Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportgoob evening >How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
links :DD> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84574910>goob eveninghi catbro! goob evening to you, too!
>>84575020hello o/>goob evening to you, too!thanks !how is it going?did you stay up all night?
>>84575394>how is it going?could be better. didn't sleep well and work was super stressful including some annoying customers. really tired and just want to go to bed, but have to wait for some laundry to finish. just not my day. hope yours was better. how was your week anyway?>did you stay up all night?just until 2:00 am to say goodbye to the server. glad that i did, but i had a hard time falling asleep after that. lots of overwhelming thoughts and feelings.cute pic, btw. :>
>>84574910>Mr Brightside has been playing in my head there are worse songs you could have stuck in your head imo, but i hear you that it's hard to just leave stuff sometimes when you know you should>Between the commutethe worst part i feel. Especially here where everyone drives. It takes so much physically out of you need time just to get in the swing one you're in recovering> I remind her of him, and I assume that's less than ideal...he does have some problems and bad life experiences... >>84575020hey yuanon, how's it going?>>84575394hi cat! have any plans for the weekend?
>>84575606The first part of this post was a reply to >>84567034i messed up though
>>84575504>stressful including some annoying customersgrrrr >:l>some laundry to finishhopefully it doesn't take too long so you're gonna sleep a bit earlier tonight? might be a good idea >how was your week anyway?just chilling and working on the map and also going to the garage sometimes>just until 2:00 am to say goodbye to the serverfarewell, maybe they'll make another one one day >cute pic, btw. :>thanks :3aw I just noticed the heart shape ^^>>84575606hello>have any plans for the weekend?hm not really I'll probably just say inside and finish the map maybe wbu?
>>84575606hey officeanon! good to see you. :>>how's it going?same old, same old. jobs grinding me down, depression creeping back in. can't seem to catch a break lately. i'll ask my boss for some vacation soon. need a week or two away from everything. how have you been?>>84575755>grrrr >:lthe grrrr-est. >:[ gets so annying when people come in and blame us for their bad decisions.>hopefully it doesn't take too longshould be done soon. not very motivated to check, though...>you're gonna sleep a bit earlier tonight? might be a good ideayeah. going to head out for some work out with a friend tomorrow morning, so i need to get some sleep in before that.>working on the maphow's that going? looking forward to an update. :]>going to the garage sometimesanything broken or just regular maintenance?>farewell, maybe they'll make another one one dayfarewell, indeed. they did say that they have an announcement on their discord in june, so i hope that won't be the most drawn out and most disappointing post-credit scenes in history.>thanks :3and that was is quite trippy... (@.@)>aw I just noticed the heart shape ^^it was a very sentimental mood that night. our server was quite new, so most players hadn't spend much time there, but the oldest one was around for 8 years. must have been a wild ride. really gonna miss it, though.
>>84576029>people come in and blame us for their bad decisions.I don't get how lsome people lack awareness like that>not very motivated to check, though...you should and get some water on your way there and back>yeah. going to head out for some work out with a friend tomorrowso no work on caturday? yay>how's that going? looking forward to an update. :]just joined all the places now I'll mostly work on the sounds >anything broken or just regular maintenance?just fixing up some old bike ^^>won't be the most drawn out and most disappointing I don't think somaybe they'll turn the server back on for a few days>was is quite trippy... (@.@)corporate art cat xp>really gonna miss it, though.maybe you could contact some of the ppl from there?
>>84575755>I'll probably just say inside and finish the map maybehow's it going? Add anything else to it since last time?>wbu?Just the usual most likely. Might visit family since they're supposed to be having a mini party but will see>>84576029>need a week or two away from everything.always does some good, at least during the time away.>how have you been?not terrible. Work was a little stressful just with some deadlines i want to make sure are met, but things look good now. Overall is well.I gotta spend less time playing gacha games. I'm spending a lot of time making sure i max out daily tasks to get rewards and it's gotten absurd at this point
>>84574910heyo o/>How are you doing today?feeling a bit better. last few weeks were stressful because of school and work.>Any plans for today?probs gonna finish up my Gentoo setup (picrel so me)>When was the last time you hurt yourself?3 days ago. >Why did you hurt yourself?extreme overthinking because of memories of my only friend that left me.>Is there anything bothering you right now?just isolation desu. feels weird to not talk to anyone.
man wanna hea rme whine about something I'm a bit angry >>84576314>Add anything else to it since last time?hmmm idk if I showed pictures of it but a hallway like in an apartment building now I probably will mostly focus on sounds and optimization and story so will that goes some gameplay >Might visit family sinchm maybe you shouldn't I don't feel it'll leave you feeling well>>84576334ello ^^ >feeling a bit better. glad to hear :>>school and work.school AND work man it sounds stressful, no wonder >picrel so menoo I can't see the pic DxI don't think you posted it>overthinkinghopefully that doesn't happen again anytime soon >weird to not talk to anyone.do you usually talk to people?
