problems solved. You can even pick one who's not hideous and who actually showers regularly but who doesn't know how to flirt.
>>84454187Kill yourself. Why did your attention seeking stupid ass have to take over my thread? >I feel the sameYet you get people telling you that everything will be fine as soon as you say you're a woman. Why even take over the thread? It can only be because your starved ego craves attention and validation through pity.
>>84453864>I wish I was lovable.you would have to be really evil to be unlovableyou probably just haven't been shown enough love but that doesn't mean you don't deserve love
>>84454159>I don't even have fucking tiktok>but I did eat breakfast todayLow IQ foid
>>84454169>just find a STEMmaxxed autismo who's too awkward to date to pay for everything in exchange for pussy and company. Hey this was me a few years ago and it destroyed my life. You are telling OP to be a prostitute basically. Eat shit and die.
>>84454187>automatically assuming autists are abusive
>>84454292It will happen again and you can't help it, you can't die until Satan says you'll die.
>>84454241I was trying to empathize with you, you fucktard>>84454297>automatically assuming autists are abusive>I have thought about that, OR AT LEAST someone abusiveText comprehension
>>84453941>just want to be a good wife and give children to a good man, and still im ugly, a waste.Why do you think you're ugly? The biggest thing for a woman is weight and you can fix that within a year or two.
