Why do some femoids try to talk men into acting gay?
I would do gay stuff if my wife was into it. She'd have to be there though or it's just too gay.She finds that kind of thing disgusting though. She's a square
>>84484815You men do it all by yourselves, I don't need to do anything. Now come bend over for mommy's cock.
>>84484826>I would be gay as long as my wife was in the room, otherwise it's too gayHow do men fall for women's fetishes that easily?
foids hate dl men and will freak the fuck out on any foid who is fine with her partner being bisexual or speaks positively of it in any form of acceptance. to a foid their partner secretly being a pedophile or a homosexual is the same level of intense insecure hysteria that moids have about their partners secretly being whores or cucking them. but fujoshis do exist and are plentiful online. unless they are consuming live action media with carefully curated twinks and otters, though, they tend to dislike real gay men who fail to perform their sassy gay best friend role. the idea of a challengers situation is, to a foid, the equivalent of a moid seeing two hot women make out and fuck each other. the entire appeal is that the foids/moids are doing this for the sexual gratification of the primary moid/foid and that they will join in to pleasure them after they tire of the voyeurism. for the hardcore fujoshis, they typically either stick to yaoi or, in an interesting twist, tend to go through distinct phases where they express their attraction to other fujos by roleplaying as their favorite male media characters having sex, often bdsm themed and abusive. supposedly the lack of female characters means they have no sexual competition or reminders of misogyny, so they can project freely. these fujos often become lesbians, then later trans men, though they split between the more butch going full trans and the more femme sticking with nonbinary while they only ever pair as the equivalent butch/femme to replicate heterosexual dating dynamics.
>>84484841Thanks, did you just finish your PhD in yaoi studies recently?
>>84484862kek, no. i just watch people online. never got the appeal of two men together except for two men from here i once found attractive and enjoyed teasing about their love-hate relationship.
>>84485181The internet isn't real though
>>84484815if she was normal partner, he would not look at other guys.
>>84485221yeah, it is. not sure what the fuck you were trying to convey with this either as it refutes nothing i said. these people fucked in real life. ideas about the internet being separate are 20 years outdated, gramps.
>>84485277You dont know they fucked irl
>>84485427about the specific people i was thinking of that did this? yes i do. enjoy this image.
Women want to turn virgin men into their gay fem-dolls and make them fuck their abusechad bf.
>>84486125I believe you. Foids are trying to doll us up. When I was a kid they tried that on me.
>>84487145foids did that to me in college (also as a kid tho) but the point is it doesn't just stop. this was slightly before the troon explosion so it was still like just a haha fun thing to do though
The stereotypical gay behavior is very rare, and it's really annoying that even gay men hate it. I don't like gay men anyway.
did you only just discover "fujoshi"
>>84486125>>84484841I like the appeal of feminization and ive done some gay stuff irl. I got a femboy/trap kind of body. Ive had gay relationships that are the stereotypical weaker male with stronger male thing. But why is it that so many people are so fucking stupid. Just doing basic shit like taking care of loans or dealing with social shit like buying gifts for holidays, or dealing with doctor/hospital payments. I could go on for awhile, but im not going to. I feel like I have a nice fetish/fantasy of a stronger guy loving me but it falls apart irl when too many of them are too stupid to exist in society, so them loving another person and helping them is just impossible.
>>84488842hahI'd just make you do all the bitchwork like paying our loans and all that.
>>84488860Yeah, wonderful. Exactly what I wanted to hear after mentioning how exhausted I was with stupid people refusing to change or help.
My wife brings this up all the time with my best friend. He is really good-looking but I'm not actually gay... Except when I feel really horny and submissive.
>>84488927why would I need to change? you're the one who needs to change. part of being feminized is you take on the bitchwork around the house, sweetheart.
>>84488960Idk, it was recently that women were allowed to have credit cards and handle money. So financials and dealing with housework are two different things. Social engagements are also for both roles. I'd 100% do all the housework if I could get 50/50 with a partner caring about everything else. Fuck, if I found a guy making an absolute ton of money, id micromanage everything else for him, but I know that's a fantasy.