>>84576259>I don't get how lsome people lack awareness like thati think everyone makes up excuses or creates narratives for why they're not to blame to some extend, but that gets old very quickly. people cheap out on a few bucks for tracking and insurance and than get mad when things go wrong. everything happens for a reason. sometimes the reason is you're stupid and make bad decisions. :p>you should and get some water on your way there and backalway have some at my bed, but i like your thinking. :>>so no work on caturday? yayyeah. still feeling a bit miffed about having to get up at all, but that's just my brain being lazy. it'll be fine when we're heading out.>just joined all the places now I'll mostly work on the soundsgetting ready for release! :D where do you get the sounds from?>just fixing up some old bike ^^you must have a shop worth of old bikes by now :0>maybe they'll turn the server back on for a few daysthat would get a lot of people in trouble legally. the shutdown is happening to protect people who supported the server from the states. they didn't just went after people who developed for the project, but also people who did things like radio-shows and voicing characters. even if the did a great job, their work is not worth preserving when it puts people's livelihood at risk. it was good while it lasted and hey. maybe they're working ob their own game now.>corporate art cat xpcan't unsee>maybe you could contact some of the ppl from there?i'm on the discord for some news, but that's all i'll do. i already have a place i'd rather hang out with people ;D>>84576314>at least during the time away.i'll take the temporarily reduced stress levels over what i've going on rn. everything else is future-me's problem.>with some deadlines i want to make sure are metstuff you have to work on yourself or someone else's work you have to manage? are you getting there?>Overall is well.always good to hear. how's the girlfriend? and the dog?
>>84576314>I gotta spend less time playing gacha games.whenever i play those kind of games i play them a lot in the beginning and slowly spend less and less time until i stop. is it different for you?>making sure i max out daily tasks to get rewards and it's gotten absurd at this pointfomo can be hard to deal with. i try to consciously leave some days where i don't interact with these attention-forcing mechanics, so i always have an out when i feel like it's getting out of hand.>>84576334hi anon!>last few weeks were stressful because of school and work.at least it's the weekend, right? wanna talk about what stressed you out?>Gentoowhat's that?>extreme overthinking because of memories of my only friend that left me.always hard to lose a friend like that. sorry.>feels weird to not talk to anyoneanything on your mind?>>84576478>man wanna hea rme whine about something I'm a bit angryall ears. also, happy caturday!
>>84576552>excuses or creates narratives for why they're not to blame to some extendthat's how to not learn form mistakes>but i like your thinking. :>yep you should get a little treat to motivate yourself >it'll be fine when we're heading out.have a fun time !when r u going to get back? like in the evening?>getting ready for release! :D not yet it'll probably take a while >where do you get the sounds from?I making it for hl2 so I can use sounds form there, hl2 has a toon of unnerving ambient noises >have a shop worth of old bikes by now :0nope ^^ besides my bike i have two extra ones>went after people who developed for the projectwhaaaat?? why?> unseehehe ^^ > a place i'd rather hang out with people ;Dokay :>but hopefully you get to have fun like that again
>>84576334glad you're doing better anon> (picrel so me)now i'm curious>>84576478>I'm a bit angrywhat's got you mad?> idk if I showed pictures of it but a hallwaylast i remember was the box chute>focus on sounds and optimization and storysounds like you're winding down. Will be cool to see the final product>I don't feel it'll leave you feeling wellprobably not, but lets see>>84576552> temporarily reduced stress levels over what i've going on rn.sometimes just need to bring it down enough to get through till next time you can do it> future-me's problem.future me because present me way faster than i like...>yourself or someone else's work you have to manage?kinda complicated there. It's mostly mine, but filling in a bit here and there. Not too much I can't handle so far, but it's been pretty heavy, but getting there>how's the girlfriend?good, just very busy these days but will be good in the end>and the dog?absurdly spoiled now>>84576633>is it different for you?how umamusume was/is. Nikke i'm still relatively new, but i feel like there's a lot of daily things to do in this relative to that. I feel like I like the characters in this and it's refreshing to have more personal variation between characters than umamusume where they were all unique, but the limitation of them all wanting to be the best horse girl Japan (over and over again) made it harder to get into>consciously leave some days where i don't interactI can't so no :<
>>84576478>noo I can't see the pic Dx>I don't think you posted iti fucked up. its my first time posting TwT>do you usually talk to people?barely. and if i do, its online. i cant really talk to people irl
>>84576633>>84576824happy caturday!>all earsthe phone I have is made by nothing, it's like a brand, their design is supposed to be minimalist and same with the software, no bloat, simple design ectI don't care about it btw I didn't buy the phone as some form of statement but man they started rolling out software updates and they're so shit, suddenly there are lots of new "reconnaissance tools" which are actually useless AI tools like AI generating wallpapers (yeah sure I'm gonna ai generate the only bit of self expression I have on this device 7_7) or integrated chat gpt and after last update it forced me to pick 3 useless apps to install on my phone that I can't get rid of and other usless shit feels like the company is run by a bunch of retarded techbros arghhh
are these threads still run by a pole?
