why hasnt a single person in the world ever liked meis that common? i feel like people arent usually hated by all other humans
how the fuck are we supposed to know? who even are you?
because you don't give others the chance to like you
>>84546826i need a favorite person>>84546834i don't know howwhy cant anynyan tell me how to interact with other humans
>>84546815Same exact experience, I consider it to just be a "curse" (not literally, but functionally) set upon some people's lives, and you just have to make peace with it. I know I can't ever have friends, and I'll spend the rest of my life isolated. I am ok with people considering me evil / worthless without knowing anything about me, people have experienced worse circumstances over history,
>>84546893Are you like talking with people in discord servers for the series/games you like? That's where I eventually got friend requests after talking in general chat a few times a week for many months.Interestingly the girl who sent me the friend request was really forward, asking to be like penpals but also apologizing if she was coming off as not knowing boundaries. I didn't think so, but she seemed to think she needed to be balanced about her enthusiasm until we got closer.
Because you're probably ugly as shit
>>84546973im not.... and that shouldnt matter at all.... in real IRL stuff is stupid.....>>84546922but the only thing i've ever desired or liked is other people i have no reason to live if i'll continue to live a life of complete solitude>>84546955i don't have interests and i don't know how to be likeable
>>84546989>but the only thing i've ever desired or liked is other people>i have no reason to live if i'll continue to live a life of complete solitudeI like out of pure spite, simple as. Not saying I wouldn't welcome death, but for now I'm basically torturing myself with slow brain degeneration through intense hatred for all of perceivable reality which I won't ever act upon, as that would be evil of me (and also because I'm a lazy coward).
>>84546989Do you just save art and not actually read manga/light novels? Do you drink? Infinite others to hang out IRL?
>>84547034i dont read anymore because escapism stopped working. i bought grimgar volume 22 when it got finished but havent felt like reading it.ive never been un-soberiduno what hang out means
>>84547131I recently discovered a brewery near me that has its own bar and little events where different restaurants are invited to provide catering. See if there's one near you. Might be a good place to meet people. I've been thinking about doing so myself.
>>84547131>>84546989>>84546893>>84546815Is this how you get your kicks OP? Pretending to be retarded and socially inept and immediately shooting down any suggestion to improve your fake circumstances? While also offering only the shortest most vague replies to anyone who responds?
>>84546815You arent hated by all other humans its all in your head the reality is that nobody gives a fuck about you so why dont you just stop feeling anything and do whatever you want.
>>84546955NTA, what kind of games did you talk in servers for for this? most of the games i play are super male dominated
>>84547655Would say that's true of Peak, Lethal, CoD, Among Us, etc. I'm also in stream servers because it turned out a few people I met also stream. Really the point is to put yourself out there since it just ups the odds. I didn't even go in looking for friends yet it happened over the months.
>>84546815obvious mentally-ill attention-seeking post.holy shit, i dated one actually smart demonic wretch and she makes the rest of you look like dogshit.
>>84547727never knew women played cod, and the streamer thing is a good idea. thank you anon i will try this
>>84547891Hope you find friends and fun-loving and understanding as I did, take care.
>>84546893>AnynyanDroppedI feel for you but if it's so bad that you need to lay it all out here and beg for it then you know you're in deep shit. But I really do feel for you. I feel the exact same way, it's like everyone that gets close to me eventually just hates me for who I am
>>84548014im just going to give up again and instead of posting threads here every single day im gonna go back to saying "i hate myself. im worthless." over and over into the mirror all day,
>>84548037What does that do? Besides just saying it to yourself doesn't mean shit. Do you look in the mirror and look at your face and feel like you're worthless without having to say it? Do you look at your reflection randomly when you're out in public and feel a sense of disgust and dread? I've had people say they loved me, promise to stick round, etc. but if someone truly loved who I was, wouldn't they stay as long as I was reasonable towards them and nice towards them? The only solution for me is a gun pointed towards the back of my throat
>>84548037Noooo I'll miss your threads
>>84548452why do you people get joy out of my sufferingBPDangels the only humans with a heart. everynyan hates us because we arent evil like u ppl.
>>84548525I don't enjoy your suffering you are just cute
>>84548623i llove ypoui i love oyu i love you ilove you ii lvoe you i velo you i love you i love you i love youi i love you i love yoi ioo love oyu i love yoi i vlove you i love you i kolove you i love you i love yo i love oyu i love you i love you oi love you i love you
>>84548660B-baka... you don't even know me
>>84548676you are the human in the world that i am closest to
>>84546815Its the resting bitch face.
