>>84471436
hopefully ur boots and butt get bigger fembot

>>84471436
I want to be a skelly! can we switch?

>>84471441
Doubt it, they were small before. Just being on meds that suppress my appetite just made it worse.

>>84471477
As long as you are normal weight. I want to be able to exercise regularly again without wasting away.

>>84471482
>As long as you are normal weight. I want to be able to exercise regularly again without wasting away.
my bmi is 23, I want to be underweight

>>84471492
are you a woman?
if ur a woman and bmi 23 thats sad

>>84471506
I'm a man, why is 23 sad? is it too high?

>>84471492
Have at it. You don't really want to be underweight. I'm so embarassed about it that I wear a hoodie despite it being warm out right now.

>>84471510
why? that's my dream! do people make fun of you?

>>84471509
nah i was saying its too high for a woman idrc about other guys weight

>>84471521
Yes! I get called a skelly! One time a guy actually groped me and said to everyone I did not even have any boobs. Everyone laughed.

>>84471524
oh ok
>>84471534
that's horrible, I'm sorry that happened to you, I really do feel bad.

>>84471436
do u sit inside and play vidya, what vidya do u like

>>84471547
being thin as a man isnt nice though i promise you that, im bmi 15 take my word

>>84471534
Male skelly here, this black girl in middle grabbed my ass and yelled out, "you ain't got no ass wassup wi dat?" and everyone laughed at me

I feel nothing about it though

>>84471573
as of right now I'm very proud of how skinny my legs are now, some of us are different I guess

>>84471584
vicious cycle

>>84471547
It's embarrassing to be like this. It's not that I want to be fat or anything. I just want to be able to eat and have energy to actually do things other than walk to class and study.

>>84471553
I'm mostly at the library studying or reading because it's too loud at home. I'm on 4chan because everything seems boring thanks to these meds. They keep me stable though. My doctor said I may be able to get off the depakote since the marijuana may help with the myoclonic seizures.

>>84471573
>15
How are you not dead?

>>84471575
Sorry you have to deal with the same I did. That happened to me as well. It's different though since we're expected to have bigger butts.

>>84471584
Why are you proud of that? Do you have some self image issues or something? I don't want to be a skelly at all. It looks stupid. I cannot believe people want to look like one.

>>84471606
>Why are you proud of that? Do you have some self image issues or something?
yeah pretty much, I grew up being bullied by my dad and my brother for being fat

>>84471606
>How are you not dead?
i manage, i think itd take 13 or 14 do me in. i dont need energy im a hikkineet

>>84471615
I can see why you'd want that then. I still think it's flat out dumb. I'm so embarassed by it I'm wearing track pants and a hoodie despite it being warm out. I don't want to show my body at all, and until I gain all the weight and some muscle back, I'm going to have to do this even in the middle of summer.

>>84471616
Why though?

>>84471630
be specific idk what ur why is aimed at

>>84471630
well maybe I don't want to look like a skelly (though I wouldn't mind) but I would like to lose some more weight

Prepare to eat a lot. When I was on it for nausea due to chemo, I was downing everything.

>>84471646
Why do you not want more energy. You say you don't need it, but don't you want to do anything else? I'd love to do other stuff but everything sems boring like I mentioned. So it's just reading and rotting on 4chan between classes. With finals next week and the week after off until summer classes, it's going to be really boring. I want more energy to do things. Even the adderall gives me no energy and it calms me down.

>>84471651
I don't see that as a problem. But being underweight sucks. I wouldn't be surprised if I'm called a grim reaper soon.

>>84471661
Should I just scarf everything down, or will I get sick from not being used to so much food again? It's been a year since this occurred when I got on the right med combination for everything. I need to call my doctor on this.

>>84471680
>I wouldn't be surprised if I'm called a grim reaper soon.
some people are also just jealous
>or will I get sick from not being used to so much food again?
oh nta but now I get full very quickly like one sandwich is enough for me to feel full, I used to be able to eat a lot

>>84471680
>don't you want to do anything else?
i dont have classes, i dont have a job. i dont have any grades or work experience. i have no friends. i have no money. i puke from anxiety when i have to go outside. i dont really have the option of doing anything else even if there was something i wanted to do.

