Do you have any trauma? Dump about it ITT.
>>84475259I got raped in high school and the worst part is he got away with it
>>84475259I raped some chubby troon in high school and got away with it
>>84475259I saw a black man rape a woman in high school and didn't tell anybody about it
I filmed a black man raping a woman in high school, posted it on the internet and the FBI came to my house months later.
>>84475259I saw a little girl dancing with topless strippers at a gogo bar on my vacation to thailand in a bar I was lured into. Reported it to the cops, tried to vent to the people and they didn't give much of a fuck. Can't stop feeling absolutely disgusted about it, knowing guys like me who go to cheap shithole countries to fuck women contribute to that shit.
>>84475259I found out the hard way that the brown canister in the fridge did not contain chocolate but something else. I have been very averse to brown foods since.
Just got raped by my uncle and cousin when I was 6 for several months. Parents did not believe me until I couldn't take it anymore and went to the hospital myself and told them what was going on. The rape kit test was traumatizing in itself. I got bullied and called the class whore throughout school because of it. So that caused more trauma. Etc. etc.
>>84475377Reminds me of the time when I was like 5 when one of my friend gave me some chocolate and I just thought everybody else smelled really bad for the rest of the day
>>84475400Give me 1 reason why humans shouldn't be exterminated.
>>84475432The mass extinction of all humans is not worth extremely rare few that are monsters. My uncle, cousin, and people who bullied me over it are those monsters.
>>84475461Nope, not good enough. We begin bombing in 5 minutes.
my parents were alcoholics and come into my room and hit me and scream at me and i used to have to go out to them with a wheelchair to bring them back where they'd fall on their ass and piss on the floori wasnt allowed to have a lock on my bedroom so i used to lock myself in the office at nightone day my mom was practically passed out while she was hitting me and didnt have control of herself. i realized i could overpower her. i stopped her from hitting me and was able to keep her away after that. i remember not being able to see them as sympathetic after that point, just kind of pathetic. i really hated them and I hoped that they would die. those memories took away a lot of my ability to feel certain emotions i think, especially stuff like sympathy. I guess I reached a point of having so much hatred inside of me that something snapped, and then i lost the ability to feel connections with a human like i used to
>>84475287Find where he works and spam his employer
>>84475259No one likes a trauma dumper.Pay a professional to hear you whine.
>>84475400good job going to the hospital. that's a crazy thing to do as a 6 year old, actually based af
>>84475259I was molested at a very young age by my older sister and now I have issues with powerlessness
>>84475259yes, i hate and fear women at the same time because my cousin, whos 4 years older than me, used to make a fool out of me as a kid, dressing me up in girly clothes, laughing at things i did for no reason, beating me etcanother thing is that all the girls ive ever liked in my life ended up dating friends of mine and as you can probably tell i never did well with girlslast but not least i got bullied for my body and personality as a kid a lot, even beaten up back in elementary school, it only stopped in high school when some buff friends of mine at the time would grope me extremely often and call it a joke but would keep doing it even if i asked them to stop, they did it to other people too but they'd stop when they asked them to, it got a bit to my head since differently from them i never had any sort of romantic interaction with a girlall of this shit made me develop a humiliation and a "feminization" fetish even though i never acted out on it
>>84475259my mom burnt me with a spatula when i was 9 because i cut my eyebrow hair and the police wete calledthis caused my parents to divorce as well, as in it was the final straw for their shitty marriagenow they dont remember it and my mom acts like she never did it, and once told me she should've killed me that night when we were arguing about itgenerally she's always been a bitch and she fucking hates me for my appearance not fitting her standardsnot as bad as the other people here but it still fucking irritates me
>>84475259I orbited a girl for like five months straight until I realized she did not like me only her sister did and she was married and wanted me to fuck her. It was an odd set of circumstances.