>>84576864depends on who's askin and why
>>84576810>that's how to not learn form mistakesyeah, but accepting that you made one makes you feel bad for a while. can't have that...>you should get a little treat to motivate yourselfsleep will be treat enough. and look at that, there's a bed! (~.~)>when r u going to get back? like in the evening?early afternoon. we'll just be out for a couple of hours. around 2:00 to 3:00 am, i'd say.>hl2 has a toon of unnerving ambient noisesmakes sense and should be very fitting for the vibe you're going for.>besides my bike i have two extra oneswell, you've put enough work into those worth a shop full of bikes. that's for sure. gotta need some pics of them eventually, though.>whaaaat?? why?because setting up a private wow-server is illegal. of course blizzard wouldn't give a shit if they didn't plan to do their own version of what that server offered. will probably be announced at blizzcon this year and come out next year.>hopefully you get to have fun like that againwould be nice. we'll be playing some baldur's gate 3 multiplayer for the forseeable future, i think.>>84576824>sometimes just need to bring it down enough to get through till next time you can do ityeah. you'd think a day off here and there would be enough for that, but apparently not.>future me because present me way faster than i like...for real, but we do need some excuse to procrastinate at least a little bit and be lazy sometimes, even if just for a little.>Not too much I can't handle so far, but it's been pretty heavy, but getting therehope it all works out and comes together by the end.>how's the girlfriend?>good, just very busy these days but will be good in the end>and the dog?>absurdly spoiled nowsomething tells me that your girlfriend would like if those answers would be switched. ^^
>>84577071sleep well I'm very sleepy too gnite
>>84576824>I feel like I like the characters in this and it's refreshing to have more personal variation between characters than umamusumethat makes sense. not that much narrative space to explore when it all revolves around winning races every season. whose the girl you're posting and what's her deal?>I can't so no :<understood. any signs we need to watch out for so we can organize an intervention if need be?>>84576856>i fucked up. its my first time posting TwTno worries. happens to all of us all the time. ;D have you been lurking or are you completely new here?>>84576862>their design is supposed to be minimalist and same with the software, no bloat, simple design ectit's something i've been looking for, so i stumbled over their stuff eventually, but even though they say it's supposed to be minimalist in style, i find it very busy visually. still followed them for a bit, but i got that weird feeling like all they wanna do is get big and become as bad as any other big tech company. would like to be proven wrong, though. that's why i went with murena and eos on my phone. not the smoothest of experiences, but mostly servicable. i know they sell nothing phones with that, so maybe you can check it out to see if it would be an improvement to the orignal os.>they started rolling out software updates and they're so shithttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=T4Upf_B9RLQ&pp=ygUQZW5zaGl0dHlmaWNhdGlvbg%3D%3D>actually useless AI toolsinstalled winhance to get rid of anything like that on my pc and luckily nothing showed up on my phone. can you get rid of it somehow?>it forced me to pick 3 useless apps to install on my phone that I can't get rid of and other usless shitdamn. textbook enshittification. :[>feels like the company is run by a bunch of retarded techbros arghhhexactly what i thought after listening to the ceo for a while. kinda glad i bought my fairphone before i found out about nothing.>>84577182me too. good night!
>>84576862I feel your pain. You buy something and slowly morphs into something you no longer want. Unfortunately, everyone wants to shoehorn AI shit into literally everything they possibly can and doesn't seem like it's changing soon.>>84577182gn and see you soon>>84577071> think a day off here and there would be enough for that, but apparently not.not even weekend is enough when it's been real bad for me so i understand it>would like if those answers would be switched.aha probably, but she's doing exciting things. Don't think the dog needs to be doing exciting things, so it all makes sense>>84577198>not that much narrative space to explore when it all revolves around winning races every season.there's enough variation to be enjoyable still and have different personalities amongst the starters, but as time went by new ones they released stopped being as standout enough and kinda lost me a bit>whose the girl you're posting and what's her deal?the snowy one is my second favorite nikke, my favorite being my waifu who got forced to be an antagonist. The premise of the game is humans are losing war against a machine race and hide in underground sanctuaries and use cyborgs (that all look like attractive anime girls of course!) to fight them. You eventually find some who are older cyborgs fighting their own war against the machines(one I was posting earlier) not connected to the current human government (which gets portrayed as being inefficient and run by corporations that can be corrupt). Nothing revolutionary with any of this writing, but it's good for a free to play gacha>any signs we need to watch out for so we can organize an intervention if need be?i played the rhythm game mini game for an hour and am spending 10 dollars on a guaranteed super super rare unlock :<
a guy on the internet told me cutting myself would cure my homosexuality so i tried but no matter how much i scrape my knife across my thigh nothing happens, how do you people do it? are you really skilled with a whetstone?