My wife gets me to jerk off to guys because it's her fetish. I have to find the most effeminate femboy possible otherwise it can't happen. She says it wouldn't be hot if I was really bi, and it's getting a straight guy to do it which is hot. A girl i previously dated wanted me to as well, I tried for her but couldn't get hard. Another girl I dated said my refusal to do bi stuff irl was a big factor in us not working out, though she was proper mental.
This is actually a big fear of women to end up with dl guys. They don't want to turn you gay, its about prodding to see if you are so they can dump you.
>>84489016Lads never believe this. I got myself a wife from r9k who claimed this, and in real life it just turns into me working and paying for everything while we split thr chores between us.
>>84489030Fuck, that,'s hot. Mine always teases me about it and I'm not really into it that often. But if I ever did it, I'd be the passive one so you could plap my fat boy ass for oir girls to watch, anon~
>>84489016>Idk, it was recently that women were allowed to have credit cards and handle money.what are you even talking about? how old are you, 90? that's not a reasonable point at all, it's never been an issue in either of our lifetimes. but no, the point of having a nice little feminized boiwife is that you would take on the duties of a wife! you can't just sit at home, doomscrolling on the internet all day. it's bad for you. and of course I'd cover all expenses for a boiwife, but you still have to do your part.
>>84489044Same here except the takes care of the baby also.
>>84489049I'm only doing it for her entertainment. Hearing another male ask me to play his fat boy ass has made me sympathetic to the goat fuckefuckers who throw you homos off buildings.>>84489058Same to baby but it doesn't bother me.
>>84489044well yeah, if shes not working or doing chores that sucks.>>84489052>what are you even talking about? how old are you, 90? that's not a reasonable point at all, it's never been an issue in either of our lifetimes.Yeah its probably because ive been talking to my mom and she was complaining to me about womens finances. And yeah I can't take doomscrolling for long, I check a few boards and then check for replies periodically. I usually play video games or try to watch anime. I've seen how my friends doomscroll though and its absolutely devastating to see my family do it too. Its like everyone is addicted.
>>84489138>and she was complaining to me about womens financeswomen are terrible at finances. that's one of the benefits to a boiwife though; it'd be much easier to control his spending habits.but yes, a proper boiwife would have screen time but also he'd better have hobbies/sports/activities as well.
>>84489052the equal credit opportunity act in the us was 1974. the family and medical leave act was 1993. the first female head of the federal reserve was 2014. someone born in 1974 would be 52 in 2026. someone born in 1993 would be 33. someone born in 2014 would be 12.
>>84489199Yeah, sure. My dad was the one that spent all of my family's money on stupid hunting trips and outdoor gear. My mom for all her faults, was good at managing her money as long as men weren't involved. Infact I was the one trying to manage my partner's finances in every relationship lmao. I probably have some psychological complex about my family and finances but therapy and psychiatry did nothing for me.
>>84489237totally irrelevant
>>84484815Foids, does it arouse you when men play around and pretend to be gay to make their friends laugh?
>>84488842>I feel like I have a nice fetish/fantasy of a stronger guy loving me but it falls apart irl when too many of them are too stupid to exist in society, so them loving another person and helping them is just impossible.Why dafuq would a intelligent man want to have a relationship with a tranny when they could just get a regular woman? Most of the fantasy for trannyphiles "oh wow it looks/acts sexually feminine, but it doesn't nag me like a woman and literally can't get pregnant". If he had is expected to be responsible to the tranny he is now putting in the effort to get with a real woman and enjoy real pussy and prospects for a family. Then it gets even worse with the social risk of losing prospects because he could be seen as gay himself and lose the bulk of his romantic prospects (women).So is it any wonder tranny's get men with nothing to lose or disinterested in anything but a discreet fling?
>>84484815My wife has no idea why. She was always like that. And actively searched for gay-acting men and accepted she might end up with a bifag to get what she wanted.I was skeptical that this could work but we've been together for 12 years by now.In the 12 years we only acted out the fantasy with the same guy - a common friend. But he got married too so now we don't have someone we can trust for this so... we don't act the fantasy anymore. She pegs me and forcibly >!not really!< feminizes me and that's enough to scratch both her itches and mine.I suspect the reason it's been working out so well is because we're actually very similar personality wise and also I don't have to pretend to be straight/gay. I can easily act out both. Bichads stay winning ig.
