if you're alone and you hate it, why shouldn't you kill yourself? Why do people insist I live?
You can fix being alone. You can't fix killing yourself.
>>84564808Do it if its that clear of a choice. You wont, because it isn't. And you are just seeking attention
>>84564808>Why do people insist I live?Why do you you insist to die
>>84564808I deserve to suffer. I deserve to live a long life of boredom, isolation, and stagnation until I die alone.
>>84564808>Why do people insist I live?nobody gives a shit. people want you to suffer and eat shit, because they don't want to be suffering and eating their shit alone. Misery loves company, so they aren't letting you go, because they're selfish assholes.
>>84564858i can't fix it>>84564904i have my own fears and i have no guns>>84564912because i hate being alone>>84564930why>>84564945i'd believe you if people wanted to be around me
>>84564951>i'd believe you if people wanted to be around melol wut. wyh? No, no. You have to suffer in your own corner and not bother others. They'll check in on you from time to time via a stupid reality show, a shitty movie, a retarded book, or a dogshit song. Some might even let out a juicy fart while falling asleep during a documentary about human suffering.They don't want to interact and listen to you bitch non-stop. They won't fix your issues either. They'll speak in generalities to feel better about themselves and will be happy they don't have it nearly as bad as you do. So they lost 200 bucks or their boss was a big meanie today, but hey, at least not nearly as fucked up life as you have. Haha. Schadenfreude is amazing too.
>>84564951>because i hate being aloneDying will not make you less alone.
>>84564808>>84564808You are not going to kill yourself. Most people are memeing when they say that.
>>84565039it will stop me from suffering
>>84565095So you'll put effort into killing yourself but you won't put effort into changing your situation.
>84564808suffer less suffer morethe world moves on, all a borethinking we have answers, we see what's in storetill it's too late, we lose and mourn what we adore>84564912why do you insist to dieall it is, is a hollowed out crymaybe the end is the reason whylost in the forest, no catcher in this rye>84564951to fix a problem you cannot solveto deal with it and make resolveit is not you that everything decides to revolveeven still, no time to absolve>>84565039so what? in that case, the suffering is eternalgrabbing the knife and putting it to the sternalwill not alleviate a tempered journal'tis your own life that you are the colonel>>84565150in our pain we forget and ponderthe abyss glaring, stares through days of yonder"join us thus, death is fonder"a foolish death, the childish responderin our attention seeking dayshoping for hope and seeking praisedeath is just a shadow till it laysthe more you annoy, the more points they raisethat answer you seek flies out of your faceout of the grasp of death's warm embraceturn it off and on again, don't trip over your wastehow lonely it must be, to live two faced
>>84564808>why shouldn't you kill yourself?I will never plap the 6 foot black curvy cutie at my job and life fucking sucks because of that fact. Her hips are literally wider than my torso, its insane. Of course she has a boyfriend already.
>>84565261Oh. its why shouldn't, not should. I dunno. Maybe one day I'll get my PABG or PAWG gf. Hopefully.
>>84565150>So you'll put effort into killing yourself but you won't put effort into changing your situation.i can't change it
>>84564951>i have no gunsyou can always join the military if you want access to firearms
>>84564808nobody insists that you should live, if you truly wanted to kill yourself you would have been dead already.
>>84567149they won't let me in
>>84564951Work towards getting rich. Live below your means and save/invest. Go to a country where your sexual market value is higher. You will meet someone. There are short fat bald fucks in southeast Asia banging 20-30something women. Unless you are facially deformed and scary, getting rich will eventually get you a woman.
>>84567513going after gold diggers is an awful idea
>>84567521I know, but the reality is that if you are not Chad..there is no other choice, as grim as that is. Every dating/married normie I know is constantly bending over backwards and spending money in order to be with his gf/wife. Wether you like it or not, betabuxxing is the only way you will get a foid as a non-Chad. Look up how many divorces are started by women when their husbands lose their income...
>>84567531so what's the point then? It's better to just end it.
in reality, life is not meant for everyone. relationships, friendships, they are a thing you can't really find if you are unlucky. people want you to live because, from their perspective, they are in control of the good things that happen to them, because they have happened to them naturally (like finding friends or a girlfriend or a job or whatever), but a lot of those things require a good amount of luck. they just cant comprehend someone can be unlucky or just not meant for it, its always your fault and you should change something about yourself. they are not right, but one never knows if luck will act on a whim tomorrow and put a perfect person in front of you. not saying it will happen to you, but it could happen. some people like me keep going because of that possibility.if that possibility is not enough hope for you, then go for it. whatever you do, good luck.
>>84567539No dude. It's better to find enjoyment in other areas of life. Get money, buy cool shit, get some hobbies. There's so much stuff you could do, especially with the freedom of not being in a relationship. You have to try and decenter this fixation you have on being alone.I've been single my entire life. I have a bunch of money, I have a gaming PC, I'm gonna get drunk tonight and game as I have the day off tomorrow. I fap every day. I exercise every 2 days and am fitter than I've ever been. Life's pretty good.
>>84567599i'm sorry but i can't pretend i am okay with being alonei'm not that kind of person>>84567562i don't see it as a possibilityi see it as a pipedream
>>84567760gyategyate for no reason>>84564951>i'd believe you if people wanted to be around mei'm just an annoying piece of shit lolthat's what you think about yourself too, right?i'm a random person but i decide to act therapist a lot of the time, but that's probably me being densei know you probably feel worse about yourselfare you afraid of something? rejection?if you ask me, everything has an end but some ends can be worse than othersi think it's normal to be worried about that i guesssorryanyway that's about it, i'm just a random weirdo online see you
>>84567494why? were you involuntary committed to a psych ward?
>>84568896no but i am clearly not well. You think they're gonna accept some suicidal nigger?