goodnight everybody I'm gonna cry to bed :)
hmglad to find the thread alive at this time of the dayi was having my finals recently, didn't finish yetthings were going nice until biology cameso basically i had good grades in biology this year that even the teacher liked that, i was so happy about that. now i had only one day and a half to study for the final which is crazy for biology cuz it's a subject full of dry information, 5 chapters of pain. at night, i tried to study a bit, now to make things clear sometimes i feel like i have migraine or if it's not exactly migraine we can say that sometimes i just have headache and glad i didn't have that a lot recently, but when i tried to study that night i felt so much pain and i was unable to accept going further. i felt like i'm losing hope and i just wanted to pass at the end, so i thought to myself i could just take quick looks on every page and read quickly and that can be enough. that indeed could've been kinda enough, but that wasn't what happened cuz i tried doing it today (like 8 hours ago) and my brain suddenly stopped being able to accept going further too lolthen i was like whatever i'm gonna ask a classmate what possible questions might come, even if i failed this exam i was gonna pass the subject normally cuz i already had the grades for that, problem is; i dont want to "disappoint" the teacher who's been too kind, i know he probably doesn't care enough like it's his job and that i'm just overthinking but seriously i just wanted something to be proud of, so i went to the exam hall and saw the questions that weren't actually difficult i know i could've done better if i was able to study, i answered what i could answer and i'm probably gonna pass but not acing at all. i just wanted to be proud this year, well it's not like it's over like it's only biology but still :/i got back home few minutes ago, i don't feel like doing much.sorry for the silly venting cya later everyone, when i'm able to have better convos :D
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hwyoo everyone good morngonna reply to yall later now I'm gonna walk to the store
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Playing free to play Chinese anime games now. My life has gone off the rails.>>84578746hope you're doing okay now. Sorry if you were having a rough night>>84579254hey rmbest of luck if you still have finals.Nothing wrong with wanting to do well even if it doesn't matter, but don't be hard on yourself. End of day, grade isn't a reflection of your self worth>>84580148have fun. tell us if you get something good
>>84577198>busy visuallyI agree their white colored stuff look sorta like a some star wars ship >check it out to see if it would be an improvement to the orignal os.hm maybe but at the same time I don't know if i can be bothered I'll just turned off as much useless crap as I can and just move on probably >can you get rid of it somehow?I never turned it on so it's not bothering me, it's just an extra tab in the settings app BTW hay yuanon! how's it going today?>>84577579hello office waddup?>wants to shoehorn AI shit into literally everythingyep and nobody wants it!>>84578071>internet told me cutting myself would cure my homosexualitywhat? and you believes him? stop it anon>>84578746goodnight why cry?hope you feel better tomorrow >>84579254heya o/ >having my finals recentlyD: best of luck!> to be proud this year,I think you expect wayyy too much of yourself It's like you've forgotten what you said a paragraph before, that you've got too much crap to study and too little time to do that and you try so hard you get physically sick And stop worrying about "disappointing" the teacher, just stopYou're doing the best you can and you're still getting mad at yourself I know it's not easy but I don't want you to feel so bad and be so stressed over things you have no control over >cya later everyone, when i'm able to have better convos :Dsee ya hope you feel better soon >>84579839hello thanks for the bump
>>84577198>have you been lurking or are you >completely new here?Been lurking on mu and a but im new here on r9k
>>84576856whoops I missed your post sorry >its my first time posting TwT it's alright ^^>. i cant really talk to people irlwhy? you get anxious?also how are you doing today?
>>84581075>why? you get anxious?Yeah, first I start to stutter and when it gets worse I cant say a single word>also how are you doing today?Still having some thoughts but Im gonna go for a walk in a bit. Maybe that helps. Otherwise Im fine I guess. Wbu?
