>No driver license at 24>Fuckup at university>Currently no job>Not fit, for years now>5'7>Not funny>Not interesting>Only hobby is DnD>Don't even read classic literature anymore>Addicted to porn games>Mediocre performance in bed>Likely to start balding soon considering my familyDoes it come a time where you just accept you don't deserve love, happiness, success, or anything else and just surrender to the tides of a self inflicted destiny of utter and complete misery? The other day a girl started asking me things about my life and I could feel myself melt in shame as I tried to paint a picture that's better than reality.I guess I do have friends, even plenty of them, that's like the one thing I'm doing right in life.
>>84546506im trying to form a response but honestly i just have nothing to say. i feel like the part of my brain that is capable of sketching out a personality like that has just evaporated. i literally dont exist outside of my thoughts. i dont even understand to what degree i need to selfcensor to not sound deranged when people ask me stuff about myself so now i just change the topic or say something extremely vague. closeness to other people is completely foreign and have a hard time even theorizing about what having a gf or intimate friends would be like
>>84546554I wouldn't call my friends very intimate, but they are close enough, I can imagine itThough I can agree with you with the gf part: I genuinely cannot even begin to imagine myself in an happy relationship as I am right now.Here a beecat.
>>84546506>5'7that's your only real issues, that cannot be changed. Also, you don't want to hear it, but you have it better than plenty of people, trust me.Everything else you can change, esp. nowadays.>Does it come a time where you just accept you don't deservethere is no such thing as deserve. nobody deserves anything.>surrender to the tides of a self inflicted destiny of utter and complete misery?you might not actively improve your situation, but it is pure cope that everybody has the same qol and same experiences. Life will get both worse and better as you age.>I tried to paint a picture that's better than reality.everybody does. people have to cope.
>>84546656>Everything else you can changeSure, I *can*, but every time I tried I failed. I will keep trying, but I will probably keep failing, and every year I age it becomes more and more pointless to try.
>>84546506>mediocre performance in bedno reason for you to be here if you are sexually active.
>>84546506>>Addicted to porn gamesAny recs? Preferably ones that can run on a shit ass laptop
>>84547164>areWasBefore the whole fuck up college thing and I got out of shape, when I was still the semblance of a human being.Even then, sexually active would be a bit of an exaggeration, I have been in 1 relationship followed by a girl I fucked twice>>84547176Recently played Harem in another world, Niramare Quest and Origin Story.Now playing Starmaker Story.I have no idea how they run on laptops but I assume decently.
>>84547202still more than me and I'm 20 years old almost halfway through college. Fuck. You.
>>84547211>I'm 20 yearsI lost it at 19 with a girl whose bodycount was 10, calm down. You'll get your moment and hopefully it will be better than what I got.
>>84547240Yeah, I'll get my moment in three years when I'm in china teaching english. At that point you'll be 27-28. You should get your shit together too.
>>84546506>Not fitMake a start. I was 28 when I started getting back into after nearly a decade. 50 squats done in 30 minutes left me shaky and pained in the chest that first day so don't push that far on Day 1. Even so, I gradually became able to do 100+ in 15 minutes and feel alright.I say squats since holding proper form helps tone a lot of the body. You can also do them while brushing teeth, easily before getting in the shower, hold weights and even do curls during them. Your vision will stay stable enough to enjoy a video while doing them, which distracts from the burn. Legs hold up everything so it's a good starting point.Curls and lifts can also be done while sitting at the computer watching stuff. Believe me, I was not a fitness buff or a sporty person. As for jobs IDK where you live but maybe ULINE or some other warehouse has openings. I did night shifts too so it may be challenging but it's doable.
>>84546506Same ni->had sex>has friends
>>84547261I really do not recommend my sexual experiencesHowever I do have the advantage of having friends, I'll admit that's more than some people here have
>>84546506we dont care about failed normies problems sorry. you'll have to find a place to be a loser somwhere else.
>>84546554wow, you just put my thoughts into words. this is what I've been trying to explain but haven't been able to because I'm braindead now.
just dig a hole and bury yourself in it faggot
>>84548007No balls for that
