Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportposting since I'm hoping someone else is having fun right now>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
>>84472534before i forget theselinks:> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84472534>hoping someone else is having fun right nowhmm where is cat?>How are you doing today?im fine!hru officeanon?
>>84472562hey rm>hmm where is cat?Mentioned going on a bike ride. I figured I had some free time so I would post the thread since might be someone around and I was right!>hru officeanon?I'm okay! Weekend soon so I get a break. Also taking off some days next week for a mini vacation, so I'm excited for that! have anything coming up? Or just focused still these days?
>>84472596>bikeridemakes sense>might be someone around and I was rightyeah i was waiting for the thread actually lolim on a break finally, before finals :]>mini vacationsi see, glad you're okay!how's work overall? its been two months right? is everything going well in the new job?>excited for thatglad you are :]>have anything coming up?well finals are next week so i have free time, i will try to do good things :]currently im in a garden, the wind is so nice. so im under melancholia and a lot of feelings and thoughts' attack lol but its okay :]
>>84472662>yeah i was waiting for the thread actuallyglad I posted it then. I'm active online a lot earlier than anyone else, but hesitate to post sometimes since I'm never sure if anyone will be around. I think you and discanon are the others who drop in early sometimes>im on a break finally, before finalsnice! doing anything fun at all, or just trying to relax?>how's work overall?little over a month. It's pretty good overall. Some chaos, some stress, but I had a talk with Yuanon that I can take that. My old job was stressful and bullshit office politics on top of it. Much rather be somewhere that the biggest problem is the work itself, not the people there>currently im in a gardenI like garden. I say every year I'm going to try to plant, but never do so have to settle on seeing other people's and going to nicer ones being maintained> lot of feelings and thoughts'anything you want to talk about or you just trying to relax for now?
>>84472534Hii officeanon hru? Also wheres cat?? :0>How are you doing today?Im okay, on a trip rn so i should be in Stockholm really soon ^^>Any plans for today?Get enough rest so i can function later, and do stuff to pass the time>When was the last time you hurt yourself?A few days ago, argument related ig
other replies...>>84466833>just following orders huh?I'm not going to lie, opening made me want to play this silly fanservice ridden game>not spending I meanI think I said, but I still think spending on gacha within reason isn't bad. People spend 50 dollars a week on coffees, paying for a game you enjoy (that quite frankly depends upon people spending money) ain't bad.>like people in your house? when you're not there?someone has to stay with the dog>yep it not really about qualityI would be interested to see what a picture from it looks like> apparently people would just buy them all quicklyhow a lot of these things are>>84466964>that close to quints. :0would have been amused if the one time i got quints was crying of Nikke >what kind of game is it?squad tactical rail shooter gacha that is blatantly coomer game that I somehow didn't click when downloading. I've heard people enjoy the campaign more than other gachas and story is kinda derivative but interesting enough. Also wildly depressing. I was upset way more by them pulling this scene in the first chapter than I care to admit. Maybe i was in a funny mood already, but wasn't prepared. . >sure the jiggle physics drastically increased the size of the gameI swear I didn't even know this was a thing till someone said it and now I can't unnotice and am unironically defending myself by saying I'm playing for the plot :<>what's not to like?I'd rather have issues with tech, than people in charge, so again, the headache I'm willing to choose
this one rlly hurting but its not even that deep i wanted to go to muscle but it started hurting too much
>>84467036>what did they do?big spoiler so i'll put it in that just in case anyone else comes in and hasn't watched demon slayer but wants to. He finally gets more serious after he finds out his old classmate became a demon and master killed himself out of shame for not stopping him. There's litterally zero build up, conflict, or anything. He just gets a letter and becomes a completely different character and 1v1 kills an Upper moon by himself with a technique he never had up till that fight. It was so fucking stupid and came from no where. I'd be fine if he had built up a little or had some conflict or something after the news, but no he suddenly just locks in>>84472721Hi Meowster! I'm okay, ready for the weekend> Also wheres cat?? probably bike ride still. I decided to make the thread so others can post until he comes in later>Im okay, on a trip rn sonice! That's exciting! Hope you're having a fun time. I have some time off work next week, but nothing anywhere as exciting as that.> argument relatedsorry to hear that. Hope everything is all right now.