>>84581128>Yeah, first I start to stutter..sound pretty bad >go for a walk in a bit. Maybe that helps. hopefully have a nice walk, tell us if you see anything cool>Otherwise Im fine I guess. keep it up ^^ >Wbu?just a chill daygonna stay inside and do things on computer I'll work on a hl2 map and maybe I'll watch a movie later
Hello everyone, hope you're all well.Yesterday was pretty stressful but today was good. Both were long days so I'm a little frazzled. I had some sushi.I've also got some presents to send a friend but he's not given me his address yet.>>84575606>there are worse songs you could have stuck in your head imoTo be fair it helps that I've watched that RuneSkate animation several dozen times...>Especially here where everyone drivesAt least I can sit down and listen to a podcast, the constant attention needed so I don't accidentally kill someone in my death box would probably take it out of me.>he does have some problems and bad life experiences...I think it's mostly because he doesn't understand how women work, or something like that.Thank you for the moral support last night.>>84576334>probs gonna finish up my Gentoo setupHave fun with that. I ran Gentoo for about a year but compiling everything on an old laptop became a huge pain.>just isolation desu. feels weird to not talk to anyone.Sorry to hear that, anon. You'll always have this thread if you need to talk.>>84576862The experience of getting a new phone is generally awful. When I was a broke student I used to get Xiaomi phones and install LineageOS on them to rid of bloat, but you usually had to send off an application and wait 30 days before you could install a different OS.Right now I'm using a Pixel with GrapheneOS and I'm pretty happy with it. They're yet to add any dumb features.>>84578746Sorry to hear you're not doing so hot. Hopefully you'll feel better in the morning!>>84579254For what it's worth you'll probably forget about it pretty soon as long as you pass. I got a very bad grade in one of my modules and I'd forgotten that even happened until writing this post.
>>84581369hello :3>but today was goodthat's good hope you can get some good rest from the stresses>presents to send a friend but he's not given me his address yet.that's nice, hope sending those won't cost a lot
>>84582112>hope you can get some good rest from the stressesMe too. I can probably take a few days off now I've sent that chapter off. About about 1000 words short.>hope sending those won't cost a lotIt's surprisingly cheap here. It's not too big so I think it'll cost not even $15 to send it to Europe.There's also the super budget option of sending it by sea but that's only really worth it for really big things.
>>84580967Hey cat, whatcha get at the store earlier?>waddupNot much. Went to arcade, working out, and waiting to get something I need for a cosplay that I ordered. how are you?>yep and nobody wants it!sadly lots of people actually like this stuff since lets them shut down their brains more and more>>84581369hey discanon, glad you're doing well>I had some sushi.i wish i could like this more than i do, but no matter how many times i have it, i just don't like it.>constant attention needed so I don't accidentally kill someone in my death box would probably take it out of mei don't know how i don't do that. Everyone drives like they are insane and overly aggressive, while I'm about ready to fall asleep after 30 minutes on the road>because he doesn't understand how women workfair. Honestly it's better to relate to that than his perverted-ness or tendency of falling in love with cold evil women>spoilerno worries
>>84582312>probably take a few days off good work! and it sounds like a good idea >About about 1000 words short.eeh it's just a 1000 words ^^ they probably won't even notice ;>>cost not even $15 to send it to Europeoo nice >>84582386>get at the store earlier?mango, banans and check out what prazynki it, I'm talking about the white ones>Went to arcade, working outsounds like a nice day>need for a cosplay that I ordered. another cosplay? :o>how are youworked on the map a little bit, not much else ate some tortillas :3>actually like this stuffig older ppl
>>84577579>not even weekend is enough when it's been real bad for me so i understand itreally isn't. my biggest issue is that i often have to meet up with people anyway, so i can never recharge my social battery, which just drains any energy out of me.>so it all makes sensedog probably had more exciting thing than he cares for in his lifetime. ^^>new ones they released stopped being as standout enough and kinda lost me a bitisn't it all about being faithful to your favorite? seems like i really don't understand gacha games.>got forced to be an antagonistwould she be your favorite if she wasn't? :p>that all look like attractive anime girls of course!happens more often than you'd think. why build just terminator robots when you could have anime girl terminator robots.>Nothing revolutionary with any of this writingi take the devil i know over the devil i don't any day of the week now. so tired of people trying to subvert my expectations. how about subverting it by giving me what i want for a change?>guaranteed super super rare unlock :<reminds me of the season pass in sone game where you unlocked more rares than commons. words have lost all meaning.>>84578071>a guy on the internet told me cutting myself would cure my homosexualitydon't believe everything someone tells you just because you want it to be true.>>84578746hey gator. what's going on? :<>>84579254hi rem! sounds like you had a lot going on in and outside that head of yours. sorry you weren't able to perform as highly as you might have wanted to, but with these kind of finals you have to put your energy into the stuff that might drag you down instead of the ones you're already good at. you did well.>>84579839always an honor. o7
