>hates being touched and anything with femininity >does what told to do for years by family only to fail because they didn't take into account my likes and natural skill>doesn't let me gain muscle>saying no or building confidence is forbidden>given brain injury and can't fix it soon so can't study to get self supporting job>"Okay now that she's forced to be almost useless we can coerce her into getting married and having babies so our family can make more money."Fuck you spiritual niggers. I'm killing myself before I'm forced to be your breeder.
The truth is the game was rogged from the start
>shejej
>>84532116I want to get a vasectomy so I can cum in pussy and feel good while not creating guaranteed suffering in a literal existing being for the sole purpose of being a cog in the social machine and forced to be used to make money for billionaires. This bloodline ends with me.
>>84532116you never say no anyway, you not wanting to start a family is the equivalent of suicide
>>84532130you're pathetic and should kill yourself nowmy sons and daughters will restore beauty and truth to the world
>>84532116What part of your brain is damaged specifically? And how did that happen?
>>84532116>is given everything to the point theyre completely useless>is asked to give back in the most natural way possible>complains about itYoure a real piece of shit. I'd rather stick my cock in a blender than your black hole vag
>>84532139All I read is you admitting to having a narcissistic fantasy about your "extensions" as you describe them
>>84532135Almost as if saying yes to everything my family wanted ruined my life. What's the point in saying no if its not taken seriously. Thats why I started shit talking and physically retaliating, that seems the only way people stop trying to walk over your no's when youre physically weak and not smart. I'll just be reincarnated why should I give a shit whether I breed. They poisoned me so much that I'll be dead in a decade tops anyways, I don't have to worry about old age.
>>84532149If I had a life I liked I would breed, simple as. Miserable people don't want to breed.
>>84532185Be careful with that, you might get reincarnated as a male jeet.
>>84532126Should've just offed myself at 10. You can't force a male soul into a female body. >>84532209White people don't reincarnate as brown/black people.
>>84532197I get the feeling you couldnt be happy even if given everything you think you want and attempting to do so in any way would be a complete and total waste of time and energy.
>>84532230Yeah, because being happy for me includes being born male, and I don't believe in tranny stuff.
>>84532228There's no way youre a "male soul" you whiney little bitch. You wouldnt last a week as a man.
>>84532245By that logic all incels and failmales are secretly female souls.
>>84532158this is too retarded to respond to but I'll challenge myself to simplify what was otherwise straight forward language for a lesser being such as yourself. I described a legacy, and having high expectations for them, noble ambitions and goals, this is rooted purely in love. You are evil and dying and scared, and that makes me laugh. >>84532185You can do right by your children where your family failed, we all have that choice. Reincarnation is lineages, anything else is a copium.
>>84532258No theyre just failures. Strange that you reference logic but believe in souls
>>84532228Keep telling yourself that, maybe you're right, maybe you aren't.I you take concel from a mildly drunk frenchanon at 0300: it would be more effective for you to reclaim yourself outwardly first, short hairs, hairy armpits+tanktop, same thing down there, nipple piercings, those are solid outward message that you're somewhat pissed and not taking it anymore without requiring a single word while serving double duty against your own kin for it will filtrer them (and most normies) very quickly.It's a solution, may be for you or not, that helped my sisters and gf a lot.
>>84532258what's your metric of failmail? no one is reproducing in developed nations, you're all failures in that respect. Does having hedonistic sex make you successful, or sustaining some imaginary company? anyone can go to a prostitute cheaply and these corporations are diminishing human fulfillment. A successful person from my perspective would upend all that shit.
>>84532276you're a piece of garbage, stop drinking, and start a family
>>84532264I can't get married because I hate being touched, and screaming children. My family can go fuck themselves. I'm not being pimped anymore by them, or a potential husband. They can go fucking die.
>>84532197I second this.>>84532230it is really fucking easy to be the best person ever when you have everything.>oh I'm suffering alone so much in my huge 3 story mansion, because I have so much money I can buy my anythingYou propaganda normalniggers are brainwashed. There is nothing better than having freedom through finance in this world.
>>84532292Quit touching yourself then, quit doing drugs that kill your base instincts to survive. You're wishing death on everyone while running off a cliff yourself.
>>84532276>outwardly first, short hairs, hairy armpits+tanktop, same thing down there, nipple piercingsDisgusting faggots should keep their fetishes to themselves. I'm not doing that.>>84532280A failmale is a poor man who doesn't have a wife and children. Or if hes not doing that he should be some inventor or priest or something that benefits society.
