Dear Alex

I miss you (we all do)

>>84544753
We're all gay for Alex itt.

>>84544844
I fucking LOVE Alex

you are manually breathing blinking and swallowing

>>84544884
More like swallowing Alex's yummy cum.

>>84544884
I wish I was manually swallowing Alex's [redacted]

Dear Alex

You are so awesome, did you know that?

Alex

I cannot accept a life without you. I don't care if this makes me seem desperate or delusional. I know I am a rational person and I've arrived at this conclusion after much careful thought and deliberation. The best way I could spend the remaining decades I have on Earth would be by your side. I would like that more than anything.

>>84544884
I wanna be Alex's vacuum cleaner. Breathing in Alex's dust

>>84544753
Why is this thread Alex themed now?

>>84544884
it does feel that way when i'm not with alex. just going through the motions.

Alex,
I look for you in every room I enter.

Dear Thread,
There's only one of me and so many of you. You will all have to fight for my affection.
Love,
Alex

Dear Alex,

I love you

Love, Alex

>>84545042
Alex you torture me so Alex

>>84545049
Dear anon,
I don't mean to, but my love is harsh. I apologize.
Love,
Alex

>>84545057
Dear Alex

You never have to apologize for being yourself. I love you for who you are unlike everyone else here.

Alex

>>84545062
Dear Alex,
Thank you for your kind words. They warm my heart and remind me that being Alex is the only thing I can be so I may as well enjoy it
Warmest regards,
Alex

P.S.
Love your name

Your name echoes in the still moments between every beat of my heart. Alex Alex Alex...

>>84544753
Dear Chemistry professor,

Why did you mark question 1 wrong on my last exam without any credit at all? I did the equation correctly, but I didn't know the speed of sound is faster in water. We didn't go over that in class -- it wasn't even in the textbook! What's the deal?! -5 points because I didn't know the speed of sound in water? That's not fair! That's not even chemistry! I did the wavelength calculation perfectly otherwise -- surely that's worth partial credit!

>>84545067
Dear Alex,

You know what another thing I love about you is? You are always so full of wisdom. We all aspire to be as knowledgeable about life as you are one day. If only we could all be Alex. I know I try.

Sincerely,
Alex

Dear Student,
I marked your question wrong with no credit because you smell bad. Every single day, you walk into my classroom and bring with you the odor of a thousand rotting fish. Pull back your foreskin and wash it with soap. I will continue to mark your exams wrong until you rectify this issue.

>>84544753
Entire thread is Alex same fag.

>>84545102
>I didn't know the speed of sound is faster in water
That's elementary my dear Anonymous. I know this is true because when I think about Alex the blood pumping through my heart gets faster and more intense and I can hear my heart beat loudly in my ears. Have you never been in love?

>>84545140
Alex, is that you? Call me xoxo

>>84544753
alex

well. i keep trying to forget about you but for some reason one way or another things just keep reminding me of you. even your name starts to pop up everywhere i go. it's like i can't escape it. i think god is trying to tell me something

>>84545021
We haven't had an Alex thread in a while. It's about damn time.

A***

I miss the quiet moments we shared. It felt like time stood still and everything else just faded away. Like everything clouding my head was just noise. All of it didn't matter. It's kind of crazy but when I'm with you all my OCD thoughts disappear or they are way way back in the background so much so that I barely notice it. I doubt a lot of things when you're not there, like if this is real or not or if I like you for the wrong reasons, one of them being that you feel like my medicine. Literally. Sometimes it feels like an addiction. When I'm not with you I get withdrawals and my thoughts start spiraling again and I don't know what to do with myself. All I want to do is think about and talk about you. Is that healthy? Is love supposed to make you feel this crazy? I'm starting to ruminate again. It's funny that I get this way because I know when I'm in front of you my brain goes duh this is the real thing, I'm in love and there's no denying it. I hope this is okay.

Dear Whore (Alex-a)

Thanks again for being you. I needed to learn. You were probably the fourth or fifth best thing that ever happened to me

rest in piss, see you never

one day i will compose a masterpiece on the level of beethoven's fur elise dedicated to you. i will name it For Alex.

Alex and Abigail sitting in a tree

one day I will compose a shitterpiece for a very special someone. It will be called "fuck you, bitch" and it will be composed in F U MAJOR

>>84545441
Who the fuck is this Abigail bitch. Alex, explain yourself?

