Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportguyswe're getting close to 700 :ohey>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links:> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
I was going to post in the last thread yesterday, but I accidentally downloaded Goddess of Victory: Nikke for 2 hours instead.>>84465239heya cat>we're getting close to 700 :oexciting>>84458755>both used to getting late replies by now.yesterday was particularly bad with work being a shitshow, but the type of shitshow i can tolerate so can't complain much>how are you?better now than yesterday> society breeds enotionally stunted people and then blames them for itin this case it's more so my parents i'd say. I've come a long way, but very obvious people interacting with me on certain topics are going to realize i'm very immature>i think i'm kinda done with the series.it's not so great i think you miss out on much. I like the animation and it's good to see a modern anime that manages to be as consistent as this one is>>84458593>go to the Cheesecake Factory with my friend but we got turned away because it was too busyi find it crazy on the other side of the world, there's really that much demand for cheesecake factory... > helping my skellybro out.I'm torn between trying to bulk and cut quickly before cosplaying Toji or maintaining my lead physique, so may or may not be drinking way more milk soon> I guess it filters the zoomers.can't blame them with how much tech has been dumbed down. Know lots of kids who can't handle loose file installs. But I guess older people can't either>>84460883>when did you get the new job?last month. Still getting used to some things, but glad to be away from that disaster zone of my last company
>>84465239Cutters should just commit suicide already.
gonna go on a bike ride tomorrow :D>>84465312hey>accidentally downloaded Goddess of Victory: Nikke for 2 hours instead.hope you had fun!>exciting:D how are you today?
>>84465928>go on a bike ride tomorrowNice, hope you have fun! >hope you had fun!other than being emotionally traumatized I'm greatly moved by the killing of anime girls I met 5 minutes prior I am fine. I'm full time in gacha game hell, but hey I pulled the strongest horse girl today too so there's that>how are you today?I'm doing okay. Ready for the weekend since this was a long week. How are you?
>>84466400>hope you have fun!thanks !!>killing of anime girls ID: you monster >gacha game hell,keep your wallet tight and closed>weekend since this was a long week. any plans>How are you?I'm good :Dgot a haircut today and got a package I ordered it's a thingie called kodak charmera you can look it up it a fun little camera
>>84465312>>84459856>Just a good way to phrase the thing I've been stuck on.good. don't get any writer's block again, you heat! :<>Did you need the rest?kinda. my head is just empty most of these days and i just sit around doomscrolling or mindlessly playing games. i know something is wrong, but i can't figure out what.>Tomodachi Life and walked around malls with my friend.good times. what did you do at the mall?>>84460890>my school is kinda weird they have like pathway classes but it's very strangeseems like something that's more concerned with preparing people for jobs instead of higher education. we have a few different types of schools for that here.>by just how much they used there hands (with gloves but still) to move the flesh and stuffi see. that's not something you get used to easily, i assume. and that's just the normal procedure...>good to have some constants in life i supposewhat else would i complain about?>it feels like a break to not at least that's how i used to beat this point posting feels like the outlier to me. :/>decently enough have like 3 friends x3 but i also skip lunch do have good grades and try as hard as i canthat's great to hear. :D keep up the hard work, but don't forget to enjoy some quality time with your friends, ok?>>84465239hi catbro!>we're getting close to 700 :oit's been a wild ride.>>84465312>I accidentally downloaded Goddess of Victory: Nikke for 2 hours instead.is the game that big?>yesterday was particularly bad with work being a shitshow, but the type of shitshow i can tolerate so can't complain muchcomplain all you want. you've earned it at this point. what happened?>better now than yesterdaythat's a relief. easier day at work?>in this case it's more so my parents i'd saythe ratios may vary, so it's important to find out what you have agency over and what you can improve on, but we also need to realize what we just have to endure.
>>84465312>very obvious people interacting with me on certain topics are going to realize i'm very immaturewhat topics would that be, if you don't mind me asking?>I like the animation and it's good to see a modern anime that manages to be as consistent as this one isyeah, the animation was great, but the yellow screeching idiot was grinding my gears so much that the nice visuals didn't make up for it anymore. i've never understood why this archetype is as popular as it is.
>>84466575hey fren!how's it going?