>>84489433>So is it any wonder tranny's get men with nothing to lose or disinterested in anything but a discreet fling?I don't like the idea of getting with people for discreet flings. I get too attached. Idk why people do half the stuff you mentioned or worry about it. There's even surrogate services, if somehow you haven't made any friends wanting to be a surrogate for you. I guess if someone is convinced they will lose prospects for some reason then yeah stay single ig. But you lose prospects for all kinds of other stuff too idk, this seems like a strange train of thought. It does tie into my earlier thoughts about some guy just being with me cause im smart and capable of handling finances and social stuff. I helped an ex get scholarships/grants for college and then he dumped me so he could get with girls in his masters program, so i'd be stupid to pretend it doesnt happen.
>>84489581>I don't like the idea of getting with people for discreet flings.You don't have to like the idea, it's just the reality is a lot of guys do. I prefer the company of guys more than I do women, it feels like walking on eggshells talking to gems or women to me. Nowadays you can even be emotionally vulnerable with some dudes, so why exactly would I want a relationship with a woman? The only thing I can't do with a masculine dude is sex or making a family.>There's even surrogate services, if somehow you haven't made any friends wanting to be a surrogate for you. 10-50k surrogate services, early on in your life. Money that could probably be turned into an early retirement if you play your risk/reward calculations right on the stock exchange or crypto easily.>It does tie into my earlier thoughts about some guy just being with me cause im smart and capable of handling finances and social stuff. The kind of strong but smart man archetype you're looking for prides himself on his ability to provide a lifestyle to himself and by default of being in your type of relationship, to a woman. So why would he care?>I helped an ex get scholarships/grants for college and then he dumped me so he could get with girls in his masters program, so i'd be stupid to pretend it doesnt happen.You can't buy love or affection, only compensate with it.
>>84489944>You can't buy love or affection, only compensate with it.Wasn't trying to buy his love or affection. It never even entered that type of thinking for me. It was simply that he needed help and I wanted him to receive help. I view my love and affection as reaching farther than just words, its also what I want to do for that person, it just feels miserable when that person doesn't seem to value the effort.>10-50k surrogate services, early on in your life. Money that could probably be turned into an early retirement if you play your risk/reward calculations right on the stock exchange or crypto easily.Yeah, there's not much that can be done about it. I have family members with fertility problems too so i've seen that it can suck in lots of ways. Its having a friend as a surrogate is imo the best, she can also keep a kind of aunt position or god-mother. I feel pretty envious of healthy young women and their ability to have kids, but I know its also easy to get into bad relationships regardless of their beauty. There's a lot of people paying child support afterall.>The kind of strong but smart man archetype you're looking for prides himself on his ability to provide a lifestyle to himself and by default of being in your type of relationship, to a woman. So why would he care?I think we agree desu, the thing is that a lot of strong and smart men aren't doing great rn either, and they need a lot of investment to get to that point in the first place. I used to have a fantasy, kind of still do, of being able to help someone with their college and then they are really successful. I don't think the guy should care very much about a femboi wife managing the house and finances and social stuff in that scenario. Its more of just me wanting to feel appreciated probably and a lot of built up resentment from not feeling appreciated in the past. The funny thing is that i'd like sexual appreciation too but i've been told im fairly needy so i've learned to not complain.
>>84489345if you are braindead, sure. :)
>>84490108>>84489944>The kind of strong but smart man archetype you're looking for prides himself on his ability to provide a lifestyle to himself and by default of being in your type of relationship, to a woman. So why would he care?wanted to add. It feels difficult to want a relationship with someone that already has their life figured out but is missing a partner. That pride is well deserved, but I have issues in my life and overbearing family. It seems like I shouldn't be allowed to receive love from someone that did everything on their own, and I have insecurity about them leaving. Which is a ridiculous feeling when I already helped an ex with classes and money but he left anyway. So im stuck now with my stupid fantasies of having someone care in this hyper-specific way and scenario lol.
>>84490108>Its more of just me wanting to feel appreciated probably and a lot of built up resentment from not feeling appreciated in the past. Have you tried seeking therapy, or at the least doing research on stuff like attachment styles?
