Worry not, I'll enjoy sex enough for the both of us. Do you want to get married to me?

>>84491870
IM NOT GOING TO HAVE SEX WITH ANYONE UNTIL I FEEL AROUSED, NEVER AGAIN WILL I FUCK WHILE FEELING LIKE SHIT

>>84491790
*pats you in your head*

>>84491790
Do you need a hug or what

>>84492036
I need my arousal so i can think about sex 5 hours a day every day

>>84492044
what are you into? any kinks?

>>84492107
rape, humiliation and multiple guys fighting over me, sex/rape with multiple men (i dont do any of that IRL tho, its just when i fantasise)

thats when i get my arousal back every 6 months or so, it only lasts for a few days... then im stuck feeling nothing for another 5 or 6 months

>>84492149
ever tried sexting to let out those feelings?

>>84492166
it doesnt work i was thinking perverted storyline in my head involving jax and cain from the amazing digital circus and it didnt release any feelings eventho i was thinking about it for like a week

And i read erotic fanfiction too and it didnt do anything

cant even get aroused looking at porn

sure i can c00m but im not aroused so i feel like shit

>>84492195
try a guided shroom therapy, sounds like your therapy resistant

>>84492373
Im on antipsychotics against my will and i cant stop getting the injections against my will or else they will put me back in the mental ward

But im spiritual and tell myself that the drugs are not effecting me or else i would have committed suicide already because theres nothing i can do about it.

Plus if it was the drugs causing this i wouldn't be able to sometimes feel aroused once every 6 months.

>>84492383
oh well most definitely the drugs that got your libido level on zero

>>84492149
Sounds like you have bipolar to me at first glance, not DP/DR
Good luck with getting raped though fembot, wish you all of the best rape fantasies and whatever other fucked up shit

>>84492399
NO ITS NOT OR ELSE ILL KILL MYSELF

>>84492428
Its just fantasies, i dont wan't it for real cuz i dont want stds or pregnancy

>>84492428
bipolar is not real its a slur, plus ive always been raised as an autistic retard

>>84492441
talk with your psych about the side effects of your antipsychotic injections, get it sorted, get a grip, and then get fucked

>>84492493
You dont fucking think ive done that over the last 10 years!? THEY DONT CARE, they dont care about my restless legs or tardive dyskenesia, they say i MUST be on antipsychotics and antidepressants for the rest of my life and they try to force me to take abilify whenever i complain about side effects, abilify was made to stop autistic symptoms!

>>84492476
>bipolar is not real
Tell that to the person who decided to cheat and move in with some random within a span of a week even after I'd met her multiple times, supported her for over a year and was making the preparations to move in with and take care of her
Might want to ask the people around you if at the peak of that cycle is anything different about you or do you feel there's any differences

>>84492493
im on a community treatment order they never stop and lie about my and bring up things in my document they shouldnt in order to make me look incapable of being able to decide anything for myself and nobody does anything about it the the advocates and lawyers do NOTHING to help me they are useless and are all about getting paid for making no effort. Im on a community treatment order and if i dont take the drugs they put me in the ward AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN and they say i have to be on the drugs forever and try to get me to switch to abilify when its the most dangerous thing ever, plus respiridone made my prolactin levels extremely high, olanzapine is making my diabetes much worse but they wont take me off it

>>84492507
>>84492507
>abilify
its associated with autism but primarily primarily used in the treatment of schizophrenia, maniatic bpd

how did you respond to taking ablify?
and by talking about the side effects i also meant talking about the effects on your life not just the direct implications on your bodily sensations

>>84492510
>durr i dont like that this person was an arsehole so they must have insert made up mental disorder
they are just a shitty person, mental diagnosises are just a pathologising of natural humans created by sexually degenerate dead old white guy psychiatrists that invented drapetomania to label run away slaves as having a mental disorder because they didn't want to be slaves. Its all fraudulent and not based in reality.

>>84492521
they giving you olanzapine and abilify?
you're cooked

>>84492542
no they tried to switch olanzapine back to abilify

>>84492542
>>84492554
im pretending to take lurasidone pills while they inject me with olanzapine

>>84492559
rather not so cray cray and less libido
than being cray cray and libdio it seems to be my friend

have you tried poppers?

>>84492625
fucking loser, being crazy isn't real, its a normal type of person, psychiatrists are rapists

>>84492149
Are you on the 6 month cycle birth control?

>>84492441
You do realize the drugs don't care whether you'll kill yourself when they take away your libido, right? Why do women think reality is a negotiation?

>>84492533
Bpd != bipolar holy shit

>>84493510
i quit birth control 6 years ago

>>84493513
ur a retarded cvnt, spirituality and overcoming the psysical world is real

>>84493567
>spirituality and overcoming the psysical world is real
Lmao if manifesting worked you'd already have manifested a sex drive. One of the pills you're taking has more efficacy than an infinite amout of spiritual cope.

>>84491790
Hey maybe don't do double penetration if you don't like it?

>>84492383
If you wanna get out of this you have to sell them on the idea that some kind of treatment is working and stabilizing you, easiest to pull off if there's a change in medication, might unironically be best to go into the ward to get out of it and off meds.
The very easiest way would be to have your case handled by someone who doesn't already know you.
Do try to make a good first impression.

>>84493808
It's hilarious you think >>84492441 could ever fool anyone into thinking she's sane and/or stable

>>84492149
No offence but you are what scares me when it comes to women and exactly who I picture guys destroying their lives for: a mentally ill woman obsessed with wanting to be raped and degraded or wanting to rape and degrade men. I hope one day you learn to find love through something more positive, and someone simply wanting to feel your warmth and embrace will be enough for you.