>>84532315that's the majority of the past couple generations, who's at fault though? women should settle for less resources, they probably have to be made to
>>84532288I already have one, the little one is growing his teeth and the old lady is pulling a night shift (nurse) so since I can't sleep nor partake in any dubious activity...>>84532315Hey I'm just offering, you do you, angry one.
>>84532296I agree with you. The OP, however, is a stupid fucking cunt pretending to be "trans souled" or whatever because she doesn't want to do anything like the worthless fucking cunt she is
>>84532296>it is really fucking easy to be the best person ever when you have everythingNormies will hem and haw about how someone born with high iq good looks and good environment and loving elders just ended up successful and happy because they just tried really hard. My dad was born in a europoor family, but he was handsome, had high iq, his parents loved him, he got free uni education, and his family connections allowed him to move his family to a first world country. As long as he tried he would succeed.>>84532330No woman with a survival instinct wants her and her children to starve because husbando can't being in money.
>>84532339grats, you should care about them both instead of encouraging promiscuous sluts you intend to use to cheat on your wife>>84532349no one's starving in developed countries, your expectations are absurd and you've already postponed motherhood into your mid/late 20s, you're way more of a failure and way more delusional
>>84532342I'd be able to have a normal productive life if I wasn't browbeaten and physically damaged.
>>84532116Rather than kill yourself op, kill others, or don't, perhaps channel that hate into something that can manifest into reality and affect everyone around you.
>>84532356I love being a delusional failure if I don't have to become a sow to some baby. >>84532364Most obvious glownigger bait of the month. I'm not going to do bad shit no matter how hard people try to force me to.
>>84532356Thanks, I'm a bit ahead of you and that's not really the objective, perhaps there's a culture barrier, it's not like I suggested tattoos, that's a lot more definitive.No way in hell I'll cheat on anyone, I'm a doormat lel.
>>84532382what will you do when your beauty fades and no one cares about or loves you? kill yourself? what are you waiting for? however many more dicks?
>>84532361Everyone else's fault, right? They're the monsters preventing you from not being a total fucking worthless piece of shit. No i get it I totally believe you
>>84532404how old is your sister? has she started a family?
>>84532408Nothing because I'm going to kill myself soon anyways. I've only had 1 physical bf, not all women are whores. >>84532412Unironically yes if people fucked off and stopped hurting and sabotaging me and trying to control me I'd have a normal life.
>>84532433yeah they are, you already killed your pair bonding with the 1, women lie about shit like all the time anyway which is hilarious, none is 5, 1 is like 15, dicks sucked, anal, masturbating on cam, whatever the fuck you've gotten off to instead of just not being a whore
>>84532433Nah youre just a conniving cunt. It really is too bad your parents care about their cunty waste of space daughter instead of just ditching you by a curb like a cat that pisses all over the furniture
>>84532416I have 4, they're between 22 and 34, all of them are in a relationship, most of them grew of that pesky angery phase that being said, plenty of girls like that in france anyway, come visit one day.
>>84532467I've been trying to, the woman I'm into there hates me.
>>84532382You caught me. Oh, here's an idea that isn't "glownigger" coded. Get a job for retards that you can handle, like mcdonalds crew, and start a life of your own, and fight for that independence and your own life you so desire. Inb4 "that's too hard for me everything's too expensive"Stop being a nigger. If you can't get a job in your environment, i.e. family won't let you, leave your family behind. You get the job first, work 2 months however you can, if it's out of a car that's fine, if you're in a tent that's fine, just hide yourself well and get a planet fitness membership, get your paystubs, get your own place, and fucking struggle.
>>84532473We can learn from women in that regard, mobility is quite convenient, there's always a place where (You) are exotic.If you stick around frogland, I suggest avoiding large cities like paris, they aren't french there, like most capital I guess, the country side is still filled with tomboys that have mild anger issues and a rather exagerated libido.
>>84532440If men want women to never have sex outside of marriage then nothing is stopping them from outlawing it, if they think it makes them whores. I only got a bf because that was what I was pressured to do by everyone and society, I don't like being touched and hated sex (no I don't need a chad to fix me, my bf was a chadlite). >>84532484Nigga I literally physically ran away from home with a tent and backpack so I could get away from traffickers and stalkers, and police just forced me to go back to family. They sabotaged me at uni and all my jobs so I couldn't get an education or even work a min wage job. All for some pussy and potential children. I would have gone and gotten my womb and ovaries removed at 18 if I knew I was going to get my life ruined over them.
>>84532516what's so much more fulfilling about being a lonely piece of garbage?