>>84490139>So im stuck now with my stupid fantasies of having someone care in this hyper-specific way and scenario lol.I think you at least need to believe you can recover. You just need to realise you're missing the point of love if you just project all of these incompatible ideas of love onto someone and expect them to not be freaked out by it or at the very least will make them say say "not for me".
>>84490149>Have you tried seeking therapy, or at the least doing research on stuff like attachment styles?Yeah. Therapy was mostly just a bunch of non-answers and setup boundaries and a bunch of other stuff that's obvious. Attachment styles are interesting but they change a bit depending on circumstance. I know I can have some overly anxious tendencies, but I also want the people I care about to be safe and let them know I want to be there for them(I had a friend sudoku when I was in highschool, I didnt think their situation was that bad cause I was being physically abused too). I learned later that my situation was really bad, I just coped too well. I also don't have enough closeness despite my efforts to help others. I tend to mellow out in my anxiety after being in a relationship for a bit, but it can resurface when I get emotional. It can get particularly bad after sex, and some people really dont like clinginess after sex.
>>84490220Yeah I was being a bit hyperbolic. I know that its a fantasy and im willing to try normal relationships. I also realize that it's my brain giving me a more realistic version of a knight in shining armor when I really sit down and lay out every ideal I want in a guy. I do know that id rather struggle and try to find someone worthwhile and help them in their life too rather than be drug down. One guy I dated was cool for a few months then he just started smoking weed every single day and yeah I started nagging like a woman, we went back and forth for awhile arguing for like a week. He said if I smoked I would mellow out, and he took it for "stress" and that I was one of the most stressed people he knew. I tried explaining that it was bad for him long term and idk it was a whole thing. There's just some wiggle room between that knight in shining armor and reality and I wish I could help someone be better for themselves and for me. I don't have any interest in ^forcing^ this ideal on them however, if they dont want to work on themselves or study or grow then id rather they be free of my support and "nagging". I'd rather someone leaves before our home starts to look like a cage or my hands start to look like a leash.
>>84490231>despite my efforts to help others.That's the thing, it doesn't help. You end up just in thought loops over the worst case scenario, unable to see anything but coming darkness, and even if you mask it others pick up on that feeling something is off eventually. Meanwhile the person you're "helping" just wants to go about their life without being controlled so much. It's a self fulfilling prophecy. You end up blind to the options of enjoying life with someone.But it is a deeply ingrained habit at this point, but not impossible to remedy. You just need to put that energy into undoing itself, the reality is if you etch away that impulse by sitting with the hurt within properly, it will eventually come to safe levels. Just gotta progressively over load it consistently, bonus points for keeping track of the progress, more so if you get a friend to assess it.
>>84490426When I was talking about helping others, I was talking more about helping friends with studying. or helping my friend's mom setup a wifi thing for her tv. I do a lot of random shit for people I know. I also open myself emotionally to friends and family so I sometimes get trauma dumped on. I should've specified that I view aiding a boyfriend as different than helping friends, like securing funds for college or tutoring for understanding a subject, or watching a film and analyzing it. I guess in my mind, I categorize the two things entirely differently, like im helping my bf cause its making us stronger as a team. Now that i'm thinking about it, that's kind of weird. I'm not really sure why I do that.
>>84490308If you treat someone like this infinite improvement project instead of just letting them get on with their life, they'll eventually dissociate from you after realising on some level that they'll never be enough, it's a horrible thing to do to someone (even if it is your coping mechanism). Also they are limited to growth in your scope and not their own path, you end up destroying their creativity capacity this way, and making something dependent on you.
Everything in here is a larp to drive you further away from God.Seek God and Jesus.Or Don't.Free will and all that.
>>84490505>Also they are limited to growth in your scope and not their own path, you end up destroying their creativity capacity this way, and making something dependent on you.You make it sound like i'm some kind of tyrant. I would actually be perfectly happy if my bf was really into something that wasn't making money like art or photography or teaching. I just want enough money for us to be comfortable. Obviously saving money is important too but if I really loved someone and we got to talking about long-term goals there's viable financial options even without spending all our time working. However I don't believe you are going to seriously try to debate me on keeping a loved one away from drugs they dont need. That'd be kinda silly. >>84490529I love these types. Tell me what's wrong with being gay? Have you read your own book and its many translations or are you just taking one translation as fact because you can't read your own divine book? Like an animal that's awaiting instruction lol.
