>3 years ago, experimented with using anime girl pfps online and enjoyed the attention I got>now I listen to m4m audios, fap to gay porn (2D and 3D) and have little to no interest in talking to women, despite how I get along with them easily>have asked a guy I met on a game to create an audio just for me, he said yes btwI enjoy this so much, but... it's so utterly meaningless.I'll never have kids or live a life I can be proud of if I stay on this path. in the end I still think faggots are demonic and an aberration, just look at the average pride parade
stop eating the stew version by choice maybe?
>>84520070Why don't you try counterpsyopping yourself by listening to F4M?
>>84520100>>84520101it doesn't work, it gets boring fast. I can hardly suspend my disbelief long enough to imagine an attractive foid who isn't 100% fictional would care about me.that sounds like just a confidence issue, but even if an attractve foid did show interest, I'd assume she was a bad person not worth dating by default. foids have made our society worse in so many ways and the only good foids are already taken