>>84532516Have the decency of killing them before killing yourself then.>glowie glowie reeeeJustice isn't on your side and won't be, by your own admission, you'll have to carry it out yourself.
>>84532528God will carry out my justice, by making them get tortured in hell.
>>84532516Incoherent wailings of a nigger mean nothing. If you're legally an adult, nobody's controlling you but yourself, unless they have POA. Your life, your failings, and your ineptitude are completely on you at the point of being legally an adult. Sounds like you just want to bitch and moan, be disillusioned, instead of finding an avenue for you to achieve anything at all.
>>84532553You'll warm the bench for them then, suicide is a no no if you're into christain shenanigans but I assume you already know that.
>>84532576Christians forgive suicide if it prevents you from being forced to do major sins.
>>84532516If any of that is true youre a bad person for not taking evidence to police until somebody stops them. >inb4 total liar "that would be impossible because of x" mode
>>84532581Perhaps, I wouldn't know.Do you already have an hero method in mind?
>>84532572Fuck off you haven't been sabotaged and physically hurt for 10 years so nothing you work hard for works out. Those people that did that to me will be tortured in hell forever.
>>84532553No god nor demons, no heaven nor hell exists, only man and his machinations, and for you to pawn responsibility off in this way only feeds the hand that holds you down.
>>84532593Nigger, you know nothing about me, this is an anon board, don't assume. You seem weak willed.
>>84532588Niggers really believe trafficking rings don't have people in police and hospitals and make sure they get you diagnosed with schizo so anything you say is taken as the ramblings of a paranoid whining schizo. >>84532600If I was weak willed I wouldn't have done my duty of doing what my dad wanted me to do for years even thought I hated it and was bad at it. Also no one who kills themselves has a weak will, you have to over ride your survival instinct to do that, the strongest emotion block people have.
>>84532600Calling anyone weak willed when you're talking about offing yourself is an irony way too fine to ignore.
>>84532116That's a particularly rough scenario, especially if you really can't work even part-time. Is that correct? Or do you work somewhere that doesn't require specific certifications?
>>84532609Dad make you jack him off? Have you ever heard of just fucking leaving, like hopping a greyhound bus and starting over? You type all this like you're locked in a cell. Fucking delusional. Not everyone wants in your vagina and not everywhere is a trafficking ring or some bullshit. And suicide is weak as fuck; it takes so much more to continue the game than end it.
>>84532613wrong nigger/anon
>>84532653Read above, I already tried doing that.
>>84532664Sorry about that dude.
>>84532516>>84532670How did they sabotage you; they knew where you were, so try again. I have started my life over several times since I tuned 18 and left home; anybody can do it. I just moved 1500 miles recently from Colorado just to start school again because I hated my career, that fucking state, and wanted a completely fresh start. I am 27.
>>84532708No worries, nigger.
>>84532716All my immediate neighbors have cameras and theres traffic cams around, assume they hacked into them and watch. I even left at night.
>>84532116OP, you need to run and start dating White guys. They'll treat you right, unlike whatever brown coded culture you're describing. I was in a similar position as you until I went to college and pretty much ran away from my family since then and only dated white guys.
>>84532745I'm white and Jewish blood and not interested in being with/having friends who are not the same ethnicity. They told me I'm from a royal Jewish bloodline and that's why they do this evil shit.
>it's a kikelIt is suddenly making a lot of sense.
>>84532781Yeah I bet they feel real righteous pimping and hurting a weak meek girl with no education and barely any money and who doesn't believe in globohomo or usury. Maybe they should actually go after the jews doing all the evil shit. But theyre cowards, so they only go after people much weaker than them.
>>84532734That's fucking retarded and paranoid. Here's a ploy I've used before when i only had $100. Maybe it'll benefit you, it's how I left an abusive ex. Pack your shit, all valuables you can sell, into a duffle bag. Schedule an uber to a greyhound or Amtrack station one city over during rush hour, this will make you hard to follow there. This was $30 for me. Take a greyhound bus (cheaper) or amtrack train the farthest distance you can go, wherever sounds nice, one way, tickets are usually $50 or less, schedule this in advance so you can time your uber to departure perfect. Leave a note for whoever, in your writing, making it clear you are leaving and you think they are faggots or something, has to be enough they can't get an apb/missing persons put out on you. Once you reach your destination, pawn all valuables that are non-essential, from there, its homeless simulator until you get an apartment or hotel room. Women's and mens shelters can work well depending on area, if you go this route, get a weapon.