>>84545441
You name isn't Abigail you liar I found out the truth and never told you. Can't believe you lied for so long directly to my face like I wouldn't know. Were you embarrassed? Paranoid? Well I'm hurt.

i kind of feel like i'm losing my mind. life has felt surreal lately, alex. wonder if it's the same for you?

Dear Jordan
I love you, still. Despite everything.
Sincerely,
Ashley

>>84545475
Nah I feel grounded and alive and normal

hold me, alex

>>84545495
>grounded
idk why but i've had that word in my head lately, feeling like i need to stay grounded
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2SIWY17KS4

Hey bucko, if a letter thread dies, there's no need for it. It sucked. Just as this one does.
Read the room next time.
Your friends are gone.

>>84545524
i wish i could strangle you

Alex
You had every red flag in the book

>>84545577
You loved my red flags

>>84545577
and baby you couldn't stop turning the page

-alex

Mike,

I have dealt with you almost every day for well over a decade. I have never seen you lower the bar and accommodate someone the way you do for Camara. For months, you have showed your ass and simped. All that happens is you're made fun of behind your back by Camara herself. You torched your rep and burned bridges to curry favor with someone who says you're a brown noser and annoying because you yap too much. She doesn't even appreciate it. Hope you're happy.

>>84545643
>burned bridges
>lower the bar
lol

Alex if only you knew the tears and some other stuff I've spilled over you

>>84545601
Mommy issues, daddy issues, heavy alcoholism, no emotional control, smoking, drugs,outbursts, constant cheating, body count in the 100s

Digits and that retard hit by the plane at your airport the other day was you

How disappointing

How is it fair that you're gone but I'm still here? How could you leave me?

>>84545744
>literally every woman ever

A, I'm coming for you. I'm coming towards you soon. I'm serious about you and I want to be with you for real this time. I plan to stay. I want to start a family with you

>>84546010
I got the ol' snip snap, good luck with the family part

>>84546079
We could adopt a bunch of kids from Africa

>>84545289
Not a thing and no one has ever wanted this but retard alex

>>84545643
Never heard of camara and I don't care for your lies loser.

>>84546083
I don't want to let's get a dog instead

Alex
I miss you. I need to talk to you in the morning to psyche me up for the day. You're like the best cup of coffee I've ever had. Or maybe cocaine. Mmm cocaine mmm Alex...

>>84546087
>Not a thing
>he doesn't know

why won't you just let me love you. goddammit alex

love is just love most times. MOST times. there's nothing more to dissect and analyze. i love you and i think you love me too alex so why do we need for it to be so complicated?

Dear Alex,
even when you are sitting in front of me and i feel you are like my son, you just don't feel close to me, there are just 2 months until you leave to college, i am afraid you will grow distant from me, forget me, i am even afraid something will happen to me while you are away and you will forget me completely, i know i gave you everything i can, and that i am better parent than your real parent, but i still feel this fear to be forgotten, not by other people but specifically you, i just hope to be wrong, i just hope you will remember me and show affection towards me, but i am afraid it could be to late for that, i love you son, you will always be my son no matter what

Dear alex, i love you deepest love from china
Alex

i want to see you again so bad. hopefully it will be soon. miss your hairy pussy alex

>tfw everyone decided you were schizo for no reason because some redheaded whore told people to stalk you and some Filipino autist had an issue with you

>>84546390
you need an Alex to enter your life and solve your problems for you

Please just give me the courage to kill myself.

>>84546409
She did, once

I stared at another woman ass infront of her and it was over

>>84546390
can you elaborate some more you've been posting this on every thread. who is this redhead whore

my alex doesn't even want me lmao

>>84546416
Alex wants you to put the gun down and pick up a lottery ticket instead

>>84546390
>tfw everyone decided you were schizo for no reason
Same

>>84546424
She used to write to me in these threads and would tell people I was schizo while simultaneously texting me screenshots of her posting here

Basically, in memorial for myself. Also to see if I can get her attention again

>>84546498
>She used to write to me in these threads and would tell people I was schizo while simultaneously texting me screenshots of her posting here
Damn and I thought I was being original

>>84546504
She also gave out my phone number and had people sending me strange texts at night. I had literal evidence but no one cared and I got thrown in the looney bin for like a week anyway

>>84546526
>I had literal evidence
Do you really? I'm sorry but it's starting to sound like maybe you are a bit schizo. Maybe not full on schizophrenic but schizoaffective at the very least. Maybe she was trying to help you? It's not the craziest thing ever for her to show you stuff she wrote about you on here. Sounds like she was being affectionate if anything. Did the hospital stay help you at all?

