Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supporthey hope you guys r having a nice sunday>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links :D >a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84532014>yeah. shop stays closed on sundays.constantly i forget this even though we've been through this>i suppose that's when a lot of people come home from work.also why i try to never do anything in the evening time ever>why bother getting stuck with everyone else if you can avoid it.i basically refuse to wait in line for hardly anything>still surprised it carved out the following that it has at all,you also have to remember we're on the internet. I don't think majority of people have any idea what the hell it is. Even at anime cons, I mentioned vocaloid and people went "huh?" but then at least knew who Miku was.>i'll file lifting a lot of heavy packages under "functional exercise".for sure>>84536808hiya cat, how's your sunday going?
>>84537185hey officenyanon I worked on the map a little bit, I went on a little bikeride and went with a friend to a job to get some money I might make some popcorn and maybe rewatch mad god wbu?
>>84536808hi catbro!>hope you guys r having a nice sundayfor some reason it was really bad. my mood constantly, everything agitates me and i just want to get it over with and go to sleep. was yours better?>>84537185>constantly i forget this even though we've been through thismaybe. i don't recall and it's different from place to place anyway.>also why i try to never do anything in the evening time everalways best to reduce your time around random strangers as much as possible.>i basically refuse to wait in line for hardly anythingusually not worth it anyway and a non-zero chance to get into a fight as well. nearly happened in my store on friday. i'm so sick and tired of this shit.>you also have to remember we're on the interneti suppose you're right, but i also don't know anything about what most irl people care about, so that's fair. music, sports, fashion. don't care.>Even at anime consodd, but can't keep it touch with everything equally. haven't listened to any vocaloid music in years, either.
Hey gamers. Another sleepy day today. I desperately need to get over my writers block.>>84531781>man, that looks good.Do they sell dino nuggies in Deutschland or is that mostly a UK thing?>now it's just lying around in a drawerI've amassed a small collection of Touhou badges now. I'm not really sure what to do with them besides maybe make a little display for them.>at least i can just go to bed and have some rest without having to worry about anything tomorrowI hope you had a good rest!>>84531879>I'm jealous of your miisMe too. It's been years since I've had dinosaur-shaped food.>it's a real style jacket irl I would probably get a bombers jacket but it's just too hot for one here. I'm also not sure I could pull one off. I already look like a dork in my aviators...>there's always a number of women there who will be oddly obsessed with any European country to an unusual degreeThat's true. My friend is a big Scottaboo, which I find very funny. I got her some Irn Bru as a present once and she was very happy.>Sims 3 content became overwhelming and I remembered the insane number of expansion packs for weird shit like going to Egypt or sailing around the oceanMy sister really enjoy modern Sims and she seems to be able to navigate it effortlessly. She has 6100 hours in The Sims 4 last time I checked.
>>84537692>Another sleepy day today.same for me. nothing i tried to do or watch was fun. just want to sleep already, but if i do that i'll wake up in the middle of the night.>I desperately need to get over my writers block.not something you can force. is there something that usually inspires you?>Do they sell dino nuggies in Deutschlandi thing they still do, but i tend ti avoid novelty shaped food these days. i've also never found anything at the store that comes close to fast food chain nuggets. always a disappointment.>small collection of Touhou badgeswhat material are those made of?>maybe make a little display for them.could be a cool project.>I hope you had a good rest!i think i overslept a bit. weirdly enough that made me pretty tired and i nearly dozed off at 7:00 pm. really not my week. maybe next one will be better.
>>84537661heyo frensorry to hear about your moodmaybe some music could help you relax?I like to listen to the video I sent you with the white flower not long ago you can read about my day here :> >>84537336also working on the map now>>84537692ello>desperately need to get over my writers block.what usually helps you? maybe you need to force yourself
>>84537336> worked on the map a little bitnice, what you working on with it now?>went with a friend to a job to get some moneyoh interesting, what kind of job?>wbu?just ate some food. Pretty slow uneventful day. Kinda lazed around. Feeling a bit funny>>84537661>always best to reduce your time around random strangersespecially with what you said about getting into a fight. Everyone is always pissed about everything and it's tiresome nobody can act like people >usually not worth it anyway how i feel with waiting for restaurants especially.>but i also don't know anything about what most irl people care about,i feel this since i especially have no idea what the average american is into now these days. I was always a bit unusual, but at least knew what kind of music was popular when i was in school. I think demographics have changed so much from then i ain't got a clue>odd, but can't keep it touch with everything equally.especially there's so much stuff people at anime cons are going to potentially be into. The person crazy about beyblades isn't gonna know who Megurine Luka is>>84537692>Another sleepy day todayyou and me both. can't even say what i did today>been years since I've had dinosaur-shaped food.i definitely remember eating them here growing up so a thing here for sure>get a bombers jacket but it's just too hot for one hereone sad part of being somewhere warmer is missing out on jackets year round. Favorite type of clothing article hands down.>look like a dork in my aviatorsi'm doing those and the jacket and combat boots all at the same time lol> friend is a big Scottaboovery interesting and specific indeed lol but just as I said> Irn Bru looking this up and sounds pretty good > She has 6100 hours in The Sims 4 it's insane how many hours people pour in, but i get it. It is very addictive when you get into the swing of it
>>84537999>maybe some music could help you relax?hm. not really into music when i'm like this. i end up listening to stuff that makes it worse.>I like to listen to the video I sent you with the white floweri'll listen to it again when i feel better. don't want to connect the things you send me with a mood like that.>you can read about my day here :>quite the busy day you got there! :0 how was the ride, what job and how's the map coming along?>>84538019>Everyone is always pissed about everything and it's tiresome nobody can act like peopletrue. had a pissed about everything day myself, but mostly managed to keep the worst of it to myself. best to just stay at home and not bother other people when that happens.>waiting for restaurants especially.that's how i stopped going to fast food chains. if i went in and had to wait, i'd just leave.>I think demographics have changed so much from then i ain't got a clueyeah. there's a disconnect between me and the majority of people i just can't overcome anymore. not that i try. i think the issue is that i just don't care about the short-form content younger people consume or social media in general, but i think it's ignoring content like tiktok or shorts that really keep me out the know.>The person crazy about beybladesis that still a thing?>isn't gonna know who Megurine Luka isi do have to admit i don't know, either. i think that one was introduced after i stopped listening to vocaloid songs. i just know it's a thing at this point.