>>84460883>said they had to ig it's a medical class but like stillmedical classwe don't have classes like that here what is it about?>more damaged socialeh I don't think anyone will care about it much You can always tell them you just haven't been getting enough sleep and you passed out >looked through my grandma's old stuff and had so many cools picturesaw that's cool!I got the camera today, it's coolI'll test it out more tomorrow
>>84466483>D: you monsteryou don't understand the game made me do it!!>keep your wallet tight and closedI only spent money one time on gacha and it was umamusume for the new year package deal so i think i've been very controlled>any plansah not much. I'm going to the Miku thing Tuesday next week, so this weekend will probably be chores before anyone comes over here while I'm away>got a haircut today anice. How did it turn out you feel?>called kodak charmeranever heard of this but woah, that's tiny. Looks kinda fun, but seems like don't want to try to take quality pictures with it lol>>84466575hi yuanon, how are you?>is the game that big?I meant to type "played for 2 hours". Though it took longer than expected to download, just not that much> what happened?normal tech related headaches, but those are not so bad they can't be overcome>easier day at work?relatively speaking, though. Not sloow or easy, but after the previous day yeah>we also need to realize what we just have to endure.not enduring much now though honestly save for lingering thoughts, but those can be a pain too
helloooo!!!>How are you doing today?could be better as im sick rn>Any plans for today?as its getting pretty late im probablu just gonna watch youtube and play vidya but have bought some network stuff earlier(a router,network cards and a switch)>When was the last time you hurt yourself?3 days ago>Why did you hurt yourself?did awful on a test on a subject on which my average is already pretty low >Is there anything bothering you right now?soon i have a practical exam and im afraid of not passing (those exams are the reason i bough the network stuff so i can learn a bit before them)
>>84466590>what topics would that beI don't act as responsible in a lot of instances as I seem probably posting here and have a tendency to wing things in reckless ways that make it seem like I don't take things seriously. Also even though I do have a gf and had prior ones, I tend to have weird hang ups involving women from years I think with 0 interaction that shaped a lot of my behaviors in life, which also leads to a lot "immaturity" that comes across from me.>the yellow screeching idiot kinda have to try to filter him out memory of him. though i was more annoyed what they did with him later... so maybe you're right to have stopped
>>84466660>the game made me do it!!just following orders huh?>only spent money one timegood keep or upnot spending I mean >going to the Miku thing Tuesday\o/>anyone comes over here while I'm awaylike people in your house? when you're not there?>How did it turn out you feel?okay>like don't want to try to take quality pictures with it lolyep it not really about quality I remember hearing about those a while ago but they weren't available here and when they were apparently people would just buy them all quickly >>84466708heya :DD>better as im sick rnnoohope it's just a cold >watch youtube and play vidyagood way to ens the day relaxing I'm doing the same>awful on a teststupid tests man I hate them >practical examooh I had those!probably the exact one you're going to have because it was also with a router and switch and crap but I also had a different one with creating a website whens the big test?
>>84465239>Not cute enough>Not hot body to make up for the face>Every friend, boys and girls are getting into relationships but me>Every day getting closer to end itToday will be cutting night Anons
>>84466624>how's it going?ok. work was rough, so i decided to get to bed a bit earlier. can't sleep, though. at least tomorrow is a holiday, so there's that. what about you?>>84466660hi officeanon! damn. that close to quints. :0 >how are you?quite tired. day went by super quick and i didn't really realize how late it already was.>played for 2 hoursthat makes more sense. ^^ what kind of game is it?>Though it took longer than expected to download, just not that muchi'm sure the jiggle physics drastically increased the size of the game. :p probably still more optimized than any recent cod...>normal tech related headachesheadache to deal with them as customer, headache to deal with as dev. what's not to like?>Not sloow or easy, but after the previous day yeahit's all relative, i suppose. just one more day and then it's time for the weekend.>not enduring much now though honestly save for lingering thoughts, but those can be a pain tooyeah. hard to get rid of those. too bad they always show up when you least expect them.>>84466708>im sick rnget well soon, anon!>just gonna watch youtube and play vidyacomfy evening. what are you watching/playing?>bought some network stuff earlierwhat for?>did awful on a test on a subject on which my average is already pretty lowcan you try to make up for it somehow?>soon i have a practical examgood luck with that!>>84466762>I don't act as responsible in a lot of instances as I seemi think you're a reasonable guy, but we all act somewhat different here to how we act irl.>have a tendency to wing things in reckless ways that make it seem like I don't take things seriouslyhey, as long as it works out in the end. though i do get why that might set some people off.