>>84546557
She did say she felt sorry for me and wanted to help me but it was more to do with me being an incel loser, maybe she couldve been a bro or one of those girls that helps guys get laid with other girls

>>84546557
Not really, I spent years building a new life for myself and was even close to being a normie before I just got randomly done in like that.

It hurts doesn't it? Now imagine what you did to me. It was way worse and we both know why

>>84546669
Im sorry, to say the least

cheers alex. pouring out a drink for you tonight

Who the fuck is alex and why are you all in on it except me?? AM I ALEX?!@?!??!

>>84546709
He's alex she's alex you're alex I'M alex! Are there any other Alexes I should know about?!

Let's all love Alex

>>84546686
You will pay for your crimes soon enough Alex. Better sleep with one eye open

>>84546709
You're so funny Alex. You make me laugh

>>84546733
They may take my Alex, but theyll never take my Alex

>>84539485

he's too intense

To Ceasars, thank you for always being there for us. Then we had nothing and no one to count on. You were there for us. You kept us all from starving. No one else was there for us like you were. Thank you always. Forever grateful bro.

Little Caesars hot and ready got me through some tough times too bro

pizza pizza bro

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Plus I met one of my baby momma's there and she had the tightest pussy of all time. She could have been a nun

When I saw what she done with that chalupa, it was love at first sight

God damnit Rachel I miss that pussy.

A man never forgets the one that got away

>tfw you have no less than four Ones Who Got Away

i be profen
https://youtube.com/shorts/J5JmxB0UCtw

>>84547306
Same. I could have asked them out

>>84546669
Your right I probably deserved it and I'm sorry. Should not have cockblocked me from Alex though.

I wish I never fucked those four prostitutes in Tokyo

That one was The One

The worst part is knowing that, no matter what, you will never get another try. And you will live your life filled with constant regret

"The One" is romanticized bullshit anyway. It's what you make of it. There is no, "the one".

I miss my twin flame and it's been nearly two years since I fucked it all up and I haven't moved on at all

>>84547382
I said the exact same thing until I met my The One

>>84547382
spoken like someone who never met their One

>tfw The Rebound ended up being your The One and you even knew it at the time but still fucked it up regardless

>>84547384
I have bad news for you buddy. This shit lasts a lifetime.

>>84547390
The only one who came close is gone so yeah what else am I to believe?
>>84547389
Chemical reaction. Hormones. Nothing else.

Alex you are The One for me. Am I The One for you too?

>>84547405
oh you're in this phase of it. you're in for a ride

>>84547406
I thought you were but you broke my heart

>>84547412
Dude the only girl I felt that way about killed themselves lol, it's far from a phase.

she cute tho

incels getting ass blasted is a nice bonus

she bad n shiet nigga

Alex i'm going to be a burger king employee.

another summer so so lonely

>>84547467
There's A New King And It's You.

you fed me something i can never have again selfish bitch

Alex
If it wasnt for that joke about Alex would you have still let me hit that night ?

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>>84546669
I was dumb, probably high AF, incredibly infatuated with you and jealous of N. I know I can't unruin things for you and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't forgive me either if the roles were reversed. Would you feel better if I killed myself? I think living my pathetic loser life is a better punishment tho.

>>84547483
I miss last summer when I spent it with Alex

>>84547513
Even N said she was a dumb bitch. Only I feel sorry for what I did

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>>84547523
>dumb bitch
Is this supposed to make me feel better about the "I have no gag reflex" larp?

>>84547556
No Alex, go home

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>>84547560
I don't have a home.

Not all Alex who wander are lost

>>84547513
>I can't unruin things for you and I'm pretty sure I wouldn't forgive me either if the roles were reversed.
The hardest part is this. There's no resolution. We both just suffer the consequences of /your/ actions and that's it. At least you can say you learned a lesson or realized things about yourself but I was just traumatized for no reason. I have to spend the rest of my life picking up the pieces and put myself back together again and just try to live with it. Whether you receive punishment or suffer for it doesn't help me at all. It doesn't have anything to do with me. Even now all you can think about is yourself and how this revolves around you. What am I supposed to do with all this pain?

