why is the first thought in my head when i see a cute/attractive girl outside "i wanna be her" and not "i want to be with her"? how can i rewire my brain back to normal before i end up on hormones? i am a shy twink who was never in a relationship so maybe being a virgin is causing this
>>84564637Shy straight twinks with agp are hottest. You should take estrogen and get fucked by real men, totally obliterating your old straight male ego and replacing it with a female whore ego.
Having thoughts is okay. Acting on them impulsively is not.
>>84564637quite relatable anon, i kind of made a similar habit when i was younger because i kind of felt like a creep otherwise. you know the "you shouldnt stare at women too much, it creeps them out"as per for rewire even idk , the best i do to counter is by adding a "welp, cant be pretty like her, can we?". this breaks down all my hopes and dreams to look like her/be with her and then i become sad.but hey at least the thoughts and envy go away>>84564671sounds hot but impulsive af
>>84564974why didnt you troon?
>>845664731. why even should i?2.i was 14-16 when i made this habit, i am 18 now but yeah was too young to even considering smt like trooning3. "welp, cant be pretty like her, can we?"imma just twinkmaxxx it out
I don't think it is a signal you want to troon out, if that is your concern.
>>84564916Life's too short to live as something you're uncomfortable as
Idk I am cis but if I think if I had gender dysphoria I would maybe transition if it is that bad while being ok with maybe forever being cocky (if not possible then just be secretly trans ig) and maybe end up with a chaser who is into hons t. Eating disorder looser who copes with staying at a normal weight while hating my body
>>84564637Just a reminder: you can never be a woman.
because being a hot anime girl sounds better than being some chud wagie loser and probably better than a chad too