>>84472719>you and discanon are the others who drop in early sometimeslol i love our communitybut about being early honestly im online a lot of times but i feel so lazy sometimes to post and also because i usually wait for myself to be in the mood. my usual mood swings yk :/>doing anything fun at all, or just trying to relax?kinda both>Soma chaos, some stressi guess its hard to find one without this, so im happy you got something less worse than before :]>bullshit office politicsi just realized are you still considered officeanon? xD >not the people therenever tried a job but i can understand this point very well :[>going to try to plantlol just get seed and do it its nice>anything you want to talk about?:Dusual things honestlyi have a lot to talk about but like its not useful to just say "i miss my friend", but man, its been more than five months. i miss him. its also not useful to talk about everything that annoys me every day :/
>>84472822please go to a hospital anon this is too much
>>84473011when they see they will make me go i think but i dont wanna so im trying to hide it
hey :DI made a new threads because I didn't notice this oneI deleted it now so dwI was on a bike ride btw how are you gusy doing?
>>84472822that looks rough anonyep really so visit a doctor >>84473022>trying to hide itI don't it's possible to hide something like that, eventually someone will notice pls get some stitches
>> 84459149>i'm fine. i did nothing but beat ascension 7 with the silent and the regent in slay the spire, though... ^^' you?I haven't played slay the spire, but I've gotten really into Hades 2 recently. I beat cronos on my 60th run. >>84472534>>How are you doing today?Pretty lazy, thinking of quitting again.>>Any plans for today?Just studying and playing hades. and dexter again.Thought about a get rich quick scheme where i generate feet ai feet pics and sell them. >>Is there anything bothering you right now?Just money and work visas
>>84473022why dont you want to go?>>84473062>heyhey catwas picrel shot by you??>was on a bike rideofficeanon told me :]did u have fun?>how are you guys doing?im aight wbu
>>84472863>im online a lot of times but i feel so lazy sometimes to post It's okay. Not like there's any obligation to post or be here (i let the last thread die because i got distracted by a mobile game after all)That said, it is always good to have you stop in>you still considered officeanon? xeven if at some point i stop working in an office, I'lll still probably spend a lot of time in my home office at least>but i can understand this point very well bad people tend to be the source of problems in all areas of life>just get seed and do it its nicei probably need to do some additional work before my yard would be in any shape to do so though is the issue.>usual things honestlyno one minds if you repeat things or say how it's bothering you now. But yeah. After certain time away, most of the issues are internal in a way. It's something I know no one can help with much, but maybe more time will help. A lot of things are like that. Do you feel any different now than you used to?>>84473062hey cat, how was your bike ride?>>84473109hey cynic>, thinking of quitting again.sorry your work situation isn't any better than it is. It's tough these days and the unfortunate part about that is it makes a lot of people want to put up with shitty pay and conditions since you never know you'll find better fast or not>work visaswhat's the worry here?
>>84473109heya >Pretty lazy, thinking of quitting again.is that stupid job annoying you a lot?>get rich quick scheme where i generate feet ai feet pics and sell them.you think the feetfreaks won't notice?>money and work visasbest of luck and visas?>>84473158helloo>picrel shot by you??no :< I wish tho, it soo cute >did u have fun?yep :Dmade around 90km!saw some nice views and animals>im aight wbuI'm home now chilling in bed and watching youtube, and eating little pretzels :3r u enjoying yourself?Oh but I'll show you some pics I made today I used the camera I got yesterday, have I told you about that?