>>84538019>what you working on with it now?I was just mostly playing around and trying to come up with how I want different rooms to look likeit's pretty difficult to have ideas>what kind of job?at a store like counting inventory and stuffjust like a one time thing>Kinda lazed around. sounda like a good restful day>Feeling a bit funnyis it bad?>>84538157>don't want to connect the things you send me with a moodokayI hope you get better soon fren ^^>quite the busy day you got there! :0 a little :3>how was the rideokay but I got into a very deep puddle and my wheels are dirty >what job and how's the like putting stuff in a store >map coming along?I'd say well but it's hard to come up with ideas I should watch some things to get inspiration
>>84538403>I hope you get better soon fren ^^thanks. should be better tomorrow.>a little :3couldn't have handled that today. like at all.>I got into a very deep puddle and my wheels are dirtyyou gotta clean them or just ride it off on your next trip?>like putting stuff in a storei see. hope it wasn't too bothersome.>I should watch some things to get inspirationwhat comes to mind?gonna sleep now. barely able to keep my eyes open. good night.
>>84538479>should be better tomorrowokayis there some reason you're feeling like that or you just woke up this way?>like at all.understandable >just ride it off on your next trip?hmm idk maybe I'll clean them a bit if I'm bored enough >hope it wasn't too bothersomenope>what comes to mind?hm probably bladerunner and mad god and there are probably some other cool movies like that>good nightsleep well !!
>>84536808>>How are you doing today?I graduated yesterday. I really hope this new compnay calls me back because idk what I'm doing now. >>Any plans for today?just applying to jobsWatching project hail marry>>Is there anything bothering you right now?The future doesn't seem to be getting better.>>84537661hi yu>my mood constantly, everything agitates me and i just want to get it over with and go to sleep. last night was like that for me. I think I just needed some pain killers to ease my head.>>84537336hi cat>I might make some popcorn and maybe rewatch mad godI've never seen mad god. what's it about?
I was about to go to bed but my building's fire alarm went off. That's the third time this week. We're all going to burn to death from complacency at this rate...>>84537891>but if i do that i'll wake up in the middle of the night.As much as I love sleep, I have completely wrecked my circadian rhythm from sleeping when I feel like it...>is there something that usually inspires you?Showering. Maybe I need to shower multiple times a day. >i've also never found anything at the store that comes close to fast food chain nuggetsYou can't really replicate it without a deep fryer, which is generally a bad idea to own unless you're a restaurant. >what material are those made of?They're all metal. Nothing too fancy, just circles.>maybe next one will be betterI'll wish that for both of us!>>84537999>maybe you need to force yourselfI could haul myself down to the office and stay there until it's done. If I get desperate I might do that. >>84538019>can't even say what i did todayMe either. I think I did server stuff but that might have been yesterday. >so a thing here for sureI'm glad to learn at least three countries have these.>missing out on jackets year roundI like my hoodies but I can only wear them for a few months of the year. Or indoors because the AC is usually set really high for some reason.>i'm doing those and the jacket and combat boots all at the same time lolI imagine you have the frame for it, at least.My friend said I look like Felix from Re Zero so just try to imagine him in that.>sounds pretty good It's alright but it's just sugar. And it tastes worse now because they removed all the sugar to get around the UK's sugar tax.>It is very addictive when you get into the swing of itIt helps that she was unemployed for a lot of that. The brain craves busywork. Probably why I played so much RuneScape when I was unemployed.>>84538814Congratulations!Good luck with the job search. Hopefully you can find something soon!