>>84490581>Tell me what's wrong with being gay?Everything.Your soul is lost forever and you don't see it or care.But I will pray for you still.
>>84490587okay but why? What gives you the right? Just because you say so?
>>84490636I will always be here.
>>84490643ofc ofc. Thank you nameless homophobic entity.
>>84490657They invent a new word for anything you're not allowed to critize.It doesn't bother me you envoke it.What does bother me is you don't care about your own soul and your relationship with God.Pray I will.
>>84490581Well you do you, I have warned you.
>>84490587It is not your place to say what and what is not a sin. It is not your place to say the punishment for the sin. It's up to God and he not only allows but makes happen certain things he deemed as sin for others.
>>84490710>It is not your place to say what and what is not a sin.Of course. its Gods place. And he has told us that homosexuality, combined with many other terrible things, are in fact sins and go against his natural order.God does allow it for now. But in the end, if you didn't heed his words, you will be judged.
>>84490662Oh, I was just making a silly name for you. I have a great relationship with god actually.>>84490715You're failing to say which god. Surely you don't believe in something like the norse pantheon. Does your god transform into a horse like Loki and then get railed?
>>84490757>I have a great relationship with god actually.Satan is not god. you've been fooled. like so many.And its actually over and too late for you. I won't respond further.I did pray for you.
>>84490767I don't believe in satanael/samael. That's YHWHs deceiver angel who plays his role perfectly to tempt man. Not to be confused with Samyaza. Again, I ask the name of the deity you worship, you animal. Refusal to name one's god is the same as renouncement, so thank you for admitting your lack of faith.
>>84490835i dont want to talk to you anymore. you come across as cold and crude. you obviously don't think God is the one God and believe something else. Thats fine.I will just leave you with some music instead:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khw5Y3A9gSgThe world is just filled with sadness and sorrow, and I believe only God can save us from ourselves.
>>84490868I'm actually very loving and warm. I am not kind to dishonest snakes who only answer questions with evasion and threats. You have no right to judge anyone, especially when you cannot even name that which you represent. Nothing you say has weight because you refuse to sincerely believe. Don't proselytize if you possess no faith, your words ring hollow echoing your own soul.
The number of people on this board believing in invisible sky daddy/evil lava floor daddy is fucking pathetic
>>84490893let me guess, you're Gnostic?Thats literally Satan worship. Or the belief that Satan was right for questioning God.Or worse, you're an athiest. Just another copout excuse to be evil.You don't come across as loving and warm. As soon as I said your sexual idenity is actually bad and a sin, that was enough for you.I have no problem witn homos nor do i judge them, in fact a close friend i have IRL is a gay man who is a really nice and warm dude (unlike you, someone on r9k and arguing antics).You asked me what was wrong with being gay. I told you everything because its seen as bad, immortal and sinful. did you disagree? no. instead you challenged me and what i believe because it conflicted with yours.The bible itself warns of this. people endlessly arguing and nobody knowing the truth.I was not judging. There is just so many people on this board who I see where Im like "they need god like their grandparents had".it just makes me personally, sad.Homosexuality has been around forever, yes. But not to the levels of todays youth (nearly 50% of young people identify as gay/lgbt).It used to be like 5%.Its because of the world, the internet, the poison in the well.I posess the same faith my grandmother and mother does. Thats the only reason I keep it close. Many in the world now are born into no faith and nothing. That makes me sad.Were you born into faith i wonder? There are even some who were and yet they still go astray and abandon it.Thats even sadder.I was raised and still am a Jehovahs Witness. At least you can say I answered you honestly and didnt hide it from you. Feel free to attack me now.
>>84486125Literally me. I dont even want sex I just want to watch my fem male friend get plapped by men every day
>>84490657See this is all you cared about. I challenged your idenity and sexual orientation by saying its actually a bad thing (which it is).This is who you are. Cold and crude.>I love these types.you love being in the current supported group and thing. its trendy. its nice.but its temporary. its not eternity.