>>84472534hey officeanon! thanks for the thread!>I'm hoping someone else is having fun right nowtoday was alright. made a pretty good chili, played some sts watched some stream and now i'm in bed. bit early for that, but i have work tomorrow and no reason to stay up. are you at work rn?>>84472562hi rem! you good?>>84472721hi meowster! good to see you! how have you been?>>84472806>squad tactical rail shooter gacha i'll pretend i know what that means in terms of gameplay. should be pretty straight forward from that description.>that is blatantly coomer game that I somehow didn't click when downloadingevery game is a coomer game. some are just more open about it than others.>I was upset way more by them pulling this scene in the first chapter than I care to admitsome stuff just gets to you. i remember that a scene in demon slayer got me pretty good. not sure which one it was, though.>I swear I didn't even know this was a thing till someone said it and now I can't unnoticeeh. i've played stuff like dead or alive 2 and soul calibur. it's fun for while and then you stop noticing.>I'm playing for the plot :<probably wouldn't if the game looked like ass though and why would you?>I'd rather have issues with techat least that's something you can fix, management not so much.>>84472838>He just gets a letter and becomes a completely different characteri might remember that or maybe i don't. it's been a while.>It was so fucking stupid and came from no where.many such cases.>I'd be fine if he had built up a little or had some conflict or something after the news, but no he suddenly just locks inagreed, that would have been better, but also not really on brand for the character, i guess.>>84473062hi catbro! did you enjoy your ride?>how are you gusy doing?i'm alright, but went to bed earlier than usual.
>>84473109>>84473109hi cynic! nice artwork! :D>I haven't played slay the spireit's a nice game when you like roguelite deckbuilding. art is a bit rough, but has it's charme. in a way.>I've gotten really into Hades 2i always enjoyed the character art in that game. never got into the series, though. it's an isometric action game, right?>I beat cronos on my 60th run.congrats. how good is that, though? no clue about the games difficulty.>Thought about a get rich quick scheme where i generate feet ai feet pics and sell them.if you wanna make money, do furry paws.
got tired and sleepy, replying to you tomorrow everyone!
>>84472534cant believe im doing this shit>how are you doing today?quite good, its a nice night>any plans for today? (even tho its night)play hoi4>when was the last timeyesterday >whybecause of some things that were angering me>is there anyting bothering you?quite the opposite, i feel amazing after i did, just as i did when i did that for the first time which was 2 months ago. i feel like i really have the control over myself and that all stress is gone. i do realize this feeling will dissapear soon and that i will do it again sooner or later. im thinking about treating myself with it like when i have a REALLY shit i do it. the thing thats funny tho is that despite me doing this i fuction normally. like really normally, im not a complete retard fuckup. so thats an odd way a one could deal with stress. but who cares if it works? i dont harm anyone except for myself and i probably deserve that.
>>84473579good night, rem. sleep tight!
>>84473685hi anon!>quite good, its a nice nightawesome. (^-^) how come?>play hoi4having a good time?>things that were angering medo you want to vent about those?>so thats an odd way a one could deal with stress.true, but a lot of "normal" ways of dealing with stress are also quite self-destructive. would be better if people didn't have to cope with life at all, but here we are.>who cares if it works? i dont harm anyone except for myselfstill: be careful and stay safe. >i probably deserve that.why do you think so?
>>84473767i just wanted to write my thoughts on all of this, im sorry i just wanted to get it out of myself and share what i think im not in the mood for this again im sorry
>>84473812hey, it's alright. no need to talk if you're not feeling like it. enjoy your night!
