>dude 25 is young! you haven't "missed out", you can still find love and be successfuI!But I did miss out, on the first 25 years of my life. I spent 25 years as a fucking miserable loser and there's no getting any of it back.Yeah I could go out and date. But l'll never have dated in high school. I'll never have sat in her bedroom smoking and listening to MCR without bills or deadlines or a care in the world.I'll never have gotten my license at 16 and drove over to a friend's house to play GTA. I'll never have taken a year off after I graduate and made out with some cute Australian girl in a hostel while backpacking through Europe. I'll never have partied in college and sat through class the next morning nursing an awful hangover. I'll never mentally recover from the years of missed experiences and lack of social development.But yeah, I guess I could get a couple dates on Tinder, maybe. See Italy when I'm fucking 40. Work at the supermarket until I die.
All you do is whine and mope
>>84536559Same but I'm 40 soon Time goes too fast and everything happens to slow if you get stunlocked and stuck in life with out being able to improve and stuck in a negative cycle yeah it's tiring I was like 24 yesterday The next decade is gonna go 10x as fast man trust me
>>84537363Everyone tells me that I'll see 25 as a good age when I'm 35, is that true?
I spent so many years just turned off and avoidant and now I'm even more turned off and avoidant. Did I actually enjoy all those years jerking off and playing video games? I definitely became a freak by staying inside but it's important to ask if I actually enjoyed what I was doing or would rather have done anything else. The answer is probably no. I just wish I realized certain things sooner. I don't really feel that different than when I was a kid but like I said I just became more distant.
>>84536559atleast you got to go to highschool faggot. My female handlers since the 8th grade quarantined me in specialized iep classrooms offsite from school in literal warehouses with no socialization, dark rooms bean bags and chromebooks with actual retards and spergs they thought i was compatible with because i got in trouble trying to make people laugh a few times in 8th grade. they never let me out. They said my "behavioral and emotional needs" were better fit there or something and severed the possibility of me going back with a penstroke. All because some fat roastie ""mental health specialist "" that was assigned to me Determined i wasnt "fit" and by the way this lady never talked to me once. While my friends got into highschool and did all the stuff we want, i was getting picked up at 630 am on a short bus to go to my chromebook corner and do khan academy until 1:30 . There was no teaching. There was no gym, EVery year we would read the hunger games book for the entire ela grade, and they would give me busy work MULTIPLICATION and ADDITION mathsheets and literal toddler how am i feeling today? worksheets where i match the emoji to the emotion. They never switched the curriculum. This was 5 years. No one ever talked to me Cause they literally couldnt, either retarded or subject to their own beanbag corner. And if i got mad about the conditions my Roastie therapist assigned to me would use that as a reason to keep me in that room for my highschool years. the only thing they did that was tolerable was give me goldfish if i didnt get out of my beanbag to stretch my legs. Cause that was on my "improvement" plan. My main problems they said for not going back to "reg ed" was i got out of my beanbag a few feet sometimes and i have youtube playing while i filled out the same fucking multipication drillsheet they give us every day. On the last day of school senior year i crashed out and threw everything off her desk and flinged her chromebook into the wall.
>>84536559How much you got left after monthly expenses?
