I miss being a small boy, people were kinder to me, discovering stuff was genuinely fun, holidays and birthdays excited me Now life is boring, the only good thing i have now and didnt have them is masturbation but that doesnt beat the rest
>>84460016Are you actually blackpilled on aging, or do you just feel like it's too late to find something new?.
>>84460016Anon you are a man now. That little boy loved the people around him, it's your turn to give back. People who care will return it.
>>84460016Your teenage years are really the only time in life that matters.
>You get to stay a shota foreverBUT>You end up shrinking to a few inches tallWould it be worth it?
>>84461182It's also a time when you can't make any decisions for yourself. Notice how much high school/isekai slop is about "doing it right this time!". Bro, MOVE ON.
>>84461273Your life in your teenage years shapes your brain development and your personality as an adult.
>>84461315Just do the things you wanted to do as a teen right now and get over it man. I didn't have internet and I can now generate all the porn I want with AI, why would I go back?
>be 10 in like 2013 or 2012>middle of summer vacation >cousins come over one day>we play bully, gta 4, wii sports, ect>mom orders pizza hut (back when it tasted good)>we drink a bunch of soda, eat pizza and snacks>stay up late watching YouTube Poops or videos or just random shit on TV, we eventually fall asleep at 4 AM.Life was so much better back when I was a child. Everyday felt like a new experience, a new adventure. Man.
all i wanted was to be able to hang out with my family, but everything is terrible now :(
>>84461327I have tried doing the things I wanted to do as a teen. I've tried partying, it sucked. I've tried sex, it sucked.They weren't as enjoyable as they'd have been if I experienced them back then.
Dude my childhood was so tight!I ate junk food!I watched slop on tv!I had no idea how fucked we were economically!Video games had boobs in them!Wait you actually did cool things like going out and not sitting at home?
>>84460016It's the same with being a woman but not as bad, everything is boring
>>84461327Even if you do them now, the damage is already done. The brain isn't going to suddenly going to become healthy again.
>>84461327As an adult, all of the things I missed out on as a teen cost money.
I've been thinking of boredom a lot, it's actually a problem for people. I think It's an issue of survival to counteract it. You get used to tricking your brain, I'll get to the fun thing but the fun thing is boring, this is why people just become drug addicts. Can't kill boredom.
>>84460016Me too, growing up is an humiliation ritual.
>>84460016>I miss being a small boy,I felt as a small boy all my life. Like I actually didn't grow up. I was physically undeveloped when was teen, becoming adults at 18 I felt as small boy who by mistake walked into adults bar. And I stuck in that mindset forever. So I don't miss been small boy because I am still one and all fun of the past is overshadowed by it's been accociated with my failure.
>>84460016>discovering stuff was genuinely fun, holidays and birthdays excited meI'm so jealous of people who had a good childhood. I don't have a single good memory and all I can remember is how fucked everything was and how almost everything that was supposed to be fun was sabotaged by either my parents or other people.
>>84461469Boredom is the biggest problem in my life. If I give up, browse 4chan, play video games, masturbate to porn, drink alcohol, etc. nothing seems to matter and I'm tranquil. When I stop doing these things to exercise and read books instead I feel like killing myself. I've been through the cycle too many times, I'm done for good now. Nothing wrong with being a hedonist.
>>84461404if they sucked now then they probably wouldnt have been much better then and even if they would have been they just would become a distant memory anyway