>>84471708
Why would they be jealous of this? I don't like being so skinny. I feel like I'm going to break my hand off if I press down on the keyboard hard enough.

It's half of a sandwich for me. Even then, I feel like throwing up. The only way I've been able to keep some weight on and not completely waste away is those mass gainer powder and sipping on it until it's gone, then switch the rest of the day with milk in a 40 fl oz insulated metal container. Eating dinner is a chore and my mom still yells at how I cannot eat. Like I want to not be able to eat some good delicious food again!

>>84471719
I'm sorry to hear all of that anon. Are you okay with it all though? How are you surviving if you have no money? Are you on disability or living with your parents?

>>84471750
i live with parents, i basically get nothing for disability. nope but nothing i can do lol. shout to uk mental healthcare

>>84471750
>Why would they be jealous of this?
because they are fat

do you just not get hungry? well you did say you get full rather quickly so I'm guessing that's the problem?

>>84471767
Are your parents supportive in anyway? Are you actually wanting help or to get better? I understand on the UK healthcare as I hear others say it's not that great unless you get private insurance and bypass all the NHS stuff. I live here in America so it's not that great in itself.

>>84471806
Are they just looking for an easy way out to lose weight? When I was slightly overweight in junior high, I just started exercising and go to almost underweight in no time. I want to go back to that.

I still get hungry, but I just feel full very quickly. And if I get slightly past that, I get sick.

I think the gummy is starting to kick in. I feel kind of...calmer than what I was and bit light headed. Is this normal? Am I getting high in the middle of the library? I never done any drugs and adderall doesn't get me high at all.

>>84471841
>Are they just looking for an easy way out to lose weight?
yeah they want to be skinny but they don't want to put any kind of effort.
>I still get hungry, but I just feel full very quickly. And if I get slightly past that, I get sick.
I'm actually just starting to have that problem
> I feel kind of...calmer than what I was and bit light headed. Is this normal?
I think so..I've never done drugs before so I wouldn't know, unless smoking regular cigarettes counts, I do get light headed from those sometimes

>>84471436
Skelly mode is the most attractive thing for a woman. Why would you want to become fat like 95% of women

>>84471841
my dad is absent and my mother is unloving so not really. ive tried multiple medication and im on waiting list for therapy, yes the basically underfund the nhs to lead you into going private however i dont have thousands to fork out for it, my family is poor.

I want to protect her and take care of her....

>>84471871
I don't get the put in effort part. I feel such a better sense of accomplishment doing things the hard way. It feels really good.

Is there a medical reason you are having that problem? At least for me it's medicine that I'm on. I flat out hate it but it's what helps stabilize my moods and such. I don't want to go into a traumatic state and get severely depressed again.

I think the effect is starting to actually hit. I'm not more light headed though. I'm feeling good and giddly. Like, I just saw something that was not funny at all and was giggling. The guy one table down was looking at me when I was. If this is kicking in, I'm wonder if I'll be able to eat something. I am hungry anyway, so I might as well try. I just fear throwing up in public though so I may not.

>>84471874
I don't see how you think someone looking like they're wasting away in starvation is attractive. I think it looks ridiculous. I hate looking in the mirror and being able to see my ribs this visible.

>>84471879
Sounds like the typical NHS thing I hear about. There are people here in America that want to adopt that model without seeing the effects. I do believe no one should be bankrupt from receiving medical care though. I hope they're able to get you in sooner.

>>84471911
Uhh, okay?

>>84471998
>I feel such a better sense of accomplishment doing things the hard way.
and that's the big difference, they don't like doing anything the hard way.
honestly proud of you for having that mind set
>Is there a medical reason you are having that problem?
a friend told me it might be that my stomach shrank, for like 7 months last year I barely ate anything so that might be why it shrank.
>I don't want to go into a traumatic state and get severely depressed again.
I don't know what happened to you in the past but I'm really sorry you went through that
>I think the effect is starting to actually hit. I'm not more light headed though. I'm feeling good and giddly.
glad you are feeling better, maybe try eating something really small for now but once you get home try to have a full meal.
I believe in you anon! things will get better for you

>>84471998
>skinny stoned femanon giggling in the library

cute and wholesome, I hope you are able to improve on your condition and feel content

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Where is my skelly mentally ill gf to hug until our ribs hurt and feed her my homemade meals with veggies from my garden...