>>84473503>made a pretty good chili, nice. I've been tempted to try a more elaborate recipe one. Have to do the multi pepper types and use some better meats than just ground beef>are you at work rn?done for the day now and ready for the weekend!> pretend i know what that means in terms of gameplay.you hide behind cover and shoot out. There's some strategy and planning involved, but not crazy. but i've found fun enough to play here and there> some are just more open about it than others.true. Look at Umamusume being all high and mighty with the "don't lewd the horses" thing, but then they release wedding dress variants of a lot of the girls like they don't know what they're encouraging>some stuff just gets to youalso, the idea of a waifu gacha game killing off a waifu who there was a skin for and you thought you were leveling up the whole time is kind of a bait and switch>scene in demon slayer got me pretty goodcould see that. Might have been one or two back stories that I think struck a cord>probably wouldn't if the game looked like ass according to some, the game very much looks like ass and that only> it's been a while.it happened end of latest season in the first finale movie so only if you saw part very out of order lol> also not really on brand for the characterunfortunately the only characters I really liked were some of the Hashira and the shotgun guy, none of whom got as much screentime>>84473579gn rm, see you later
>>84473299hi cat>you think the feetfreaks won't notice?yes>and visas?thinking about moving countries at this point. The job market has just gotten that rough.>>84473545hi yu>never got into the series, though. it's an isometric action game, right?it's a roguelite, but it's restart mechinic is built into the lore so you get to talk with all the characters about the plot. This time they fit as many Greek myth characters as they could. You can invite Morros the personification of Doom to come visit. literally inviting doom into your house. The best is the boss battle with scylla who formed a rock band with the sirens called scylla and the siren sisters.Prometheus becomes friends with the eagle and becomes a boss battle.>congrats. how good is that, though? no clue about the games difficulty.it isn't tht difficult. It's technically the final boss, but it's expected to be repeated a few times. There's also an olympus run that doesn't end with chronos but still counts as a run.>if you wanna make money, do furry paws.yeah probably.>>84473259hi officeanon>what's the worry here?trying to find a job sponsership overseas
>>84473503hey yuanon >today was alrightit does sound like a nice chill day :D>you enjoy your ride?yep I made around 90km!it was nice I saw some nice views and animals and took some pics with the little camera
>>84473867>I've been tempted to try a more elaborate recipe onei used this one.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HK9dowq2ELc&pp=ygUdY2hpbG8gcGVwcGVyIG1hZG5lc3MgY29sb3JhZm8%3D>use some better meats than just ground beefi used beef shanks and ground up some cured sausages i had in the fridge. i feel like the chili is too watery if you don't add some sort of ground meat, be it beef or pork.>ready for the weekend!wish i could say the same. :p any plans?>i've found fun enough to play here and therenot every game needs to be overly complex or a test of your skills. like, technically i'm supposed to be able to win every sts-run, but i'm not playing the game like that, that's for sure.>Look at Umamusume being all high and mighty with the "don't lewd the horses" thingoverwatch also ramped up the attractiveness of the characters when the player numbers started to drop because of marvel rivals. not like that game didn't already have a very active porn community to begin with.>then they release wedding dress variants of a lot of the girls like they don't know what they're encouragingreminds me of the ship-rings they did for nge, feeding into people's obsession so they can profit from it. stay classy.>killing off a waifu who there was a skin for and you thought you were leveling up the whole time is kind of a bait and switchah, i see. now that's just mean-spirited. ^^ guess they prepare you for when they kill-off some characters, so you have to invest in new ones.>could see that. Might have been one or two back stories that I think struck a cordi think it was the sibling-relationship of the main character at the battle were she was able to step into the sunlight, if i remember right.>according to some, the game very much looks like ass do those still play it?>it happened end of latest seasoni watched a lot, maybe even everything there is. i just don't know. that's kinda my problem.
>>84473867>some of the Hashira and the shotgun guysame for me. happened to me in hell's paradise as well. the main character in that was pretty lame and forgettable. >>84473881>This time they fit as many Greek myth characters as they could.as long as they don't bite of more than they can chew and have good interactions and stories for all of them, that's pretty cool.>It's technically the final boss, but it's expected to be repeated a few times.so pretty much like isaac or enter the gungeon? i know those games took me quite some time to beat and it definitely didn't get easier over time...>There's also an olympus run that doesn't end with chronos but still counts as a run.are there more endings or dose the game change the more you play?>yeah probably.or rigging for vtubers. i've some say they paid thousands of dollars for their models.>>84474031>it does sound like a nice chill day :Dmore like a chili day. ;D>I made around 90km!usually you're doing up to 60, right? that's quite a lot more. :0 a different tour than usual?>I saw some nice views and animals and took some pics with the little cameracan you share those?probably falling asleep soon. good night in advance if i do.