>>84490695I am going to think more about it. I sincerely thank you for your comment. I've delayed replying to your post because i've been thinking a lot about the pressure I exert on partners versus how much I ask for/exert when I help friends and family. I think i'm going to try to examine my own feelings when helping people and see how I feel and try to compare it with what I remember with my ex. I do feel my own pressure too, like you mentioned. An infinite improvement project is also how I feel about myself and working on things or reading or researching stuff by reading studies. Like there's an endless amount of videos I should watch to be educated on some different topic. Some of this might simply be me projecting some of my own drive onto others, and if someone is close to me then I need them to possess a similar passion as my own. Of course I would like it to be similar, but not the same. But for example, watching random trash on tv thats supposed to be "reality tv" for example that refuse to make a serious statement is one of those things that I think lots of people on this board would say is a waste of time. I researched a bit on early reality tv which had more game show concepts and psychological manipulation in them, but that ended because it was too much. I would like to have a bf that is good at spending his time basically. I hold myself to a high standard as well. It's why I value your critique so much.
>>84490972>my exsee?cold and crude. i read you like a book.
>>84490957Well at least you answered finally. Not with the name of your god, but with the group you represent. Good enough. And no, i've had enough engagement with your Jehovah cult to understand your brainwashing and peer pressure is quite effective. My friend was constantly requesting that everyone remove her photo's off of people's normalfag facebook stuff. Watchtower is very good at what they do and has made a lot of money. You have yet to state anything bad about homosexuality, but I know the source of your belief now. Go on feeling like the underdog and thinking that gays are somehow dominant, I could attempt to educate you otherwise but you have all the tools to look up violence on lgbt individuals and yet refuse to see. Casting pearls before swine and all that. I'll drop my discord here, incase you want to talk more. I hate the idea of someone in a cult being isolated. kukuzeni
>>84490957and also. I like the idea of eternity, its a manmade concept of something outlasting ourselves. Its a dream that stretches beyond the self. I find that rather sweet and noble. It shows that you are looking to contribute to something beyond you and that's selfless. Even if I disagree with what you say, I think you are still trying. Why else would you be here? Such nobility and action deserves a response.
>>84491053i dunno why im here or even bother anymore anyway.its not noble.its just depression.its just repeated sadness.no one cares anyway.hopefully one day ill just stay asleep.i wasnt being homophobic, i was pointing out its a sin and a bad thing, which is what nearly every religion agrees upon.If we want to get even further into truth, then i will. I was sexually assaulted when I was 5 by an older man who I can't identify.They touched me and made me touch them.This has caused trauma in my life as I've gotten older (even when i wasn't even molested).It caused me to develop homosexual tendencies that i wasnt confortable with and didnt like.My cousin (female) who was actually molested as a child, talked to me and comforted me.I had a porn addiction to feminine men for over a decade because of the trauma.I have always been hetrosexual and like women, but this thing that happened to me disturbed me and i needed guidence.Not everyone is lucky enough to get guidence or to talk about it in time. They act on feelings and get abused, and they relive the abuse over and over.Thats what I feel homosexuality really is. Its abusive.I've seen so much disgusting and awful things in the world, mostly from gay people.Don't get me wrong, there are graceful and kind gay people (like my IRL friend i mentioned or from what i can see, like you).But its not common.And yes, who am i to judge gay people anyways. This 30+ boomer KHV neet in his basement. this no sex or relationship haver. why does he care so much or at all? lol. lmao.
>>84491053https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TKzfC9Li8GQhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sb73PRt37o8have some videos i like idk
>>84484836>How do men fall for women's fetishes that easily?I'm just a (male) slut. I want her like me and I use sex to do it. Luckily I'm not a woman because I would be judged harshly.Sex is not just about conquest for me, is a performance I keep up to make myself feel secure. So if she's into something, I'm doing it. I need the feeling of security. Most women just want rough dom sex and I provide. And I give very good massages. I need therapy
>>84491129>I need therapyyeah you do man.wanting to cuck your wife which she watches you fuck men? thats just weird. you're weird.
>>84491098You deserve kindness. That's why. I'm sorry that happened to you. There's a lot to unpack it what you've posted, but you still deserve someone to talk to. I also have some trauma but mine was never sexual.>>84490231Like I said earlier, you can add me on discord but im happy to post here for you. Your one friend cares about you from what you've said. I care about you, and I think that your life matters, you matter. I think you're a good person, you don't even see people engaging in homosexuality as being bad, you just view homosexuality as a sin that corrupts them because you want to believe people are good. That makes you a good and honest person for wanting to believe that. I'm sorry that someone took advantage of your kindness.