>>84466908I don't cut, but your image of a qt gf who acts like a quirky anime girl I am entitled to is kind of making me wanna
>>84466833its gonna at the end of this month or the beginning of junei dont mind getting either linux or windows server although id rather get windowsand for the station i hope its windows
>>84466762>I tend to have weird hang ups involving women from years I think with 0 interaction that shaped a lot of my behaviors in lifeheh, yeah. i learned pretty early that if you're nice to people they tend to think you want something from them and that friction stopped me from bothering with people to this day. sad how early interactions can shape you like that.>though i was more annoyed what they did with him later...what did they do? as far as i remember he got the ability to "sleep fight" so he could be useful in combat while not having to have any kind of character growth at all. fantastic concept. but as you said, i just tried to ignore him as much as i could.>>84466908i want to say you get used to it, but sometimes it's alright and then there's days when it hits you really bad. just don't be to hard on yourself, ok?
>>84466964>what for?wanting to learn for that practical exami need to also get an extension cable cuz i dont enough plugs nearly>can you try to make up for it somehow?i can but at a later date after the May Long Weekend
>>84467036> just don't be to hard on yourselfI would like to, but then I remember how I look and my genes and understand why no boy will ever fall in love with me. At least in a twisted way cutting makes me feel better and cuter.
>>84466908hey anon>Not cute enoughwhat makes you think so?>are getting into relationships but meyeah it suck don't really know what else to say, especially if you have a desire for one>closer to end itdon't >>84466964>>84466964>work was rough>:lat least you can relax now >tomorrow is a holidayvery glad to hear that any plans?>what about you?got my little camera today and also got a haircut it's was an okay day now I'm just going to chill and sleepI will go on a bikeride tomorrow >>84467030have you like practiced the things that you will have to do there?best of luck!
>>84467110>have you like practiced the things that you will have to do there?best of luck!i will start practising the moment i connect the stuff after i get an extension cablespecifically Linux Server as thats where im most unsure inas that server i will use for old 2nd gen pentium fujitsu computer i got somewhere and as my workstation my windows PC will do fine
>>84467073>wanting to learn for that practical examah, i see.>i need to also get an extension cable cuz i dont enough plugs nearlyi know that feeling. my current pc-setup is a bit wonky in that regard as well...i feel like there could be a more sophisticated solution, but it's eluding me so far.>i can but at a later date after the May Long Weekendthat's something. hope you can at least enjoy the weekend a bit.>>84467108not to say how you feel about yourself isn't valid, but i think we're way harder on ourselves than other people are in that regard.>>84467110>at least you can relax nowyeah. at least if the music outside stays on the more quiet side.>very glad to hear that any plans?maybe working out since i have to work on saturday and i wanted to make a chili. that's about it.>got my little camera today and also got a haircutare both to your liking?>I'm just going to chill and sleep I will go on a bikeride tomorrowhave fun. i'll call it a day now, too. getting too tired. (~.~)good night, everyone!
>>84467239I wish I had some tips for you but I don't remember a thing I remember in our school we had stations for practicing already set up so we didn't have to worry about thatDo you know what you will have to do on the examlike so have access to previous years examsbecause those are really helpful
>>84467315yeayea i have access to exams from previous yearsaaand if i dont know how to do something a youtube video from 10 years ago will explain it to me
>>84465239>How are you doing today? bit down, but I feel like that most of the time.>Any plans for today? just sleeping when I get back home, but tomorrow's a holiday, so I'll be home playing games most of the day.>When was the last time you hurt yourself? it's been a couple months since that, I did feel a very strong urge to do it lately though.>Why did you hurt yourself? work, pressure, anger and bottling up emotions, it just ended up overflowing because of a bad day at work.>Is there anything bothering you right now?I didn't turn in a college project this week, I'm pretty bothered since I don't know how my grades are going to be affected by that.