>>84548687But Oklahoma is pretty far from me though... which sucks cause I'd definitely hug you lots if we lived near each other
>>84548705wtfwtfwtf
>>84548721*hug**hug**hug*
>>84548727im so happywe're loversi'm gonna be elated 24/7 for the rest of my life because we love eachother
>>84548738When are we getting married though????
>>84548744ill build a church in forge mode in halo reach and we can have a virtual wedding and invite everynyan and soon we'll greet that red-letter dayWhen I will pop the questionAnd you say OKSay then we'll be married in the month of May
>>84548770Yaaaay just don't forget to invite uhh uhm... actually I guess it'll be just the two of us, but that's even more romantic!
>>84546815>is that common?We social misfits who post here are all the rejected ones, anon.
>>84548787pls TOLD ME THAT U understnyand-ed the song lyrics reference IN MY POST it was so funny https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUuT379liW0 i cant wait for every single night of my life where i have horrible night terrors that are a permanent result of my past torment of not having an fp and i wake up hate myself and want to die AND THEN I GET TO REMBER THAT UR RIGHT NEXT TO ME WHEN I WAKE UP EVERY MORNING AND its okay cuz when nightmares arrive i have you by my side you are my light
>>84548660Wake up.Snap out of it, anon...All you had to do was call 5 guys.You could've had 5 guys, anon.You aren't going to be fucked by them.You aren't going to be fucked by a random r9k poster.If you want to control your lack of nuance, how about you look up your symptoms instead of being a raging faggot who says he's not gay?You are what you eat, anon, and I think you're planning on becoming a dick.>Gets fp on r9k>"PLEASE DON'T LEAAAVE MEEEE">Dignity is overrated>Doesn't help depression get any better>Starts leaning on anon too hard>Gets ignored>Person posts on r9k wondering how to get rid of raging faggot>Entire thread is jealous or telling him he's summoned a BPDemon and he's retarded>Slowly becoming more delusional and fantasizes about stranger>Doesn't even see stranger for who they are anymore>Is the person even necessary? Is the person just a physical conduit for neverending fantasies?All you had to do was call 5 guys, anon.You could've become more...You aren't you when you're hungry...Anon... Not like this...
yes, I am unlikable yes, I have never tried changing myselfno, I will not contribute to societyany more questions?
>>84548920ummm i dunt get it, whats five guys? are these song lyrics i dont get it? i dont understnyandi had 5 guys one time when i went to texas it was good i guess but i make better hamburgers and friescan u hecksplain it to me?
>>84548940You're free from BPD now, anon.You have cured your depression.You no longer need FPs, because you have five guys now.Congratulations on your recovery.
>>84548804Aww sorry Anon I didn't get the lyrics reference :( But I believe in next time, so you should be careful!Also sleeping together sounds wonderful I swear I am not gaye but I would unironically do that with another boy. It's too comfy not to
>>84549381you are the only reason i have to live and if i ever dont have you for a second I WILL IMMEDIATELY KILL MYSELF isnt that so romantic darling?
>>84549445Yes very much so wait why are you still alive I was gone (you could say abandoned you) for like 2 hours
>>84549502u dont understnyand im not really BPD it was just an act to scare off all non-worthy lovers im actually super normal and now that u know that u can love me without fear and NEVER abandon me or i will seperate yOU INTO ALL of your components
>>84546815That's just how it is if you're neurodivergent, can't do much about it.You can either face the struggle of masking your neurodivergent traits or face the struggle of isolation.
>>84549588I promise I will never abandon you (unless I feel like it teehee) (I will definitely feel like it at some point because I have schizoid traits) (We are a perfect match :))
>>84549656help no please i dont want the thread to die and i dont want to sleep even though its 6am peleaese please tell me your exact address i'll take a plane, first thing in the morning, ill find you i have to find you so you can never be away I WAS MADE FOR YOU AND YOU WERE MADE FOR ME THIS IS IT WE WERE MEANT TO BE mwah
>>84549711I will keep the thread alive as though my life depends on it!!!!!! (My life is worthless though so I'll probably let it die)But you should go to sleep Anonner, gotta get that beauty sleep to stay cuteMy exact address is... hmm I could almost tell it to you cause I'm at work right now not at home but I don't want bakas sending dragon dildo packages to my work so I will refrain, we will just have to daydream about you flying over for now*kisses you goodnight*
>>84549768i love you so much. for as long as i can remember i always felt empty. incomplete. like a part of me is missing. when i met you my world was filled with color and light its like i opened my eyes for the first time i finally feel alive. kitty kissies!! nya! zzzzzzZZZZZZZzzzZz -.-
>>84549952I am happy to be the light of your world and definitely will not feel CRUSHED and SUFFOCATED by your presence and will not turn cold and withdraw without warningAnd with that said, hope you don't get any nightmares tonight :)
>>84550025Based BPD baiter
