>almost halfway through the year already>gained 30 pounds>started smoking again>paranoia and depression are so bad I'm close to quitting my job>accomplished absolutely nothingHoly shit, are we in hell? How does it only manage to get worse every year? It felt like Christmas was last week and I keep thinking 2026 is the year I'll turn my life around. I can't even remember what my childhood was like or the goals I had. It feels like I'm trapped in a never-ending cycle of torture and dementia. Is any of this real? What the fuck is the point?
What did you think about attempting to accomplish? Just got busy working and making lots of money? Or working and barely getting by?
>>84575811nothing of this matters. you have a job, from that point you can pivot any which way
>>84575933Money isn't an issue. I'm not rich, but I'm not in danger of being homeless. An accomplishment for me would be as simple as going for a one hour walk or reading a book instead of getting drunk and posting on 4chan. I'm so tired and demoralized I didn't even realize it. The days go by so quickly and I have no motivation. All I want is enough time to live in the moment instead of rushing off to fulfill the next pointless task. I can't remember the last time I was here in the present. I'm either regretting the past or fearing the future, not doing a single thing to improve my situation.
>>84576004>going for a one hour walk oI got into the habit of doing 100 squats before taking a shower after work. 15 minutes or so. When I first began I could hardly do 50 in 30 minutes without having a pained chest.I also got into reading up on assets and investing amounts I could afford to lose. Why just earn when I could earn, multiply those gains and do away with working sooner, you know?Sure we don't capitalize on every chance we get, but the chances we do take can add up as whether it's fitness or wealth, we really only need to reach a certain point for the rest of our life.