>>84472053
Well, it's like what I learned in my psychology classes is true. The sense of accomplishment not only feels good, but it kind of reinforces it. I really like it because it makes me want to work hard. I just hate that I have that adhd analysis paralysis crap and all of that so it's hard to get started.

Oh, sorry to hear that. Was there a reason you ate less? Just issues going on? When I was in terrible moods I wouldn't want to eat at all.

It happened. There's nothing I can do about it. The good thing I look forward instead of backward. Even if one develops or something triggers it, I know how to better deal with it.

I just ate a small cookie from the vending machine and got confronted by the guy on manning the desk for eating it at the table. I don't know why it's making me so giddly. I should be a bit shook up and apologizing. It has made me feel a little full, but nowhere like I have been. I also don't feel nauseous from it. I think it is working. Maybe I may need to slowly work my way back up to a full meal.

Thanks for your support!

>>84472056
I don't know if i'm at the stoned stage yet, lol. But I never used anything like this. I kind of wish I waited until I got home to try it though. I hope I don't get too giddly during my 1:30pm class. It's really the real thing I'm feeling though other than the calmness. Things just seem so funny though I know they're not at all. I'm walking just fine, at least I think? The guy at the one table just talked to me and asked if I was okay. So maybe I'm just not self-aware at my state? At least he talked to me finally. He's been coming closer during this entire semester. He started at the end of the the row of tables, and now he's one table away. I think he should be less shy and talk.

>>84472145
You might have to go out and search for her, anon. I think that is great that you garden.

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btw my BMI is 19.1 and I am a tall male so I am not a hypocrite I just want a skelly girl cause I am skelly myself

>>84472159
>that adhd analysis paralysis crap and all of that so it's hard to get started.
oh that happens to me too sometimes, thankfully not very often.
>Oh, sorry to hear that. Was there a reason you ate less? Just issues going on? When I was in terrible moods I wouldn't want to eat at all.
something happened and I got really depressed for an entire year actually but I did started eating a bit more after like 7 months.
I just couldn't eat more than a few bites.
it's all good now though
> The good thing I look forward instead of backward.
I'm glad to hear that, I wish I could look forward like you.
>ust ate a small cookie from the vending machine and got confronted by the guy on manning the desk for eating it at the table. I don't know why it's making me so giddly. I should be a bit shook up and apologizing. It has made me feel a little full, but nowhere like I have been. I also don't feel nauseous from it. I think it is working. Maybe I may need to slowly work my way back up to a full meal.
I'm happy for you! you'll be able to eat full meals in no time, you'll see!
>Thanks for your support!
you're welcome! have a wonderful day!

>>84472166
Do you like being a lanklet? I don't like being skelly.

Your picture is exactly what I'm talking about! Your picture is not funny at all. I know this, but I was giggling at the colors and everything in it. I cannot even help myself but giggle at it. God this is going to suck for my 1:30pm class. I really need to pay attention though since the professor is going to go over what he's looking over for our final next week. I should have waited until I get home. I'll have to cover my mouth the entire time or something.

>>84472203
Yes yes! Someone gets the whole adhd crap! It's not like I don't want to do it! I do, but I get stuck! It's so hard for people to understand! It was this when my psychologist finally figured it out.

I see. Sorry to bring all of that up. It is part of what happened to me last year as well. Though, when I broke through, I'd be fine for awhile. That is great though you are able to eat more.

It's stuff I learned in therapy. ironic though that is the subject I'm majoring in so you'd think I'd know some of it. lol, maybe next year when I'm a junior. though I don't plan on going into therapy or anythign like that. I don't think I'd be able to handle stuff like I had to tell my psych. They must have some tough mind in order to deal with people like me every single day.