>>84580967>their white colored stuff look sorta like a some star wars shipha. now that you say it. ^^ just busy for no reason.>but at the same time I don't know if i can be botheredcompletely understandable. can't be arsed to actually use any of the advanced features or services of my phone at all. last time i was forced to do something was when it started uploading my files to the cloud without me ever saying it should do that. took me quite some time and nerves to make it stop.>I'll just turned off as much useless crap as I can and just move on probablyprobably best thing you can do. maybe write a passive-aggressive e-mail and start checking what brand you'd like to switch to if your current phone croaks. what model do you have anyway?>I never turned it on so it's not bothering me, it's just an extra tab in the settings appthat's good. nothing more annoying that when they force it into the ui and you always have to look at it. biggest reason i wanted to not get another google phone was how much i hated the non-removable google search bar at the bottom of the screen.>how's it going today?had some good workout, but just ate crap and did nothing for the rest of the day. tried to find something to watch, but everything is stupid and grinds my gears. gonna head to bed soon at this rate. :/ did you have a nice day?>>84581048i see. welcome to the thread (and board), then. (>^-^)><(^-^<)>>84581369hi dinon!>hope you're all well.did some good stuff today. some not so good stuff. now i'm just tired and bored out of my mind. overall an ok day, though.>Yesterday was pretty stressful but today was good. Both were long days so I'm a little frazzled. why? what did you do?>I had some sushi.was it good?>but he's not given me his address yetfair. gotta be careful with all the weirdos out their.
>>84583168>prazynki these look interesting. Are they crispy or kinda fluffy? Can't tell from the pics i see>sounds like a nice daygot some uma figures for a change>another cosplay? :oyes. This one will be very military like lol>ig older pplsadly lots of young people stunting their brains with this too very likely. At least the boomers don't much time left. The kids using it too much are creating a phenomena that will be worse than the ipad kid i'm afraid>>84583451>so i can never recharge my social batteryI'm glad mine seems to be an infinite nuclear core of some kind>dog probably had more exciting thing a child point and said doggy at him today. That really almost did him in with the anxiety>isn't it all about being faithful to your favorite?problem with umamusume you have one career with them and that's it. Story content requires you to play new characters to get more out of it, unlike some other gacha where you can just take your character as far as you want as you play along. Umamusume feels much more about collecting, other gacha emphasize more you building the ones you like onwhereas ly>would she be your favorite if she wasn't? Fair. They make everything with her so heart crushingly tragic that each time the goal post gets moved my chest clenches now.>why build just terminator robots when you could have anime girl terminator robots.I'd be okay with terminatory robots if they went that route>words have lost all meaning.gacha super super rare means A. You saved for this for months. B. You got really lucky or C. You spent money
I'm up too late but I'm not all that sleepy. This sucks...>>84582386>i just don't like itThat's fair. It's not for everyone. My friend didn't order any sashimi any sashimi while we were there, and the first time I tried sushi I got a set and didn't like half of it, so I just stuck with tuna this time. But to be completely honest the fried chicken they also sold was probably the highlight of that meal. The fries were good too.>Everyone drives like they are insane and overly aggressiveIt's a stressful environment so I can understand why people would act like that. Not that it doesn't make things even more dangerous...>falling in love with cold evil womenHaha>>84583168>they probably won't even notice ;>That's the plan. It's a pdf so there's no word count unless he decides to go through it by hand.Besides, everything that needs to be there is in there.>oo niceSending letters is cheap too, so if anyone ITT wants a postcard or collects stamps I'm happy to send something over.>>84583546Hello hello.A mixed day is better than an all-bad one. Hopefully Sunday will be good for you!>what did you do?Had to navigate some interpersonal drama. To be honest I'm not really sure what brought it on besides work stress and me being a dry texter.>gotta be careful with all the weirdos out theirYeah, I understand the hesitation. His anthrax should arrive in about a week, I think.
>>84583546hello !>>84583546>started uploading my files to the cloudthat's awful and a huge privacy worry>passive-aggressive e-mailthat's wayy to much effort maybe I'll go to some tech 4chan board and shit talk them but that also feels like a waste of time>had some good workoutgood job !> but just ate crap and did nothing for the rest of the daythat's okay too you need some good rest too>something to watch,hmm have you heard about a lady who would record tv programs 25/7 on vhs?I wonder if that footage is available somewhere It'd be nice to put on when you can't think of anything to watch >did you have a nice day?yep :3didn't do much progress on the map but it's okay just chilled out >>84583757>Are they crispycrispy they don't taste like normal chips, they actually don't have a lot of flavor I'd compare them to popcorn, just a nice thing to snack >uma figures for a change\o/which one?>one will be very military like lol:oo>people stunting their brains with this tooyep but maybe they are more self aware?like I used ai a bunch to cheat and sometimes to do uni homework, I was aware it wasn't good but I had too much to do and too little time to do it and nowadays I don't use it at all
>>84583854>but I'm not alldo you have to go anywhere today or wake up early?>That's the plan. It's a pdf so there's no word counthehehe >:3 >ITT wants a postcardhmm would be cool though I'd probably have to give some identifiable info for that..