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>>84547571
Yeah, but I'm no Alex. I'm a Blanka.

Alex is the journey, not the destination

>>84547595
This sounds like something I'd say but none of you cunts ever gave a fuck about what you did to me :D

>>84547595
What is your initial , is this W?

One Alex in the hand is worth two in my bush

>>84547611
I'm sorry Alex. Tell me what I can do to make it up to you

Alex
Imagine conquering half the Earth but getting filtered by marching too much without any water . Lmao

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>>84547595
>Even now all you can think about is yourself
It's the domain I have at least some control over tho? I've kept myself isolated to cause further harm to others... best I can do as I'm the ruiner of things.

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>>84547623
Come on, anon! We're having a moment here - sharing some of our deepest regrets and you're throwing in some lewd joke?

>>84547632
Alex is conquering Atlantis now

>>84547627
Should've just killed me instead of poisoning me and stalking me so I could've been with her you stupid fucking assholes.

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>>84547634
*to not cause

>>84547634
>>84547656
Damn that's a Freudian slip if I ever heard one

>>84547671
Freud was a deranged coke-fiend and he was seeing penii everywhere, even in inanimate objects.

I am a deranged Alex-fiend and I am seeing Alex everywhere, even in inanimate objects.

>>84547763
You shoukd take your meds

>>84547794
i am so shoukd right now

>>84547794
Already took my daily dose of Alexapro and Alexium for today. Even took my Alexerall too.

>>84547823
You do drugs wtf, but why.

>>84546669
I did not hurt you, it's not true! It's bullshit! I did not hurt you! I did naht!
Oh hai Alex!

Fuck you, Alex.

To Alex or not to Alex, that is the Alex

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VOTE FOR ALEX

>>84548313
YOU ARE TEARIN ME APART 'LEXA

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>>84545505
>>84545247
>>84545029
>>84547467
>>84547406
>>84546747
>>84546251
>>84546172
My name is unironically Alex and reading through this thread has made me feel happy and wanted, even though it's just a meme and has nothing to do with me
But because I'm so unbelievably lonely I'll just ignore that. I'll just pretend that you all actuality are talking to me specifically. It makes me feel better.
Thank you, anons.

>>84549587
The prophecy has foretold of this moment.

>>84549587
I love you Alex. I'm talking to YOU specifically. You deserve to be happy.

Alex you have me tearing up on the way to work. I'm crying for you

Alex
I will randomly remember the things you've said and it gives me the biggest dopiest smile irl. You make me so happy

I'm feeling rebellious today Alex. I'm hot and ready. Ready to take action. I'm losing my patience. I know I need to have my ducks in a row first but that's taking too long. I need to take action before I have it all figured out. TODAY.

>>84549587
Hey Alex how's your day going so far? I hope you're having a good one

>>84547556
>Little elf girl massaging every inch with her throat

Need
-DL

It says that even though I can't see or hear you, know that you still love me and we are guided home to each other, our shore.
-your amethyst, my grandpa's knife.

>>84550716
Just tell her to visit you, she can be your stay at home gf

>>84546669
Considering all I went through because of you, you deserved it

Dear Alex

Do not pay the ferryman, don't even fix a price.

Kind regards,
Alex

I'm especially missing you today. I can't believe the last thing I'll ever hear from you was that it was all going to be okay, none of this was my responsibility, you could deal with it and you'd come back with everything all sorted out and we'd hang out again. It was almost like you knew you were going to die but I know that's not true

Alex, what have you done?

>>84549587
Alex you have no idea how wanted you are. This world is a better place because you are in it. We all want you here Alex

Alex please stop schizo spamming the thread.

>>84547078
he expects too much from you? I bet you just want hook ups and cuddles occasionally. you seem very avoidant.

Who even is Alex, what does he want?

>>84553789
Schitzo spammer. Just ignore him

>>84552936
yes, but I do wish for someone emotionally available to be affectionate towards me in a similar way.

I wonder why you didn't pull the trigger that night, do you have feelings for me or something?