Aww, thanks, anon! You have a good day as well. I'm going to get to my 1:30pm class now. I hope it goes well and I don't giggle and disrupt the class or my learning. This is going to be hard. I mean, it's very hard right now to not giggle at anything. Even looking at the cookie wrapper is making me giggle and it's just a plain blue cookie wrapper from the vending machine.

>>84471436
eat sardines, good for health, plenty of fat and it's easy to eat lots of them

>>84472056
>>skinny stoned femanon giggling in the library
/r9k/ thread ideas for OC.

>>84472237
>It's not like I don't want to do it! I do, but I get stuck!
I haven't actually been diagnosed with adhd but I do have some symptoms, like the paralysis thing, god it sucks!
>I see. Sorry to bring all of that up. It is part of what happened to me last year as well. Though, when I broke through, I'd be fine for awhile.
no that's fine you don't have to apologize
>That is great though you are able to eat more.
not as much as I used to but a normal healthy amount!
> ironic though that is the subject I'm majoring in so you'd think I'd know some of it. lol, maybe next year when I'm a junior.
hey that's pretty cool!
>Aww, thanks, anon! You have a good day as well. I'm going to get to my 1:30pm class now.
good luck!

>>84471436
when i see a skinny girl all i can think of is how great it would be to punch her in the belly

You should roll and smoke a fat joint just once to see what it's like. Edibles are nice and so is vaporized bud, but smoking something is such an ancient human experience you gotta try it out

>>84472277
Better than the same spam from the same schizos we get every single day. At least it would be different and there is potential for lols.

>>84472429
>cute anxious skinny femanon coughs will she puffs on the joint for the first time
>her eyes get red and her eyelids get squinty
>her posture relaxes and she giggles a little bit
>"I think I'm feeling it anon"

God I wish i could draw

>>84472464
>God I wish i could draw
DRAW ANONS, CAN YOU DO THIS?

AI slop generated of skellychan.

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>>84472652
And slop generated. Enjoy.

>>84472661
you typed red eyes instead of bloodshot eyes didn't you

>>84472675
Yes, my bad.

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>>84472206
>Do you like being a lanklet? I don't like being skelly.
It's cool having a flat tummy and still being asked for my ID card at 26 years old. I like looking young. I guess its different because I still have some manly strenght. I do wish I was stronger though...
>pic
It's Sodachi from Monogatari, she's mentally ill and malnourished from years of parental neglect, poverty and mental health issues.
I'd like to hug her...

>>84472267
Thanks for the advice.

>>84472285
Yes yes. It really does! I hate it so much. The adderall helps it out so much though.

I get you on the normal amount. I used to eat much more because I used to like being active. I really want to be like that again, but I don't do much because I don't have much energy. I still try to run a bit, but I don't have the energy to do much.

I don't know what I'll end up doing with it, but I really do like the subject matter. I just know a meme degree like this can get me something that won't be replaced by AI in the very near future. Okay, maybe ten years from now it might.

>>84472429
I'm not going to start smoking. I don't care what people think. It's why I chose the edibles when I asked the guy at the dispensary. If it hits harder than it has, then I don't want to. I had a hard time not giggling in class and I'm still having a hard time. I had to walk out of class once and just laugh while in the bathroom. I think the other girl in there was scared at me laughing as I heard her quickly run out. The stuff wasn't funny at all.

>>84472757
The flat tummy is nice. I hope I don't become one of those that has a hard time losing fat when I get older. I like look like i'm athletic, not skelly. Though, I would like some strength back. Mine went way down this past year. Thankfully my backpack is light. I cannot imagine what students had to do in the past carrying a lot more weight with their physical textbooks.

>>84472464
>>84472501
>>84472661
I don't like where this is going.

Anyway, study tiem.

>>84472879
Sorry but you started this, you can't make a thread like this with a highly erotic picture and not expect anons to imagine your skinny skelly body pressed against their while you're in a stoned dazed state

>>84471436
Where do you at? Home? Out?

>>84472925
Dammit.

>>84472937
The library on campus. I like it here because I can study in quietness compared to home. I may even just come here when I'm on break. I'm just having a hard time concentrating now that I'm being giggly. I hope it wears off soon. I may just go home and forget abotu studying here.