>>84583757>I'm glad mine seems to be an infinite nuclear core of some kindpeople really are build different in that regard. not that i don't enjoy company, but at some point even just being around people irritates me so much i need to get away from them.>That really almost did him in with the anxietythat's rough. too bad that even animals are affected by crap like that. :/>you have one career with them and that's it.ah, i get it now.>Umamusume feels much more about collecting, other gacha emphasize more you building the ones you likei guess there's more variety than i gave the genre credit for. how's your horse-girl collection going?>They make everything with her so heart crushingly tragic that each time the goal post gets moved my chest clenches now.good you can still connect with a character in that way. i think i've become way to jaded now. wish i could, though.>I'd be okay with terminatory robots if they went that routei'm sure some nerd is working on it.>A. You saved for this for months. B. You got really lucky or C. You spent moneyas long as you get what you want, doesn't really matter how you got there, i suppose>>84583854>I'm up too late but I'm not all that sleepyi'm up late and super sleepy. if only there was something i could do...>A mixed day is better than an all-bad one. Hopefully Sunday will be good for you!true and thank you. i'll do my best to have a good day>not really sure what brought it on besides work stress and me being a dry texter.hm. some people always go with the worst possible interpretation of what you said. it sucks, but not much you can do about it, i feel. hope you can resolve it somehow. rooting for you>I understand the hesitation. His anthrax should arrive in about a week, I think.hope he has a good time with it. ^^ man, i remember that being a whole thing in the media. seems like people aren't doing that anymore>>84583894will reply to you tomorrow, if that's ok. can barely keep my eyes open. gn
>>84584160that's okay ^^sleep well
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>>84574910I've become passively suicidal because I've made multiple attempts on my life, but one way or another some mysterious force just fucks it up>I laid on a train track and went to sleep to do it once. The train that reliably comes and that time every single day, for some reason just happened to not even be in the yard. I walked along the train track all the way to the fucking yard and the train wasn't there. I asked workers where tf was it and they said they were just as confused as me.>Next time, I tried drinking myself to death. Chugged 3 full entire bottles of vodka with no chaser. Tried to drink a fourth but I passed out. Vomited my fucking guts out hours later, and felt relatively like shit for the rest of the day, but nothing else came of that.>Next time I said fuck it, when I was at a friends house I went into their medicine cabinet in the bathroom and took literally everything. Everything from tylenol to fish oil pills. I took 20 different bottles worth of pills. Entire bottles, not a single pill remaining. Got dizzy and fell asleep in my friend's brother's car while he was taking me home. Very long story ensues, but the point is, after about 3 and a half months at the hospital, I'm a-okay and didn't even have to do fuckin dialysis I just don't get it, I feel like life is trolling me at this point cos how the hell am I still living and in almost flawless physical shape. Living didn't change the fact that I wanna die either, its just that I'm too much of a pussy to try a more surefire method. I don't want to feel immense pain before I die. I just want to be lulled into a gentle, peaceful release. So now I'm passively suicidal, if I truck is barreling down at me, I won't get out of the way. If someone threatens me at gunpoint, I'll start breakdancing. If the amount of leaking of my personal info that has happened in the past leads to some weirdo tracking me down and caving my skull, whatever. Just let it happen
>>84585499All that aside though, today I went to work. Talked to my "girlfriend" a bit. Beat Library of Ruina finally. Read a book.Today was okay.
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>>84574910Hallo /cat/, finish any maps lately?>>How are you doing today?Meh. I reconnected with some friends and I'm wishing I didn't now... On the positive side I'm learning how to drive.>>Any plans for today?Sleeping, it's 3 AM now.>>When was the last time you hurt yourself?Half a year ago at least.>>Why did you hurt yourself?Frustration, probably. I haven't in so long that I'm kinda disconnected from my own reasoning to self harm in the first place.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?The friends thing, namely. I feel like being around others inhibits me, since the energy I put into them takes time away from doing anything else. It sounds incredibly callous, but hanging with my friends makes me feel like a bum...>>84575020Hallo yuanon>>84575606Hallo officeanon>>84576334>Gentoo setupI got Mint a while ago as my first linux installation and aside from some audio annoyances to start it's been pretty fun. Whenever I have a spare laptop it'd be cool to fuck around with the more quirky distros like gentoo.>>84576862>feels like the company is run by a bunch of retarded techbros arghhhEvery smartphone nowadays is tbdesu. I've got an android with a bunch of apps not available on the store, and in the near future won't permit using them. I'll miss my emulators...