Hello friends, hope you're all doing well.Today I'm going on an adventure that I'm probably out of my depth for on not much sleep, but I should have some cool pictures to share. I'll try to get a power nap in before I go. If you don't hear from me tomorrow there's a non-zero chance I've been detained by immigration.>>84465312>i find it crazy on the other side of the world, there's really that much demand for cheesecake factory...Me too. Weirdly we were able to get a table last night which confuses me even more. Wednesday is primetime there, apparently.It was pretty good. About $20 each after splitting a main and a cheesecake.>I'm torn between trying to bulk and cut quickly before cosplaying Toji or maintaining my lead physiqueHow buff do you need to be for that?I'll need to stay pretty lean for mine so I should probably try to eat better...>Know lots of kids who can't handle loose file installs. But I guess older people can't eitherIt's kind of weird how there's about a 20 year period where the masses learned how to use computers but it just kind of ended. I feel like the economy will just collapse once I'm retired.Incidentally my grandad could use a PC much better than my father. But he was a big nerd.>>84466575>these days and i just sit around doomscrolling or mindlessly playing games. i know something is wrong, but i can't figure out what.I get like that sometimes. I think the problem is that it's just easy to do that and slip into habits rather than trying something new. The number of times I've booted up RuneScape when I'd have more fun playing something else...I think you just kind of have to force yourself to do something else, which is easier said than done.>what did you do at the mall?Literally just walk around. It was mostly high-end designer stores and weirdly empty. But there was a Bandai store randomly so we did some window shopping for figures. I kind of regret not getting the Madoka one we saw.
>>84472662Best of luck with your finals!>>84472719>I think you and discanon are the others who drop in early sometimesIt's quiet evening hours for me, so it's nice to have people to talk to.>>84472721Got anything fun planned in Stockholm?>>84473881>thinking about moving countries at this point. The job market has just gotten that rough.I ended up doing this and it was pretty good decision. Where are you thinking of moving?
>>84473881>trying to find a job sponsership overseaswhat places you looking?> job market has just gotten that rough.I've heard it's rough all over though too sadly... Hope you get something better. It's disheartening to see people study and work in areas that were supposed to be in demand to find things this hard>>84474113>i used this one.that looks amazing and is exactly the type of thing I had in mind when saying this> i feel like the chili is too watery if you don't add some sort of ground meatnever made it without it, good to keep in mind. Most chili recipes I've followed I used because were simple and didn't need a whole lot of ingredients I didn't already have around> overly complex or a test of your skills.agreed, real life is doing enough of that>not like that game didn't already have a very active porn community never even played the game but some well aware of this>now that's just mean-spirited. I'm cursing the developers while i continue to play their game>ship-rings they did for ngethis is the most japanese thing I've ever seen lol>were she was able to step into the sunlightnow I'm convinced you have seen the whole series, but i know what you mean>do those still play it?That was the coomer joke>>84474223>going on an adventure have fun and tell us how it goes. Do try to get that rest before heading out>spoilerbe careful lol
how do i cut beyond the surface/skin levelcan any of you do it on demand or basically only on impulse?
>>84474223>Wednesday is primetime there, apparently.guess it's a nice break in the middle of the week, but not something you'd want to do on the weekend?>splitting a mainI may be one of the few people alive who can finish those main dishes...>How buff do you need to be for that?Sorry, i forget not everyone has seen jjk, but picrelated is the character. I'm muscular lean and feel like I just wanted to get bigger, but I'm probably in good shape because I'm not skinny and I get the ab pop effect wearing a compression shirt (kinda awkward wearing one if you don't get that since it looks bad otherwise) so i'm probably overthinking.Of course you can also be stick thin and still do, since that's just cosplay in general, but i refuse to do characters that are too much of a stretch> should probably try to eat better...how long till you do that anyway?>feel like the economy will just collapse once I'm retired.as much as I feel near term potential of AI is a bit exaggerated, it's not going away and it's already making people dumber > my grandad could use a PC much better than my father. pretty neat, always outliers>>84474260i like when thread is around still when I wake up so i can drop a post or two before going out for the day