>>84472982
your thread has really brightened my day, thank you for sharing

>>84472879
>I had to walk out of class once and just laugh while in the bathroom. I think the other girl in there was scared at me laughing as I heard her quickly run out. The stuff wasn't funny at all.
It is funny that you scared someone with your laughing.

I posted this image before, its my type of woman

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>>84472464
>>84472501
You have taken my comic virginity

>>84473042
I'm glad it did.

>>84473049
I don't think it's funny at all.

>>84473307
Your post might have been the one I saved it from.

>>84473315
Oh no.

>>84473450
Good night anonymous girl from the internet, I will now go to bed and imagine cuddling with you while you're stoned and gigly

>>84472879
>I don't know what I'll end up doing with it, but I really do like the subject matter. I just know a meme degree like this can get me something that won't be replaced by AI in the very near future. Okay, maybe ten years from now it might.
I wish you luck anon!
>>84473450
>Your post might have been the one I saved it from.
lol

>>84471436
as an avid hemp gummy user and someone who has done a non-zero amount of dabs:
>le munchies
this, at first, will be a fairly strong urge to eat something - since you're doing edibles, this will be stronger. my advice is to wash the gummies down with a high-fat drink, like kefir or other yogurts. for whatever reason this helps things work a bit better. after that, try to eat some healthy things. you're going to want meaty, salty foods more than anything - for your use case, keep a reasonable portion set aside to eat and prepare it while zooted. for filler afterward, keep a reasonable amount of vegetable and fruits.

somethings to watch out for: do NOT allow yourself to binge eat. this doesn't end well. i have done this, stupidly, and ended up badly constipated because i didn't get enough fiber along with the large quantity of food. it is uncomfortable, and if bad enough, can require medical intervention. long term, if you're snacking on shitty foods, your diet as a whole will go to hell. don't allow that. lastly, make sure you have water (not soda, not juice, not energy drinks, *water*) nearby. munchies are, in fact, thirsties and can be quenched both by food or water. your newly high dumbass brain doesn't know the difference. another reason why kefir is so good, it satisfies both needs upon administration.

>>84473474
Good night, anon.
>I will now go to bed and imagine cuddling with you while you're stoned and gigly
What have I started? At least I know it's worn off since I'm no longer giggly.

>>84473490
Thanks, anon!

>>84473572
>munchies
I didn't get that, surprisingly. I ate a bag of chips which I didn't feel as full after I left the library. I got home though and:
>binge eat
Which I just got sick. Lesson learned. I feel bad now. I should have taken it slow.

>wash the gummies down with a high-fat drink, like kefir or other yogurts
Will milk help? What about the mass gainer I take? Hopefully, I won't have to worry about these in the future. Thank you for your advice.

I'm going to lay down now. I feel so sick from just scarfing things down thinking I could do it.

We love flatties here

>>84473628
>I feel so sick from just scarfing things down thinking I could do it.
This is comical. Femanon's first time being stoned. Please make future reappearances.

>>84473628
>Will milk help?
possibly? i don't know, i don't drink milk. mass gainer is, i assume, either powdered whey protein/onions isolate which won't help much because it's just protein. i think something like an ensure would work well enough since it does have some fat in it. fuck, i hate to say it, but even onions might do the trick. it's mostly about getting fat and protein right up front which helps the edible process itself. this is why cannabutter is a thing, the active compounds (thc 8/9, cbd, cbn, and others) leach right into the butter and are almost immediately available. kefir is doing the same thing with a gummy, but it's also just generally good for you, so you should have some anyway.
>I'm going to lay down now. I feel so sick from just scarfing things down thinking I could do it.
this is the weed equivalent of dying the first night in minecraft lmao, it does get better. adjust your dose a bit if it was too weak or too strong. no one says you have to take a whole gummy, i cut mine up all the time, i've gotten high a couple times and been like "eh... maybe a bit more :3" and cut like a quarter gummy out. you can just do things, it's your weed

>>84473868
thank you filters for niggering my post. the funny bean plant protein isolate and funny bean plant shakes that vegans/male feminists drink.

>>84473315
>the little skeleton on her shirt gets bloodshot eyes too

very cute