I'll reply to the posts from last thread later, the filters on my ass since I haven't posted in a while lol...>>84579254Hallo rm>i dont want to "disappoint" the teacher who's been too kindI get what you mean honestly, it's like doing well in their course is the highest respect you can pay them as a mentor, and underperforming makes you feel like you half-assed that show of respect. It's cliche to say but the thought still counts here, and it's not like you bombed the whole course.>>84580872>free to play ChineseCrossfire my beloved...>>84581369Hallo discanon>GrapheneIf I could get a new phone it'd be this tbdesu, the privacy features are nice but I think the stability is what I'm really after.
>>84583913>do you have to go anywhere today or wake up early?No but I need to think about fixing my sleep schedule again. Waking up at 4pm is no good.>I'd probably have to give some identifiable info for that..Probably. You could get a PO Box if it's not too expensive and some countries will let you deliver straight to a post office for pickup.>>84584160>if only there was something i could do...I find that melatonin works a little bit if you don't take it too often.>i'll do my best to have a good dayGanbatte!>hope you can resolve it somehowI did and was treated to sushi the day after. Very stressful in the moment though as I'm usually too autistic to navigate these things.>seems like people aren't doing that anymoreI think it's probably a lot harder to do than the media made it out to be. If I'm remembering right the only suspect from those attacks was someone with years of experience in infectious diseases.>>84585499If you can survive all of that I think it's probably a sign that the universe doesn't want you to clock out early...>>84586975Hello Togata, good to see you again!>I think the stability is what I'm really afterIn the about two years I've had it I've not experienced a single issue with it. The only caveat is some apps ask for the highest level of integrity and don't run as a result, but that just seems to be Google Pay and the McDonald's app. Banking works fine.It was a quite a bit more than I usually spend on a phone but I think mine gets updated until 2030, which will hopefully mean I won't need a new one until then.
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>>84583854>didn't order any sashimi any sashimi this is the real issue for me. I like fish and I like sushi that has cooked parts (the shrimp kind) but I do not like raw fish at all> fried chicken they also sold was probably the highlight of that mealmy favorite japanese dish is unironically katsu don which feels like the most western friendly dish there is honestly>It's a stressful environment i don't think it's that stressful. Even on Sundays people drive like assholes here. I think it's a regional cultural problem more than anything else, since I've been other parts of the country where people act civilized and like they aren't aggressive towards everyone around them>Hahawhen i mean evil though, I don't mean or what most people mean, but actually psychopathic level which I 100% encountered and it's kinda unnerving to deal with such people>>84583894>I'd compare them to popcornkinda what i had the feeling if i had to guess>which one?got a nice smart falcon one>:ooi got it and tried it on with my aviators and it's perfect. I really look a Nikke commander it's so insane lol>maybe they are more self aware?i don't think so. They are using it and non questioning, just assuming it's right and going with it. Too many people don't even remember to delete the text from "Regenerate Response" button. There's 0 thought going on and it's going to get worse for kinds who spend all of school with this shit available>>84584160> irritates me so much i need to get away from them.suppose it also matters how interaction is going. You get far more bad than I do I believe....> too bad that even animals are affected by crap like thati get more and more suspicious of some things longer I own him, but I won't get into in this thread
>>84584160>i guess there's more variety than i gave the genre credit for.gacha isn't really a genre anyway. That would be like calling online video games a genre. It's a mechanic within any other type of game. Uma is a sports simulator, Nikke is a rail shooter, there are lots of RPGs, adventures games, and more>how's your horse-girl collection going?pic related. My pulls have been pretty good>good you can still connect with a character in that way.honestly my head is in a weird place after getting away from the old job. Think i'm very impressionable>i'm sure some nerd is working on it.I've become more and more convinced there's a big difference between nerd and weeb, unfortunately. Way the world is going, I wouldn't be surprised if the robot gets built by someone who likes Funko pops>doesn't really matter how you got thereunless you got there with the power of crippling credit card bills>>84586906hey togata>I'm learning how to drive.huge step forward. Happy for you and hope its going well> sounds incredibly callousnothing wrong with what you said. Socializing can take a lot of time and energy and if you're trying to get other things moving, you ultimately decide if you can afford to do that or the other stuff you have going on. Nothing wrong with prioritizing yourself>Crossfire my beloved...more respectable than playing low effort gacha slop