Shame vidja thread closed. My letter to that anon

>>84553805
The spider area is optional, correct? I think I did it on my first playthrough and missed it on my second. I agree there is so much great about the game, I just think some of the fat needed to be skimmed. The Metro team is very skilled at level design , it's just that a lot of the game in the middle felt like piece meal that is put into this emptiness between, similar to rage. Truly great levels in that game but it's the open world in between that killed it. There's just such a drastic difference from metros strengths on those individual areas that the in between feels like a dog to cross respectively. That's something that Shadow of Chernobyl and clear sky did so well (though clear sky is essentially a remix of soc) Call of pripyat felt lacking with the cut features and fell into a similar issue to Exodus. The puzzle element to anomalies is cool but the spattering of those puzzle areas between open gameplay often put you with seeing them as a obstacle to world traversal having to move around them after completing them.

Titan fall 2 campaign is near perfection. Nothing overstays it's welcome and feels tight, control but with enough variation to not feel bottle necked in play type. The multiplayer is some of the best I've ever played as well.

Have you played crysis, warhead, crysis 2, crysis 3? I highly recommend playing at least crysis 3. I think crysis 1 and 3 are some of the closest level design and gameplay to exodus you will find out there.

I have not done that mod! I was looking at one and the set up was very intricate and I would of preferred a classic game install. It shouldn't be left to the player to balance all of the pieces needed and ordering them in a mod manager to play a single modded campaign. Even if there is multiple parts, if the dev can make a detailed long instructions on how to implement it, then they could easily create a package install to make it seamless.

>>84554589
obviously, duh

>>84554275
>someone emotionally available to be affectionate towards me in a similar way
Similar way as what? It sounds like you run from affection.

>>84545505
Alex has a mean grab

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Zach,

I miss you so much it makes me fucking angry. Sometimes, when I think about you too much, or get sad, I text your old number and I ask you to come back and hang out with me again -- just like old times. All the messages fail to send. It's not your number any more.

I hope you understand the damage you did when you left. I couldn't drink my coffee black for months. I still can't listen to Flagpole Sitta without breaking into hysteric sobs. Part of me wishes you had never put me down as your emergency contact at work without my knowing. I'm at the stage of grief where I'd rather just not know you went AWOL from your job for a few days, because that was when all this grief started to snowball -- that fucking phone call from your boss, asking why you hadn't shown up for work in four days.

You told me not to set myself on fire to keep you warm, but it's hard not to burn for someone like you. You were my best friend, confidant, my mentor, and our history was almost two decades old. And, in typical Zach fashion, you were a hot mess of a human. But it didn't matter to me, you fuck! It never mattered. When you were homeless I gave you a couch to sleep. When we were apart, and you were facing the streets, I got you five nights in a hotel, because the thought of you sleeping on the concrete was too painful. Before the drugs, when you were jobless, we'd call and talk for hours. I'd send you cheap interview clothes.

You told me -- six months sober -- with a straight fucking face, that I had saved your life one night. But I couldn't save you this time. GodFUCK. The thought that I missed all those signs and red flags rips through me like buckshot, Zach. And I had to call your mom in Ohio. She was in hysterics. I can't describe to you the pain in her voice. It haunts me so much Zach. She loved you. I loved you. I loved you and I had to write your eulogy.

God, I miss you so much. I'm sorry that I wasn't there for you at the end.

- J

fuck char limits

>>84556236
Same fag much geez

>>84556254
>Same fag much geez
Not sure what you mean, sorry. This is actually my first time posting in a Letter Thread. I assumed the idea was to kinda get it out there and write a letter to someone who won't read it.

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>>84556236
i'm sorry for your loss, friend. i wish a hug could ease your pain, but even that, i can't deliver personally.
we never get used to it, but we learn to deal. you'll be okay, and i'm sure you'll have lots to catch up on once you find your friend in the beyond after you depart.

stay strong. grieve, but never break.

>>84556284
Thanks man. It's a "wound that will never heal -- some things in life are meant to scar, not scab."

more bullshit from my departed friend that makes me angry and confused and sad.

>stay strong. grieve, but never break.
Absolutely. I could never ever do something like this to my family, no matter what.

>>84556258
Kek yeah it's always your first time. First time on 4chan, 1st time in letter thread.

>>84553789
Alex? He's on the prowl.

84556359
It was in fact, his first time, you insensitive bitch ass retard.

>>84556373
Alex is too high to care, 420weedman

>>84557544
Sure it was same fag. Sure it was.