>>84491149>I'm sorry that someone took advantage of your kindness.its all people have done all my life now.im tired.you can only go without any humans in your life for so many years before you either snap and end up in the psych ward or you just go to the train station at 12am and stare at the pretty stars and the moon and feel the gentle wind breeze as you look over the bridge down to the railway tracks. The train is coming at a steady pace in the distance. Half of you wants to close your eyes, and jump off, and fall asleep. The train won't notice you and you'll finally be at peace and at rest.But the other half of you denies this and tells you to endure and to hold onto the grief, the suffering, the pain and the anquish, and to keep going anyway, because there has to be a reason we are alive and you want to find it.My uncle jumped. I didn't.
>>84491149>you don't even see people engaging in homosexuality as being bad, you just view homosexuality as a sin that corrupts them because you want to believe people are good.i didnt see it as bad for a long time. i liked the more cutesy stuff and cuddling and intimacy.but then when you look at homosexual pornography, its very degrading, and not realistic of two men in love. its actually the most vile and damaging shit that exists.
>>84491098I agree, people could use more guidance as well. Not all guidance is good though and its difficult to figure what good guidance really is. It depends on each persons circumstances. I would say that acting on feelings is a mixed bag, but I would say that finding safe places to explore feelings is important. There's really not enough places in the world where people can talk about their emotions with one another without judgment. It's why I was so defensive earlier. Even if kindness isn't common, it should be, and it takes people willing to fight for it in order to make it a reality.
>>84491210im going to bed. i might add you on discord. im not sure. last time i did that with someone from here, after a 1 month close bond, it ended badly.I was wrong. You're not cold or crude, you seem genuine and caring and patient.Thanks.
>>84491203>i didnt see it as bad for a long time. i liked the more cutesy stuff and cuddling and intimacy.but then when you look at homosexual pornography, its very degrading, and not realistic of two men in love. its actually the most vile and damaging shit that exists.It depends on the person and the relationship. There are people that have relationships without a lot, if any, penetrative sex. A lot of media portrays all these relationships as the same but they really aren't. I've had some more intimate moments that were just really slow and cuddly but that wasn't enough for that person, and a lot of guys dont like being told no after you've turned them on. Idk I probably approach sexual stuff differently than most people but I like the intimacy, love and being close more than anything else. I know I lacked a lot of touch contact growing up but I never realized how much until I had a relationship. Touching a guy's body and having him touch me was practically intoxicating lol.>its all people have done all my life now.You can find better people, different people. You can do anything, and distance can make you feel like a different person. All your problems can seem smaller in the distance, whether that distance is time/emotional/physical, is up to you. But if you learn more skills to make those problems weaker then its easier to cope or deal with them. I still have my own issues but I put in a lot of work and now they're easier to manage.
>>84491264Yeah. Please have a good life and fight to stay alive, you can make your life worth living. Feel free to add me.
>>84484829Why are you, a man, referring to yourself as mommy?
>>84491319Because girlcock and mommy together look like this.
>>84484815>tryI managed to get some dumb moid to have sex with another guy in the hopes he'd get to fuck me
>>84491352Do you understand you're a fujoshi predator?
>>84490954What do you get out of it? Do you fap to it?
>>84491098>i was pointing out its a sin and a bad thing, which is what nearly every religion agrees uponUtter nonsense.Abrahamic bullshit is not "every religion" anon.Not to mention that the word "arsenokoitai" in the new testament wasn't translated as "fag/homosexual" until the 20th century. Prior to that it was understood as "rape of boys" rather than consented faggotry.
>>84491521wouldn't you fap to it?
>>84491281and i only slept for 1 hour and 30 minutes. ugh.I added you.
>>84484815That is the natural affair of the femoid
>>84491349Lol, another humiliation for the dickless xD
>>84491352>I managed to get some dumb moid to have sex with another guy in the hopes he'd get to fuck meUsed to have a thing in college with a black fujo as the "another man" with her 90 lb white bf. Good times, I dont think he ever knew it was me because his main condition for doing it for her was needing to be blindfolded and tied up