>>84475357>Expecting third world SEAmonkeys to have any sense of morality
>>84475628>it got a bit to my head since differently from them i never had any sort of romantic interaction with a girlyou're just gay anon
>>84475652i don't believe people are born gay though, the problem is that at the same time i don't think someone can stop being gay yknowalso it's not really about appearance but rather how somene makes me feel, i'm not gonna get too deep into it since i don't know much about these thingsi just think in the "gayest" case scenario id be bi at max but even that is still complicated to tell since ive never had any "deeper" interaction with either guys or gals
>>84475666>i don't believe people are born gay though, the problem is that at the same time i don't think someone can stop being gay yknownot really problem, what i meant is that since i believe nobody is born non-straight it wouldn't make much sense to think someone can't stop being gay or whatever they are
>>84475666ok. i don't mean to infringe on your beliefs. i just had a similar thing both in terms of being groped by guys and having confused feelings and the feminization interest thing and ended up being trans so I'm doing a bit of projection. either way, hope you find romantic success. it's really hard to trust people after everything that's been done I'm sure but leave some room in your heart for someone to fill
>>84475259i said this before i think. my mom comes from a long line of inbred pedophile rapists.i think she was gang raped in highschool. her dad died in front of her. she's not an adult mentally. my dad is a schizoid narcissistic kike (literally every bad jew stereotype + terrible with money and retarded) and raised me and trapped my mom in a cult with pretty insane teachings like "suffering makes you a good person" (especially as a woman) and we were effectively not given a say in our lives. he was a piece of shit so we were poor and hungry and sick all the time. we got kicked out of places and moved all over the country. he's like a mini con artist. some shit happened when i was young. i can't remember. i think i was raped when i was very little. my anus is torn up. i can feel the places where it splits. it itches. my perineum is scarred. i cant remember much about my childhood other than my playing pretend. we moved. i was the new kid every year. i got bullied. i got beaten up. i was locked in a closet for two days. i was kidnapped once but he let me go. i have ptsd and many other mental issues. i try to out-think my problems but my heart never changes. i hate myself. i do not think i deserve to be happy. if good things find me i cant make myself accept or enjoy them. i am just miserable. when someone cares about me (two people have) i feel so guilty and ashamed i cant eat or sleep until i push them away. im physically ill too. i dropped out of highschool from illness. i never went to college. my skin is full of cysts and scars where i popped pimples. the dark circles under my eyes are so burnt in the texture feels different. i had a boyfriend once and i broke up with him because i was hurting him and i couldnt live with making him take care of me forever when i couldnt be intimate. i couldnt even cuddle. it made me dissociate to just be held. im in therapy. i will try meds some day. i will try for a couple of years and when i feel like i tried enough i'll die.
>>84475693sorry if i sounded weird about it, guess i just expressed myself in a bad way kekthank you for the tip anon, hope things go well for you too
>>84475259During my last year of high school a few girls approached me. We hit it up well in the beginning but out of a sudden they started ignoring me, laughing, and/or running away. Sounds like nothing but consider like most here I was a loner desperate about being alone so when people got close in my very last year it seemed like a ray of hope just to be taken away. That was 8 years ago and it got engraved so hard I even remember the exact date. Next I went to college, hit by pandemic the year after, the last years of my career went with a whimper, and now I'm still a loner whose only thing left is wageslaving till retirement. The trauma part is that I don't approach people anymore.
>>84475259I raped the first poster in the thread in high school and got away with it.
My mom is a schizophrenic drug addict that my autistic dad let ruin my life for 4 years by fucking the only two friends I had in High School (and many other things like falsely accusing me of trying to rape her to the police) because she would spare him a crumb of pussy. This finally ended when my mom stole his truck and crashed it into someone brick fence going 40+ mph. Best part? She somehow came out perfectly fine, successfully convinced the court that she suffered brain damage and now lives off of disability in her own apartment drugged out of her mind everyday while I have to wage slave until I die.Oh yea she had 6 more kids after me and put them all into adoption because the fathers were drug dealers and 2 of them were tested positive for cocaine and meth at birth which led to both of them developing severe mental disabilities.I genuinely cannot see women as anything other than evil beings who do nothing but cause pain and suffering in the world. I've tried once only to get cheated on so now I just dont even bother hearing them out. A fun hobby of mine these days is to lurk and LARP on female centered forums and boards to convince women to hurt themselves and make them hate men more because it makes them more delusional and miserable. They deserve the misery.
>>84475306I watched some ugly fat guy watch a nigger rape a fat tranny in high-school and didn't tell anyone so he got away with it.
why would you ever let brown people jerk off to your traumatake that shit to your grave
>be maleMy dad molested me in his sleep and my mother flashed me in the mornings. It's hard to say if the instances were intentional or not, but I still think about them, thus they have affected me. I mostly ignore them, but overall they weigh on my mind as to whether or not I was being abused. I was abused in other ways, but the sexual nature of these instances make me considerably confused and bipolar, relationship-wise.
Trauma bros, how much of your experience affected the way you view people? Do you also have this permanent wall of distrust?
I was raped as a 5th grader by an 11th grader, and the thing is that it turns out I've been autistic my entire life. I also got ptsd from attempting suicide, sounds really faggy but it was diagnosed and I have to take blood thinners for the rest of my life to avoid the nightmares.Sorry for the repost I accidentally replied to someone.