>>84532770Should of said you were a kike first I wouldn't of wasted the effort responding
>>84532813Bonus points if you steal their shit to sell.
>>84532770D'ya have em khazar milkers at least?
>>84532828If its any consolation I hate usury scamming diddlers and globohomo. >>84532858No I look like a chubby child.
I'm no oil baron yet but most of my assets are in the green and increasing over the last month. I've helped people looking for financial assistance before. So if you have a wallet address or throwaway/secondary email feel free to post it and in the future I'll lend you a hand. You may not be a follower/someone I follow posting for help on X after a natural disaster, but I hardly know those people either. Up to you and either way I hope good opportunities come your way in the years ahead.
>>84532813Idk what to tell you I tried multiple times, they probably see on cam when I leave and launch a drone or something.
>>84532875Don't trust this nigger.
>>84532875I don't want your free money that's shitty
>>84532889defeated nigger
>>84532911Just lemme dig a cave system to freedom while they watch the neighborhood 24/7.
>>84532852Nigger behavior, no.
>>84532917Your family isn't running Palantir. You just want sympathy or some bullshit for your failures and woes. Call the cops or get in contact with them online and have them facilitate you leaving. They will literally stand there while you gather your shit and leave. Instead of floating bullshit convos on 4chan. Nobody can force you to stay anywhere, dumbass kike whore.
>>84532895W.A.G.M.I. can't just be words. Gotta walk the walk when we can. But I get it 4chan is much more anonymous than X. >>84532902That's understandable. Hopefully you will also be able to work your way up from minimum to having your own portfolio someday. Cheers~
>>84532116booba or leave jew
>>84532139>my sons and daughters will restore beauty and truth to the worldyeah sorry dude best i can do is "amazon warehouse slave"t. society
>>84533006why would we operate in or tolerate such a society?
>>84533032You're one of them dumb niggers, aren't you.
>>84533006>>84533032One of my first jobs was Amazon night shifts Got into markets wih some of the money and made nice returns
>>84533006Nigga really is so delusional he thinks his junk DNA can produce Einsteins and Cleopatras.
>>84533047Men and women are having families and doing right by them and they will operate outside of this technodystopian enslavement scheme and they won't go die in meaningless wars, your days are numbered>>84533074have you started a family?>>84533079why do you list a liar and whore as aspirational figures?
>>84533079At least he bred, can you say the same nigger.
>>84533089My days have been numbered since birth and so have yours, you faggot pseudointellectual retard nigger. I doubt anybody can escape this trap unless you're amish or innawoods.
>>84533107all it takes is rejecting lies
>>84533111And what lies are those Chuddha?
>>84533133the lies of want
>>84533089I was hoping to but even my ex realizes she took what we had for granted Met some girls after who I have a lot in common with and who are interested in getting closer in the right wayThey knew long before that that I was pursuing financial goals so they understood why I said I'll think about it more in the futureSure they might meet someone else but I wanna be financially set before having children which funnily enough is the advice one girl's dad gave her since he knows the economy is worse than when he was growing up
>>84533145the economic strife has been engineered to discourage you from having a family for the express reason of killing you
>>84533107>Amish>Mennonite>Richfags>Unknown or isolated tribes>Return to the land tier movementsAbove are all choices. I hope globalists burn in hell for the bullshit theyre trying to pull.
>>84533141Thank you for your wisdom Chuddha.
>>84533153I see a lot of discussion about that and I can see what people mean to an extentThe danger is part of why I found the motivation to invest so I could better prepare for the futureNever mind learning that hurricanes actually can happen in my country even if it's rare
>>84533179No point in investing when shits gonna collapse
>>84533184It's more about turning those gains into practical preparations like food, water filtration, metals, etcThat and we get Winter here so many would die to the cold if collapse happens when the snow has fallenAnyways my way is pretty comfy since I was helped to pick good assets that have done like 30x without watching charts constantlyLots of time for enjoying 4chan and life wih the uninfected money
>>84532828>Should ofilliterate. embarrassing.
>>84533079>Einsteins and CleopatrasEinstein was a low-tier post office wagie and would likely be stuck as one if he had to do his life over again today.Cleopatra would be an Instagram/OF thot
>>84533280I prefer my money bloody and corrupted. I will take from others or be taken from in this event, so there's no point in worrying about it. >>84533297Illiterate. Embarrassing. Remember, if you're going to be a faggot about grammar you at least have to be better.
>>84532116Stupid mentally ill foid kill yourself. Please do the world a service and end your life.
>>84533334you forgot a comma aftr "grammar"
>>84532116Sounds to me that your family is based.